thesplendidspiderweaver

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

Hey guys! Just so you know I might be really slow answering anons/ rbs rn bc I am not doing good.

Idk how long this is gonna last but I just wanted to let you guys know what’s going on so you know I’m not just lurking and ignoring things for now reason.

If yall wanna send me anything with good vibes or that’s just silly rn, please do I could use the positivity.

I will be reblogging this to all of my accounts.

Details below the cut, read the tags for triggers.

So I’m genuinely not doing well and I haven’t been for a while. Being on tumblr and especially doing the rp has helped a ton and I can’t express my gratitude enough for this community.

Last night I made an attempt on my life as some of you might already know.

Luckily, I did not do enough research on the meds I took to overdose and found out that it wasn’t gonna kill me about halfway through the experience.

I have been suicidal since i can remember, so this is not something new. Even though this was only my second attempt.

I am safe rn and I have support and I plan to work on a real solution to these problems which might include dropping out of school.

I’ve briefly brushed on these ideas within the rp as a way of coping, which I know is not the healthiest approach, but it does help to be able to express it and vent through the anonymity of rp.

I don’t want to publicly talk about my trauma so I’m going to leave it at that.

If anybody is worried or needs further reassurance, I understand, and my dms on all of my accounts are open. I may not respond immediately but I will try to respond when I can. I know this is a lot to hear from someone you may only vaguely know through the fun little rp world.

I know I’m not the only one struggling with these issues in this community. If you are struggling, please reach out to someone. I know reaching out is scary and it’s a large burden to put on someone, but it’s so much better than just disappearing. People in this community want to help.

Thank you all for all of the support I’ve gotten through this community. It genuinely means the world to me.

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

TREAT SPIDERS THE WAY YOU WANNA BE TREATED

Same, Logan, same!

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

I think chewing on people should be a love language

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

Reblog this If you want People to spam your ask boxes(not spam but send in a bunch of asks)

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

Evidence has suggested I don’t need sleep

My nicknames for my kids

@notsoneighborhoodspider-man = son

@hinata-rosario-revamped = kiddo

@gayest-red-lantern = kiddie

@littleone-lovedsomuch = kitty

@not-mister-darcy = grasshopper or little grasshopper

@thatpeterbparker = cucciolo

@recklessblueie = azul

@poisonedpresas = little spider

@cherrblossomgothamite = flower

@anranhresas-034 = I have no idea

@t4ct1c4l-b4ckup = don’t know yet

@underworlds-favourite = blue bird

@an-anonymous-account = anon

@the-one-and-only-ruination = rue

@thesplendidspiderweaver = webs

@gotham-s-nightingale = star

House rules:

No rough housing in the living room or kitchen. There’s knives and glass I don’t want yall hurt.

If a door is closed knock. If they say leave em alone respect them.

If you can’t find kitty he’s in the bottom left cabinet or under a bed.

If you can’t find spidy look up.

DO NOT EXPERIMENT ON YOURSELF OR OTHERS. AND DONT LET OTHER EXPERIMENT ON OTHER PEOPLE.

Contrary to popular belief yall aren’t Pokemon. But if you were @thatpeterbparker would be a zigzagoon

No NyQuil chicken @thatpeterbparker

Also ask before using the stove

Don’t fall asleep in random places unless if it’s in the house

No more ikea for you

No more all nighters

Keep the animals in the cages or the hamster balls

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

You want me to only pull one all nighter a week?!

Unrealistic

My nicknames for my kids

@notsoneighborhoodspider-man = son

@hinata-rosario-revamped = kiddo

@gayest-red-lantern = kiddie

@littleone-lovedsomuch = kitty

@not-mister-darcy = grasshopper or little grasshopper

@thatpeterbparker = cucciolo

@recklessblueie = azul

@poisonedpresas = little spider

@cherrblossomgothamite = flower

@anranhresas-034 = I have no idea

@t4ct1c4l-b4ckup = don’t know yet

@underworlds-favourite = blue bird

@an-anonymous-account = anon

@the-one-and-only-ruination = rue

@thesplendidspiderweaver = webs

@gotham-s-nightingale = star

House rules:

No rough housing in the living room or kitchen. There’s knives and glass I don’t want yall hurt.

If a door is closed knock. If they say leave em alone respect them.

If you can’t find kitty he’s in the bottom left cabinet or under a bed.

If you can’t find spidy look up.

DO NOT EXPERIMENT ON YOURSELF OR OTHERS. AND DONT LET OTHER EXPERIMENT ON OTHER PEOPLE.

