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I would say that’s a pretty good summary of july and august lol

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i’m going to her apartment and going to meet her cat next week and then we’re getting dinner

and she just told me she really enjoys talking with me and appreciates me giving her time😭😭

a girl said she wants to get to know me but in a gay way

what even is life

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quotes from pinterest

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everything is making me cryyyyy

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WE’RE GETTING BOBA AND HANGING OUT

and omg she has her shit in life figured out😭 I love that so much

a girl said she wants to get to know me but in a gay way

what even is life

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no but like actually how does one date when it’s with someone you actually live in the same time zone as and can actually meet up with regularly??? idk how to do that help😭

a girl said she wants to get to know me but in a gay way

what even is life

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literally i’m just waiting for her to not be busy and for us to be in a conversation again so I can ask her to get coffee aaaaahh

a girl said she wants to get to know me but in a gay way

what even is life

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a girl said she wants to get to know me but in a gay way

what even is life

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marie antoinette chappell roan is so fucking iconic

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what I need by hayley kiyoko is a cousin to casual by chappell roan

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just got my hopes crushed by

a stranger I just met

thought I was better than this why

did I cry from just one thing said

pinned all my hopes on

a premature connection

told myself i’d be chill and calm

but i’m just a sucker attention

will it always be this way

tears over an unknown face

I always have a new resolution

to plan a future with only me in mind

but I fall down the hole of a new solution

a solution i’ve yet to find

told myself i’d never do far off love again

but this person’s cute 5000 miles away

but logic and miscommunication can start out quite zen

why does it always turn out this way

but I have a new resolution

to plan a future with only me in mind

but I fall down the hole of a new solution

a solution i’ve yet to find

the mood it changes

like a storm joy fades

but comes back with a vengeance

and determines fates

thought i’d weathered the storm

but it slowly returns

why can’t it transform

to a cloud that simply learns

so maybe I have a new resolution

of a future with only me in mind

maybe I fall down the hole of a new solution

a solution i hope I find

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✨healing✨

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when you can slowly feel yourself drifting further and further away from a person and you absolutely hate it but also know it kinda needs to happen and it’s what’s healthiest for you both but it’s still just so so sad because they used to be the person you were the closest with and you know that needs to change but it still just sucks

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for an aro person, I fantasize a lot about intimacy. but not in a romantic context like smoochy ooky pooky boo-boo...hell no.

intimacy as in being completely emotionally open to/with someone, being so comfortable with them that you just feel safe and warm. I want to have that type of closeness with someone without having to feel guilty that I won't be able to give them romantic love.

it can be something so very deep within my core, but it's just...not romantic. is that so bad?