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-Tre’ Banks

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I left that job, back to grinding. Someone in a group chat said this. And crazy how true it is lmao . Unless you a doctor or teacher and that’s what REALLY gets you going.

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2 wks notice 7/9/19

I gave the company i work at 2 weeks today. I’ve given close to a year to this place, and besides 2Seater... it’s been close to impossible to execute anything else. Most money I’ve ever had, but just not in a location to rly grow both personally and professionally. I hate that it sounds like an excuse, and i absouloutely could have gone harder..: but i learned a lesson i already knew the hard way. You can’t be around ppl who aren’t as motivated as you.

It’s a gift and a curse that i always want to do things my way. I can’t just accept “comfort”. My whole life has been turmoil and i operate better in that environment . Although I constantly find 0 love in environments filled with turmoil, it forces me to create diamonds.

Focused on Self Discipline and I’ll be fine. I know better, so gotta do better.

Ready for next step .

Coincidentally it’s my dad birthday today. When i go through hard times, besides prayers... I think of close family members who come before me and have endured the most and somehow found room to help create and love my world. They went through it, and passed down their consciousness.... i know I’m built for the storm.

Let’s get it.

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5/30/19 -

‪I’ve never wanted to be any type of leader and it shows. I’ve never been a follower, just always wanted to do me and everyone else do them. I moved off instinct, passion, and love... never realizing it automatically Made others follow. I never asked for it, and when i started to notice it, i would do anything to make sure ppl know not to follow me. I’ve never known what i was doing, i just always knew what felt like the best move. God has blessed me with a certain knack, that i rly can’t explain. I just feel the flow of things, and i do a terrible job at communicating it. As years keep moving, I’m learning how important it is to embrace things. It’s a blessing to show others direction and purpose. The only reason being copied/studied sucks, is because someone makes loads of money where you SHOULD have. If you took money out of it, it actually is flattering that someone looks to you for a direction of their own. Can’t complain, gotta smarten up. Gotta lock in and tap into that purpose. There rly isn’t an end goal, just a bunch of bull shit moments and creations that you can choose to capitalize off of and be proud of or not. All still a choice.

Time to be a better leader. Time to trust myself, whether alone or an army of 1million.

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What i get in return? I waited my turn 😈😈

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Angels 5/6/19

Hit a certain point where it’s just angels keeping me afloat. No complaints, only thanks. Crazy thing is , I’ve been here before. Just at a smaller level. It was the point in my life where i found my true best friends. The guys that would be in my wedding. Ended up doing some amazing things when i came out of that darkness.

This a different darkness, that I’m close to rising out of. This process def exposed who kept me around when it was time to give up , and where it’s strictly business relations. I go through these things for clarity i Assume.

“Industry vs angels”

Thought vomit you can ignore.

-Tre’ Banks

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all a white liberal is, is a below average white person

This Nigga E

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This past Saturday, i was sitting on the couch. Super high... watching music videos. I happened to be watching Solange’s video for Almeda i believe and something about it put me in a wild trance.

I was so stuck in a trance that i started seeing terrible shit in my head and if you watch how solanges vids are shot, it’s almost like a ritual or spell is being put on you. The feeling got so strong that i had to get away from the tv because i felt like if i sat there any longer, i might literally die. Only other time i felt that strong of a feeling while alive (that i distinctly recall) was during an acid trip. Maybe the bud triggered something, idk.

I don’t believe in retrogrades and shit, but something switched in that very moment ... like on some earth switching timelines or something. I could feel drastic changes about to happen.

My gf and i been having weird vibes , and that day we went to EverdayPpl which is a party/event company my homegirl works for. We weren’t there for 30 mins , and she somehow got a stain on her white shirt... which led to a series of events that ultimately ruined my Saturday.

The following day, nipsey hussle is killed and anyone who closely knows me .. knows nipsey pushed me to start believeing in myself during a different point in my life. Kanye always inspired me to think for myself, and not be scared to do shit no one else was doing (i was in 7th grade lol) . Nipsey came at a different point in my life, i was already around 19 or 20 when he started talking to me through music. First big artist rahiem and I opened up for was Nipsey Hussle, at this venue in Springfield, VA. I remember seeing that, and knowing he was one of the ppl that let me know i was on the right path. This person who spoke so strongly to me about chasing that indescribable dream. Applying that fire and passion i had into a place that inspired the immediate community around me. Always Reminding me shit would get tough and i would get tired, he was the soundtrack for those FIRST big moments in my life. Before heading to the blockley, i listened to Nip ( if you know, you know) .

Anyways, this whole week been somber but also a wake up call for my continued purpose.

I’m rambling... but this is just me tryna figure out if it’s always going to be Love vs Purpose.

Excuse me for how poorly written this is. My mind is racing and twitter is no longer appropriate , and the older you get.. the more you realize friends have their own issues, why bog them down with scattered thoughts.

Anyways, i think the timeline shifted on Saturday. The feeling i had watching that visual led into a day of me having to question my relationship and observe the death of the person who spoke to my flame when it was still tiny.

I’ll always believe God speaks in strange ways, but I’m steady listening . Figuring it out.

Bless

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This brightened my day though . Hope it do that for others

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3/29/19 (surrounded by white walls and desktops) —- wishing life had a reset button. But also knowing that’s not how my mind should even be working. Forward thoughts only. Thanks tumblr for being the place i can let anything out cuz i know like 3 ppl who actually know me will see it 💜 -Tre’ Banks

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Y’all know what 2SEATER is? Although I’ve sucked keeping y’all updated....anyways catch me chopping it up with this future legend .

Season 2 :)

- Tre’ Banks

I just did this cool rap mix and interview for 2SEATER Radio. I talked about my success, how it was created, strategies I’ve taken to achieve goals, and what @kidmasterpiece and I have in store for the future. It’s a great listen and I hope you enjoy it. ( Apologies on the rap mix some of my day one fanbase who really wanted me to do a new rap mix. lol the beginning is for them.)

Tracklist

Key! - Grown Key! Lil Duke (Feat Gunna) - Dead Presidents   Lil Baby, Gunna, & Young Thug - My Jean Lil Keed - Fetish Young Thug - Icey Humble Haitian (feat Kodak Black) - Hurrasin Me Lil Uzi Vert - Of Course (Leak) Lil Keed - Wop

Interview (Starts @ 15min )

Aftertheparty- Reflection

Young Dolph - Non Else // Prod.NBOMe

Q Da Fool - Drive for Us

Unotheactivist - OJ Mayo

Interview (Starts @ 15min )

Thank you (2SEATER)

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I’m in pain. Shit man. The joy I’m walking towards has to be legendary. 9/21.

( from a balcony in West Palm, FL)

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Had a loft mix during All Star Weekend in LA // Drip Off was literally just a start, like title implies. Game time now