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I'm drowning in a sea

Of my own mediocrity

Because your spirit

Is what makes me

Motivated

On an energy wave

I had not know existed

Before you turned that corner.

I guess im trying to say:

I miss you.

In the most painful way.

My heart misses you

My soul misses you

My hands

miss you

My mind and my form

Miss the electricity

Your presence feeds my

Nervous system

My spirituality.

At times it feels

Most criminal

To be apart.

And in that

My coldness to myself

Must be the product

Of such astral aching.

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He reveals all the parts of my soul I didn't know I had

And helps me love them

Despite how dirty they may be.

If this isn't love

Then what is

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The A-10 Thunderbolt II

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Sent it

In the depths of darkness

I did it. Finally I acquiesed. My choice, My heart As a message in a bottle. Sent it across the vespers of space The waves of the ether. Twisting through worm holes And merging through dimensions Until I reached myself At that 3 second pause At the fork in the road. Somewhere I know I chose him.

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"If you look at the people in your circle and you don't get inspired, you don't have a circle.

You have a cage."

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oh my sweet suffering

Oh my Sweet suffering Oh ma douce souffrance

Why persist? Pourquoi s'acharner?

You're starting again Tu recommences

I'm just an unimportant being Je ne suis qu'un être sans importance

Without him, I'm a little paranoid Sans lui, je suis un peu paro

I walk alone on the subway Je déambule seule dans le métro

One last dance Une dernière danse

To forget my immense pain Pour oublier ma peine immense

I want to run away, everything to begin again Je veux m'enfuir que tout recommence

Oh my Sweet suffering Oh ma douce souffrance

I move the sky, day, night Je remue le ciel, le jour, la nuit

I dance with the wind, the rain Je danse avec le vent, la pluie

A little love, a bit of honey Un peu d'amour, un brin de miel

And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance Et je danse, danse, danse, danse, danse, danse, danse

And in the noise I run and I'm afraid Et dans le bruit, je cours et j'ai peur

Is it my turn? Est-ce mon tour?

Comes the pain Vient la douleur

Throughout Paris, I abandon myself Dans tout Paris, je m'abandonne

And I fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly Et je m'envole, vole, vole, vole, vole, vole, vole

What hope Que d'espérance

On this path in your absence Sur ce chemin en ton absence

I'm hard at work J'ai beau trimer

Without you my life is just a shining decor, empty of meaning Sans toi ma vie n'est qu'un décor qui brille, vide de sens

I move the sky, day, night Je remue le ciel, le jour, la nuit

I dance with the wind, the rain Je danse avec le vent, la pluie

A little love, a bit of honey Un peu d'amour, un brin de miel

And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance Et je danse, danse, danse, danse, danse, danse, danse

And in the noise I run and I'm afraid Et dans le bruit, je cours et j'ai peur

Is it my turn? Est-ce mon tour?

Comes the pain Vient la douleur

Throughout Paris, I abandon myself Dans tout Paris, je m'abandonne

And I fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly fly Et je m'envole, vole, vole, vole, vole, vole vole

In this sweet suffering Dans cette douce souffrance

Whose offenses I paid for Dont j'ai payé toutes les offenses

Listen to how huge my heart is Écoute comme mon cœur est immense

I am a child of the world Je suis une enfant du monde

I move the sky, day, night Je remue le ciel, le jour, la nuit

I dance with the wind, the rain Je danse avec le vent, la pluie

A little love, a bit of honey Un peu d'amour, un brin de miel

And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance Et je danse, danse, danse, danse, danse, danse, danse

And in the noise I run and I'm afraid Et dans le bruit, je cours et j'ai peur

Is it my turn? Est-ce mon tour?

Comes the pain Vient la douleur

Throughout Paris, I abandon myself Dans tout Paris, je m'abandonne

And I fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly fly Et je m'envole, vole, vole, vole, vole, vole vole

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Ever just look inside your mind

See the path behind

The mud at your feet

And think

"Fuck.

We took the wrong path."

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eye contact

A dormant sun lives in me

And erupts to life

Blinding light that fills me

Radiates from my face

At even the thought

His face eclipsed my view

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I can't do it anymore

Any of it

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Sometimes the loss

Is just overwhelming

Catches me off gaurd.

A knife to the heart

In the shower

Tears marrying water drops

Forever hiding my grief. My love.

The steam echoing summer days

In the sun

Opportunities denied

RIP.

To my gut

Exposing

My yellow belly