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thetrinketbox · 2 months
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Hey all
Sooo...I keep forgetting to update this blog. I haven't really been writing much over the past two months because seasonal depression, etc, but when I finally posted a new fic the other day I realised I've been neglecting this blog.
So I'm kind of considering deleting it. Most of my work is easy to find on my main blog now because I finally made a masterlist linking everything, so this is just a quick head's up for anybody who was wondering why I haven't been updated. Sorry about that.
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thetrinketbox · 5 months
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*pops gum* Could I, like, get headcanons of Dazai with a fem s/o who is a famous beauty guru? I just imagine him popping up in the back of her vids and people asking for his skincare routine. XD Dazai: "sake, lack of sleep, and suicidal thoughts!"
You bet your sweet bippy you can!
Dazai may be a handsome bastard, but it cannot be denied that the man doesn't take the best care of himself. From his constant suicide attempts to his purposefully winding up Kunikida to the point of getting smacked around by him, he generally doesn't put his own wellbeing in high regard. Thus, watching someone practise self-care like having a beauty routine and knowing enough about makeup to teach others how is quite a stark contrast.
He seems to take at least some care of his appearance - his outfit is always clean and he dresses well, and he must change those bandages every day to keep them fresh. Plus you know he smells good - women don't like a guy who stinks. So watching you transform yourself with some mere skilful uses of contouring and colour intrigues him.
He hypes up whatever look you go for, but tbh I think Dazai has a secret weakness for that "fresh-faced" look - like clear mascara, lip tint, a little concealer and blush. He likes the doe-eyed, innocence you give off, even if your personality is the total opposite. But he also thinks you look great with dramatic eyeshadow, so he's not difficult to impress.
Yes, he does willingly sit for a "Doing My Boyfriend's Makeup" video. Dazai's a very indulgent boyfriend and he loves that cute little concentrating look on your face as you gently dab foundation on it. And he looks fucking amazing with just a little bronzer and highlighter to emphasize those cheekbones of his. "Am I pretty?" he'll tease you, knowing full well he looks great. Feel free to poke him.
He'll pipe up with, "But Bella, you don't need makeup! You're a goddess even when you're fast asleep and snoring, aha!"
Dazai doesn't have a lot of personal possessions of his own so he's astonished by how much equipment makeup requires - like why are there so many different brushes?! He'll pick up an eyelash curler and remark about how it looks like those gadgets the Port Mafia used to use to peel off fingernails. (Tmi, Dazai.)
Thinks the fan-following you have is cool and it fills him with a funny warm feeling when he reads the comments and sees people gushing about your new look or people telling you you've given them the confidence to try that lipstick shade they've always wanted to. (If he finds mean comments directed at you, Dazai makes them...go away before you get to read them. He's protective of you but he keeps the more unethical ways he expresses that on the dl.)
He'll whistle when you're going through products you recommended. Beware because he does not care he's on camera - he absolutely loves to fluster you, because this is Dazai fucking Osamu we're talking about. "I'd say that facial serum you're so fond of is a waste of money, lovely." "Huh? What do you mean?" "Because! We both know that the best facial you could ever have is my cu-" "DAZAI OSAMU, YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!"
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thetrinketbox · 5 months
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I just found your blog and I am EXTREMELY IN LOVE with how you write Claude. Thank you so much 🙏🙏🙏
If you take request, I'd love to see a jealous Claude of some sort. Or Claude having a crush on you and he wants to be very tactical about it but fails because for once he also stumbles over his words.
~🌻🌻🌻
Hello Sunflower anon! I promise I hadn't forgotten your ask, I just didn't want to respond until I had something to show for it. Now, here it is! Hope you enjoy! :)
Also available on Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52063906
Out of the corner of his eye, Claude found himself watching you.
The Leicester Alliance might not have been as...enthusiastic in their celebrations as the kind of feasts that went down in Almyra, but they still knew how to host a party when the situation called for it. The buffet table groaned with a banquet of food that would have been unthinkable just a year or so ago and everyone was dressed in their best outfits, determined to finally enjoy some splendour after fighting their way through some of the bleakest days in living memory.
You were working the room, the goldenrod gown you were wearing rustling across the polished marble floors. He wondered if you had picked out that colour for any particular reason – was it simply because it looked nice on you, or was it some kind of message? A code, if you will.
“A woman’s outfit isn’t just for practicalities, Claude!” He heard Hilda’s voice chiming in his head, something she’d told him once in the old days at the Academy, when he’d once asked why she bothered to wear perfume and earrings to a mock battle. “When you pick out your clothing, you’re making a statement about who you are! And not just the girls – look around you sometime if you don’t believe me!”
He’d been sceptical of this claim initially, but after that conversation, Claude had found himself paying closer attention to how his fellow Golden Deer and other students wore their uniforms and had been both surprised and intrigued to see that Hilda had been right. It was in the little things, like Hilda’s skirt being as short as she could possibly get away with without incurring the wrath of Seteth, while Marianne made sure her uniform covered as much as herself as possible, like she was using the fabric to hide in. Then you had Sylvain with his sleeves rolled up and his hair messy, like he’d just rolled out of bed and couldn’t be bothered to button up the cuffs or front of his jacket. Then you had Lorenz and that ridiculous rose he always wore pinned to his lapel…
Speaking of Lorenz and his questionable choice in accessories, Claude spied the man himself across the room…and there you were, laughing at something he was saying.
An unfamiliar knot of irritation tightened in Claude’s chest, which was ridiculous…Lorenz was your old classmate, after all, so why wouldn’t you be catching up with him? There was plenty to catch up on, after all, especially now that the wore was officially over and Fodlan could breath a sigh of relief…
Yet he still didn’t like the way Lorenz was staring at you, like he’d discovered a rare new species of flower or bird. No doubt you looked even more lovely close up, but Claude wondered if you remembered what Lorenz used to be like around female students at Garreg Mach, to the point that Teach herself had to step in. As the sun poured into the room, catching on the jewellery you were wearing around your neck and in your ears, Claude couldn’t help but wonder what you had been thinking when you chose them, if each item was a tool in your arsenal to be deployed at the key moment…
“Stare, much?”
Claude jolted and turned to see Hilda, who was unsurprisingly in a resplendent pink gown that was clinging lovingly to her curves – if she was trying to convey a message with her outfit, then “Look at me!” seemed to be the end result.
“Hilda!” Claude greeted her, shooting her an easygoing smile that did not quite reach his eyes. “I see that you’re already enjoying the festivities.”
“Oh, there’s plenty to enjoy around here,” Hilda said airily. “But I have to say, you’re not looking as happy as the hero of the hour should be. Are you wishing you’d stayed home in Almyra?”
It was still so strange to hear the other half of him spoken aloud so casually, when he’d been hiding it so painstakingly for five years. Yet it came with an undeniable surge of relief.
“My home is here and Almyra.” Claude replied diplomatically. “Anyway, you think I’d pass up an opportunity to see everyone all together again?”
“Hmm, that’s true.” Hilda nodded, sipping from her glass of champagne. “This is a prime time to start forging diplomatic relations, isn’t it? Looks like those two over there are already making inroads.”
Hilda tilted her head, pink hair slipping off her shoulder, an amused little smile playing about her lips, like she knew something Claude didn’t. She’d always been able to see through him, and vice versa.
So no doubt Hilda had noticed the way that, no matter who Claude was talking to, his eyes kept wandering back to you, tracking you all about the ballroom as though he was worried that the moment he wasn’t making sure you were still there, you might just disappear.
“I thought the war taught you that sometimes you can’t just stand back and watch before you make a move.” Hilda remarked.
“It did.” Claude replied evenly, his green eyes growing half-lidded as Lorenz put his hand on your waist.
“Then go and talk to her! It’s not cute to stand around pouting at your age, you know.”
“Ha! You’re one to talk – you’ll be pouting to get your way until you’re an old lady.” Claude said, imagining an eighty-year-old Hilda in pigtails. “And I know.”
“Good, because it’s so exhausting trying to play matchmaker.” Hilda said, with an affected hair toss, before she spotted someone across the room and gave them a dainty little wave, her fingers fluttering.
“Oh, there’s Caspar! I promised him a dance!” she lilted, before swanning away, the scent of her perfume wafting behind her – Claude caught a whiff of anemones.
“Bet that’s not all you promised.” He murmured under his breath.
Nevertheless, Claude heeded her advice, because as spacy as she might have liked to seem, Hilda was a startlingly perceptive woman under her ditzy attitude. He strode across the room, boots clicking on the polished floors, surging ahead before he could start doing what he always did. Running through various scenarios in his head like he was figuring out his next move in chess, making contingency plans, scheming. It was his fall-back from when he was a scrawny young boy, hiding in the shadows from those who sought to harm him that he couldn’t possibly retaliate against physically. Old habits died hard, despite everything.
“Lorenz! I see your fashion sense has improved since our school days! Well, somewhat.” Claude said in a cheery voice as he approached the two of you. “Remember how people used to ask if you’d tried to cut your hair with an axe?”
“May I remind you, Claude, that you wore the same uniform as me back then?” Lorenz sighed, but it lacked the genuine irritation it once did.
“I see you still like yellow, though.” You said to Claude, turning your head to smile at him, though that smile was teetering on being a smirk.
Claude’s mouth went dry.
“So do you.” He replied. He didn’t mean to say that; it just popped out before he could stop himself. It was unlike Claude to be so concise with his wording, he had always tended to err on the side of verbosity, yet…
Your smile widened and heat spread across your cheeks, and his own mouth curved in a smirk.
“Yes, well, we were just about to dance-“ Lorenz said haughtily, seeming not to notice your reaction to Claude’s comment, and the latter gave a wince of faux-sympathy.
“Ooh, sorry, Duke of Gloucester, but she already promised the next one to me. Did she not say? Ah, for shame, my lady!”
“Oh, right, yeah,” you said, before quickly turning your head to Lorenz. “Apologies, do excuse me. But you know, if you’re looking for a dance partner, why not ask Marianne? She’s been standing over there by herself a while, it would probably be nice for her to see a face she recognises.”
“Ah, yes, what a good idea!” Lorenz said, his face brightening at the suggestion, turning to look across the ballroom. “I had to speak with her about Margrave Edmund’s proposition…”
He wandered off, still muttering under his breath, though it was obvious neither you nor Claude cared whatsoever what he was talking about. Instead, Claude offered a hand with a slightly mocking edge to it, unable to resist bucking against convention.
“Shall we?”
You accepted his hand and he lead you into the middle of the room where several people were dancing, and he saw Hilda shoot him a grin as Caspar somewhat clumsily whirled her around in a blur of pink and blue. Claude rested one of his hands on the small of your back and though the contact was hardly anything risqué, it still sent a bolt of delight through you.
“So you really did mean to dance.” You remarked, falling into step with him almost without thinking about it. You’d been instructed how to dance for formal events like this by your parents when you were younger and as much of an irritating chore as they’d felt at the time, it was like second nature now.
“What else could I have meant?” Claude replied, lifting one hand to twirl you around. “I could have challenged you to a duel, I suppose, but neither of us seem dressed for the occasion.”
“Well, for a second there, I thought you were just going to start grunting and throw me over your shoulder.” You teased, as he pulled you in again. “That was quite the glare you were giving Lorenz Hellman Gloucester.”
“Do you want to be thrown over my shoulder?” Claude asked, tilting his head. “Or would that put a dampener on all your schmoozing?”
“Forging important political alliances, you mean.” You corrected Claude with a smirk. “Goodness, Claude. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you were jealous.”
“And if I didn’t know any better, I’d say you were purposefully trying to induce a little jealousy.” Claude replied, eyes sliding down to your lips.
You tilted your chin up, defiantly.
“And if I was?”
There was a small silence, a verbal gauntlet thrown down, and Claude looked at you with an expression that made your insides twist. He reached his free hand out and twined a lock of your hair around his finger, his expression thoughtful.
“Then I’m afraid you’re just going to have to suffer the consequences.”
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“Claude…Claude!”
You were sweating. Heated kisses and a warm, muscular body pressing you to the wall would do that to a person. Along with the fact that you were only on the other side of the room from the entire ballroom – if somebody left to get a little fresh air, for example, they might well stumble on the scene of the new Duke of House Riegan kissing you against the wall like a naughty schoolboy. You pulled back, feeling a little dazed.
“I know you like to make risky moves, Claude, but isn’t this a bit much?” you said, a touch breathlessly.
Claude laughed softly, breath tickling your cheek as he moved in closer, pressing his lips to your neck.
“I consider the pros to outweigh the cons in this specific scenario.” He replied in a murmur.
“Which are?” You giggled.
“Pros: I get to put my hands on you,” Claude replied, sucking hard on the skin of your throat, making you gasp. “Cons: Someone might see me put my hands on you.”
“Then why are you doing this in a place where the cons could become a real possibility?” You asked, though you knew the answer already – you just wanted to know if he’d admit to it.
“If you want a gamble to have the best possible payoff, then you have to make sure the risk is big enough.” Claude replied with a wry smile, his fingers squeezing your hips. “Anyway, I didn’t hear you doing much maidenly protesting. Though your mouth was quite occupied at the time…”
You laughed and pulled him down for another kiss, because he was quite right, of course – knowing that other people were there, mooning for someone else across the room but not daring to make a move, or chastely dancing together while secretly wishing they could do so much more, gave you an adrenaline rush you hadn’t felt since you were standing on a battlefield so many months ago. These thrills were less likely to come with the potential cost of your life, but they were exciting in an entirely new way.
“Claude…” you mumbled, leaning into him, resting your hands on his chest, feeling his heart pounding against your palms. It was true you’d wanted to get his attention today – he’d been away in Almyra for months and you’d missed him. Missed his laugh, the easy way he could banter with just about anyone, the sharp line of his jaw and the particular shade of green of his eyes…perhaps going around in a dress the same colour as that cape of his was a little on the nose, but it seemed to have worked.
“Mm?” he seemed preoccupied with your earrings, taking one and giving it a playful little tug, an emerald sparkling between his teeth.
“How long exactly is the hero of the Leicester Alliance expected to stay at the ball until he can flee into the sunset?” you asked, tilting your head.
"Flee? Is that how you see me? Some coward who's always running away at the drop of a hat?” Claude asked, holding a hand to his chest in a parody of shock. "I'm not Bernadetta!"
“I wouldn’t call you a coward,” you said, then paused. “But you do tend to rush from place to place without giving people a chance to say goodbye.”
Understanding dawned across his face, and he ran his fingers through your hair, his touch gentle.
“I had things to do. But I always intended to come back.” He said, simply. It wasn’t easy feeling torn between two things all the time, but he had hope that now, he could finally act as a whole for the first time in his life.
“Still, a word or two would have been nice…” You said, a little churlishly, unwilling to melt under his touch just yet, not wanting to give up your grievances so easily. You didn’t consider yourself the type to be pining over anyone, but Claude von Riegan wasn’t just anyone.
And here was something you loved about Claude, one of the many things – instead of getting exasperated or defensive at your stubbornness, your unwillingness to just sink into the moment, into him, a slow smile spreads across his face, honey-sweet.
“Oh, sweetheart.” He cooed, cupping your face. “Did you miss me that much?”
The sting of his teasing was mitigated by the way he kissed you next, soft and sensually, the scruff of his beard rubbing against your skin, but you didn’t care, you were too busy kissing him back, lips tingling, sighing against him as his hands squeezed your waist like he didn’t want to let go.
“You know, I think I might be able to make it up to you.” Claude said breathlessly, when you both finally paused for ear. Some of your lipstick was smudging his face and a perverse stab of pride poked you at the sight of it. “If you’re willing, that is.”
“That depends on what it is,” you replied, your lips tingling. You knew you were smiling despite your grumpy tone.
“Oh, you’ll like it. But we’d have to get on my wyvern to see it.” Claude replied, brushing his thumb across your bottom lip. “Think of it as an adventure.”
An adventure with Claude sounded…well, even a casual conversation with Claude could be exciting, he was the kind of person who could talk about any subject. But to be whisked away into the unknown made your stomach perform a swooping feeling, almost a pre-emptive recreation of what sitting atop a dragon was like.
“So am I being kidnapped now?” You said with an excited giggle, the possibilities opening up to you suddenly making this spacious corridor seem like a prison you’re about to break free from, and Claude laughed back. “Will you stop and write out a ransom first?”
“You know what us Almyrans alike. We just can’t resist something pretty to take for our own.” He teased, pulling your flush against him. “What do you say we have a real celebration?”
His eyes glinted with mischievous intent, reminding you sharply of the emerald earrings you’d carefully slotted into your ears as you were dressing for the ball. You leaned into his embrace, breathing in the scent of Claude, parchment and cloves and pine needles.
“That’s fine with me. I don’t mind being stolen.” You whispered back to him, and his answering kiss sealed the deal.
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thetrinketbox · 6 months
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Within a forest dark (Fae!Homelander x Reader)
Look, I finally wrote a Halloweenlander fic! Sorry it's a bit rushed sksksk.
“I fucking told you this is the wrong way!”
The forest is dark and chilly tonight. You can see your breath leaving you in a plume of vapour as you follow Jeffrey, who is striding through the bushes with the self-righteous anger of someone who is wrong, knows they are wrong, but won’t admit they were wrong.
“No, it’s not!” Jeffrey yelled over his shoulder, slurring. “Why don’t you quit fucking bitching? You don’t know where you’re going so unless you have any better ideas, we’re doing it my way!” You hate to admit it, but he’s got a point. You don’t remember much after leaving the party except carrying with you a vague sense of disappointment – you didn’t even get to kiss a hot guy in a mask. You follow Jeffrey despite your misgivings, and this turned out to be a mistake. A fatal one.
As you walk through the woods, wobbling a bit in your stupid heels, you stop to glance around. Are you seeing things, or does it somehow look mistier the deeper you go? It’s cold out but it’s fairly normal weather for October – you didn’t think it was that cold. And as that begins to nag at you, an insistent alarm from your brain to let you know that something isn’t quite right, you start noticing other things, like how the forest has gone eerily still and quiet. You don’t hear anything except for Jeffrey’s irritated breaths beside you – no owls hooting, no hissing of leaves being blown in the wind or animals making any sound.
A feeling settled in your guts.
Something was very wrong. Jeffrey didn’t appear to notice anything was amiss. He lit a cigarette instead, cupping his lighter so a burst of sparks temporarily lit up his face. He had one of those absurdly powerful lighters, so it was more like he had a tiny flamethrower. You’d laughed your ass off at him the first time he used it, and he burned off his own eyebrows.
“Jeff, I really don’t think we should be here.” You say urgently. “What if it’s private property?” “It’s a fucking forest.” Jeffrey scoffs at you, tapping the end of his cigarette, and some fragments of ash spiral towards the ground, burning a bright orange against the darkness until they’re snuffed out on the damp grass. “Who’s going to own this land? Do you think a farmer with a shotgun is gonna burst out from behind a tree or something?” “Not quite.” A voice cuts through the gloom.
Both of you whip around. A figure is suddenly standing between two trees. You blink. You must be drunker than you thought – you didn’t hear or see him approach, but there he is, smiling at you both in a way that an only be described as sinister. He's good-looking, that’s the first thing you notice. Tall with blonde hair slicked back, revealing a pair of dark, spiralling horns like a ram’s that arch backwards. He’s wearing a blue suit of some kind, you can’t see it very clearly from this distance, but the material has a glossy shine to it like it’s brand new. Wings are folded at his back like an eagle in repose.
It's a great costume. Very realistic. You’re not entirely sure what he’s supposed to be, but it’s a lot more impressive than Jeffrey’s wannabe Freddy Kreuger outfit, which is just a stripy jumper, dirty jeans and a machete he got from a costume shop. Sure, your outfit of Alice in Wonderland isn’t winning any originality prizes, but at least you committed! “Who are you?” Jeffrey asks, looking unnerved and frowning as though that hides it. The stranger chuckles and steps forwards, his boots barely making a sound despite the carpet of leaves decorating the forest floor. “You may call me…Homelander.” He says and there’s something soothing about his voice, a purring growl which makes you want to hear him speak more. “And you two are indeed dirty little trespassers.” His voice becomes a hiss, and you take an uneasy step backwards. Homelander’s eyes flick over to you and his gaze travels brazenly up and down your body. A smile tinged with amusement and lust tugs at his lips, and you have the peculiar urge to pull down your skirt, which just brushes the tops of your striped thigh-high socks. “We didn’t know you owned this place,” you say quickly, holding up your hands. “We’re just trying to get back to the road. We can leave if you- “ “Fuck that, we didn’t do anything wrong!” Jeffrey cuts across you harshly. “It’s just a fucking forest, jeez. There’s nothing even here! Why don’t you just- “ Homelander’s eyes flash.
It happens so fast; you would have missed it if you blinked. His hand flexes and suddenly huge, talon-like claws appear on the tips of his fingers. He swings his arm in a wide arc, claws extended. Jeff has no time to even yell in shock – and his throat is shredded open as easily as tearing wrapping paper. Blood gushes from his neck and you let out a scream as his body hits the floor like a sack, mouth agape in horror. You run.
Your shoes are of no use in the wet, slippery earth and you have no idea where you’re going on top of that, but you can’t ignore your instincts – you have to get the fuck out of here! Now you finally understand what it is you’ve stumbled into. This is fae territory and you’ve just managed to piss one off. A powerful one at that, judging by how easily he dispatched a full-grown man. All with a flick of his claws.
Will those be across your throat next?
Unfortunately for you, running away from a predator is the worst move you could have made. Homelander lifts his chin and breaths in, a deep inhale as he takes in your scent, perfume and alcohol mingling together in a sugary cocktail that makes his mouth water. “So you want to play?” Homelander asks the night air, a sadistic smirk curling his lips. “Let’s play then, sweetheart.” ~ The mists won’t let you go.
You’ve stopped running now – the stitch in your side was too painful for you to keep going at that pace “Please,” you blurt out. It’s not very dignified, but dignity doesn’t really come into it when dealing with a homicidal fae creature. “Look, I didn’t mean to piss you off, just don’t kill me- “ “Aww, are you begging for your life now?” he mocks you, tilting his head and you’re struck once more by how bird-like the gesture is. “You know, trespassing on a fae’s territory requires some kind of sacrifice for the affront. To restore balance, you see.” He licks his teeth.
