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XXX – A @proudmaryfashion X @readytostare collaboration
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Styling: @fatfashion and @readytostare
Hair: Eileen Noda - Las Vegas Makeup: Tifani Blakely @conciergemakeup
Models: Lexy Villalbra - @lexlunacy Meg Kimberling - @megmodels
Photography: Stevie Anderson www.histevieanderson.com
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besties who drag together slag together
#i did boydrag for the first time#ive wanted to do it for SO LONG#but i think i was scared#cos my feelings bout gender are uhhhhhh#complicated i guess#maybe i should think about exactly why the idea of being trans terrifies me so much#cos it would suck!!!#i dont want to have dealt with body issues for 20 years only to find out it's just this irreversible thing#like i was born to hate my body#i know that's not what trans is#i think i might just have the ol' body dysmorphia#combined with my current angry feminist early 20s activist feels#is it trans of me to think anyone who thinks of themselves as overly gendered is unnatural??#i think everyone has a little body dysmorphia#societies idea of men and women is based in how many products they want to sell you#the only true gender is capitalism#anyway#drag#drag king#bisexual#me#mine
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5/10/19
didn’t jog yesterday but it was cold and raining so i don’t feel too bad. did a bunch of weights. also we are out of food in the house so i really didn’t have the energy ahaha.
today i did good though.
jogged 1.6kms. benchpress (40kgs) 10x10.
i think i’m going to start jogging in the morning. did it today and it feels super natural. i don’t know why all my energy gets sapped as soon as the clock says 1pm. for some reason my brain goes oh shit!!! better get that 7hr head start on bedtime!! better get sleepy you piece of shit!! i have to stop calling myself a piece of shit.
i have to write a ten page script in three days. i have nothing. kill me. (with kindness and positivity because we bout that life now).
#log#tomorrow makes a full week of my new routine!!!#super happy#super proud#my body is slowly changing#just knowing that it's changing is making me feel so much calmer and confident with myself#mine
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4/10/19
didnt jog. bench press (40kgs) 7x10.
shit rainy day. I've had a headache since noon. slept super late. just a really unproductive day. but I'm feeling okay. did drag for the first time aha. felt nice.
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3/10/19
walked 4kms. jogged 1.8kms. benchpress (40kgs) 10x10.
why is my period so out of whack
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2/10/19
ate breakfast.
jogged 1.6kms. benchpress 40kgs 10x10.
metabolism is working gurrrrl
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1/10/19
ate breakfast.
jogged 1.6k. lifted 40kg 10x10.
slightly easier! still really motivated which is the most important thing. not brave enough to weigh myself yet akhfdaksfhdask. will wait until the 13th when i’ve worked out consistently for two weeks to check. then i’ll probably start taking progress pics.
i’m going to really really try and keep this up daily for two weeks. i know it’ll be a big push. but two weeks is enough to start feeling the benefits and from there hopefully i can make it a whole month. isn’t the bullshit saying that you do something for 30 days and it becomes a habit? less see.
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tired of being insecure and sad so for the next three months im going to try and jog and lift everyday. also eat breakfast. so. logging.
30/09/19
ate breakfast.
jogged 1.6k. benchpress (40kgs) 5x10.
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the fact that people can see me makes me kinda uncomfortable not gonna lie
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started starving again. hoping to lose 15kgs over the next four months. idk.
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i love sleeping and being mentally unavailable
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