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I've been trying so hard to survive.

Sometimes I think that I want die... I feel so fucking guilty but I'm so lucky to live my life. So Im keeping all the pain to myself. Im losing faith, but nobody can tell. I dont follow a god.. but mom, I don't want you to worry, cause that would just hurt me even more. So Ill pretend I'm fine

If you only knew, What my mind is telling me I should do. That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight, I'm too sad to cry. If you only knew All the shit my brain is putting me through. You'd come running over straight to my room here tonight I'm sorry.. If you only knew, I dont know if things would be better.

I wish I was somebody else and I'm constantly overwhelmed Now I'm falling again, getting drunk in my room again. It's a silent cry for help.

I wanna get better, I want you to know. That I can't do this on my own..i f you only knew what my mind is telliing me what I should do..

Somebody help.. Take me outta this hell. I'm not myself

I wanna tell you what my mind is telling me but im too scared to.

With all the war and suffering i feel guilt for existing. Why do my problems have value in comparison to them. I cant validate my suffering.

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FORGET ABOUT PAIN

"It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace."

Chuck Palahniuk.

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absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war

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You need money to become something, at this point...

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me and ?

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Have Mercy - Let's Talk About Your Hair

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come get snuggled idiot