“So, what’ll you give me to do that, hmm?” "But you just-" you say, pointing vaguely in the direction of where Jeffrey met his end. "That was his punishment for trespassing." replies Homelander, smirking. "I'm still deciding on yours." His eyes, such a bright blue that they burn in the darkness like candle flames. They track up and down your skimpy costume and goosebumps prickle across your flesh that have nothing to do with the chilly air. You lick your lips nervously - you must tread carefully. You've just seen what he can do if sufficiently angered, can see the blood dripping from his claws and smell it in the air.
You don't think about Jeffrey. You can't. "Mmm...no. I'm not gonna kill you," Homelander says in a slow, lilting voice. "You're too pretty to kill."
All of a sudden, he's in front of you and you can't help the startled little gasp that leaves your mouth - one minute he's a few feet away and the next second he's directly in front of you and he looks even bigger this close. Something in the pit of your stomach twinges at how big and broad his chest looks. Then his bloodied hand grips your jaw, and he forces your head up to look at him. His thumb digs into your cheek, and he seems to take visible pleasure in your discomfort. "Now, how would you pay me back?" Homelander purrs, lifting his hand a little so you're forced to stand up on tiptoe, wobbling precariously. "Hmm? How do you think you can make this up to me?" You already know what he means. And if he's willing to keep his word and let you go afterwards (aren't fae bound to their word?) then perhaps it won't be such an ordeal. What's spreading your legs compared to getting your throat torn open? He isn't bad looking, you can say that much. There's something in his frame, power surging through his body, that's undeniably enticing. What the fuck is wrong with you? a voice asks in your head, and you promptly tell it to shut up.
You lick your dry lips. “I can…” you trail off, but you look at him meaningfully. Homelander laughs, and the sound sends the hairs on the back of your neck standing up.
“You little cocktease.” He says.
You flinch at the harshness of his tone, but before you have time to try anything else, Homelander’s mouth covers yours. He does not kiss you gently – in fact you get the impression he’s doing his best not to just sink those prominent canines of his into the flesh of your bottom lip. You hiss in shock against him, but despite his roughness, the kiss is not unpleasant. His mouth is hot against yours, sending tingles surging across your skin. His teeth nip your lip, demanding you open up your mouth. You hesitate only a moment before doing so, and next thing you know, his tongue slips in past your teeth. His hands are not idle either, wandering up and down your body and one goes immediately beneath your dress, grabbing your ass cheek and giving it a hearty squeeze and then a slap that makes you jump, the noise loud in the darkness. “Mmph-!” you say, or try to, but Homelander isn’t much interest in letting up. “Look at you, walking around like this,” he growls against your neck. “It’s like you wanted to get fucked in the middle of the woods.” His hand moves around your hip and snaps your underwear against your hip. You feel like you’re being mauled by a badly-trained dog – not enough to break the skin or anything, but his affection is just a little overly rough, the mockery in it contrasting with how fervently he kisses. You gasp as his fingers nudge aside your underwear and teases at your slit. “Tsk.” Homelander mutters, when he finds you nowhere near as wet as he wants you to be. “I guess I’ll have to help a little…” He makes it sound like he’s doing you some great favour, when he’s the one demanding to get to fuck you in exchange for sparing your life. You should be angry, but your anger is a slippery thing, and even harder to hold onto when Homelander’s gloved hands suddenly rub against your clit in a way that makes you keen aloud. “Mmm…that’s better.” Homelander says approvingly, winking at you. He shamelessly tugs your panties down to your thighs to get them out of the way and your cheeks scorch with heat as the cool air ghosts over your most sensitive of areas. There’s something that feels extra naughty about being exposed like this but being fully clothed otherwise. Homelander nudges your thighs further apart and you end up having to plant your hands on his chest for balance as he fingerfucks you.
Except that makes it sound crude, unskilled, and he’s anything but the latter. His fingers are long, and they sink deep into your cunt, far deeper than you can normally achieve alone. You moan against him as they nudge up against a sweetspot inside you, your fingernails digging into the front of his suit, and Homelander laughs cruelly at you. “You should see your face,” he mocks, yet this taunting his tempered by how enthusiastically he picks up the pace – he wants to see you come unravelled. He likes seeing the shame and arousal at war on your face, knowing that in theory you shouldn’t be enjoying this but in practice, you’re loving every second of it. “Dirty girl. Getting a stranger to fuck you in the dark, dark woods. Maybe I should have just had you on your hands and knees from the second I saw you. Bet you would’ve liked that, huh? Liked someone else having you at their mercy?” “N-no…” you moan at his question. He curls his fingers inside you, and you cry out. “Oh god. Yes…” “No? Yes? Make up your mind, honey.” Homelander smirks. “Ah, it’s not your fault. You’re too busy being fucked stupid to answer hard questions, aren’t you?” He keeps up this mocking banter and you groan as you try to keep up with what he’s saying, even though the heat burning through your body is very distracting, a pulsing throb like a drumbeat building louder and louder inside you. Your thighs are trembling with the effort of standing upright and a stupid, perverse part of your brain is weirdly thankful you at least have Homelander to hang onto. What, what the fuck are you saying?! Demanding as he is, it doesn’t take long for Homelander to wring an orgasm out of you, his breath hot against your neck, one hand handling you steady while the other thrusts in and out of you, stretching you open and hitting deep within you. You muffle your moan against his chest, sagging against Homelander as he relents, finally pulling his fingers out of you. “Look what a mess you’ve made of my gloves.” He tuts, shaking his head in faux disapproval. “Dirty girl.” He clicks his fingers. “Turn around. Against that tree.” It's a command and you can do nothing but obey – not that you want to fight it. As much shame as it causes you to admit, even to yourself, this is possibly one of the most exciting things to ever happen to you. You turn and see a huge, sturdy out tree. Homelander pushes at you, bending you forwards, so you clumsily grip the trunk – you feel like you’re going to need something to hang onto. Homelander chuckles darkly as he grabs your hips and pulls them back until they meet his crotch. With another slap that makes you squeal, your dress is promptly flipped out of the way, and you’re exposed to his hungry, relentless gaze. “Spread your legs.” He orders you in a rasp and you do your best to comply without overbalancing, shuffling your legs apart. Homelander’s hands smooth across your thighs, the gesture seemingly intended to indicate approval, and you hear the hiss of a zipper – a distant part of your brain notes surprise that fae clothing even have those, but perhaps they’ve incorporated some of the more convenient parts of human fashion into their own wardrobes. He doesn’t bother to warn you. You feel something nudging up against your core, and then cry out as he pushes his way inside your soaked core. “Ahhh-!” you gasp – he’s so thick. He fills you up in a way that has you squirming with anticipation – he barely has to move and you can feel all of him up against you. “Fuck, you’re so tight…” Homelander hisses, and the way he says it makes it sound like a compliment. “Mm…good girl. Good fuckin’ girl…” He sinks into you, thrusting deep and your mouth falls open in a silent cry at the sensation. The throbbing that had momentarily paused when Homelander removed his hand from you resumes in full force, making you keen aloud as he starts to move. He’s rough, of course, one hand grabbing your hip for purchase, and he fucks you, yet another hand is smoothing over your back in a weirdly comforting gesture.
You hug the oak tree hard, body jolting forward with each hard, firm thrust, and you cry out, knowing that there’s nobody else around to hear you, nobody for miles. If you want him to let you out of this forest alive, might as well put on a show, right? Anyway, it feels so good, so fucking intense, that you can’t imagine keeping quiet while this is happening. Every rock of his hips sends another bolt of pleasure down your spine. Your hands are slippery with sweat and the bark of the tree digs into your arms as you hold onto it for dear life. “Oh god…Homelander…” you groan out loud, his fingers squeezing your flesh. “Yes, fuck yes…” “Thassit…ngh…” Homelander responds, and there’s an odd pinch of gratification in you at hearing that he's putting in some audible effort. “Gonna fuck you…til you can’t walk…” He sounds like he fully intends to make good on his threat and a whine builds in your throat – you’d prefer not to be found in the forest in a ruined Halloween costume and smelling of sex, but you’ll still take that over being found with your throat shredded open. With the vigorousness of how he fucks you, it doesn’t take long for you to come again, even more intensely than before, and you keen aloud with it, your forehead knocking against the tree as Homelander gives a few last, sloppy jerks to chase his own high, and he groans deeply, head back as he comes. You can feel him twitching inside you and it takes Homelander a couple of seconds before he pulls out of you, leaving you empty and shivering. Slowly, you release your friend the tree and stand back upright, tugging up your panties even though you know they’re probably going to be completely unsalvageable after this. Homelander turns you around and smirks, reaching out and plucking a leaf out of your hair – it must have fallen on you during. “You did very well, sweetheart.” He praises you. “I think we’re gonna have a good time together.” It takes you a moment to process what he just said and you jolt out of the glow his compliment gave you, staring at him in wide-eyed disbelief. “Wait…what did you say?” you ask. "You promised to give me your body in payment." Homelander reminds you in a husky voice, pulling you in and giving you a lusty squeeze. "You never stipulated you were only giving it to me for one night..." Your mouth falls open as you stare into Homelander's own hypnotic blue ones. A slow, predatorial smirk spreads across his face, fangs glinting in the moonlight.
"And I have a debt to collect."
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My Sin, My Siren (Homelander x OC)
Hello, Hello! So I'm finally getting around to something I've been wanting to do for a while - post a Homelander x OC fic! Bear with me as it's been a hot minute since I watched the show but I think this might be fun. Hope you enjoy! -
Quiet, melancholy music blared through tinny speakers, unseen by the figures onscreen.
The camera panned across a desolate landscape featuring a devastated Manhattan. As the camera swept across the once-busy street to really let you know how utterly fucked the situation was, a woman in a tastefully ruined outfit stumbled into view.
“Oh, god!” she cried, grabbing her hair. “What’s happened?!”
A man, not as artfully messy as the woman and instead just plain messy, joined her, and they clung to each other as they gazed out at the wreckage.
“It’s hopeless…” the man said, shaking his head. “They’re too strong. Who’s going to save us now?”
A set of booted feet walked into frame, the iconic American flag swaying. Instantly the fanfare switched up, into the iconic boom that viewers knew and loved, along with a familiar voice, sure and strong:
“Looks like you…need a hero.”
“So, what do you think?” Ashley Barrett said excitedly to the young woman beside her, hitting pause on the laptop, freezing the image of The Seven standing heroically against a post-apocalyptic background, the words Dawn of The Seven emblazoned across the screen in bold lettering.
Ashley may have worked with the shining stars of Vought on a regular basis and, thanks to the untimely demise of Madelyn Stilwell, she was climbing ever higher on the corporate career ladder. But she was still only human, and it wasn’t every day you had a face-to-face discussion with a freaking popstar! (Well, former popstar – her music taste had rather changed in recent years).
Cleo – no surname for her, at least not to the general public, she was simply Cleo - said nothing.
She just stared at Ashley, half of her elfin face obscured by sunglasses, which on the wrong person would have made her look like an insect, but through some magic of celebrities being above such things, they worked in her favour. It was a bright, sunny day, but Ashley suspected that she was actually wearing them to hide a hangover, considering her laconic she had been throughout this entire meeting. Perhaps it hadn’t been strictly necessary for her to visit the set to view the footage of the newest Seven movie, but Ashley had been unable to resist pushing the issue – it would be good if a paparazzi happened to get a snapshot of Cleo on-set, even in the unlikely event they went with someone else.
“This isn’t the final cut, of course, but it’s a general idea of what we’re going for for the seventh movie of the Seven franchise.” Ashely babbled on when Cleo didn’t offer her a response – perhaps she needed to sell it harder, although Cleo’s agent had sworn that she was indeed interested in Vought’s offer. “You know, it’s really going to tie in everything together nicely, we’re handling Translucent’s absence very tastefully and A-Train will-“
Slowly, as Ashley spoke, Cleo’s jaw flexed and a large, pink bubble slowly inflated from between her lips, the woman methodically making it larger and larger as Ashley babbled on, until she was forced to sputter to a stop when said bubble became so large that Ashley couldn’t actually see Cleo for it – for one bizarre moment it almost looked like the thing had consumed the entirety of her head, given that Cleo’s hair was only a shade or so darker than the gum.
Satisfied Ashley had stopped talking, Cleo popped the bubble with a quick, decisive chomp of her teeth, sucking the deflated gum back into her mouth and wedging it into her cheek. It was starting to lose its flavour since she’d been chewing it since she the hotel this morning, but she refused to spit it out until she could get her hands on a fresh pack of the stuff.
“Fine.” Cleo said, feeling like it had been an age since her actual input was required – this Audrey woman or whatever her name was had been continuing a one-woman monologue for what felt like forever. Cleo checked her phone as she spoke. “I can probably squeeze something in between, you know, my tour dates.”
Despite the lackluster response, Ashley rallied gamely – she was a professional, after all.
“Really? That’s great! Because you know, viewership is changing from the first The Seven movie and with your vocal talents it will really draw in the market on- “
Cleo raised her eyes, her irritation – which had been simmering before she’d even opened her eyes – finally became too much. She’d have to get hold of an aide and ask for some paracetamol or preferably something stronger. Much stronger.
“Ugh, spare me the corporate bullshit, won’t you?” Cleo snapped, finally looking away from the smartphone in her hands to shoot a glare at Ashley which managed to be palpable despite the sunglasses. “My agent’s already cleared it, so I’ll do it. Jeez. It’s not like writing a single for this schlockfest is gonna be hard, is it?”
“It’s not?” Ashley said, stupidly. Cleo inhaled slowly through her nose.
“It’s just like every anthem for the soundtrack of these damn movies. All about conquering the odds and uniting under the worst and diversity and God bless America, blah blah blah.” Cleo said, the disdain dripping off her voice making it pretty clear what she thought of said messages. “Is it too much to ask that you don’t have some D-lister doing a shitty pop remix of my song over the end credits, by the way? Like can I get some kind of clause in my contract specifying that?”
After all, if she was going to attach her voice to some stupid blockbuster movie, she might as well try to have as much control over the song as possible, right? Ashley sputtered but only for a moment, hurriedly tapping something into her phone.
“Well, yes, of course, I’m sure that wouldn’t be a problem.” She said, as she started typing up an email to Andy, ordering him not to call any said D-list musicians – they had a list of them pre-approved by Vought that had lined up, so she’d have to make sure nobody had jumped the gun and breathed a word of it early. She’d fucking kill them if they had and Cleo walked.
"You know," a voice rang out across the way, making Ashley nearly jump out of her skin. She heard that voice in her dreams sometimes – or perhaps nightmares would be a more accurate term. "Most people would consider it a lucrative business opportunity…hell, maybe even an honour - to be allowed to write a single for a movie about The Seven."
Both women turned.
Homelander himself stood there, clearly having overheard if not all then most of the conversation. He strode closer, like a big cat homing in on its selected prey, until he stopped just in front of Ashley and Cleo. Homelander clasped his hands behind his back and cocked his head, addressing the comment to the latter. The next sentence was spat out with a cheery venom that was a specialty of his, his blue eyes narrowing just a fraction.
"So what the fuck is your problem?"
Ashley looked horrified, but the newcomer looked at him without a hint of shame. Behind those ridiculously large sunglasses, Homelander saw her eyebrows quirk up as she looked him up and down - everybody in the country knew what Homelander looked like, of course, but people always tended to be surprised by how big he was up close.
She was attractive, he conceded, even if she had chosen to dye her hair that gaudy shade of pink, like a waterfall of candyfloss, sideways bangs just brushing the upper frame of the sunglasses. Her body was the result of strict diet and exercise typical of young, female musicians under a record label, though as his eyes slid down her body, Homelander noted that her breasts were definitely not the work of a surgeon - they looked pert and squeezable in that black Lycra tank top that was hugging them with vigour. And on the breeze, there was a strong tang of a sweet, tangy perfume…and…something else, something not quite -
She noted him blatantly sizing her up and scoffed.
"Oh, come on." She said, as if she already knew him, as if they were on equal enough terms that she was addressing him so casually. "Nobody likes to admit they're putting out a bad product, but this movie is pandering, derivative bullshit. I mean, ‘Girls Get It Done?’ Fucking really? How did they manage to stay that without wanting to fucking barf?"
Homelander's smile tightened and Ashley made this nervous shifting motion in his peripheral vision, like a little kid needing to use the bathroom but too timid to put up their hand for permission.
"Oh, really?" he said, through gritted teeth. Still smiling, though. Always still smiling. The girl shrugged, as if it was all one and the same to her.
"Look, it's not your fault. Nobody’s blaming you guys for acting in this thing. You guys didn't write this godawful script – you’re just in it for the paycheck, people respect that. But it's not like I'm the only one who's noticed the quality of these movies has gone down because Vought just wants to pump them out faster to sell more action figures and keep up with all the other movies franchises right now. That's why I'm here, isn't it?"
"Cleo's been selected to bring in the young millennial audience," Ashley jumped in, quickly, before Cleo could say anything else. Homelander probably didn’t know who she was – she was famous, of course, but they simply didn’t operate in the same sphere. "Of course, the decision isn't final yet, but-"
Cleo shot Ashley a look, and the sunglasses didn't hide her expression from Homelander. No doubt she thought the decision not yet being final was ridiculous, especially after she'd had to endure the unbearable burden of being escorted to a movie set and viewing footage of an upcoming blockbuster for a multi-million-dollar franchise before anyone else.
Before Homelander could wipe that supercilious smirk off the bitch’s face – Cleo, was it? – another woman with curly, dark hair and an equally dark suit approached them with a dazzling smile.
“So sorry about that, it was an urgent call.” she said, smoothly assimilating into the conversation like a pro. “Are we all good here? Oh, Homelander, what a pleasure!”
Homelander nodded curtly, slightly mollified at the genuine delight from the agent, though his sharp blue eyes cut right back to Cleo, who was fanning herself with one hand. Despite her poise, her face had a faint sheen of sweat.
“Jess, can we get the fuck out of this heat? I’ve seen everything I need to see, and I need to do some stuff before tonight.”
“Right, of course.” Jessica nodded, before turning to Homelander and Ashley. “Can’t wait to see the final product, you guys, you all are working so hard! We’ll let you know when a demo is ready and you can have a listen to it, see if it needs any tweaking or rewording or whatever before everything’s made official. “Ashley, you have my number. Ciao, ciao!”
With a wave, Jessica managed to chivvy Cleo ahead of her and depart from the conversation all in one smooth move, even with Cleo side-eyeing her at the notion that she would need to put in extra work into the single once she’d written it. Ashley glanced at Homelander to gauge his expression, but to her dismay it had settled into that eerie blankness he sometimes got – that look that meant you were never sure which way his mood was going to swing.
“Well, I’d better…” Ashley said, and shuffled away when it became clear Homelander was no longer paying any attention to her. No doubt he’d find her later when he wanted something else.
Homelander stood for a moment, surrounded by the chaos of a movie set and all the people who were supposed to make sure it ran smoothly.
“Oh, my god.” He heard Starlight say, and he turned his head to see her in her civilian clothing, her ponytail whipping around as she watched the two women leaving set. “Was that Cleo?”
There was a note of genuine pleasure and surprise in her voice, even if she tried to play it down, Homelander heard it loud and clear, especially given how Starlight had taken to walking and talking like a Vought-approved mannequin recently. No doubt it was her idea of being on her best behaviour after she was spreading her legs for some fuckwit who had helped bring down Translucent.
He forced himself to turn away from those thoughts – dwelling on how that had all gone down, the pieces slotting into place, every misfortune that had landed on him – landed on The Seven – finally making perfect sense, and then Maeve of all people convincing him otherwise…well, even if Homelander had understood the logic, had heart the rabbit-thumping of Starlight’s heart and was convinced she was telling the truth, it still annoyed him immensely, seeing Maeve leap to that doe-eyed little idiot’s defense when she barely looked at him, these days.
“Um, Homelander?”
A voice broke into his reverie and though the distraction was something of a necessary one, he still snapped a petulant;
“What?”
The aide flinched, clutching her tablet to her chest like a shield.
“Ashley asked me to say hair and makeup just wanted to quickly see you before we start shooting the bridge scene. Uh, in the meantime, is there anything you need?”
Homelander pressed his lips together a moment, before an idea suddenly burst in his brain like the flashbang of a grenade. With startling speed, he turned and clapped a friendly hand on the aide’s shoulder – her knees buckled a little, but she managed to stay standing, peering up into the toothy smile on Homelander’s face.
“Actually, there is.” Homelander said, his tone pleasant. “Need you to look something for me.”
The aide brightened a little, hopeful that she had been able to salvage his obviously bad mood a little, and she hurriedly lifted up her tablet, propping it on one hand and preparing to type.
“Of course! Just name it.”
Homelander smiled, a plan already forming in his mind.
“Here’s what I want…”
~
The crowd was alight with excitement.
People holding up placards or photographs, girls in flower crowns and boys in eyeliner. Total strangers looking at each other with excited smiles, young and old united in their fervour. All heads were turned towards the stage, or to the person next to them to mutter something. Somewhere in the distance was a scream of exhilaration or excitement, a rising cry like a firework.
At the front of the stage stood Cleo. Despite the black minidress she had on that looked more like a racy nightgown than actual clothes, she seemed perfectly at ease standing in front of a crowd of thousands with so much of her on display. She wore tough-looking boots to counteract the girlish lace on the bottom of the dress, and a disarming smirk spread across her lips, painted a dark plum. Dry ice plumed around her ankles as she approached the lip of the stage.
“Y’alright, New York?” she drawled into her microphone, and the audience screamed. Thunder rumbled overhead, the clouds above the stadium an ominous dark grey. Cleo laughed as she walked across the stage, the weather threatening rain seeming to energise her.
“Yeah!” cried the audience.
Cleo thrust a finger at the crowd, the dagger-like end of her nail jabbing into the night.
“I can’t fucking hear you!”
“YEAH!” the audience roared, swept up in their own excitement.
Cleo chuckled softly, adrenaline pulsing through her. They were staring up at her, waiting with bated breath. And she knew not to keep them waiting too long, so she sucked in a lungful of night air and began to sing, the microphone clutched in her hand.