Contrary to popular belief yall aren’t Pokemon. But if you were @thatpeterbparker would be a zigzagoon

No NyQuil chicken @thatpeterbparker

Also ask before using the stove

Don’t fall asleep in random places unless if it’s in the house

No more ikea for you

No more all nighters

Keep the animals in the cages or the hamster balls

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

I can try to sleep like once a week

My nicknames for my kids

@notsoneighborhoodspider-man = son

@hinata-rosario-revamped = kiddo

@gayest-red-lantern = kiddie

@littleone-lovedsomuch = kitty

@not-mister-darcy = grasshopper or little grasshopper

@thatpeterbparker = cucciolo

@recklessblueie = azul

@poisonedpresas = little spider

@cherrblossomgothamite = flower

@anranhresas-034 = I have no idea

@t4ct1c4l-b4ckup = don’t know yet

@underworlds-favourite = blue bird

@an-anonymous-account = anon

@the-one-and-only-ruination = rue

@thesplendidspiderweaver = webs

@gotham-s-nightingale = star

House rules:

No rough housing in the living room or kitchen. There’s knives and glass I don’t want yall hurt.

If a door is closed knock. If they say leave em alone respect them.

If you can’t find kitty he’s in the bottom left cabinet or under a bed.

If you can’t find spidy look up.

DO NOT EXPERIMENT ON YOURSELF OR OTHERS. AND DONT LET OTHER EXPERIMENT ON OTHER PEOPLE.

Contrary to popular belief yall aren’t Pokemon. But if you were @thatpeterbparker would be a zigzagoon

No NyQuil chicken @thatpeterbparker

Also ask before using the stove

Don’t fall asleep in random places unless if it’s in the house

No more ikea for you

No more all nighters

Keep the animals in the cages or the hamster balls

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

If I wanna survive off of coffee and monster that’s my business 🤷

My nicknames for my kids

@notsoneighborhoodspider-man = son

@hinata-rosario-revamped = kiddo

@gayest-red-lantern = kiddie

@littleone-lovedsomuch = kitty

@not-mister-darcy = grasshopper or little grasshopper

@thatpeterbparker = cucciolo

@recklessblueie = azul

@poisonedpresas = little spider

@cherrblossomgothamite = flower

@anranhresas-034 = I have no idea

@t4ct1c4l-b4ckup = don’t know yet

@underworlds-favourite = blue bird

@an-anonymous-account = anon

@the-one-and-only-ruination = rue

@thesplendidspiderweaver = webs

@gotham-s-nightingale = star

House rules:

No rough housing in the living room or kitchen. There’s knives and glass I don’t want yall hurt.

If a door is closed knock. If they say leave em alone respect them.

If you can’t find kitty he’s in the bottom left cabinet or under a bed.

If you can’t find spidy look up.

DO NOT EXPERIMENT ON YOURSELF OR OTHERS. AND DONT LET OTHER EXPERIMENT ON OTHER PEOPLE.

Contrary to popular belief yall aren’t Pokemon. But if you were @thatpeterbparker would be a zigzagoon

No NyQuil chicken @thatpeterbparker

Also ask before using the stove

Don’t fall asleep in random places unless if it’s in the house

No more ikea for you

No more all nighters

Keep the animals in the cages or the hamster balls

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

:0

No❤️

My nicknames for my kids

@notsoneighborhoodspider-man = son

@hinata-rosario-revamped = kiddo

@gayest-red-lantern = kiddie

@littleone-lovedsomuch = kitty

@not-mister-darcy = grasshopper or little grasshopper

@thatpeterbparker = cucciolo

@recklessblueie = azul

@poisonedpresas = little spider

@cherrblossomgothamite = flower

@anranhresas-034 = I have no idea

@t4ct1c4l-b4ckup = don’t know yet

@underworlds-favourite = blue bird

@an-anonymous-account = anon

@the-one-and-only-ruination = rue

@thesplendidspiderweaver = webs

@gotham-s-nightingale = star

House rules:

No rough housing in the living room or kitchen. There’s knives and glass I don’t want yall hurt.

If a door is closed knock. If they say leave em alone respect them.

If you can’t find kitty he’s in the bottom left cabinet or under a bed.

If you can’t find spidy look up.

DO NOT EXPERIMENT ON YOURSELF OR OTHERS. AND DONT LET OTHER EXPERIMENT ON OTHER PEOPLE.

Contrary to popular belief yall aren’t Pokemon. But if you were @thatpeterbparker would be a zigzagoon

No NyQuil chicken @thatpeterbparker

Also ask before using the stove

Don’t fall asleep in random places unless if it’s in the house

No more ikea for you

No more all nighters

Keep the animals in the cages or the hamster balls

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

And then I can stay up talking to my friends and siblings?

