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To Her, for Her, about Her...

           Im in love... Madly in love with Her, i can’t get her out of my mind and I feel good with it... To be honest, won’t let her leave my mind and what’s more important, my heart.            Every hour of the day recollection of Her will appear in my head. In all those moments... When im sad, angry, busy at work or eating some food during a break, Thinking about Her makes me happy.

             Im kinda dreamer-type of a guy that likes get carried away by fantasy... I know it is stupid but sometimes... I imagine Us as a great family and i wonder If She will still love me like now, like i love Her.

                                       What do You think?

                      I guess i’ll get the answer sooner or later...

            I've known you for a long time -  You hate to know that people are sad or suffering ...but... We are similar to each other and guess what? I also hate to see people in pain... especially if those people are in my heart and they mean something to me.              Lets take look... YOU SUFFER FROM HEALTH PROBLEMS... AND THIS HURTS ME MENTALLY MORE THAN IT HURTS YOU PHYSICALLY.               Don’t think im angry Honey... Im not, I couldn’t be angry at You... im just sad and worried about Your health.... Your internal organs, limbs.... they need effective treatment that You keep on rejecting...                            I REALLY WANT YOU TO RECOVER !                            I DON’T WANT TO LOOSE YOU !                  when it comes to Your health - money and time does not play a role, i will make the grade and do all i can to help I was saving money for my future and needs so You said that i shouldn’t spent it like that                                                      

... but...    

 YOU ARE MY FUTURE, THE ONLY THING NEED TO LIVE HAPPILY !

Even through all this suffering and pain of Yours and mine, will You allow me to help, heal those diseases and make You live full of life happily together?

                    I guess i’ll get the answer sooner or later...

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This is about Us, my Love...

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I feel better now Different than i ever feelt with You I told You everything about me and You still accept me as i am. You know me better than my own Mother My trust to You crossed all the possible borders and im not afraid of that I know You will never hurt me, And i hope i will never hurt You anymore.

You are my only one, i could never find a batter person in my life.

A pure perfection and beauty seen by my eyes Thats You Sugar Lips.

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Do You remember the past ? The good things and the bad things about us ? All the people regret those bad things they did in the past and they are happy to mention all the good things. You do too... Let's live with those good memories in our minds... and let the bad ones become a lessons to create a better future

Please don't blame Yourself anymore for bad things that happend between Us

Im not mad about it...

I never was...

I couldn't even if i tried...

And never could be mad at You...

Anything bad You said to me... anything bad You did to me... I forgive You... You have cured those wounds with Your Love Im glad You are with me again...

            P L E A S E

                          D O N ' T

                                         L E A V E   

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You make me bloom like a flower, help me to discover my inner, better self Your actions and words make me regain self-confidence and improve my long lost self-esteem. When im with You, all the problems, worries, sorrows, emptiness and pain disappear You are the only one that believes in me and gives me motivation. Everytime You hug me, my heart beats faster and fills my body with lovely heat.

Your Kindness, Sincerity, Beauty, Cuteness, Care, Voice, Smile and Love... Everything about You makes me feel the happiest man in the world because I have met my perfect half for the rest of my life which accepted me as I am.

You are mine Happines You are mine Sunshine You are mine Blessing You are mine Cure You are mine Desire You are mine Love You are Mine. . and i wanna be Yours forever.

I Love You Sugar Lips, with all my heart.

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I wish i could be perfect kind of guy for You... Good looking, fit man with abs, lots of free time and stuff...  do something to have more time of my life to spend with You. I have a job and annoying family that steal all my fkin time and energy... AAANNDD because of that i can’t work out to get into Your visual needs or desires.... Someone please help me... Im ruining my body to become a better version of me....

Meanwhile You are my ideal, i love every single thing about You and i can’t even imagine someone more perfect.

And the worst of all things there, is lack of time that does not allow me to be with You... Im so sorry Sugar Lips... Please forgive me...

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“When I met you, I never really ever thought that you would mean so much to me right now.”

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Looks scary but im shure it feels great ... My other self knows that feeling - the certainty that someone cares about us and  treats us with respect, sensitivity and love 

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These describe me well... too well...

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They say that numbers have their value and meaning...

Number  1  - Considered the most perfect number. Number 17 - In the Bible: victory. Number 13 - Known as unlucky number. Number 666 -  The number of Satan. Number 777 - Perfect number in Bible.| Number 12 -Treated as a number of happiness...

It's strange what people base their values ​​and beliefs on isn’t it ?

All i know that number 13 is my lucky number, not unlucky as people say... . . . and number 12 ? Yes, it really is the number of happiness

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i hate people  i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people i hate people.............................................................................. good thing that... there are exceptions that i love... and they keep me whole and they help to think rationally...   feelings that They arouse allow me to escape from a breakdown... Thank You...

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Own four walls. The dream of childhood... You can be there who you want and when you want. You love loneliness but sometimes it bothers you. You are sitting alone surrounded by your thoughts

...but...

SOMEONE is with you but not near you... you did not see it coming that person appeared ... out of nowhere ... suddenly ... You can feel it. You are not afraid, you like it’s presence, it's good that it happend that it appeared You'll never be alone again.

Will you miss loneliness? - NO!

You can be together with this person but separately. You do not have to miss anymore, you have what you allways wanted...

Don’t let go, don’t destroy it ... Let this person stay with you...