The audience recognised the song – one of Cleo’s most popular tracks from her debut album, and nostalgic sighs and a few enthusiastic screams swept out over the crowd. She loved the song too, and knowing that they loved it nearly as much as she did strengthened her, like she’d taken a hit of something.
High, high above the crowd, standing atop one of the floodlights that ringed the stadium, a figure watched the proceedings like a hawk, hands behind his back, chin down. He wasn’t worried about being spotted – even if one of the cretins down below had vision that good, none of them would tear their eyes away from the girl onstage.
Cleo’s voice poured through the speakers, honey with a hint of a rasp in it. Homelander’s fine-tuned hearing meant that he was picky about what music he would tolerate – even moreso what he’d actively go out of his way to listen to. He didn’t understand a lot of the beeping and shrill electronic noises that seemed popular lately and had little patience for the autotuned screeching so many ‘musicians’ relied on either.
But this?
This was something else.
Despite himself, he could feel goosebumps rippling across the flesh concealed beneath his suit. From his vantage point he could see and hear everything perfectly, and he drank it in greedily, relishing that he alone had such a perfect view.
Who would have thought such an obnoxious brat would have a voice like that? Homelander’s eyes took on a half-lidded slant as he observed her. Cleo. She was in her element, playing up to an audience that loved her, couldn’t get enough of her and her singing. He could understand what she was feeling, the euphoria that comes from being adored by people you’d never even know the names of. And all you had to do was perform for them, give them exactly what they wanted, and they were yours.
Cleo didn’t know she had an extra audience member, of course. One who hadn’t paid, no less. But Homelander made no move to make himself known – he just let the melodious voice wash over him in a soothing tide, that voice infiltrating his ears and settling in his mind. He could have listened to her for hours. He’d never heard a thing like it. Like her.
Suddenly, he knew that the decision of who was writing the single for Dawn of the Seven wasn’t unclear it all. It was her, or no-one.
Homelander would make sure of it.
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thetrinketbox · 6 months
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In the light of the moon (Tommy Shelby x Reader)
(Written for Kinktober! Tommy and the Shelby's are werewolves. :D)
All you had to go by was the light of the moon.
The forest was dark and cold, your breath leaving you in plumes of vapour. Your clothes weren’t exactly practical for the season, a gauzy white dress that wasn’t doing a thing to help you hide. Somewhere in the distance an owl was hooting somewhere, the sound carrying across the still air.
But you couldn't stop and appreciate any of it.
You had to run.
You didn't know how far away he was - and he could see much better in the darkness than you could. Your only option was to keep putting distance between yourself and the beast hunting you, pushing your body to the limit. Your thighs were aching, and the bottom of your feet throbbed with pain as you ran further and further through the trees, stepping over leaves, twigs and even a fallen branch or two.
As you paused to catch your breath, a stitch stinging in your side, you pressed your hand against the sturdy trunk of a tree for balance, the bark digging into your palm. It was difficult to get your bearings of exactly where you were, the forest was wide and dark, but you were fairly certain that if you just kept heading west, you'd eventually get out through to the other side.
A noise made you jump, your breath catching in your throat. A howl in the distance cut through the quiet like a knife, the sound sending shivers exploding across your skin, raising goosebumps on your flesh.
You ran for it.
Branches snagged at your hair and clothes as you pushed your way through them, leaves crackling underfoot with every panicked footstep. No doubt the creature chasing you could clearly hear in what direction you were going, and probably precisely where you were, but at least you had changed direction a few times to throw him off balance. You grimaced as your foot sank into a shallow puddle of water, sending a shockwave of cold up your body.
When your legs began to tire, you were forced to slow to a halt at a spot where the trees had thinned at somewhat, almost like a bald patch in the middle of the forest. You could hear the trickle of a nearby stream, and it occurred to you that a cold drink was exactly what might help you right now. You staggered over to a stream on the outside of the meadow, kneeling down carefully to cup your hands in the water, which was so clear that you could see through it to the bottom. You yelped a little as your hands sank into it - you'd expected the water to be cold, but it still managed to shock you.
You gulped the water down, sitting back on your haunches and wiping your mouth with the back of your wrist. As you went to stand again, thighs already aching just in anticipation of more running, a voice rang out behind you and you froze, like a rabbit.
"Thoughtful of you to get down on your knees." a wry voice said. "Makes this easier."
You didn't even have time to look for where the voice came from before you were thrown from your kneeling position and landed hard on your back, knocking the wind from your lungs. A strangulated wheeze issued forth from your lips as you stared dazedly upwards, into a pale face that, under the moonlight, looked like it was carved from marble. Blue eyes took in your dishevelled state with languid amusement.
"Get off me," you hissed out, trying to sound commanding, but clearly Tommy wasn't fooled. He settled back on his haunches to observe you, head tilted a little.
"You're in no position to give orders, luv." he said, then smirked. "Literally."
He gave you no time to respond – though even if you did, no doubt he’d have a smart-arse response to any pithy comment you could come up with – and pressed his mouth over yours, hot and demanding. His hands pinned your wrists either side of your head as he loomed over you, weight pinning you to the earth. What Tommy wanted, he got, and you found yourself opening up your mouth for him before you could stop and think about it.
His fangs nipped your lip and he nuzzled against your neck, breathing in the distinctive scent of you, the exertion from earlier making it more deliciously potent. You cried out as he pierced the skin on your neck – hot blood smeared your skin and Tommy growled as he licked it. He had been careful not to bite down too hard, of course, but the smell of your own blood, sharp in the night air, made you begin struggling anew.
“Let me go- “you said, your voice coming out less strident now, a note of panic licking at your words. Tommy chuckled.
“I told you before,” he replied, mercilessly. “That if I won, then I victor the spoils of the hunt. I’ve only just gotten started, sweetheart.”
His mocking words were delivered in his gravelly voice, stinging all the more because he stated them quite matter-of-factly – his win was inevitable, and you were a fool to think for a moment you ever had an advantage over him. But he wasn’t going to let you off easily for your naivety – no, he intended to let you reap exactly what you’d sown.
He casually dragged a clawed hand down the front of your dress, and you shrieked with both indignation and horror as the fabric split apart as easily as paper, exposing your bare skin to the night air. Shifting your wrists into one hand, Tommy leaned down and nuzzled in between your breasts, his hot tongue laving over the sensitive flesh. He knew exactly how you liked to be pleased and set right to work. You shifted in the dirt as his tongue swirled over your nipple, fastening and sucking it. Despite the fear and discomfort from being all alone with a wolf in the woods, a keening noise rose from your chest and you weren’t able to swallow it back before it left your mouth.
Tommy growled in approval as he moved to your other breast, his free hand fondling its abandoned sister for a time – his claws gently skated over your skin, making you shudder, knowing full well what damage he could inflict with them, but the sharp point softly gliding over you was almost pleasant. Funny how something that’s primarily used as a weapon can be made enjoyable with the right pressure.
“Now,” Tommy drawled, hand sliding down your side, over the swell of your hip, before stopping between your legs. “Let’s see how wet you are, shall we?”
You gasped as his hand disappeared beneath your tattered skirt, his fingers nudging against your core, pushing aside your underwear. He smirked at you, pressing another heated kiss to your throat. You let out a soft moan as his thumb found your clit, massaging it in a leisurely way like he was rolling a pretty marble between his fingers. You writhed on the spot, heels digging into the ground. He pressed a kiss to your lips, softer than before, as he slipped two fingers inside you.
“Ooh!” you gasped.
“Hm. For all your running, you’re soaked.” He said, his voice amused and not a little smug. “Maybe you weren’t tryin’ all that hard to get away after all, eh?”
“Fuck you.” You said, petulantly.
He quirked an eyebrow.
“That’s the idea.”
He scissored his fingers apart, spreading you wide before sinking them further into your cunt. Your thighs clamped around his wrist and he tsked, shaking you off easily enough – you forgot how strong he was sometimes – and he worked his fingers in and out of you, beckoning with a practised crook that had your eyelids flickering, sinking into it, finally stopping your futile straining against his hold. It felt too good not to give yourself up to, his long fingers hitting deep inside you. The throbbing sensation stirred up your blood, and suddenly you weren’t so bothered about how cold it was outside anymore, not when Tommy had unconventional ways of heating you up.
But he was also a man who liked to toy with his prey when he had the time. And with you both out here, alone in the woods, he had all the time in the world. You gave an indignant pout, despite yourself, as he withdrew his hand from your cunt, tauntingly slow. Your gaze fixed on him as he inspected his fingers, shiny with your slick.
“Look what you’ve done.” Tommy said in a mock-chiding voice, as he licked them clean. “Dirty girl.”
Your cheeks flushed – how were you meant to react when he did things like that to you? He was shameless! But Tommy had more pressing matters to attend to, his cock stiff, pressing almost painfully against the seam of his trousers. He’d been able to follow your scent through the woods, smell your panic and arousal as keenly as if it was being waved right under his nose. Now he’d caught you, he fully intended to be rewarded for the chase.
He flipped you over with a strength that always left you reeling – the forest spun in your vision, and then your elbows and knees were pressing into the dirt, crushing autumn leaves beneath you as Tommy got behind you, pulling you up by the hips, claws digging into your dress. You tried to shuffle forwards, but he wouldn’t let you, holding you steady by your hips – you weren’t going anywhere.
“Scream as loud as you want.” Tommy said, half an order and half a challenge. “Nobody around to hear. Only me.”
He wasn’t always the most talkative of men, but fuck, he knew how to use his words when it counted. Desire shivered through you, and you looked back at him over your shoulder, your eyes no doubt dark with want.
“Let’s see if you can keep that promise.” You said, briefly wondering what an earth possessed you to tease him. Perhaps the wildness of the woods was infectious.
He raised his eyebrows, a slow smile toying at the corners of his lips.
“You’re going to regret that, sweetheart.”
He didn’t bother to warn you, or let you mentally brace yourself – he just plunged into you, the fat head of his cock nudging apart the now soaked (he was right) folds of your pussy. Your mouth fell open at the invasion, and your fists clenched uselessly in the ground, grasping at the earth, which is hard and cold, so all you can really do is sink your nails into the dirt.
“Fuck-!”
An answering snarl is all you got from Tommy as he began to fuck you roughly, like…well, like a wild animal. One hand on your back kept you pushed down as he fucked you, the blunt head of his cock drawing back and then sinking into you over and over again with abandon - you could hear a faint squelching noise over your jagged panting and his disjointed snarling, the rustle of leaves beneath you. Splayed across the forest floor like this, struggling not to collapse right onto your face with the pressure, ass thrust up behind you as he slammed into you – it was so degrading. Embarrassing. If anybody caught you like this, you’d die of shame.
So what was it about being held down like this, dominated so thoroughly and decisively, claimed, that made you so wet? The tease of chilly air on your vulnerable flesh, the smell of decaying leaves and earth in your nose, the way you could both be as loud as you pleased…it was intoxicating. Tommy knew that you needed a little pretence at resistance first, a show to protect your dignity, before you caved in to being thoroughly debauched. He knew you so well, knew exactly what made you tick and how to unlock even your innermost thoughts and desires. It would be utterly infuriating if it wasn’t so fucking hot.
“Tommy- “you choked out, as he hit that sweetspot deep inside you, sending shockwaves of pleasure rippling through you. Your toes curled inside your shoes and your back arched, body on autopilot from the stimulus. “Oh, fuck, Tommy-!”
He leaned over you and wrapped a hand around your neck, pulling your head back so he could growl into your ear.
“S’right.” He said, quietly, forcing you to strain to hear every word. “My name – because I’m the one who owns you. Understood?”
“Yes!” you cried out, because you would have said anything, anything at all, just for him to continue fucking you, to have you seeing stars and sending you delirious with it.
“Say it.” He commanded, his voice growing husky with the effort now, and he gave a particularly hard thrust to punctuate his statement, making you squeal. “Say it.”
“I-I’m yours!” you blurted out. Normally you’d fight him a little more on it – mostly because it’s no fun to just give in straight away, but you could tell that Tommy was in no mood for games. Not now. “Yours, Tommy! Only yours!”
That pleased him, you could tell by the way his hold on you tightened and an involuntary growl of pleasure rumbled through his chest. Even Tommy Shelby couldn’t fight those animal instincts of his, especially not when he was doing something like this, something so primal.
“Good girl.”
His thrusts were getting more erratic now, sloppier, but he’d be damned if you came before he did. He snaked a hand around you, satisfied now you weren’t going to try and give him the slip to make him chase you down again – and he began to play with your clit again, sending sparks of pleasure rippling through you from either side, the heat pooling in the pit of your belly growing almost unbearable in its intensity.
Almost.
“Tommy, Tommy-!” you said – no, you pleaded, growing utterly inarticulate with lust, nearly whimpering. “Oh god, please, just a little more…”
He rasped a low laugh at how wanton you sounded, so different from your earlier defiance, but how could he resist giving you what you were begging him for when you asked so nicely? When you looked so lovely like this, dishevelled and real and all fucking his?
Your walls were clenching around his cock and he knew you were close, knew that in a few moments you’d be insensible, all thoughts besides him and how fucking good he made you feel flooded out of your mind. And it was that that spurred him on, sinking into you as deep as he could go with a snarl, his hips slapping against you, and he gave your ass a sharp smack for emphasis – a little pain always enhanced the pleasure, in his opinion.
Tommy was rewarded for this when you squealed and your cunt clenched around him, and liquid heat engulfed him as you succumbed to your impending orgasm, collapsing beneath him like you simply couldn’t bear to hold yourself up anymore. Tommy followed suit with a couple of last thrusts, swearing softly but profusely under his breath, his own body slick with sweat.
For a few minutes, or perhaps longer, neither of you spoke. For your part, you were busy getting your breath back, and your bearings too, though they might prove to be a little more difficult to get in order. You rolled yourself onto your back with a great deal of effort and lay there, spread eagle, staring up at the moon and the black skies above you, dotted with sparkling stars. It looked like broken glass, or perhaps the glimmer of frost left behind on a chilly morning. As your pounding heart began to slow into a steadier rhythm, you breathed out, then in, and it was like the forest breathed with you.
“Oi.”
Tommy’s thumb and forefinger took your chin and turned your face to him. He didn’t ask you verbally if you were all right, but you knew the kiss he gave you was exactly that – it was tender, this time, the animal ferocity in him sated for now.
You wrapped your arms around his neck and he pulled you in, breathing in the smell of your hair. His heartbeat was comforting, a steady rhythm that was in time with your own.
“So that’s what it means when a Shelby goes hunting, is it?” you asked, and he smirked.
“Sometimes. Depends on what kind of hunt.” He replied, lazily tracing his fingertips up and down your spine.
You gave a breathless giggle of laughter and cuddled up to him, eager to continue sharing body heat with him. Tommy looked down at you and gave his head a little shake. He slid a hand beneath your legs, the other wrapped around your back, and he picked you up with little apparent effort on his half. You squealed at being abruptly hauled up into the air, clinging to him.
“Oof. Where are we going now?” you asked.
“Home. I’m not having you dying of pneumonia out here because you chose to go running off in that.” Tommy replied, nodding at the slips and tatters of your former dress.
“Can you find your way back that easily?” you asked – you knew what good trackers wolves were, but it still impressed you, just how little he needed to go on.
“Course. All wolves know how to travel at night.” Tommy replied, shifting you a little higher in his arms, enjoying how you cuddled closer to him for warmth.
All he had to go by was the light of the moon – but it, and you, were all that he really needed.
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thetrinketbox · 7 months
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My Sin, My Siren (Homelander x OC)
Hello, Hello! So I'm finally getting around to something I've been wanting to do for a while - post a Homelander x OC fic! Bear with me as it's been a hot minute since I watched the show but I think this might be fun. Hope you enjoy! -
Quiet, melancholy music blared through tinny speakers, unseen by the figures onscreen.
The camera panned across a desolate landscape featuring a devastated Manhattan. As the camera swept across the once-busy street to really let you know how utterly fucked the situation was, a woman in a tastefully ruined outfit stumbled into view.
“Oh, god!” she cried, grabbing her hair. “What’s happened?!”
A man, not as artfully messy as the woman and instead just plain messy, joined her, and they clung to each other as they gazed out at the wreckage.
“It’s hopeless…” the man said, shaking his head. “They’re too strong. Who’s going to save us now?”
A set of booted feet walked into frame, the iconic American flag swaying. Instantly the fanfare switched up, into the iconic boom that viewers knew and loved, along with a familiar voice, sure and strong:
“Looks like you…need a hero.”
“So, what do you think?” Ashley Barrett said excitedly to the young woman beside her, hitting pause on the laptop, freezing the image of The Seven standing heroically against a post-apocalyptic background, the words Dawn of The Seven emblazoned across the screen in bold lettering.
Ashley may have worked with the shining stars of Vought on a regular basis and, thanks to the untimely demise of Madelyn Stilwell, she was climbing ever higher on the corporate career ladder. But she was still only human, and it wasn’t every day you had a face-to-face discussion with a freaking popstar! (Well, former popstar – her music taste had rather changed in recent years).
Cleo – no surname for her, at least not to the general public, she was simply Cleo - said nothing.
She just stared at Ashley, half of her elfin face obscured by sunglasses, which on the wrong person would have made her look like an insect, but through some magic of celebrities being above such things, they worked in her favour. It was a bright, sunny day, but Ashley suspected that she was actually wearing them to hide a hangover, considering her laconic she had been throughout this entire meeting. Perhaps it hadn’t been strictly necessary for her to visit the set to view the footage of the newest Seven movie, but Ashley had been unable to resist pushing the issue – it would be good if a paparazzi happened to get a snapshot of Cleo on-set, even in the unlikely event they went with someone else.
“This isn’t the final cut, of course, but it’s a general idea of what we’re going for for the seventh movie of the Seven franchise.” Ashely babbled on when Cleo didn’t offer her a response – perhaps she needed to sell it harder, although Cleo’s agent had sworn that she was indeed interested in Vought’s offer. “You know, it’s really going to tie in everything together nicely, we’re handling Translucent’s absence very tastefully and A-Train will-“
Slowly, as Ashley spoke, Cleo’s jaw flexed and a large, pink bubble slowly inflated from between her lips, the woman methodically making it larger and larger as Ashley babbled on, until she was forced to sputter to a stop when said bubble became so large that Ashley couldn’t actually see Cleo for it – for one bizarre moment it almost looked like the thing had consumed the entirety of her head, given that Cleo’s hair was only a shade or so darker than the gum.
Satisfied Ashley had stopped talking, Cleo popped the bubble with a quick, decisive chomp of her teeth, sucking the deflated gum back into her mouth and wedging it into her cheek. It was starting to lose its flavour since she’d been chewing it since she the hotel this morning, but she refused to spit it out until she could get her hands on a fresh pack of the stuff.
“Fine.” Cleo said, feeling like it had been an age since her actual input was required – this Audrey woman or whatever her name was had been continuing a one-woman monologue for what felt like forever. Cleo checked her phone as she spoke. “I can probably squeeze something in between, you know, my tour dates.”
Despite the lackluster response, Ashley rallied gamely – she was a professional, after all.
“Really? That’s great! Because you know, viewership is changing from the first The Seven movie and with your vocal talents it will really draw in the market on- “
Cleo raised her eyes, her irritation – which had been simmering before she’d even opened her eyes – finally became too much. She’d have to get hold of an aide and ask for some paracetamol or preferably something stronger. Much stronger.
“Ugh, spare me the corporate bullshit, won’t you?” Cleo snapped, finally looking away from the smartphone in her hands to shoot a glare at Ashley which managed to be palpable despite the sunglasses. “My agent’s already cleared it, so I’ll do it. Jeez. It’s not like writing a single for this schlockfest is gonna be hard, is it?”
“It’s not?” Ashley said, stupidly. Cleo inhaled slowly through her nose.
“It’s just like every anthem for the soundtrack of these damn movies. All about conquering the odds and uniting under the worst and diversity and God bless America, blah blah blah.” Cleo said, the disdain dripping off her voice making it pretty clear what she thought of said messages. “Is it too much to ask that you don’t have some D-lister doing a shitty pop remix of my song over the end credits, by the way? Like can I get some kind of clause in my contract specifying that?”
After all, if she was going to attach her voice to some stupid blockbuster movie, she might as well try to have as much control over the song as possible, right? Ashley sputtered but only for a moment, hurriedly tapping something into her phone.
“Well, yes, of course, I’m sure that wouldn’t be a problem.” She said, as she started typing up an email to Andy, ordering him not to call any said D-list musicians – they had a list of them pre-approved by Vought that had lined up, so she’d have to make sure nobody had jumped the gun and breathed a word of it early. She’d fucking kill them if they had and Cleo walked.
"You know," a voice rang out across the way, making Ashley nearly jump out of her skin. She heard that voice in her dreams sometimes – or perhaps nightmares would be a more accurate term. "Most people would consider it a lucrative business opportunity…hell, maybe even an honour - to be allowed to write a single for a movie about The Seven."
Both women turned.
Homelander himself stood there, clearly having overheard if not all then most of the conversation. He strode closer, like a big cat homing in on its selected prey, until he stopped just in front of Ashley and Cleo. Homelander clasped his hands behind his back and cocked his head, addressing the comment to the latter. The next sentence was spat out with a cheery venom that was a specialty of his, his blue eyes narrowing just a fraction.
"So what the fuck is your problem?"
Ashley looked horrified, but the newcomer looked at him without a hint of shame. Behind those ridiculously large sunglasses, Homelander saw her eyebrows quirk up as she looked him up and down - everybody in the country knew what Homelander looked like, of course, but people always tended to be surprised by how big he was up close.
She was attractive, he conceded, even if she had chosen to dye her hair that gaudy shade of pink, like a waterfall of candyfloss, sideways bangs just brushing the upper frame of the sunglasses. Her body was the result of strict diet and exercise typical of young, female musicians under a record label, though as his eyes slid down her body, Homelander noted that her breasts were definitely not the work of a surgeon - they looked pert and squeezable in that black Lycra tank top that was hugging them with vigour. And on the breeze, there was a strong tang of a sweet, tangy perfume…and…something else, something not quite -
She noted him blatantly sizing her up and scoffed.