My nicknames for my kids

@notsoneighborhoodspider-man = son

@hinata-rosario-revamped = kiddo

@gayest-red-lantern = kiddie

@littleone-lovedsomuch = kitty

@not-mister-darcy = grasshopper or little grasshopper

@thatpeterbparker = cucciolo

@recklessblueie = azul

@poisonedpresas = little spider

@cherrblossomgothamite = flower

@anranhresas-034 = I have no idea

@t4ct1c4l-b4ckup = don’t know yet

@underworlds-favourite = blue bird

@an-anonymous-account = anon

@the-one-and-only-ruination = rue

@thesplendidspiderweaver = webs

@gotham-s-nightingale = star

House rules:

No rough housing in the living room or kitchen. There’s knives and glass I don’t want yall hurt.

If a door is closed knock. If they say leave em alone respect them.

If you can’t find kitty he’s in the bottom left cabinet or under a bed.

If you can’t find spidy look up.

DO NOT EXPERIMENT ON YOURSELF OR OTHERS. AND DONT LET OTHER EXPERIMENT ON OTHER PEOPLE.

Contrary to popular belief yall aren’t Pokemon. But if you were @thatpeterbparker would be a zigzagoon

No NyQuil chicken @thatpeterbparker

Also ask before using the stove

Don’t fall asleep in random places unless if it’s in the house

No more ikea for you

No more all nighters

Keep the animals in the cages or the hamster balls

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

If I don’t stay up all night how am I gonna have time for both homework and being a superhero?

My nicknames for my kids

@notsoneighborhoodspider-man = son

@hinata-rosario-revamped = kiddo

@gayest-red-lantern = kiddie

@littleone-lovedsomuch = kitty

@not-mister-darcy = grasshopper or little grasshopper

@thatpeterbparker = cucciolo

@recklessblueie = azul

@poisonedpresas = little spider

@cherrblossomgothamite = flower

@anranhresas-034 = I have no idea

@t4ct1c4l-b4ckup = don’t know yet

@underworlds-favourite = blue bird

@an-anonymous-account = anon

@the-one-and-only-ruination = rue

@thesplendidspiderweaver = webs

@gotham-s-nightingale = star

House rules:

No rough housing in the living room or kitchen. There’s knives and glass I don’t want yall hurt.

If a door is closed knock. If they say leave em alone respect them.

If you can’t find kitty he’s in the bottom left cabinet or under a bed.

If you can’t find spidy look up.

DO NOT EXPERIMENT ON YOURSELF OR OTHERS. AND DONT LET OTHER EXPERIMENT ON OTHER PEOPLE.

Contrary to popular belief yall aren’t Pokemon. But if you were @thatpeterbparker would be a zigzagoon

No NyQuil chicken @thatpeterbparker

Also ask before using the stove

Don’t fall asleep in random places unless if it’s in the house

No more ikea for you

No more all nighters

Keep the animals in the cages or the hamster balls

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

NO ALL NIGHTERS????????????????????

:((((

Guess I break rules for a reason

My nicknames for my kids

@notsoneighborhoodspider-man = son

@hinata-rosario-revamped = kiddo

@gayest-red-lantern = kiddie

@littleone-lovedsomuch = kitty

@not-mister-darcy = grasshopper or little grasshopper

@thatpeterbparker = cucciolo

@recklessblueie = azul

@poisonedpresas = little spider

@cherrblossomgothamite = flower

@anranhresas-034 = I have no idea

@t4ct1c4l-b4ckup = don’t know yet

@underworlds-favourite = blue bird

@an-anonymous-account = anon

@the-one-and-only-ruination = rue

@thesplendidspiderweaver = webs

@gotham-s-nightingale = star

House rules:

No rough housing in the living room or kitchen. There’s knives and glass I don’t want yall hurt.

If a door is closed knock. If they say leave em alone respect them.

If you can’t find kitty he’s in the bottom left cabinet or under a bed.

If you can’t find spidy look up.

DO NOT EXPERIMENT ON YOURSELF OR OTHERS. AND DONT LET OTHER EXPERIMENT ON OTHER PEOPLE.

Contrary to popular belief yall aren’t Pokemon. But if you were @thatpeterbparker would be a zigzagoon

No NyQuil chicken @thatpeterbparker

Also ask before using the stove

Don’t fall asleep in random places unless if it’s in the house

No more ikea for you

No more all nighters

Keep the animals in the cages or the hamster balls

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

But at what cost?

the person reading this is going to survive the rough patch they’re going through

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

Nice me too

Everybody’s a hater when I can dress how I want

@thesplendidspiderweaver

Just hit em or tell me who they are :)

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

I hit them. Do you like how I dress?

Everybody’s a hater when I can dress how I want

@thesplendidspiderweaver

Just hit em or tell me who they are :)

[thesplendidspiderweaver]

Anyway…