"Oh, come on." She said, as if she already knew him, as if they were on equal enough terms that she was addressing him so casually. "Nobody likes to admit they're putting out a bad product, but this movie is pandering, derivative bullshit. I mean, ‘Girls Get It Done?’ Fucking really? How did they manage to stay that without wanting to fucking barf?"
Homelander's smile tightened and Ashley made this nervous shifting motion in his peripheral vision, like a little kid needing to use the bathroom but too timid to put up their hand for permission.
"Oh, really?" he said, through gritted teeth. Still smiling, though. Always still smiling. The girl shrugged, as if it was all one and the same to her.
"Look, it's not your fault. Nobody’s blaming you guys for acting in this thing. You guys didn't write this godawful script – you’re just in it for the paycheck, people respect that. But it's not like I'm the only one who's noticed the quality of these movies has gone down because Vought just wants to pump them out faster to sell more action figures and keep up with all the other movies franchises right now. That's why I'm here, isn't it?"
"Cleo's been selected to bring in the young millennial audience," Ashley jumped in, quickly, before Cleo could say anything else. Homelander probably didn’t know who she was – she was famous, of course, but they simply didn’t operate in the same sphere. "Of course, the decision isn't final yet, but-"
Cleo shot Ashley a look, and the sunglasses didn't hide her expression from Homelander. No doubt she thought the decision not yet being final was ridiculous, especially after she'd had to endure the unbearable burden of being escorted to a movie set and viewing footage of an upcoming blockbuster for a multi-million-dollar franchise before anyone else.
Before Homelander could wipe that supercilious smirk off the bitch’s face – Cleo, was it? – another woman with curly, dark hair and an equally dark suit approached them with a dazzling smile.
“So sorry about that, it was an urgent call.” she said, smoothly assimilating into the conversation like a pro. “Are we all good here? Oh, Homelander, what a pleasure!”
Homelander nodded curtly, slightly mollified at the genuine delight from the agent, though his sharp blue eyes cut right back to Cleo, who was fanning herself with one hand. Despite her poise, her face had a faint sheen of sweat.
“Jess, can we get the fuck out of this heat? I’ve seen everything I need to see, and I need to do some stuff before tonight.”
“Right, of course.” Jessica nodded, before turning to Homelander and Ashley. “Can’t wait to see the final product, you guys, you all are working so hard! We’ll let you know when a demo is ready and you can have a listen to it, see if it needs any tweaking or rewording or whatever before everything’s made official. “Ashley, you have my number. Ciao, ciao!”
With a wave, Jessica managed to chivvy Cleo ahead of her and depart from the conversation all in one smooth move, even with Cleo side-eyeing her at the notion that she would need to put in extra work into the single once she’d written it. Ashley glanced at Homelander to gauge his expression, but to her dismay it had settled into that eerie blankness he sometimes got – that look that meant you were never sure which way his mood was going to swing.
“Well, I’d better…” Ashley said, and shuffled away when it became clear Homelander was no longer paying any attention to her. No doubt he’d find her later when he wanted something else.
Homelander stood for a moment, surrounded by the chaos of a movie set and all the people who were supposed to make sure it ran smoothly.
“Oh, my god.” He heard Starlight say, and he turned his head to see her in her civilian clothing, her ponytail whipping around as she watched the two women leaving set. “Was that Cleo?”
There was a note of genuine pleasure and surprise in her voice, even if she tried to play it down, Homelander heard it loud and clear, especially given how Starlight had taken to walking and talking like a Vought-approved mannequin recently. No doubt it was her idea of being on her best behaviour after she was spreading her legs for some fuckwit who had helped bring down Translucent.
He forced himself to turn away from those thoughts – dwelling on how that had all gone down, the pieces slotting into place, every misfortune that had landed on him – landed on The Seven – finally making perfect sense, and then Maeve of all people convincing him otherwise…well, even if Homelander had understood the logic, had heart the rabbit-thumping of Starlight’s heart and was convinced she was telling the truth, it still annoyed him immensely, seeing Maeve leap to that doe-eyed little idiot’s defense when she barely looked at him, these days.
“Um, Homelander?”
A voice broke into his reverie and though the distraction was something of a necessary one, he still snapped a petulant;
“What?”
The aide flinched, clutching her tablet to her chest like a shield.
“Ashley asked me to say hair and makeup just wanted to quickly see you before we start shooting the bridge scene. Uh, in the meantime, is there anything you need?”
Homelander pressed his lips together a moment, before an idea suddenly burst in his brain like the flashbang of a grenade. With startling speed, he turned and clapped a friendly hand on the aide’s shoulder – her knees buckled a little, but she managed to stay standing, peering up into the toothy smile on Homelander’s face.
“Actually, there is.” Homelander said, his tone pleasant. “Need you to look something for me.”
The aide brightened a little, hopeful that she had been able to salvage his obviously bad mood a little, and she hurriedly lifted up her tablet, propping it on one hand and preparing to type.
“Of course! Just name it.”
Homelander smiled, a plan already forming in his mind.
“Here’s what I want…”
~
The crowd was alight with excitement.
People holding up placards or photographs, girls in flower crowns and boys in eyeliner. Total strangers looking at each other with excited smiles, young and old united in their fervour. All heads were turned towards the stage, or to the person next to them to mutter something. Somewhere in the distance was a scream of exhilaration or excitement, a rising cry like a firework.
At the front of the stage stood Cleo. Despite the black minidress she had on that looked more like a racy nightgown than actual clothes, she seemed perfectly at ease standing in front of a crowd of thousands with so much of her on display. She wore tough-looking boots to counteract the girlish lace on the bottom of the dress, and a disarming smirk spread across her lips, painted a dark plum. Dry ice plumed around her ankles as she approached the lip of the stage.
“Y’alright, New York?” she drawled into her microphone, and the audience screamed. Thunder rumbled overhead, the clouds above the stadium an ominous dark grey. Cleo laughed as she walked across the stage, the weather threatening rain seeming to energise her.
“Yeah!” cried the audience.
Cleo thrust a finger at the crowd, the dagger-like end of her nail jabbing into the night.
“I can’t fucking hear you!”
“YEAH!” the audience roared, swept up in their own excitement.
Cleo chuckled softly, adrenaline pulsing through her. They were staring up at her, waiting with bated breath. And she knew not to keep them waiting too long, so she sucked in a lungful of night air and began to sing, the microphone clutched in her hand.
The audience recognised the song – one of Cleo’s most popular tracks from her debut album, and nostalgic sighs and a few enthusiastic screams swept out over the crowd. She loved the song too, and knowing that they loved it nearly as much as she did strengthened her, like she’d taken a hit of something.
High, high above the crowd, standing atop one of the floodlights that ringed the stadium, a figure watched the proceedings like a hawk, hands behind his back, chin down. He wasn’t worried about being spotted – even if one of the cretins down below had vision that good, none of them would tear their eyes away from the girl onstage.
Cleo’s voice poured through the speakers, honey with a hint of a rasp in it. Homelander’s fine-tuned hearing meant that he was picky about what music he would tolerate – even moreso what he’d actively go out of his way to listen to. He didn’t understand a lot of the beeping and shrill electronic noises that seemed popular lately and had little patience for the autotuned screeching so many ‘musicians’ relied on either.
But this?
This was something else.
Despite himself, he could feel goosebumps rippling across the flesh concealed beneath his suit. From his vantage point he could see and hear everything perfectly, and he drank it in greedily, relishing that he alone had such a perfect view.
Who would have thought such an obnoxious brat would have a voice like that? Homelander’s eyes took on a half-lidded slant as he observed her. Cleo. She was in her element, playing up to an audience that loved her, couldn’t get enough of her and her singing. He could understand what she was feeling, the euphoria that comes from being adored by people you’d never even know the names of. And all you had to do was perform for them, give them exactly what they wanted, and they were yours.
Cleo didn’t know she had an extra audience member, of course. One who hadn’t paid, no less. But Homelander made no move to make himself known – he just let the melodious voice wash over him in a soothing tide, that voice infiltrating his ears and settling in his mind. He could have listened to her for hours. He’d never heard a thing like it. Like her.
Suddenly, he knew that the decision of who was writing the single for Dawn of the Seven wasn’t unclear it all. It was her, or no-one.
Homelander would make sure of it.
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thetrinketbox · 7 months
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the beast you've made of me (Hawks x Reader)
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Hi all! Here's a BHNA piece I was commissioned by my good friend @delaware-lemme-smash, who requested a spicy Hawks fic where he's in a rut, featuring a sassy!Reader. Hope this lives up to expectation! If you're interested in a commission from me, please send me a message. I could really use the cash.
This is the last fucking straw. You cannot believe him! You glance at your watch as you jiggle a foot impatiently, since looking at your phone is likely just to infuriate you further. The city blurs by as you ride the train, but it doesn't seem fast enough. Not when you're used to running around after the Pro who's too fast for his own good. You know Hawks has been a busy man of late, between being a Pro hero and doing all the extra stuff for the Hero Commission, which he's been annoyingly cagey about. He always blows off your questions about it with a wink and a flirty grin about how it's all on a need-to-know basis, don't worry yourself, hummingbird. Yeah, you're only his PA. You don't really know how much more need-to-know it should be in his book. But even if you were willing to cut him some slack with how busy he is, or how much pressure he may be under, that's no excuse for just straight up not showing up to work, leaving the Agency in the lurch and without so much as a call or a text to let you know where the hell he's at. No no, you'll just pick up the slack as usual, field calls about where he is, fend off the Press that like to loiter around on the offchance they'll see him, take in the sight of Tokoyami's crestfallen little face... "Stupid, selfish, inconsiderate birdbrain!" you hiss under your breath as your latest text goes unread, startling the businessman sitting one seat away from you. Which is why you're marching yourself over to Hawks's building to demand to know where the hell he's been the last couple of days. You don't see any other solution to the problem and if he thinks you're just going to ignore it and hold the fort, he's got another thing coming. He's not charming his way out of this one. Tokoyami was devastated when you told him he wouldn't be able to do any interning with Hawks this week and that you didn't know when he'd be back in touch. If nothing else, you need to find out just what's going on for his sake. You stew on your anger as you step off the train, feeling kind of like a nagging sitcom wife trying to reign in the carefree husband. It's not really a flattering mental picture. And the crazy thing is that he isn't usually like this. Hawks may be goofy and fond of annoying people, and he doesn't care to play by the rules, but normally he seems to be more on top of things than you are. Sometimes you wonder if he even needs a PA or if he just thought it would be amusing to have someone doing all the boring admin shit he doesn't feel like dealing with and desperately trying to keep up with him. Someone he can tease and cajole to his heart's content. No, Hawks isn't a bad boss. Far from it, actually. He has his expectations of you, sure, but when it counts he does come through. Like the time you were off sick with the flu for two weeks and he personally flew over to your place every other day with tissues and a thermos full of chicken soup. Or the time your birthday fell on a weekday so none of your stupid friends wanted to go out for drinks because “they had to get up in the morning”, so Hawks insisted on taking you out to the fanciest restaurant in town and paid for everything. (You even took a selfie with him and got sick rush of satisfaction at how jealous you knew they'd be.) Maybe it was the fact you knew he could be sweet, that he usually didn't let people down, that had you searching for him so urgently. If you had an asshole for a boss, you would have milked his absence for all it was worth. So you'll find the idiot and bring him back - by the ear, if need be. You don't care if he's the Number Two Pro Hero.
You get off the train and head for the building, squinting in the bright sunlight. You could have gotten the Agency driver to bring you here himself, but you were so annoyed that you didn't think to call him and headed straight for the station. Plus, you weren't sure if he might discreetly text to warn Hawks that you were on the warpath. Naturally, Hawks lives in the nicer part of town, with the board paying for his penthouse suite. Getting inside the building proves to be more of a challenge, until you flash your badge in the doorman and then the receptionist's faces before you're allowed to go up to his floor. By the time you're whisked to the front door in a mirrored elevator that makes you feel like you're trapped in some kind of magician's trick, leaving you even more unsettled and irritated than before. You've never been to his apartment before, actually, and it occurs belatedly to you that this might seem a little bit inappropriate. But you've come all this way, plus it would be a total waste of train fare not to go in. Anyway...you'd be lying if you said that you weren't a little concerned. It wasn't like him to just up and vanish without a trace. What if he was injured or sick or something? A mission you didn't know about gone wrong? With mental images of a broken Hawks filling your mind, a nightmarish kaleidoscope of twisted scarlet feathers and golden eyes dulled to a sightless blank, you repress a shiver. Your hand reaches out and grasps the door handle and your stomach does a brief figure eight when it easily slides open, unlocked. You're braced for a scene of carnage, so it surprises you when you step through the threshold to see that the apartment is clean, still and seemingly empty. The only bizarre thing you do notice about it is that all the cushions on the sofa are gone, like a child has stolen them to make a fort with. You frown and wonder if Hawks has gone off somewhere for a family emergency or something, but he's never mentioned family to you before. Plus, he would have taken his phone, he's nearly glued to that thing most days. Unless maybe there’s no reception where he is? "Hello?" you call into the large airy room and your voice seems to fill every corner of it. "Hawks?" There's no response and you walk in further, absently kicking off your shoes so that your socks sinking into the plush carpet. As you listen, trying to ignore the creeping feeling of uneasiness slinking up your spine, like the feet of an insect, your ears pick up a sound. At first it takes you a couple of seconds to place exactly what it is, but it's breathing. Ragged, low breaths that break out into groans. It’s coming from above, since Hawks’s bedroom isn’t blocked off by another floor, just a staircase that leads up, so sunlight can get into every room of the penthouse suite. And from where you know his room must be, the sounds drift down to you, drawing you closer. Even just the sheer sound of them stirs something primal in you, blood rushing to your cheeks as it slowly clicks into place. I don't believe it. Did he skip work for three days just to fucking jerk off?! You follow the noise, tingles spreading through you as it gets louder and finally you reach his room, clambering loudly up the stairs. "Hawks!" And then you stop dead. There's your boss, lying on his enormous bed. He's on his back, wings spreads, buck naked and one hand pumping furiously up and down the length of his dick. On some men it might have looked gross and obscene, but Hawks makes a seedy tableau look like the work of erotic art. He has the body for it, his skin shiny with sweat as he works himself into a frenzy, his abs and upper arms flexing with effort. His jaw is gritted, wings shivering. Golden-blonde hair is plastered messily to his forehead and his eyes are screwed shut. You want to look away, but you can't, eyes fixed on the way his hips buck needily into his hand, the way his throat flexes with stifled moans...it's borderline hypnotic. Then his eyes spring open and he jolts upright, feathers bristling like he's
about to attack, when he realises who's staring at him. A beat of silence ticks between you. "What...?" Hawks mutters in a rasp, like he's become unused to speaking. "Pidge? What...what're you doing here?" "I should ask you the same question!” you splutter, looking away as Hawks grabs a pillow and rather lazily plonks it over his crotch. You appreciate the gesture, but the image of Hawks on his back will forever be burned into your memory. “Where the fuck have you been, you asshole? You couldn’t wait for things to calm down before playing hooky to have a little ‘me’ time?” Maybe you’re being a little unfair, but honestly, here you were thinking he was hurt or in danger and the fucker was just having a tug session? You’re practically simmering with indignation. Hawks sighs and a weird expression crosses his face, almost like he’s in pain, but you don’t feel particularly sympathetic this time. “Well? What do you have to say for yourself?” you bark at him, hands on hips. “You mean, nobody’s told you?” Hawks asks, then he gives a hollow little chuckle and rakes his fingers through his hair. “Heh. Stupid question. If you knew you definitely wouldn’t have come here, not when I’m like this.” “Like what?” you say, confused. “Are you sick or something?” Come to think of it, there are some circles under his eyes you hadn’t noticed. He snorts and you sort of hate how good he looks, sitting there with sunlight pouring in from the roof, highlighting every muscle, his wings glossy and practically glowing in the light. He looks up at you and the sight damn near leaves you breathless. “I’m in heat.” He says. His voice is so matter of fact that for a second you honestly think you misheard him. “What?” “You know how animals have mating cycles, pidge?” Hawks asks, and this would be a totally ridiculous conversation to have under ordinary circumstances, let alone when he’s naked in bed when you just caught him violently masturbating. “Well, me too. There’s no way I can work like this…not with these urgesI have.” His voice dips low when he says that word and it sends a liquid heat pulsing through you. You bite your lip impulsively, suddenly under the spotlight of his golden gaze, his eyes darting to your mouth. Fuck. This definitely is not the sort of thing you’d taken into account when you accepted the job. He’s your boss. Even being here must be going against all kinds of protocol. And what’s worse is that you’re so wrong-footed and flustered by his little confession that you can’t think of a single thing to say in response. You came here boiling with indignation and now you have no idea what you’re supposed to do. “In fact,” Hawks continues silkily, taking advantage of your unusual silence. “It’s pretty dangerous for you to be here, sweetheart. Cute little thing like you…well, it’s gonna be real hard for me to control myself.” Goosebumps break out across your flesh and you swallow. But his tone is sickly-sweet and patronising and it stirs something in you, your hackles rising at the implication that you’re just some scared little girl who’s going to run away from Mr. Bigshot Pro Hero. “You’re really going to try scaring me off with no clothes on?” you snort, rolling your eyes. “That’s ballsy, even for you.” “Yeah?” Hawks hums, shifting up onto his knees and leaning towards you. “You were looking at me a while before you said anything, sweetheart. Gonna try acting all high and mighty now?” Shit, he noticed. Well, of course he did. He’s almost frighteningly perceptive, despite how breezy and carefree he acts most of the time. Heat prickles at your cheeks, the back of your neck, and that damn smile on his face widens. “Unless…you wanna stay?” he asks, cocking his head in a distinctly bird-like way. Your throat has gone dry. You know you’re standing on the edge of something here, a choice that will either make working unbearably awkward from now on, or send you plummeting off a deep precipice into world’s unknown. Your chest feels tight. Now that you’re here, walking out like nothing happened
seems unthinkable. He’s mocking you, you think, but you don’t think he’d suggest what you’re sure he’s suggesting just as a joke. He may be fond of winding you up, but he isn’t that cruel. “What if I did?” you breathe. “Want to?” The silence is short, but it seems to go on and on to you, stretched taut like a thread. Any moment one of you is going to break it, yet you’re afraid to speak, sure that you’re going to say exactly the wrong thing. You’re not even sure what the right thing is. “I really hope you know what you’re getting into, lovebird.” Hawks says softly, but his voice is heavy-sounding, letting you know unequivocally that he isn’t fucking around. “Because when I get like this…I can’t hold back.” He doesn’t give you time to answer, surging forwards with the speed of a snake and he’s cupping your chin and pressing his mouth to yours before you can process it. He’s hot and hungry, lips slightly chapped against yours and he seems to take some glee in smudging your lipgloss and you taste a peachy tang on the tip of your tongue. You want to say you hesitated more, thoughts like, Shitand He’s your boss! Pinging in the recesses of your mind, but you can’t bring yourself to pretend to care about any of it when he’s kissing you like this. He doesn’t waste time trying to persuade you further. As soon as your lips meet, his veneer of self-control melts away like wax. His hands are tangling in your hair, making short work of the formal hairstyle you usually sport in the office. Perhaps the scent of your perfume has reignited his base desires, or the brief reprieve from his frantic jerking has worn off. Whatever it is, once he has you in his grip, there’s no qualms about indulging the animal in him. Before you quite know what’s going on, you’re on the bed, and his hands are running all over you. There’s no room to be self-conscious when he’s kissing you so feverishly, and you knew you wouldn’t be walking out of there without marks littering your neck. He seems to be everywhere, sucking on your neck, hands sliding up and under your clothes, squeezing at anywhere he can reach. You respond as best you can, still flummoxed by how quickly this is happening, but you’re willing to go with it – because you can blame his heat, blame it on the crazy bird instincts pulsing through him. You’ve always done whatever he’s asked you before, why stop now when you’re finally getting something out it other than a paycheck? A feather slides between you and deftly slashes the gap between the seam your shirt. You make an indignant noise as it falls open, buttons falling away. Did he have to show off like that? That shirt was one of the ones you bought for this damn job! But before you can complain he’s already summarily stripping the ruined shirt from you, tossing it carelessly aside, before he grins at you, eyes flicking up and down you. “I’ve always wondered what you look like under there,” he remarks as he drinks in the sight of you, hands going to the button of your fly. “And?” you ask, a little testily. “Fuckin’ beautiful.” he growls. In a flash of scarlet, your bra is severed from you as well and he’s pushing you down so that you’re lying on your back, backlit by the sun. The way he’s looming above you like that, looking down at you with a borderline worshipful expression, he reminds you of a guardian angel, but the look in his eyes is pure sin. He lowers himself down, hands pinning your wrists either side of you as he drags his tongue across your breast, circling the nipple with the tip, teasing you with it. A mewl of protest leaves your mouth as he moves away to do the same to the other one, leaving you feeling cold after his attentions had you so warm. Tingles spread through your chest as he lowers his head to lick at one of your tits properly, using a free hand to toy with the other one, massaging and squeezing the sensitive flesh. Your nerve endings seem all too eager to respond to his touch, the pads of his fingertips sending little jolts of pleasure all through your upper body. He makes an approving
noise in his throat, like the trill of a bird and you shift your hips, aware of a dampness pooling in your crotch. Fuck, all he had to do was play with you a little and you’re already getting excited. But you’ve had a crush on him for so long…it’s like you’re having a really detailed erotic dream. You’d just always assumed he’d never noticed you in that way, thinking of you more as a useful tool than a woman. It kind of stings he’s only paying attention to you now, when he’s in heat, of all things. But he’s making you feel so good that it almost doesn’t seem to matter now. “Fuck,” Hawks groans and his voice sounds deeper than usual, more husky, like he’s been smoking heavily the past couple of days. “Look at you, baby bird. So cute~” He kisses your neck, and then you feel teeth graze your ear. “I’m gonna fucking wreck you, sweetheart.” The way he said it made your eyes snap to him in mild alarm – it nearly sounded like a threat. Hawks was smiling, but it was sharp and mirthless. His tongue darted out of his mouth to slowly lick across his bottom lip, drinking in the sight of you, now only in a pair of soaked underwear. His wings shivered, the feathers practically bristling with arousal, the colour such a bright, glossy red they reminded you of leaves in autumn. He shifts down your body, planting kisses as he goes and nipping the skin – you yelp as he gives a particularly hard one to your hip and he grins wolfishly at you as you shoot a half-hearted glower at him. Then he gets to your underwear, snapping the waistband against your skin playfully. “Cute, but they gotta go.” He yanks them free and as he does so, a strand of wetness sticks to the crotch of your underwear. You squeak, embarrassed, but if anything, it seems to spur Hawks on even more. He hunkers down between your thighs, which have parted for him automatically. You prop yourself awkwardly onto your elbows, your face hot, wondering if he’s going to think you look weird or realise this was a bad idea or something. Then he licks a hot stripe up your core, and you gasp. The sight of the Number Two Pro Hero lying flat on his belly between your legs, looking at you like you’re a buffet and he’s starving, is perhaps one of the most alluring and intimidating sights you’ve ever seen. You shift, but perhaps Hawks can see the uneasiness you feel at being splayed before him on your face. He can’t have you backing out now, so he sets right to work. You’re nowhere near wet enough for him yet – he wants you drenched before he ruts you senseless, plus his mouth is practically watering to get a taste of you. A keening whine rises to the ceiling as Hawks plunges his tongue into you, the hot muscle sending a bolt of heat rushing through your body. His hands are plenty strong enough to clamp around your thighs, holding them still even as you squirm reflexively, unused to such a powerful sensation from such a simple touch. It’s not the first time you’ve ever been eaten out, but it always had a perfunctory, hurried feel to it, like the other person just couldn’t wait to get to the part they actually wanted and were only eating you out from obligation.
This is different. You have no choice but to lie on your back and take whatever Hawks wants to give you, and you can tell already how demanding a lover he is. He uses feathers to hold down your arms, your ankles, keeping you spread nice and wide for him. He laps at your clit, getting your juices everywhere as he uses his fingers to fuck your core, the first one explorative, sinking deep into the wet heat. You cry out, helpless to pleasure as his flexible tongue curls around your clit, adding more and more pleasure as the shimmering, throbbing pulse grows stronger and stronger in you, driving wild keening from your mouth. “Hawks! Hawks!” you chant senselessly, head shifting back and forth on the mattress, the only part of your body not pinned in some way. “Keigo.” He demands gruffly, glancing briefly up at you as if the rest of you is of little interest compared to your cunt, but his eyes hold a warning. “K-Keigo.” You correct, oddly cowed by the simple correction. His name feels strange on your tongue, smooth like chocolate with a tinge of sharpness. He grunts in approval before returning to his self-appointed task to make you go wild with his fingers and tongue alone and if you were merely ‘damp’ before, his ministrations had you sopping. It was coating his chin and steaking the inside of your thighs. Your body clenches pathetically around his thrusting fingers like it’s trying to suck him in, wanting to hold him there, the urge to come overriding anything else. “Keigo, Keigo please, I’m so close-“you groan, your thighs jerking. It’s so much, so intense, that you feel like you cannot possibly survive such an assault on the senses for much longer. “Please!” You don’t know if it’s your begging that spurs him on or if he was reaching his limits anyway, you can see his lower half squirming, no doubt grinding his cock against the sheets for a little friction to make things more bearable and as you come, the sensation like a damn bursting, a drawn-out noise between a sigh and a coo of relief, you hear him groan in satisfaction at your orgasm. The feathers fall away from your arms and ankles as Hawks sits up on his haunches, dragging the back of his wrist across his mouth, smirking at the vague expression of disgust that flits across your blissed-out features. “That was-“ you begin, raising an arm and letting it drop, to signify how fucking dizzy from that high you are, but he merely clicks his tongue. “Aw, baby bird,” he coos, his fingers curling around your ankle. “S’flattering and all, but we’re nowhere near close to being through yet.” The pet names are nothing new, but hearing them in this context makes you blush harder, so you feel nearly lightheaded with it. And then a yelp leaves you as he tugs, easily dragging you further down the bed – really, it’s more like a nest, strewn with pillows, the missing sofa cushions, feathers, all sorts of things, like he’s been pre-preparing for a disaster for weeks. Well, in a way, he has. He moves above you, wings flared as if about to take flight. You chance a glance downwards and stifle a gasp. He’s fucking huge. Not that you ever expected Hawks to be small – you’d never put much thought into your boss’s cock, to be honest – but right now it’s standing right to attention, throbbing and an almost angry-looking red. Now you can see why he ate you out until you nearly went dizzy, because you think taking that is going to be a tall order. Your mouth falls open, but nothing comes out and it doesn’t matter anyway, because Hawks is already grabbing your hips, a look of fierce need on his face that makes your stomach drop, a primal instinct in you alerting you to just what a ride you’re in for. The blunt head of his cock nudges your folds and you hiss as he slides his way in, a pinch making you reflexively flinch – it’s been a while since you got laid. Hawks, if he notices in his haze, is undeterred and there’s a squelching wetness as he plunges into you, fingers sinking hard into your flesh, hard enough to bruise. “Keigo!” you cry out, hips jerking up to alter
the angle a little bit, to slow his descent into you to give yourself a second to adjust – he’s so fucking big. “I can’t- I need-“ “You can take it,” he replies mercilessly, in that strange, throaty voice. His eyes gleam in the sun. “My pretty bird.” The compliment makes you feel pleasantly warm, despite your misgivings and he gives an encouraging noise as he sinks all the way in, groaning softly, the tendons in his neck standing out as his head cants back, eyes closing for a moment. “Fuuuuck,” he grunts. “You’re so fuckin’ tight…and snug…nnnh…and all fuckin’ mine.” He growls the last part, and maybe it’s voicing his primal needs that flip a switch in his head, because the next moment he’s moving, pulling out a little before sinking all the way in again, feathers shivering. Once he’s started, he doesn’t stop, fucking you with a wild desperation that has you panting for breath, your cunt squeezing him tight, your hands groping clumsily at him. You run your palms over the planes of his body, his arms, his shoulders, before they slid around his back. You’ve touched his wings before and you always got the impression you were flirting with danger – they would jolt to attention at your touch, and Hawks would look over his shoulder with an amused, slightly surprised expression, accusing you of feeling him up. It doesn’t exactly take brain surgery to figure out what touching him in this situation might do. Your fingers creep down his back as he fucks you hard, your body nearly squashed between him and the mattress, and find the seam where his winds jut out from his back. With a boldness that surprises you, you brush your fingers over that area and the reaction is immediate. He moans. “Do that again.” He demands, bucking so hard into you that you feel the very tip of him nudge your cervix. “Ah!” you cry out, but marshal yourself, rallying that stubborn streak that got you the job as his PA in the first place. “Say please.” He responds by biting down hard on you – the juncture between neck and shoulder, so hard that you feel his teeth puncture skin. A squeal leaves your mouth before he’s immediately soothing the wound with lazy flicks of his tongue, a sharp contrast to the rhythm of his hips. “Pretty fucking please, pidge,” he growls into your ear, catching the lobe between his teeth and giving a little pull, and you’re surprised that you can feel even further aroused in this state. “My little brat.” You do it again, and the smaller feathers near the joint fluff up, like a surprised owl. Oh, he likes it, he makes these cute little chirpy noises in the back of his mouth, even as he’s pinning you down, the wet sounds of his cock pounding into your wet core filling the room, along with muffled squeaks and gasps from you and groans from him. You wrap your legs around his rutting hips for better purchase, rubbing at the base of his wings as you cling to him life a life raft. You want to come again, and you can feel he wants to as well, the thrusts getting faster, sloppier. “Yes, Keigo, that’s it…” you pant into his ear, sucking on his neck because he’s given you so many hickies you’re going to have to wear a scarf for weeks – least you can do is give him a few in exchange. “Oh god…fuck…” “Nnh…so fuckin’ pretty, baby. Such sweet sounds,” Hawks growls encouragingly, reaching down to pet at your clit, rolling it between his thumb and forefinger, making you shudder around him, core clutching around him like a vice. “You wanna come again, don’t you? Greedy girl. So fuckin’ greedy…and I love it.” He’s hardly being fair – he’s greedy too, pushing you over the edge and only driving you further and further down during the freefall, wringing as many noises as he can from your battered throat. You come only seconds before he does, starbursts in your eyes as you clamp them shut so you’re not gazing right up into the sun, and with your eyes shut it’s even more intense, a wash of euphoria pulling you under and holding you down. Keigo comes inside you, and you can feel the gush and belatedly it occurs to you neither of
you even stopped to think about condoms. Stupid, stupid! Your back hits mattress as you let go of Hawks, arms splayed either side of you, useless. Your hair is plastered to your forehead, hairline beaded with sweat. Your chest rises and falls with sharp, unsteady gasps for breath. You can hear Hawks’s ragged breathing above you as your thighs drop from his hips as well, hitting the mattress with a dull thud. For a moment nothing else happens and you foolishly think that you could pass out, right here and now, propriety or how sweaty you are be damned. You’re wrong about that. Before you can get even close to getting your bearings, you’re flipped over with ease and he’s grabbing your ass, roughly squeezing the globes of flesh in both hands, humming in appreciation. You let out a shriek of surprise, pain, and outrage as he slaps your ass hard, the sound of his palm cracking against you ringing out in the stillness of the apartment. Before you can turn around and shout at him, cheeks flushed red, he’s pulling you up, hands squeezing your hips, pulling you to him until your ass meets his pelvis. “You didn’t think I was done, did you, princess?” he says, with a husky, dark chuckle. “You haven’t been listening so well.” “Keigo-!” you cry out – he might have his urges, but you can’t do anymore! You feel battered, wrung-out, like you’ve been saved from a wreckage, but he’s already lining up with your dripping core and it’s clear he isn’t in the mood to negotiate. You’re so slippery with slick and his cum that it takes him a moment to properly find your entrance and his nails dig into your skin, the sight of wetness streaking down your legs making him nearly purr with approval. Your arms and thighs shake as you try to hold yourself upright, but you end up planting clumsily on the bed, face mashed up against a pillow as Hawks shamelessly ruts into you from behind, his breath coming out in little grunts, the sound, combined with a soft squishing noise that reminds you of someone stirring a pasta, is practically like aural porn. And Hawks has always been a talker – between the growls, he’d muttering nearly under his breath, almost more to himself than to you, but what you can make out audibly is pure filth. “Gonna fuck you…full of my cum…” Hawks grates out, his hips snapping forwards, his body slick with sweat. “Nngh…you like that, baby? Gonna breed you like a bitch.”
Normally you’d tear him a new one for speaking to you like that, but you’re too insensible to do much more than cry out, clutching the sheets between trembling fingers. You feel like you’re going to boil to death, body clammy with sweat and heat, drool coating your bottom lip. He’s so big and so much, still insatiable and not satisfied. “K-Keigo, please-!” you wheeze out. It’s so much, tingling throbs like your entire body is one big heartbeat, limbs trembling with effort and your head spinning. You feel you could pass out right here and he’d just keep on fucking you, filling you up over and over again until he can’t anymore. “Oh god…yes…gonna fuck you until you can’t see straight…” he rasps, one hand leaving your hips to push your head down, not that you have the strength to push yourself up in the first place. “Show me how much you want it. C’mon, baby…” Slapping noises fill the room as he ups the pace, one hand snaking around to rub your clit, clumsy in his eagerness to come. You can feel his hips snapping against you, and the push of pressure both from his cock and fingers sends you babbling encouragement, your nails clawing the sheets and you spitefully hope you’ve torn a hole in them. You barely notice when he pulls out, so lost in the aftershocks of orgasm number whatever…you’ve lost count. You collapse onto the bed in a crumpled mess, though you manage to at least roll over onto your back so you don’t just pass out with your ass in the air. For minutes, you just lie there, feeling like you’re looking down at yourself from above, your body trembling with overstimulation, with being pounded so hard, rode mercilessly into coming again and again. You crack open one eye to see that Hawks is doing much the same, lying next to you and panting, chest rising and falling rapidly. You’re aware, dimly, that you must look and smell disgusting. There’s slick coating your thighs, cum oozing out of your core, you’re sweaty with your hair everywhere and littered with lovebites and bitemarks. But you’re too tired to move or care all that much. The thought of even getting dressed feels as outrageous as flying to the moon and back. “You alright?” Something soft brushes over you and you don’t need to be looking to know it’s the light touch of feathers. Hawks is leaning over you, looking you up and down, as though you’re a victim of some natural disaster he’s checking for injuries. The sharp, slightly crazed look in his eyes is gone and they look soft and honey-sweet now, a golden yellow holding concern and affection in equal measures. “M’tired.” You mumble, blinking hazily. “’N thirsty.” “Right, right, of course. Wait right there, baby bird.” As if you can do much else. But to your astonishment, Hawks gets up like he hasn’t just fucked you into oblivion and disappears out of the room. You lie there, feeling a little like you’re floating on a piece of shipwreck on a calm ocean, when he returns holding a positive bounty of stuff. Towels, a box of tissues, a bottle of your favourite drink (of course he remembered), a couple of bags of snacks he knows you like and a T-shirt. He clambers back onto the bed, still nude, and passes you the drink after twisting the cap off. It feels wonderful against your scorching hot skin and you drink greedily, it’s the best thing you’ve ever tasted. With a free hand you accept a towel he ran under a tap and dab it over your skin, before using it to clean yourself up. He must have already done the same while he was fetching everything else for you. “Thanks.” You say, with a sigh of relief, smacking your lips. He smiles back and holds out the shirt. “Arms up, princess.” He instructs, sweetly. You do as he says, because it’s easier than insisting you can dress yourself, and he tenderly pulls the T-shirt down over your head, helping your arms through the holes. The shirt must be an old favourite of his, because it’s so soft it’s like a pair of pajamas. There’s no question that you’re staying over – you can’t even walk, let alone hop on a train back to your own apartment.
You’re glad he hasn’t made you spell that out for him, but no doubt he knew it already. This clearly wasn’t his first mating season. Which reminds you of something important. “Exactly…how long do these…ruts last?” you ask him, still unable to speak in full sentences. “About a week or so, usually.” He replies, a hint of apology in his tone. He’s mindlessly massaging your trembling thighs. Now that the lust-induced haze he was in is fading, his touch is gentle, sweet. “I can usually handle it, but…well, I wasn’t expecting it to hit so strongly. And then you came over and…yeah.” He pulls you in, and though he’s also warm it’s not unbearably hot. It’s instead like sitting by a fireplace on a cold night, engulfing you in a sense of comfort and security that you can’t help but sink into. You flop against him, boneless, and he smooths your hair back before giving you another kiss, slower and more mellow than the frantic ones from before. “Guess I’ll be helping you through this difficult time, then,” you mumble, thinking you should probably text the office on his behalf, but right now you’re definitely not up for doing much more than being doted on. Not that he seems to have a problem with that, judging by the way he’s nuzzling into your neck. “Gets some sleep, baby bird.” He tells you, his voice warm and pleasant, lulling your exhausted mind into a state of complete relaxation. “I’ve got you.” “Mmhmm…” you hum in agreement, eyes sliding shut, and his wings come to curve around the two of you, shielding you from the brightness of the outside world. Just before sleep takes you, you’re sure you hear his voice. “You’ll definitely need it for next time.”
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Stardust in my eyes (Homelander x Reader)
Also available on Ao3: stardust in my eyes - UnluckyAmulet - The Boys (TV 2019) [Archive of Our Own]
Sometimes, working for Vought just gets to be too goddamn much. Which is why that fateful day, you and a couple of friends had gone to get lunch and in the corner of the canteen for worker bee drones, things went from gossiping about random drama between colleagues to playing an oldie but goldie. You and your friend Claire had been playing Smash or Pass for the past ten minutes and you'd gone through damn nearly every person you knew at work. Obviously, it was all good fun, and you were being careful not to be too loud about it, but as you picked at your lunch, Claire decided to up the ante a bit. Now, it was Smash or Pass: Supe edition. Specifically, you were talking about the Seven. You’d already done A-train and Starlight, both of which you’d said Pass to, while Claire said Smash to both. "Okay, so how about...The Deep?" she said. You made a face. "Ew. Pass." "How come?" "Firstly, he smells of fish.” You say, slurping on your drink. “Like, constantly. Secondly, I heard a rumour he made an intern cry because he was rubbing his crotch against her ass on the elevator ride up, so yeah, no. If I wanted a fucking creep, I could go to any dive bar in the city." “Ew, I didn’t know that last thing.” Claire says, making a face. “Okay, fine, I’m changing my answer to pass too.” You snort, and she points at you. “Hey, don’t judge me! It’s not my fault you’re so picky you’ve said no to like everyone.” "I'm not picky, I'm selective." you counter. "It's not my fault you'd let the Seven pass you around like a Christmas present." Claire scoffs but she can't argue - she's said Smash to way more people than you have, not just Supes or co-workers. "Queen Maeve?" "Pass." "What?!" Claire shrieks. "Why?!" "Because unlike you, I don't have a mommy kink." you say, rolling your eyes. "I dunno, she's not my type. Plus, she always acts so damn bored by everything - she'd probably just expect you to get her off and then kick you out of bed and play fucking Candy Crush or something. No thanks, I don't want to do all the hard work." "Okay, okay...what about Homelander?" You pause.
Okay, that one isn't quite so simple. The Deep, A-Train, Starlight and Queen Maeve were all a fairly straightforward "no" and you haven't gotten to Black Noir yet, but somehow the answer eludes you. Homelander seems so far removed from normal human with their normal, squishy desires that it's difficult to even imagine having sex with him. You're sure you've never seen him out of that costume of his, either. But you're definitely considering it... "You're taking way too long to answer~" Claire singsongs. "Don’t tell me you’ve got a boner for that sexy cape?” "Firstly, shut up. And secondly, yeah, okay, he's attractive but like..." you paused as you try to organise your thoughts, wondering what made you hesitate, except for the whole 'Almighty symbol of America who can shoot lasers from his eyes' thing. "I kinda feel like I'd be getting it on with someone's dad?" You had no idea how old Homelander was, only that he was definitely older than you. Plus, there was his vaguely patriarchal vibe when he addressed the adoring public, like he was steering them onto the right path or something. Not that you exactly opposed to sleeping with older men, per se, but you’d prefer to know how much older somebody was first.
"Yeah, I know what you mean," Claire says thoughtfully, chewing on her sandwich as you both stand up to toss your wrappers away and get back to work. “There’s something a little fake about him. And he probably says ‘God bless America’ when he comes or something.” You nearly spit out the last of your soda, and bubbles go up your nose, which makes you hack and cough from an effort of not cackling, pounding your fist on your chest. “Fucking hell, you’re the worst!” you say, giving her arm a playful shove. She smirks and shrugs. “Just being honest. Anyway, we’re not done playing yet. Black Noir?" You think about it. "Smash." ~ You were about to head back to your desk with Claire when Ashley suddenly comes clacking up to you both with her usual harried expression on her face. Some days you feel like she's maybe a hair's breadth away from having a nervous breakdown, and you'd nearly feel bad for her if she wasn't so annoying. You can't pretend you haven't seen her, either, because she calls your name. You make a face at Claire, then turn to Ashley as she approaches. "Hey! I'm glad I caught you. Listen, the Seven have a meeting later on this afternoon but I don’t have time to put their itinerary in the meeting room, can you do it and just make sure everything looks presentable before then?” You suppress the flicker of irritation - what do you look like, a Janitor? "Uh, sure, I guess. It's just the desks, right?" "Yeah, everything else has been taken care of!" Ashley says, looking a little calmer at confirming that nearly every other matter is all perfectly sorted and pencilled into her little schedule. "Thanks so much!" She goes clicking off and you exchange a confused glance with Claire. "That was weird. Why did she ask you specifically?" Claire said. "I have no idea, but at least it'll only take me like five minutes." you sigh. "I'll be back soon." ~
The conference room is so fucking big that you take a second to just stand there and gawk at the panoramic view of the city through the windows, before you snap to attention. You don't want to linger in here - even if you're just here to straighten up the table before the Supes get here for whatever big important meeting they have. You still think it's weird Ashley told you to do it, and it feels even odder to be in here alone. Like you're trespassing. "Let's just get this over with..." you mutter to yourself, crossing the room and beginning to put the piles of papers on each table, starting from Starlight's seat and working your way around. After a few minutes you relax. It's even a little nice, getting a couple of moments away from everyone else. Vought is a massive office building but there's nowhere to be really alone - people are always sneaking out the fire escapes for a smoke, the toilets have gossiping employees, the canteen full of people with differing lunch shifts, etc. There's always a buzz, always endless humming in the background. You've compared the place to a beehive before for good reason. You're just about done, wondering if by doing this, Ashley was testing you or something - maybe she wanted to see you could be trusted in here, and now you've basically finished, you've passed and she might think about putting in a good word for you to the higher-ups, when a voice damn near give you a heart attack: "Lost in thought?" You shriek and drop the handful of papers you were holding. When you look around, the Homelander is standing there. You didn't even hear him come in. For a minute you're so startled you just stare at him - it's like seeing a snow leopard, something impossibly exotic and rare, and the fact he's even talking to you is even more of a surprise. Your heart is pounding loudly in your chest, and you wonder if he can hear it - he's smiling like you've just told a good joke. "Oh, Homelander!" you say, because it's what he tells all the staff they should call him, pressing a hand to your chest. "You scared me. Um, I can leave, I'm pretty much done here." His familiar smile only widens, and he gestures with a flick of his wrist. "Don't let me stop you. Might as well finish up what you came to do, right?" You awkwardly smile in response, unsure of what else to say, and go to grab the papers you dropped, blood rushing through your ears. You're hyperaware of him in the room, where he rightfully belongs, while you just wound up here because Ashley needed somebody to do some last-second grunt work. When you put the stack of files on Black Noir's desk and pointlessly straighten them, Homelander speaks again, pacing a little closer. "You know...you should probably be a little more careful about what you talk about with your friends while you're in the building." You freeze. Oh shit. "I mean...I guess you had no way of knowing who was listening, but...well, let's just say, it was pretty hard not to tune in, you know?" Oh my god. You went to melt through the floor. You straighten up to watch Homelander, who has an expression that's slightly chiding but amused, like you're a little kid who's learned a new swear word or something. He doesn't seem angry, but the thought he overheard you and Claire paying fucking Smash or Pass is enough to ignite your anxiety like a spark to gunpowder. "I-"
"I gotta say, you're not wrong about The Deep - he does fucking stink of fish," Homelander says conspiratorially. "Your little friend didn't seem to mind that, but she said Smash to nearly everyone. You though - you didn't seem interested in anyone besides Black Noir - I'll have to let him know, I don't think he's seeing anyone right now. Though who fucking knows, with that guy?" You feel like it's probably not the time to point out you did also admit you thought he was hot. You've got to do some damage control, here. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean - I wouldn't have said that if I didn't think it was being overheard." you blurt out hurriedly. This is a disaster. You want to strangle Claire, the fucking game was her dumb idea in the first place, she's the one who should be getting told off by Homelander, not you! "It- it was just a stupid game to pass the time." He cocks his head. "Was it?"
"I mean...it's not like...you're not..." you say, babbling like a fucking lunatic, doing anything you can to backpedal out of this. This has to be a dream - a fucked-up one. "You guys are Supes, so it's a totally moot point anyway! I-You- you were dating Queen Maeve until recently, right? It's not like you'd want to...I mean, we're just normal people and you're..." "Oh, I don't know about that." Homelander says, his tone almost jaunty, stepping a little closer. His hands are tucked behind his back, which makes you nervous, because you can't tell what he's going to do with them. "Let's see what we're working with here. Turn around." "What?" you splutter. "Go on." Homelander says, making a circular motion with his finger. "Do a spin for me." You feel queasy, like you need to go pop an antacid tablet, but what can you do? If he wanted to, he could well have you fired. Or chased out of town. Or maybe even deported. Who knows? You'd probably deserve it, to be honest - what the hell were you thinking, letting Claire rope you into that stupid Smash or Pass game?! Of course, you had no idea he was in the building at the time and could hear you, but still! Slowly you turn all the way around, aware of Homelander's eyes on you the entire time, heart pounding in your chest. When you turn back to him, his head is tilted slightly, mouth parted like he was about to say something. "Huh." was all that came out.
You had to bite the inside of your cheek to stop yourself from demanding to know what 'huh' means. Unfortunately for you, he decides to share. "You know...the dress code for you people isn't very flattering, is it?" he muses. "I hadn't thought about it before. But you...huh. I think you've got a lot more going on under there." He gestures at you, a kind of 'go on' hand movement. "Take it off." It's not a suggestion, it's an order. A command. Your face prickles with shame, unable to quite grasp this is actually happening to you. And from Homelander - Mr. America himself. You're naive to be so shocked - around here, he may get treated like a god, but he's still just a man. "Go on." Homelander says, smiling, and you can't stop looking at those prominent canines. "Show me." You can't procrastinate further, lest he get impatient enough to strip you himself, or even worse, laser off your clothes or something. He probably wouldn't be overly bothered if he scorched your skin too, and the thought makes you sick. He could just use his X-ray vision if he wanted to, but that's not what this is. This is a punishment and you'd be stupid to make it any worse for yourself. You'll be lucky if you walk out of this room with your job. Your fingers shake as you unbutton your shirt and you keep peeking anxious glances at Homelander, but it's impossible to read his mood just by looking at him - his expression could be anything, bored or annoyed or merely waiting. It's eerie. He says nothing as you drop your shirt on the ground - you don't quite dare put it on the table or one of the chairs, so you're just grateful you know for a fact the floor has been vacuumed recently. But you can feel his never-wavering gaze on you like a weight as you keep going. You're down to your underwear and bend down to unzip your boots when he finally says something. "No, leave those."
You straighten up hurriedly, even though you really don't want to. This is beyond humiliating - America's golden boy is seeing you in just a bra and panties, for fuck's sake. They don't even match. Your face is burning and a squirming sensation writhes in the pit of your stomach, like you're about to pass out or puke or both. Homelander prowls around you like a lion, taking in everything from all angles, and you have to ball your hands into fists to stop yourself from covering yourself with your arms. You don't think you've ever felt so naked before, even if you're still technically clothed. His boots click as he comes to a stop right behind you. "You're shaking." Homelander mocks you, his breath hot on your neck. You can feel the heat of him right behind you, like you're standing right in front of a sun lamp. "Yeah," you say in one breath, even though you didn't think he was looking for a verbal response. He spins you around to face him, his grip bruisingly strong on your upper arms. He's smiling like he's won something, and his eyes slide down to your tits, eyelashes casting tiny shadows across his cheeks. "Yeah," he says softly, more to himself than you. "I'd fuck you." The words barely have time to register in your shellshocked brain before he's on you. His hand tangles in your hair to jerk your head back and you let out a squeak of pain, but it's muffled by his mouth on your, hot and vicious and unyielding. There's nothing tender about the kiss - he kisses you like he wants to devour you, a growl in the back of his throat that honest-to-god make your knees buckle. He's not shy about feeling you up either, hands roaming over your body like it’s a toy that he’s just ripped the wrapping paper off of, manhandling you however he wants and all you can really do is go with it, heart pounding like a goddamn jackhammer. This has gotten so out of hand so quickly that it’s dizzying trying to make sense of any of it. …So why is a little part of you enjoying this? Just why is there a wet patch pooling at the crotch of your panties and your skin erupting in tingles wherever he touches you? He snaps your bra open, ruining the clasp, and wastes no time in fondling your tits, the material dragging over your sensitive skin breaking them out in goosebumps. They’re fucking soft against his palms, hands that have killed, killed and killed again, but here he is massaging your tits like they’re priceless objects. He lowers his face and runs his tongue over them, and you nearly collapse right then and there – it’s like a fucking livewire pressed straight to your skin. He hums in approval at how responsive you are, teasing your nipples with the pads of his thumbs. Apparently Homelander is a tits guy – that’s definitely never come up in any interviews before. Why are you finding yourself so fucking humiliated and wanting him to do more? Knowing you can’t do anything to stop him? Homelander pulls back for air and slowly swipes his tongue across his bottom lip – the taste of your lipgloss lingers, something sweet that makes him hard, dick pressing against his suit. You stare back at him, caught in the fragile place between lust and disgust. He likes that look on you, hair all messed up, pupils blown wide until there’s barely any iris left, just a thin circle of colour wrapped around blackness, and your lips look red-raw and swollen from his rough mouth. He smirks. “Don’t tell me you’re enjoying this,” he teases, sliding a hand down to your hip and squeezing. “You like getting ordered around, huh? Like being told what to do?” He doesn’t give you time to confirm or deny it – a second later he’s casually shoving his hand into your underwear, smirking as your mouth drops open in disbelief, his fingertips teasing against your slit. It drives a moan from your mouth, and he grins, holding you in place with his free hand, like he knows you’re tempted to bolt.
“You’re so fuckin’ wet,” he hisses, plunging his fingers deeper inside your cunt and you gasp, making a pointless grab at his arm – to steady yourself, to get your bearings, you don’t know. “I think you were lying before – Pass, my ass. I’ve barely touched you and you’re soaked. Do you go home and fuck yourself thinking about me?”
“Homelander…” you moan, you can’t help it. Your head is swimming and his fingers are so thick and he’s relentless, pushing and pushing you without a care in the world about what might happen. Whether it’ll break you or not.
“Go on,” he whispers, working his fingers in and out of you, clamping you to his chest with an arm around your back so he can watch the emotions flashing across your face like his own personal picture show. “Say my name.” “Nn- Homelander!” “Louder.” “Homelander!” And then, as it starts to get fucking unbearable, the intoxicating fog blanketing your brain rendering you unable to concentrate on anything else, when you’re gonna fucking cum all over his fingers, he stops. Pulls his hand free. Your expression drops, surprise and outrage making your eyes snap to him. “Wha-?” “Didn’t think it’d be that easy, did you?” he all but purrs, clearly taking deep amusement in your bewilderment. “You fucking desperate little slut. You’ll come with I say you can.” He makes a show of wiping his slick-coated glove off on the back of The Deep’s chair, before he looks back down at you and something in his gaze makes you stand stock-still, a classic prey response to being stared at by a predator. “Now,” he says, and there’s no forced geniality in his voice anymore, his tone not far away from being a growl. “What was it I said a minute ago?”
Oh, jesus christ. You think, which you’re pretty sure wasn’t what he was aiming for. “Aah, yeah, I remember now,” he says, nodding. “I said I’d fuck you.” The room spins as he abruptly grabs you and aggressively turns you round, and next thing you know you’re bent forwards over the very desk you’d just spent the last fifteen minutes tidying – he only needs one hand pressing down on your back to hold you down. You hear his ragged breathing and the sound of his belt being loosened, and you squeak as he yanks down your underwear like he’s personally offended by them – you’re sure you hear something rip – and he’s back against you, so hot it’s like a furnace and oh shit, wait, he’s going in raw?! You grab pointlessly at what’s in front of you, papers crumpling in your sweaty fists. He does not go gentle as he thrusts into you and all you can do is make a strangulated keening noise – he’s so thick, filling you up and stretching you out. You bury your face into your forearms, muffling your gasps and squeaking against your skin because the noises he’s driving from you are making you want to combust with embarrassment. Not that he can’t hear them anyway – he’s made the fact he has superhearing more than plain, after all. But he can’t help finding it endearing you’d even bother to try hiding it – like anybody would dare walk in and interrupt him right now. Not after he specifically told Ashley to keep everyone away from the meeting room while he dealt with you. “Fuck, you’re tight…” Homelander growls as he thrusts into you, his own words being drowned out by moaning of his own. “So fuckin’…” You stare at the doors across from you, terrified somebody’s going to come in and see you like this, getting fucked by Homelander like a bitch in heat – he hasn’t even taken off his gloves but here you are, only the straps of your bra and a pair of over-the-knee boots covering you. Homelander removes the hand from your back and grips your hips with enough force that you yelp in pain – it’s nothing close to what he could really do, but you know you’re going to have hand-shaped marks there later. Not that you care much with how he’s fucking you with total abandon now, and each stroke of his cock drives you closer and closer to your breaking point and you cling onto the table with one hand like it’s going to help you somehow. “Still feel like you’re fuckin’ someone’s dad?” Homelander taunts you as his thrusts start to get sloppier, more erratic, and you groan to have your words thrown back at you. “No, no, Homelander, I- “ He pinches your clit and rolls it between his fingertips, and you keen out loud, nearly sobbing with pleasure and pain at the same time. Your head is buzzing with the stimulation, trapped between so many sensations, terror of getting caught, of getting so close to relief, panic that he’ll go too far and break something, of what he’ll do with you when he’s finished… “No, no,” he chides you, clicking his tongue like you’ve given him the wrong answer in a quiz. “Call me daddy, if that’s how you see me.” Is he serious? You have no idea if he means it or if he’s just being a bastard, but a particularly hard thrust that actually nudges both you and the table forwards has you saying it anyway, babbling like a lunatic. “Sorry- agh- daddy, fuck, that feels so good-!” “Thassit…nnh…I’m gonna…fuck you full of my cum…” he pants and it sends a bizarre buzz of pride through you that you managed to make a Supe short of breath. “And you’re gonna take all of it, aren’t you? Take all of my cum…”
Like you have a choice, since he didn’t bother to put any protection on. But you’re too lost in your own orgasm to care, the force of it rendering you utterly blissed out, too busy riding that glorious, tingling high to care much about anything else going on, even if you can’t ignore the hot, sticky flood as he comes, and fuck there’s so much of it, how are you going to go back to work like this?? Homelander makes a sound between a groan and a snarl as he comes and you know you’ll be hearing that noise in your dreams.
Finally, it stops. For a moment neither of you move or speak, except for panting breaths, and you want to look behind you to see what mood he’s in now, but you don’t quite dare. He moves away and you slump onto the floor, because you’d really rather not have your naked ass just there on display across the table. You feel blindly across the floor for your skirt and tug it on as Homelander tucks himself back into his suit and sniffs once, swiping a hand through his hair. You can’t find your fucking underwear, you realise with a stab of panic – he must have literally ripped them straight off you, so you wouldn’t be able to put them back on anyway, so you just shove your arms through your shirt and try in vain to button it with trembling fingers.
“Tell Ashley the room’s ready now,” Homelander says, and his voice is impersonal, like he’s done nothing more than take care of some trivial order of business. You can only nod and get to your feet, wobbly as a newborn deer. Homelander smirks as he watches you from the side of his eye, you look so pathetic and off-balance he’s almost tempted to fuck you again, but he does have work to get back to. You’re off the hook – for now. When you get to the doors, you pause and look back at him. It would probably be better to just leave with whatever semblance of dignity you still have intact, but you have to ask him.
"Um...do I... I mean like...I still have a job, right?" you hedge nervously. "What?" Homelander glances over at you laughs, like this is the most ridiculous thing he's ever heard. "Did you think I was going to hand you your fucking notice?" Yes? No? You had no idea what he was going to do. But you just shrug, because it seems safer than speaking. He scoffs and gives his head a shake, but his gaze drags down your body and your stomach clenches again, despite what’s just happened. “Run along and get back to work like a good girl,” he says softly, but loud enough you can hear every word just fine. “I think we’ll be seeing each other again real soon.” You can’t muster a response to that, so you just nod and hurry out, trying your utmost not to break into a run, lest he be tempted to give chase. You pass a mirror on your way down the corridor and the sight makes you freeze. You look like you’ve been mauled by a wild animal, and you can smell Homelander’s cologne all over you. You probably reek of sex. You’re not sure how far that is from the truth, to be honest. Hopefully you can make it to the toilets on this floor without anybody seeing you and tidy yourself up a bit – you can’t go back to your desk like this. And you can only hope to god nobody finds your discarded panties in there because Ashley would likely figure out how and why they got there. At least I still have my job. You think, even if you know it will never be the same now – you’ll never be able to look at Homelander, or any of his posters or action figures or T-shirts – without thinking about his hands on you, of him watching you strip with that hungry look on his face, ever again. Maybe it will fade in time, maybe not. Maybe Homelander has fucked half the people in the building on equally flimsy pretenses, or you could be the first time he’s indulged himself like this. He might forget all about you, or you could forever be known as ‘that mouthy assistant I fucked once’. You have no idea.
And that’s maybe the scariest thing of all – not knowing what comes next. ~ Meanwhile, Homelander stands in the meeting room, awaiting the rest of the Seven to enter. In his hand he toys with the now-ruined pair of underwear you’d had on earlier – you were so fucked out you hadn’t even him notice him swipe them off the floor. He’ll hang onto them as a…souvenir, if you will.
His superhearing picks up the sounds of the others approaching, and he turns, plastering on a smile as he approaches his desk. A tongue swipes across his bottom lip, a lingering taste of that sweet flavour – cinnamon or butterscotch, something that reminds him of dessert – only sealing your fate further.
After all, when you get a taste of something like that, why wouldn’t you go back for a second bite?
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When your head's in the clouds (keep your feet on the ground) - Ranpo Edogawa x Reader
Also available on Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/45151330 Getting anything done in the Armed Detective Agency was a struggle sometimes. Case in point. Across the room where you were meant to be typing up a report on a case the agents had recently finished, Kunikida was yelling at Dazai for a slew of complaints that had been lobbied at him recently, apparently for trying to jump off a statue of a historical figure downtown, breaking it and coming out totally unscathed. Naomi was attached to Junichiro’s back, cooing as he squirmed in embarrassment and tried in vain to shush her. Atsushi was flailing his hands and protesting some edgy comment Kyoka had probably made (you weren’t really listening, you tended to zone out whenever she spoke). With all of it combined, you could barely hear yourself think, let alone write the damn report. Just hang on a bit longer til lunch. you thought, rubbing your temples, the beginnings of a headache blooming. You probably shouldn’t have skipped breakfast, but Kunikida was a real stickler for punctuality and you couldn’t always guarantee he’d be distracted by Dazai’s antics to sneak in without him noticing. And you were running late that day after somehow sleeping in, breaking your favourite bag on the way in and a bunch of other stupid little mishaps, so you weren’t in the best of moods.
As you waited for the noise to die down a bit so you could concentrate, your mind drifted to your current obsession - the crime thriller novel you’ve been reading. You were about halfway through it now and the urge to just whip it out and start reading it in the midst of all this chaos was all too tempting. You’d even brought it with you because you’d taken to wandering around with it in one hand. You were planning to get through more of it on your lunch break.
“You know, my snack drawer is looking pretty empty right about now…”
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Here Comes The Rain (Dazai Osamu x Reader)
Finally got around to writing this! Just Dazai handling his feelings in his own Dazai manner. Also available on Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46255900 Was there anything better than a stormy night? Dazai Osamu sat facing the window in his bedroom, watching the rain lashing down from a pitch-black sky, only visible thanks to the streetlamps. The weather forecast had been promising rain for days, and now it had finally come – no doubt people would be opening their curtains or blinds tomorrow to see a world awash with it. He could hear it very well, fat droplets smacking the ground with force before bouncing back up, only to land a second time. The gutters were already overflowing with rain and the pavement shone like silver, the sound of dripping filling the street. Ordinarily in a storm like this one, Dazai may have been tempted to go out and make another suicide attempt – with the rain like this, if he flung himself into the water, he’d stand no chance of beating the current. He could swim, but he wasn’t strong enough to fight so much water. He’d be borne back ceaselessly against the flood and he’d likely drown before he even washed out to sea. …But alas for Dazai, there were too many variables for it to be his idealised, perfect suicide. For one, it was dark, and he had no way of seeing how deep or not the water was – suppose he misjudged a jump, ended up landing in shallow water and breaking his legs or his back? He’d lie there in a state of helpless paralysis before the water eventually took him, slowly, or some innocent bystander tried to wade in and rescue him. Or there was always a chance he might impale himself on a stray tree branch, leaving him being swept along in excruciating pain, unable to peacefully slip away like he envisioned. A sound caught Dazai’s attention, and he turned his head, feeling a smile pulling at the corners of his mouth automatically. And there was another variable in why he couldn’t go out into the storm. You.
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Tastes Like Pepsi Cola (Dazai Osamu x Reader)
Also available on Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47860600 When Dazai texts, you go.
That’s how it’s always been, ever since you met him. With clever words and those beguiling looks of his, he wrapped you up in a web that was so deftly spun you didn’t even realise you were in one until it was too late.
Occasionally you’d rebel, leave him on read, ignore the siren call of him, go on dates with other guys, but he always got his way eventually. And the sessions spent after you’d pulled away from him were all the more intense for your resistance, with him making you come over and over until his name was all you could say, rattling around in your brain, carved into every inch of your skull. You’d limp to work the next day with Dazai’s teeth marks hidden under your clothing, lovebites all over your neck and breasts, handprints on your ass, thin nail marks on your back and thighs.
Sometimes it was worth it just to rile him up, put a healthy fear of losing your company into him.
If someone asked you to define what you and Dazai were, you’d struggle to define it. Fuck buddies? Lovers? Friends, even? He sure as shit wasn’t your husband.
But whatever it was, it was addictive.
That night, when the text came from him, you threw on some clothes hastily - it didn’t matter what you wore, really, since Dazai would be unwrapping you like a Christmas present. You did put on some of your nicer underwear, though - you loved the way his eyes lit up at the merest hint of lace or silk and it made you feel good. It didn’t take you long to get to where he lived – so convenient for him that the Armed Detective Agency was literally right around the corner, yet he always managed to be late for work. You shivered under your jacket as you mounted the steps leading to his front door, the night air cool and crisp.
He answered the door before you’d even had a chance to knock - almost like he’d been peering through the peephole, eagerly anticipating your arrival.
“Hello, sweetheart~” He purred, eyes dragging up and down your body.
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Pure as a Wedding Dress (Toji Fushiguro x Reader)
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You hadn't seen Toji Fushiguro in months. He was there and then he was gone, like a sudden storm or a stray cat looking for a meal. Thinking about him in those terms made it easier to accept the state of things, the fastest way to come to terms with the fact that he'd vanished and wasn't coming back. Don't get too attached, enjoy it while it lasts and move on with your life. Which you did - and then eventually you moved onto dating other people, reliable, normal men with normal jobs. You make somewhat stilted small talk with them over apps and texts, meet up with them for dinner or drinks, they talk about their friends and families, plans for the future. They are the sort of people a girl like you should be around. They are safe, dependable - boring. Toji is none of those things, that's for sure. Which is why your new dating pool can almost certainly be a good thing, because Toji is an asshole and completely unreliable. Sure, he's a good fuck and can be pretty amusing (in a caustic sort of a way), but the kind of person you should make any kind of commitment to? Marriage material? A candidate for anything serious? Yeah, right. You don't think the man even knows how to cook.
And as people seem to love reminding you, you aren't getting any younger. Isn't chasing after bad boys oh-so-very teenage of you? It's time to grow up and settle. Get settled, you mean. Yes. That's what you were trying to say. So, here you are. Standing in Shiromizu's Bridal Emporium, trying on wedding gowns. Your engagement seems to be rushing along far faster than you can control, like a rope rapidly unspooling in your hands and vanishing into choppy water. Fortunately, your fiancé is happy to take over, perhaps a little too enthusiastic - you suspect his mother has been butting in quite a lot where you'd rather she didn't - but at least this is one place where the decision is entirely your own.
"What do you think of this one?" you ask your friend Sayu, turning in front of the three mirrors that allow you to see yourself from the front and either side, examining the dress this way and that.
"It's cute," Sayu says, tilting her head. "But it's not amazing, you know? It's not the one." "No, it's not," you agree, glad she said it. "And I don't like the sleeves." Plus it's a bit too constricting. You feel like you can't move, like you're slowly being suffocated by silk. It's too figure-hugging for an entire day, you decide.
You wriggle out of it, with Sayu's help undoing the fiddly buttons that run up the back of it, before grabbing another dress off the rack to try on, ready for another round of trying to figure out whatever unique feature this one has, straps that don't seem to go anywhere or random fabric in places you're not sure it belongs. But you do like the look of this one more, the skirt is fuller, looser, so you wouldn't be hobbling down the aisle in something skin-tight. It flows down your body in a cascade of silk and tulle, bodice wrapped around you pleasingly without being too tight.
"Ooh!" Sayu says and gives a little approving nod. "That's pretty. It's the best one you've tried on!" "So far." you say with a snort. Just then, Sayu's phone buzzes and she groans as she checks it, fingers clicking over the screen, before she glances guiltily up at you. "Ugh, sorry, I gotta take this," she says, standing up. "I'll be back soon!"
"Yeah, no problem. Take your time," you tell her, figuring it's a work thing.
Sayu shoots you a grateful smile and leaves, clamping the phone to hear ear and you hear her muttering a hurried, "Yeah, yeah, I'm here..."
It's very quiet without Sayu, or maybe you just think that because without her there to distract you, your thoughts are amplified. You can hear the saleswoman in the other room of the boutique with what you gather to be a large family, judging by all the conversation going on. Noises of agreement or dissent, light-hearted bickering and the occasional snatch of laughter. You're glad the women working here have more or less left you alone after the first offer, because you don't really want to answer questions about the fiancé or the wedding.
You cast a critical eye over your reflection. No, as nice as the dress is, something's missing. You turn and approach a display of bridal accessories, fake flowers, veils, fascinators, gloves, garters and...aha! Your fingers pluck something off the display, and you grin to yourself as you return to your previous position and put it on.
The tiara twinkles atop your head, the gemstones catching in the overhead lighting, the silver nestled in your hair and matching the detail on the bodice of your dress. This is it - this is the kind of outfit you can actually see yourself getting married in.
You hear the curtain separating the rooms (though you don't know why it's there, the rooms in the place are separated by a hallway. The boutique used to be a house, so it seems a bit more private than other places, which is why you chose it), and turn, smiling.
"Hey, Sayu, what do you think? Should I try on some gloves too?"
And then your voice withers and dies in your throat.
Green eyes travel from your feet upwards, and you feel it like a physical touch, sliding up your legs, tracing over your breasts. His lip quirks as he finally locks eyes with you, your own wide as you stare back.
"Long time no see, sweetheart."
You just stand there, watching him.
Toji Fushiguro being here right now...it almost seems too strange to be real. Not least because you haven't seen him for months. But in this place, a positive shrine of feminine daydreams, lace and silk flowers, is so utterly the opposite of the world he inhabits that it's like seeing a lion in a meadow. Toji is leaning in the doorway in a shirt that's so tight it looks like someone just threw paint on him and let it dry, every muscle easily visible and oh-so-very defined. Every part of him is just so masculine, oozing with a lazy confidence of a man who knows nothing can touch him. He makes everything in the room seem so fragile and insubstantial merely by being in their presence and you can't help but feel the same way, given what you're wearing.
You know from experience he could tear a dress like this apart like paper.
"What are you doing here?" you blurt out in a brittle, cold voice.
"Could ask you the same question," Toji replies, moving further into the room. "So. You're really getting married."
Scorn coats the last word, and just like that a rush of anger washes over you. He's showing up here with no warning, after months of no contact and thinks he gets to mock your choices? Who the hell does he think he is? Like he's in a positive to act all high-and-mighty - you're not the one roaming from place to place with gambling debts dogging your every footstep. "Not that it has anything to do with you, but yes, I am." you reply crisply.
You don't ask him how he knows - Toji may be a shady bastard but he has connections, especially in the seedy underworld he's so familiar with. Even if he wasn't intentionally seeking out the information, it probably popped up on social media somewhere. Your fiancé may not be a millionaire of anything, but he's certainly comfortable.
"Awfully fast engagement, isn't it?" Toji asks idly, but his eyes track your every little movement. "You've been seeing this guy, what, a few months, tops?" "Some men aren't terrified of commitment." you reply with a mirthless smirk.
Something in his stance shifts at that - almost imperceptible, but you notice. You've always noticed little things about him like that and no doubt he doesn't like any implication he could possibly be afraid of anything.
"Funny, ain't it?" Toji remarks, raising an eyebrow. "Last time you saw me was around six months ago, wasn't it? Don't you move on quick." "Don't tell me you're jealous-" you begin, mockingly, but he cuts you off, taking another step closer. His footsteps seem heavy in the quiet of the room and you know he's doing it on purpose - he can move as silently as a cat when he wants to.
"He's rich too, isn't he, this man of yours? Heh. I guess I can't blame you for wanting a slice of it, though. People do all sorts of crazy things to get their hands on some cash."
If he's trying to piss you off, it's working. Is he seriously trying to imply you're some kind of gold-digger?
Pretty rich coming from the guy who would literally crash your couch some nights when one of his ill-advised bets cleaned him out. For some reason, you never could bring yourself to turn him away outright, even if you didn't let him stay the night, you'd always end up letting him in for a drink or to get out of the rain so he could call a cab. There were always so many excuses, a safety net for you to fall back on if questioned, but really you knew - one look from those green, green eyes and you'd have to clench your fists to stop yourself from reaching out and touching him. Because as soon as he got his hands on you, pulling your closer by the hips or resting a palm on your cheek, it was game over. You wonder if he's planning on using the same dirty tricks now, running his hands all over your body to get you to melt. But what for? If he wanted you for something more than a roof over his head and a pair of legs to spread for him, he wouldn't have ghosted you, would he? Wouldn't have vanished for six months, leaving you crushed. He made it seem like he wanted you, let you get drunk on that feeling, then he took it away just as easily.
He made you feel unwanted.
The ache, the sting of his callous ignoring you, fans the ambers of discontent into full-blown flames of anger and you tilt your head, fixing him with an indifferent stare.
"You're fucking unbelievable, you know that? I figure there's only one reason you'd show your face here after so long, but if it's to tell me not to get married, you're too late. Go find some other chicks to mooch off of - I know you have plenty of them. But I've moved on with my life and I don't need you fucking it all up, Toji. You need to leave."
It feels so good to get all that out, to unleash the bile that's been building up in you for ages now, with no suitable target to unleash it all on. You always hated that he didn't just leave, but he got the last word, too.
His expression is annoyingly unreadable and when a silence stretches between you, you scoff and turn away. Fine. If he's going to act like that, you might as well just ignore him and see how he likes it. Sayu will be back any second and you figure Toji would prefer not to have to explain his unwelcome presence to a bunch of angry women.
Tulle whispers at your feet as you move, facing yourself in the mirror. You reach up and pretend to adjust the tiara on your head, but really, you're watching Toji's reflection, willing him to just go.
"Moved on with your life, huh?" he says - actually he more mutters it to himself than directs the words to you and you find yourself folding your breath.
Then, he moves.
For such a large man, you forget how fast he is. One moment he's standing halfway across the room, the next he's right behind you, so close his chest brushes against your back, the heat from his body like a furnace.
He leaned down to speak into your head, eyes locked with yours in the mirror.
"Then why is it, princess, that it seems like you're doing all this just to forget about me?" You react without thinking - maybe because your words don't seem to make much of a dent in his demeanour, but before you can reconsider, you spin on your heel, hand outstretched to slap him in his fucking smug face-
He catches your wrist with insulting ease and pulls you in so you're flush against his chest. You don't struggle. "That wasn't very nice, sweetheart," he tsks, clicking his tongue like you're a kid throwing a temper tantrum. "And after I came all this way for you." And then he kisses you.
Actually, that's not the right word. Toji uses his free hand to tilt your face up to him and your stupid mouth obeys unthinkingly, opening for him like it has so many times before. Butterflies take off in your stomach as his lips seal over yours, tongue invading your mouth and he wraps the hand that was on your chin around your waist, crushing you to him. White silk against black cotton and your traitorous heart is pounding so hard in your chest it's like it wants to kick its way out of your ribcage.
"Toji-" you breathe. "Stop. I can't - Sayu is gonna come back any minute. She'll see you."
"She won't," Toji says and there's a glint in his eyes you know very well.
"You knocked her out?!" you say indignantly, drawing back from him with a scowl. "What the hell, Toji!?" "Relax, I barely touched her," he replies, a touch of defensiveness in his voice. "There's a pressure point of the neck that-"
You hold up a hand to stop him, the other rubbing your forehead. Well, you suppose this is the reality check you needed. And now you're worried about Sayu passed out somewhere, probably with some money missing from her wallet.
"This was a mistake," you say firmly, even though your lips are tingling, and you want nothing more than to wrap your legs around him, but...but you can't.
Because he's just the same as always, you're different, or you're trying to be, and you can't keep making the same mistakes.
"Toji, I can't do this, okay? I'm - I'm getting married. I don't know why you came back or why you thought this was a good idea, but...it would probably be better to pretend this never happened."
The kiss has blown any chance of you being able to get away with saying you don't still have feelings for him, but you know this is such a bad idea and he probably knows it too.
"Do you love him?" Toji asks, his voice flat.
"What?" you blink, the question so sudden that you have to double-check you heard him correctly.
"You heard me. You love him?" Toji asks, leaning forwards so he's looming over you, blocking your view of the room so you're only looking at him. "It's a simple question, darlin'."
"I - that's-" you stammer.
"Tell you what," Toji hums, tracing the curve of your cheek with his index finger. "Tell me you love this jackass - that you're so madly in love with a guy you barely fucking know - and I'll leave, just like baby wants. If just has to be true. And I'll know if you're lyin' to me."
He's right, he's always been able to tell when you're trying to hide something from him - you just never assumed he'd care that much if you were.
You feel like you're standing on a rickety bridge. One wrong move and it's a long, long way to fall.
"I - that's ridiculous!" you say, desperately grasping for some kind of foothold in normalcy. "I don't have to justify myself to you! What, you don't want me, but you can't stand if it someone else does? Grow the hell up. You can't just come crashing back into my life and kiss me and make me want you again-!" Oh, fuck. Why did you say the last part? Why? Before you can backpedal, Toji's face splits in a darkly triumphant grin, the hint of darkness, of lust, in his expression that makes your cunt throb as if by command.
Toji isn't the type of man to hesitate. In moments he has you shoved right up against the mirror, squashing you to the cool glass with his much bigger frame. One hand easily pins your wrists above your head while the other wastes no time in disappearing up your skirt. You chose some nice underwear today, since you knew you'd be trying on dresses and you're not sure if the lacy black panties are a blessing or a curse.
Toji's fingers are hot as they glide up your inner thigh and nudge the crotch of your panties aside before teasing at your core. You dart a glance at the doorway but there's no sign of Sayu or any of the saleswomen.
"Oh? You're already a little wet, princess," Toji remarks, smirking. "But it won't be enough to take me. Why don't I show you how much I missed you, huh?"
Your protests wither away, and you swallow as Toji sinks to his knees in front of you and in this dress, you can't help but feel like a Queen about to bestow a knighthood or something, though Toji definitely is far closer to the villain in this scenario, about to defile you in the outfit you're supposed to get married in, forcing his way back into your life and affections and uncaring of what else he's ruining.
But you don't say any of this as Toji impatiently shoves layers of tulle out of the way, pressing you against the glass by your hips and getting comfortable between your legs. Somehow seeing him surrounded by so much dainty white fabric, his muscles and dark clothing thrown into sharper contrast next to it, turns you on, reminds you of how wrong it is for him to be here.
Your underwear is tugged out of the way and his breath puffs against your folds - you can't see him with your skirt bunched up around your hips, but you know he's smirking.
"I'm gonna wreck you, sweetheart."
His hands grip your thighs, tugging them further apart and you wobble a little in place, the possibility of overbalancing adding an extra layer of recklessness, though you know Toji wouldn't let you fall.
His tongue flicks up your slit, making you gasp at the sudden wetness, before teasing your clit, sending pulses of warmth through you, his thumbs digging into the delicate flesh of your inner thighs.
He's always been good with his mouth and you've be lying if you claimed you hadn't missed it - some nights he left you actually dizzy with it, feeling phantom aftershocks for ages afterwards, staring up at the ceiling in a daze. Apparently, he's been waiting to refresh your memory.
A moan leaves your lips, loud in the large, quiet room as Toji laps greedily at your clit, teasing it but never quite giving you the pressure you need. His hands don't sit idle either, teasing the puffy folds and edging nearer and nearer to your cote. You gasp, toes actually curling in pleasure as mounting waves of it throb though you, his mouth and fingers working in tandem…but he's holding it back, dangling your climax above your head. He likes it when you're loud and no doubt each time his name rings though the air, he tallies it up as another victory in his favour. You don't need to hear him speak the command to know what he wants in return for making you come. Say my name.
"Toji...fuck..." you breathe, your head tipping back against the mirror, legs trembling. "Don't stop...ah..."
Apparently, that's a satisfactory amount of begging, because he goes this growl that sends a jolt straight through you and the next moment, he hitches your thighs over his broad, muscular shoulders, easily able to take the weight of a grown woman on those alone and presses his face right into your crotch, one hand on your stomach to hold you in place, pinning you like a butterfly. Heat so strong you whine as his tongue plunges into you, huffing through his nose as Toji gets a proper taste of you, feeling your inner walls shuddering from his unexpected pleasure, your flavour coating his tongue. Your cries are music to his ears, especially because he knows you're trying and failing to hold back, not wanting the people down the hall to hear. Even if they don't know now, there will be no mistaking just what's happened here when he's through with you.
Your thighs shake as he keeps going, merciless in sex as he is in his work. The pulsing in your cunt is so strong it's like it's gearing up for an eruption, and it's good he's holding you up because you don't think you can stand, can't even move, not with your body awash in lust, orgasm bearing down on you like a sudden torrential downpour. Your cry of release is loud in your ears, almost a keening noise and you slump against the glass, shivering, your brittle displeasure melted away. Toji eases your thighs off his shoulders but he holds them steady as he pulls his head free and looks smugly up at you, tongue darting out to lick his lips, tracing the scar that scores the side of his mouth. "Still taste sweet, princess," he announces, voice low and heavy with approval, as if you've done it on purpose to please him.
Well, it's official, you are now cheating on your fiancé. You wonder if Toji's satisfaction is more about that than making you feel good and you scowl at him, despite your chest heaving.
"You fucking bastard." you announce with gravity, and the look he sends back at you sends the butterflies into a tornado of activity.
"Damn fucking right."
And then he stands up and either he pulls you into a bruising kiss or you pull him down into one - you've got your arms around his shoulders, anyway, and you're kissing him back so does it really matter who started it? Anger and lust and relief combine to make a surprisingly potent cocktail.
Not one to be outdone, he grabs you and hoists you up and you know it’s silly to be impressed, but you love how strong he is, so easily able to manhandle you and position you how he likes. And right now, he’s got you up against the wall, the mirror you were admiring yourself before only moments ago. You wrap your legs around his waist like you wanted to do the moment you saw him. Your crotch brushes his abdomen and you’re made very aware of just how wet your panties are, and Toji’s swearing under his breath, clumsily unbuckling his belt. You hear the jingle of the buckle loosening as he frees his already hard cock and excitement buzzes through your brain because nobody ever filled you up like Toji does.
“Look at you. So in love,” Toji mocks you, a nasty smirk plastered across his face and his teeth look sharp in the lighting. “Dripping wet and moaning my name. Does your loverboy know what a slut you’ve always been for my cock? Do you dream of me when he’s trying to get his limp dick hard, knowing you’ll have to fuck yourself later just to get off?”
He’s mean, but he’s not wrong and you hiss through your teeth, shooting him a look from beneath your eyelashes.
“Fuck you.” You whisper, and his grin widens.
“Think I’d rather fuck you, sweetheart.”
The blunt head of his cock nudges at your folds, and Toji watches your face as he sinks into your wet heat, inch by inch and you whine, wriggle your hips because you just want him to do it already, but he’s holding you up and easily keeps you still.
“So eager,” he mocks you softly, buried deep in you but refusing to budge, enjoying the blush of frustration that blooms across your cheeks. “You always were, weren’t you? My good girl.”
It’s when he brings up simpler times that breaks you. Maybe because that was when you knew what it was like to feel so crazy about someone, and you haven’t felt it for so long. You press your lips together and look up at him.
“I was. And then you left.” Something flickers in his expression and his grip on you tightens.
“I know.” he says, simply.
“Why?” you choke out, hating for how the hurt, the vulnerability, swells up in you and you’re sure it’s right there on your face, naked and pleading.
Toji slowly lowers his head until he’s speaking right into your ear.
“Because I’m not the kinda guy you should be falling for, sweetheart.” He replies. “I’d fucking ruin you.”
He’s said that to you before, but he sounds different when he says it this time, bitter and resigned and sad. You’ve never seen him like this before and wonder if it’s his version of an apology – that he actually cares that he hurt you.
“But…” he continues, and you feel a pressure and cry out as he pushes further into you until he’s completely buried into you, to the hilt and you let out a strangled gasp. “But I’m no good at controlling myself.”
He plunges his hips forward and you’re so slick from his mouth that it doesn’t hurt at all, it feels good, like it’s meant to be this way. You hiss and grip his shoulders, sinking your nails hard into the meaty flesh, because you know he likes a little pain with his pleasure. You want to leave a reminder of yourself on his skin.
“Fuck,” he hums, biting your neck to make you squeal. “Takin’ me so well…so fuckin’ pretty and filthy, aren’t you? My dirty little princess.”
And you can just see how this must look, Toji holding you against the rapidly fogging glass as he pounds into you, your dress rucked up around your hip and you heard something rip. Your legs are wrapped around Toji’s waist and you’re clinging to him like a drowning girl, panting out his name as the mirror rattles in its frame with every rough thrust, the tiara still lodged in your hair.
His cock fills you so much it hardly leaves room for you to think, the head hitting you so deep, each move brushing somewhere in you that it sends a pulsing throb through you. The squelching sound is muffled a little, but you can barely hear it, a ringing in your ears that’s growing louder and louder as he drives you mercilessly towards the edge. You know you’re gonna come, the pressure so intense it nearly hurts, and you can feel your inner walls fluttering, tingling skittering all over your body.
“Toji, Toji…” you practically babble, incoherently, your head in the crook of his neck where you’ve always felt safe, nearly weeping from pleasure. “I’m – fuck – I’m coming, just a bit more-!” “You don’t love him.” Toji growls as he hitches you a little higher, practically impaling you on his dick and you cry out at the new angle, the added pressure to your clit. “Say it.”
“I don’t love him!” you burst out – the truth, at least, wrought form you like a confession from the damned. You feel like a string has been cut, a slackening of something, as your voice reaches the ceiling. “I don’t!”
Your eyes clench shut as finally, finally, you let go of the lie and at the same time, the floodgates open and you come, shuddering, heat and light blurring together as it soars through your body, your limbs shuddering and a long, drawn out cry leaves you. And with the wash of dizziness, a soaring release, you hear Toji’s voice, just a little out of breath, a deep rumble that says only;
“I know.” It’s almost like he comes from satisfaction of being proved right, his last few thrusts getting sloppier, groaning your name and it’s only when he suddenly lets your thighs down and pulls out sharply, so abruptly you feel bereft, that you remember he didn’t put on a condom. You suppose the prospect of accidentally getting you pregnant thrills him even less than it does you.
You sink onto your ass, back still propped against the mirror as Toji grabs some nearby tissues to clean himself up – no doubt they were left on the little table for tearful brides and their relatives and friends, not dirty bitches like you who let their old fuck-buddy rail them into next week. In a wedding dress, no less. Still, you do appreciate the presence of the tissues.
Toji reappears in front of you, head cocked like he’s surveying you. Then he holds out a hand, flexing his fingers with a characteristic touch of impatience. You put yours in his and let him tug you to your feet.
“Damn you, Toji.” You mutter, as your dress falls back into place and you right one of the straps that slithered down your arm. “Why did you have to do this?”
Toji sighs, like you’re being purposefully difficult.
“Because I know you. And I know that whatever you’ve told everyone else, you weren’t fooling me, sweetheart. You didn’t really wanna be with that asshole. You never did.”
You blink.
How long has he known about the engagement? Did he rush to stop it as soon as he heard or did he stew on it for a while, knowing he’d already fucked up and had no right to interfere, until he saw it was really happening and couldn’t sit idle anymore?
Either way, there’s no uncrossing that particular bridge now. You know you have to call off the wedding. A sigh escapes you and your close your eyes.
Fuck.
“You’ve ruined everything.” You say, and you don’t know if you’re talking to Toji, or to yourself.
“I didn’t ruin your future, sweetheart.” Toji says. “I saved it.”
Despite yourself, you can’t help but laugh. His definition of ‘saving’ isn’t what other people would call straightforward and he’s more than a bit of a selfish bastard for doing it this way, but you’d be lying if you said it wasn’t true.
“Well, let’s go, princess,” Toji says, like you both had plans and he doesn’t want to be late for them. “Come on.”
“What?” you blink.
“Your little friend should be coming to about now,” Toji replies, with a shrug. “Since you’re not getting married anymore, seems like there’s no need to hang about here.”
The fact he expects you to leave with him makes your heart do this stupid little flutter. You know you’ll have a lot to explain to Sayu, to everyone, but right now you realise you’re free. Free from the lies, the fear and the feeling that you have to settle for someone to feel wanted. There’s no guarantee Toji will stick around, you’re not that naïve, but at least you know it’s not you that was the problem. It never was.
“Toji,” you say.
He turns, raising an eyebrow.
“What?”
You look pointedly down at your wedding dress, which is completely ruined now. It’s sweaty, ripped and you’re pretty sure there’s probably certain things soaking into the fabric by now. You’d be committing some kind of cardinal rule by trying to hand this back – you already feel bad enough for everything else you’ve done in here without adding ripping off the nice ladies to the list. It might have been ultimately for the best, but still. You put your hands on your hips and stare up at him.
“You’re paying for the dress.”
He laughs at that, the sound making you grin in response and he hooks two fingers into the sash of the gown, tugging you closer. His voice is a smooth purr.
“For you, princess, it’s worth it.”
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Hello!
Hi there!
Excuse me for posting two Bleach fics with absolutely no explanation or introduction. Basically this is my new side blog because I tend to post my stories to my main tumblr account and I figured it's probably kind of confusing to find them since I also use my main blog for just general posts, reblogs, etc.
So my solution (for now) is this: The Trinket Box! Where I'll be posting ONLY my writing or posts pertaining to that. I'll be reblogging my fics from my main account here over the next month or so, then I'll decide if having this side blog dedicated solely to writing is worth it. If it does go well, I'll also set up a masterlist for ease of use. (And some polls for future Reader Inserts, probably.)
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with wicked claws (Grimmjow x Reader)
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Hello! It was the King’s birthday yesterday so I wrote this for him. The “plot” is inspired by @sexintheseireitei’s Halloween costume headcanons, so go check them out if you haven’t already! <3 Also available on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49041976 Face - check. Ears - check. Tail - check.
You were so winning this costume party! Okay, fine, so being a black cat wasn't exactly a groundbreaking costume idea, but the point is, you looked good. It was a warm summer night, so you had on a little pair of shorts, black camisole top that fluttered around your midriff with every movement, a tail you'd actually sewn just above your tailbone of the shorts, a hairband with fluffy ears and you'd just spend an age in the bathroom doing your makeup - black and white themed but with some cute little whiskers drawn on. It had been a while since you'd gone to your friend's place and butterflies of anticipation were stirring in the pit of your stomach. You tugged your stockings a little higher up your thighs as you inspected yourself in the mirror, making sure everything was sitting right. But something was missing... "Got it!" you clicked your fingers and hurried over to your jewelry box, rifling through it before you found it. A black choker with a little silver star in the middle, which glinted beneath the lights of your bedroom. Once that was fastened on and you'd pulled on a pair of high-heeled pumps (still quite new - or more to say, you'd bought them ages ago, nearly broke your ankle on a night out and then confined them to the back of your wardrobe in shoe purgatory), you were ready! ...After taking a couple of pics for your social media accounts, obviously. You headed downstairs, shoving your phone in your back and grabbing your keys from the bowl by the door- "Where are you going." Shit. You froze.
"To a friend's. I did tell you." you called over your shoulder, aiming to sound breezy. "Anyway, see you later." "Stop right there, woman."
Reluctantly, you stopped, making a face at being called 'woman' - you'd told him off about that before. Grimmjow appeared in the doorway, all six feet plus of him. He was wearing some low-slung jeans and a black tank top, looking unfairly attractive - it was like when a supermodel wore an outfit that would look cheap on anybody else but their carelessness with it made the outfit seem expensive. His expression was in its resting state of bored irritation, though when he saw what you had on, his gaze immediately sharpened, piercing blue taking you in head to toe. Even his simple stare was enough for your body to respond to him, skin breaking out in goosebumps. "What the fuck is this?" Grimmjow asked, his tone far too silky for you to be comfortable. You swallowed. "It's...a costume party." you said. "You know, you dress up as-" He prowled towards you, there was no other word for it. You found yourself instinctively shifting back, adjusting your stance, even though Grimmjow was- well, calling him your "boyfriend" felt weird, but it was the closest word for the man who lived with you and spend most of his time irritating the ever-loving shit out of you. But when he got like this, you were occasionally given cause to remember that whether the war with the Shinigami was over or not, Grimmjow was still an arrancar - an Espada - and forgetting that was most unwise indeed. His hand gripped your jaw to stop your sentence in its tracks, and though he'd measured his hold not to be outright painful, he did take some smug amusement in you wobbling in your heels to remain upright against his grip on you. "You really think you're going anywhere dressed like that?" he asked, giving your face a little squeeze. "Hn?" Indignation dug into you like a booted spur in a horse's side and you frowned up at him. "I'll go where I want and dress how I want, you-" Grimmjow went wherever he pleased, whenever he pleased - sometimes just to find some punk stupid enough to fight him (he always did, despite his intimidating aura and looks), or occasionally he'd go to Hueco Mundo. He never did say what it was he was doing there, but whenever he came home, he'd track you down wherever you were, grab you and immediately start kissing and biting you, like a cat trying to get its scent all over you. His other hand went to your camisole, skimming over your breasts and he pinched the flimsy fabric between thumb and forefinger and lifted it, exposing your skin to his hungry gaze. Even though you were wearing shorts beneath it, you still squealed at the tickling of cool air on the sensitive skin of your belly. Grimmjow's eyes travelled down, over your exposed stomach, down your thighs snugly wrapped in their stockings, the way the heels you were wearing added a curve to your legs. He licked his lips. "You're not going anywhere, kitten. Not until I'm finished." You didn't get a chance to ask further questions - not that you needed to, when he used that tone. Instead Grimmjow wasted no time in grabbing your form and hoisting you up, body crowding yours against the door, effortlessly able to lift you, his hand roughly squeezing your ass. Even after spending the past couple of months with him, his sheer physical strength never failed to give you that swooping feeling in your stomach - it was like being right at the top of a rollarcoaster before the drop. Grimmjow wasn't one for wasting time and his mouth sealed over yours, immediately smearing your lipgloss, licking it right off your mouth with a growl of approval, before be bullied his way into your mouth with hot, demanding kisses that nearly stole the breath from you. And despite your annoyance at him casually telling you what to do, it was impossible to act like his touch had no effect on you - fuck, it was probably the only reason you let him get away with as much bullshit as he did. "Grimmjow- mmm..." Your hands clumsily latched around his broad shoulders, combing through his hair - you were the only person who got permission to touch it and you abused it thoroughly, tugging the aqua blue locks in a way that made him growl. His bone fragment scraped against your jaw as he sucked on your neck, and you knew you'd be marked up like a leopard before you ever got a foot out of the door. Since Grimmjow had you pinned up against the door, the latch digging into your hip, you hooked your legs around his hips for extra purchase - you wouldn't put it past him not to drop you on your ass just to be a dick. Speaking of dick, you could feel something pressing against your stomach and a shiver of anticipation traced its way down your spine. Knowing Grimmjow as you did, he wouldn't be satisfied with just a little action before you blithely went off to enjoy yourself elsewhere. Once he got riled up, very little could put him off. ...Which is why you're no less than astonished when he abruptly set you down, licking his lips as he leered at you. You stood there blinking up at him. "Huh?" you blurted, intelligently. But your confusion shrivelled away when Grimmjow reached out and hooked a finger in the collar around your neck and gave a firm tug, jerking you towards him so you stumbled. And you'd be a fucking liar if that simple action didn't make you wet - you could feel heat pooling in your underwear, and judging by the grin that spread across Grimmjow's face, he knew - he had a nose like a bloodhound on him. "Since you took the time to put this on for me, kitten, how about I remind you who you belong to?" he said, dragging you closer. You gulped. ~ "Grimmjow...Grimmjow, fuck-!" Too impatient to even bother with going upstairs, Grimmjow, upon capturing his prey, had carried you into the kitchen and put you over the counter like he intended to start trussing you up for dinner, but that wasn't the kind of satiation on his mind. Here you were, bent over the counter, shorts and panties in a tangled heap somewhere on the floor, and Grimmjow shamelessly rutting into your like the savage beast he was. Not to say that you weren't a willing participant in this whole affair - your kicking legs and lust-filled moans filled the air, sounding downright pornographic, but you couldn't bring yourself to care at this present moment. His hand snaked beneath you to work against your clit, which combined the length of his cock plunging deep inside you, was enough to make you squeal, hands gripping the counter like your life depended on it. He was able to hold you still one-handed so easily, and you had no doubts there would be finger-shaped marks where they dug into your hips. Behind you, Grimmjow snarled as he fucked you, relentless and rough as usual. You couldn't help but notice he'd left your kitty ears, collar and stockings on for this.  Pervert. "Ah, nn, Grimmjow-" you mumbled, finding stringing sentences together quite difficult under the circumstances. "Sl-slow down, my costume..." "Oh yeah? Worried you won't get to show off in that anymore?" he growled at you, giving your ass a slap that made you clench up around him, a yelp leaving your mouth. "Nn...you're mine, understand? All fuckin' mine." You'd worn somewhat revealing outfits with and without Grimmjow before, but apparently this one had simply sent him over the edge. The possessiveness in his voice sent a delicious shiver down your back - oh, you knew you shouldn't encourage it, but there was something intoxicating about someone like Grimmjow wanting so much of you, all to himself. You were never bored with him around, that was for sure. And never so fucking satisfied - sometimes getting him riled up like this was well worth a day of being covered in bitemarks, scratches and being unable to walk properly. "Yes...ah, yes, I'm yours!" you groaned, back arching - you were getting close now, so close that little pinpricks of light were bursting in your vision, even when you closed your eyes. "Oh, Grimmjow, don't stop-!" He had no intention of stopping - he never did until he made you come, his pride would allow for nothing less. He snarled in approval at your words and rocked his hips forward in a deep thrust that hit that sweetspot inside you and sent you reeling - you were glad you weren't being relied on to stand up yourself, because your legs were like rubber. You lay limply over the counter as Grimmjow followed after you, growling as he came, his nails biting into your flesh as he squeezed your hips. The room fell silent, the only noise being the distant ticking of a clock and your ragged breathing. You weren't left to languish long, though - Grimmjow recovered far faster than you did, and a moment after tucking himself back into his jeans, he'd hoisted you up into his arms, giving your cheek a little nip, a sign of affection you'd grown to like over time. "I guess I'm not going to the party anymore," you muttered ruefully when you glanced at the clock and made a face at the time. No doubt your makeup was completely sweaty and ruined now, and you knew you wouldn't manage the walk there, even if your friend's place was only a few streets away. "Asshole." Grimmjow barked a laugh, unphased, and hitched you further up into his arms as he strode out of the kitchen. "Don't worry, babe. I'll still make sure you're up all night."
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Drunk again off another crush (Kensei x Reader)
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I wrote this for Kensei’s birthday and because he looks so hot in the new anime episodes. My man needs more fics about him! Also available on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49015216 "Congratulations!" "Yeah, who'd've thought an idiot like you would figure out bankai?" "Three cheers for lieutenant Hisagi!" The boisterous cheering filled the bar, a crowd of shinigami clustered together like a flock of crows in their black uniforms. They clinked their glasses together for the umpteenth time that night, Hisagi grinning like a schoolboy. "Thanks, guys!" he said, his cheeks somewhat redder than usual and his hair all mussed up from Ikkaku and Renji constantly ruffling it, like you would to a puppy. From your little corner of the bar, you watched all this going on, trying to look happy about it even as your mood sank lower and lower as the noise and celebrating grew louder. It seemed churlish to feel left out. This was Hisagi's moment, not yours, a celebration of a milestone that not many shinigami ever achieve. You were happy for him; you knew how hard he'd been working to master it and improve his relationship with Kazeshini. When you'd first heard that he'd finally done it, there had been no doubt in your mind that he'd always had what it took. But although you'd helped to arrange this little celebration, even hanging up some of the decorations with some people from Ninth (you weren't even part of Hisagi's division), and though he'd thanked you when you congratulated him and even given you a quick hug that made you feel all tingly, that was about all that had been said. His friends had arrived, first Kira, Renji and Kira and then later Ikkaku, Yumichika, Iba and Rangiku and he'd been swept up in a little bubble comprised of lieutenants (or near enough, in Ikkaku and Yumichika's cases) and suddenly it was like you didn't exist anymore. Like you said, it seemed childish to complain that Hisagi wasn't paying attention to you. You understood he'd obviously mostly want to spend time with his closest friends, the ones who had fought alongside him the longest and seen him in action the most. Seeing their happiness at his success truly was an amazing thing.
But...was it unreasonable you felt left out? Envious? Wishing you could even come close to having companions that cared so much about you? You didn't think it was, so you'd turned to the nearest available source of comfort - alcohol. You were several drinks in now and even though you'd tried to look like you were enjoying yourself, you could feel yourself growing more and more distressed and isolated, sitting nursing a drink you'd stopped actually drinking a while ago, which had turned unpleasantly watery now that the ice cubes had melted, and you weren't drunk enough for that not to matter to you. You pushed it aside in faint disgust, but now you didn't even have the excuse of not wanting to spill your drink - now you were just sitting here feeling abandoned and stupid. As Kira poured Hisagi another drink, you caught something flicker in your peripheral vision and turned your head to see a captain's robe, a stark contrast to all the black uniforms. Shit, when had Muguruma gotten here? Or wait, he'd been here before, hadn't he? That's right - Mashiro had gotten her hands on a whole bottle of vodka and mistaken it for something much milder. She'd chugged damn near the whole bottle and passed out, and Kensei had been forced to take her to Fourth Division before she did anything else stupid - apparently she had a nasty habit of abruptly thrashing awake and kicking, and Kensei was one of the only people strong enough to keep her steady and not be winded by her famous legs, so he'd vanished for a good chunk of the evening. You couldn't help but wonder if he'd purposefully taken longer than he needed to, so he didn't have to listen to the racket of his subordinate and other lieutenants getting wasted - Kensei was the only person who looked like he wanted to be here less than you did, and the thought was oddly cheering. Misery loves company, and all that. A vague ghost of a smile flickered at your lips, but it died again like a blinking lightbulb. You admittedly didn't know Kensei all that well, except that Hisagi had been fanboying constantly since the official announcement that the three former captains had agreed to return to their old posts. Time had passed since then, but Hisagi still seemed rather starstruck by Kensei, which was just as well - you'd heard he was a hardass, and if you were being totally honest, he kind of scared you a bit. He was no Zaraki or Kurostsuchi, but something about his size, intimidating aura and I-don't-give-a-fuck attitude was simultaneously scary and a little alluring. You could feel where he was from anywhere in Ninth - his reaitsu was powerful and tinged with an unusual aura, probably thanks to the Hollow that lived inside him. You wondered if Kensei was like that all the time or if he relaxed a little more in his downtime. You were certain you'd never seen him smile. As if he could sense your gaze on him, Kensei suddenly looked in your direction, a scowl on his face. You quickly ducked your head to avoid his gaze, cheeks burning.
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It was time to go home, you decided. There was no point sitting here moping because senpai wouldn't notice you anymore. You knew how your moods were only amplified when you drank, and you couldn't see the night improving from here. You were stuck in a tar pit of self-loathing of your own making, and besides which, though you were friendly with one or two of the lieutenants, approaching all of them was kind of intimidating. They understood each other in a way other seated members didn't, working so closely with their captains and yet not quite being on their level. It was a weird limbo to be in, for sure. Slowly you got up from the table, and immediately nearly fell to your knees as you stood up. Fuck. The booze always hit harder this way, and it took a lot of concentration for you to skirt around the crowd of people towards the exit, weaving back and forth as you walked. Before you reached that glorious, blinding white rectangle of an exit, a hand suddenly grasped your elbow. "Where are you going?" a voice demanded. You turned around and your stomach did some kind of somersault as you found yourself staring dizzily up at Kensei himself. He was scowling down at you, as per usual, but he didn't seem particularly angry per se - he had a very severe resting bitch face, so it seemed. "Sorry?" you said, which was at least slightly better than "Whu?" which was what you'd been about to say. When you realised, he thought you'd gotten confused on your way to the bar/bathroom, you gave a little shake of your head. "Oh, I'm just - I thought I should go home." Behind Kensei came another raucous round of cheering and a facial muscle of Kensei's twitched. Clearly the celebrations were grating on his nerves as well - however fond of Hisagi he was, he was not the partying sort of guy. You didn't know Kensei that well, but you knew enough about him to know that every sound of glasses or bottles clinking and sloshing beer on the ground was no doubt grating terribly. "You're in no fit state to walk home by yourself." Kensei pronounced, but before you could get indignant over this, he sighed. "I'll walk you back to your quarters." What?! "Oh, um, that's kind of you, sir, but it's really not-" you demurred - the thought of walking home with Kensei Muguruma at your side was an alarming one. "It's not up for negotiation." Kensei overrode you bluntly, so much so that you found yourself unable to muster a second stab at refusing. His hand went to your shoulder, and he began steering you towards the door. "Come on. From here on, it's their problem if one of them passes out in a puddle of vomit." You paused and made a face at the idea. "Yessir." ~ You were right - walking with Kensei Muguruma was an intense experience. Granted, it wasn't like he was shouting at you for drinking or asking you tricky questions. Instead, he was surprisingly quiet, keeping an eye on your ungraceful gait out of the corner of his eye, but otherwise he seemed content to walk through the winding streets of the Seireitei - you'd told him where you lived, and it wasn't so far away that either of you felt the need to whip out Shunpo. Anyway, as Kensei had pointed out, the fresh air would help sober you up some. Despite that, though, the silence had a tinge of awkwardness to it. Kensei was doing you a favour, but you got the sense he was regretting having offered. Your mind was in a whirl of confusion and alcohol, and you wanted to find something to say to make the journey feel a little less of a daunting voyage. Kensei's reiatsu washed over you like a heavy wind that hints at a thunderstorm - occasionally your arm would brush his haori and the hairs stood up on your skin when it broke out in goosebumps. Kensei didn't seem to notice. "Why were you sitting by yourself?" he suddenly asked - not looking at you but keeping his eyes straight ahead. You're taken aback by the question and your answer is vague. "Oh, well...I'd said my congrats to Hisagi, so I didn't want to get in the way while he was with his friends. His other friends." you said, lamely. "It felt rude to just leave in the middle of his celebration." "Tch. His friends are spoiling him. Most people don't get a fucking parade thrown for them for achieving a bankai." Kensei muttered, and you shot a surprised glance at him. But though his words were dismissive, his facial expression wasn't disgusted or scornful. Perhaps grumbling was Kensei's idea of speaking fondly of someone. "Why did you come, then?" you asked, seized with a sudden boldness - perhaps Kensei's candidness was infectious. "You don't seem like a... party type of guy, sir." "I'm not," Kensei said, waving a hand impatiently. "But I don't begrudge the kid. I worked him hard, and he gave me the results I was hoping for. That deserves recognition." Huh. You gave a hum of agreement and turned your attention back to the path in front of you. It seemed Kensei was right - you did feel a little more sober. Walking no longer felt like a tricky task that required all conversation, though you didn't regret your decision to leave. You doubted anybody had noticed you were gone. "So that was the only reason?" Kensei pressed, startling you. "You were just too scared to talk to him around his lieutenant friends? Or were you hoping something was gonna happen?" You nearly choked on your own saliva at the blunt phrasing. Kensei really didn't pay much attention to social niceties, did he? You chewed on the inside of your cheek. You'd never examined your feelings regarding Hisagi Shuuhei in detail - you knew he liked Rangiku. Kensei knew he liked Rangiku. Everyone and their mums probably knew it. So having feelings for Hisagi had never really crossed your mind, because they were doomed before they'd even had a chance to take root. But explaining all this to Kensei made you uncomfortable, so instead you simply said: "We're just friends." "Really." Kensei drawled, and was it your imagination, or was he messing with you? It was hard to tell with his deadpan manner of speaking. "Yes, really." you said, a little huffily. "And if you don't mind, I'd rather not discuss it further." "Tch." You both fell silent again, and you could feel heat creeping up your cheeks. It occurred to you that perhaps Kensei had had some alcohol to loosen his tongue a bit himself, it was just nowhere near as obvious with him since he was so big and beefy - it would probably take enough alcohol to knock over a horse before he started to show ill effects. Though you didn't know who in their right mind would give alcohol to a horse. You knew where you were now, and you glanced at Kensei. "I can take it from here if you have somewhere to be." you said, then added belatedly. "Sir." "I don't." Kensei replied, and you snorted. "Why do you care about where I'm going or what I'm doing, anyway?" you suddenly asked him, feeling like you were teetering on the edge of something. "Thought you didn't want to talk about that anymore," Kensei said. "I'm not, I'm talking about you." you replied, bouncing onto the balls of your feet like that might help you reach Kensei better. He scoffed and glanced away, and you took a moment to admit his side profile, that firm jaw and the shape of his nose. The impressive fluff of his mohawk and were those piercings you spied in his ear? Hot. "Just noticed you around, is all." Kensei said, his throat bobbing when he covertly swallowed. "When you come by Ninth." Oh? "Oh?" you asked faintly. Kensei had noticed you? But why? There was nothing special about you and he was a captain, and a Vizard, to boot. Everyone was curious about them, even if the topic of the reason the reinstated Captains had been forced to leave was often skirted around. Was it possible you were hallucinating this and were still at that table, passed out drunk? Now Kensei turned to face you and you weren't able to pull your eyes away from him in time - specifically his bared chest, his firm abdominal muscles and that famous 69 tattoo emblazoned across his skin, the ink still bold and clear even after over a century. He caught you looking, but he didn't seem to mind it. "Yeah," he said, and his eyes slid to your lips, where a faint shimmer of lipstick still sat from when you'd gotten ready hours earlier. It was like it was choreographed. A beat of silence ticked between you, an internal debate that lasted both a moment and a lifetime. Then, before you had time to doubt, to convince yourself it was all in your head, Kensei moved, surprisingly quick for a man his size. You had no time to process before a large, gloved hand curved around the back of your neck and you were being pulled in for a hot, demanding kiss that left you breathless. You could faintly taste rum on his lips, and your back met the wall, Kensei's body shielding you from prying eyes. Your hands moved immediately to comb through his mohawk as he kissed you, and Kensei growled in response, his teeth pinching your bottom lip, enough to make you squeak. His hands roved up and down your body, one of them settling on your waist where you'd donned a brand-new sash for the occasion, his touch hot and firm and making you shiver deliciously. His reiatsu covered you, but this time you relished the staticky feeling of it, the tingling zipping across your skin. Fuck. you thought. No words were exchanged during all this. You'd both passed the need for them - your bodies did the talking plenty. When Kensei finally released you, straightening up to his full height again, you were amused to notice he had a smear of sparkly lipgloss collected on his bottom lip. You felt out of breath. "That was..." you said and broke off with a huff of breathless laughter. "Yeah," Kensei agreed, running a hand through his mohawk in a surprisingly self-conscious gesture that, at present, seemed like the most endearing thing ever. His eyes went back to your lips, but he didn't move to kiss you again. You understood - when you pushed yourself off the wall, the world wobbled a bit before righting itself. Sobering walk or no, you were still on the drunken side. You smiled awkwardly at Kensei, though pleasure squirmed in your stomach when he offered you a very slight one back. He reached out and his thumb brushed just underneath your bottom lip, wiping away some smudged gloss. You stood stock still while he did this, mesmerised by this simple movement. "Should I...?" you said, but you weren't sure how to finish that sentence. Kensei's smile turned into a smirk. "You're going to go home and sober up." he told you. "I think you've had enough excitement for one day." You licked your lips. "And after that?" you dared to ask. Kensei's smirk widened a bit, and his hand rumpled your hair. The next thing he said made your stomach clench and heat rush to your face. "And then you'll come by Ninth and we'll see if we can't find another reason to start celebrating."
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