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[throughmyiris]

Does it even matter. Has it ever mattered? How come I always find myself asking those questions when it comes to you? I’ve know you for almost 4 years and that uncertainty never goes away. You’d think that would be enough for me to stay away? But nope here I am!

Ive reached the point of having to not be there for you anymore. I make myself to available for you. I do so in hopes that you’ll make me yours all to find I’m just another pawn in your game. As if 4 years of all that time spent together means nothing? You are my best friend. A soulmate. I know that when we look into each other’s eyes you feel that energy I feel.

Or is my unconditional love blinding me?

I used to have a home nuzzled right in between your cheek and chest. But now all I have is memories and this pain on my chest.

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Hello 2018 👿🖤🌙🎊🎆🎈

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Happy holidays 🎄❤️✨

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I cannot get enough of this dudes music! “If you fuck with winning, put your lighters to the sky. How could I make sense when I got millions on my mind?” Fucking fireeeee 🔥🔥🔥🔥🖤🖤🖤

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Another Christmas

Another year without you. You keep saying how much you love me, how much you care but during the worst time of the year for me you’re never there.

You texted back last night, finally after 2 days you replied; I Love you too. My heart filled up with joy thinking to myself this year Christmas won’t be so bad. I got my hopes up way to fast. Our simple text turned into a battle.

Battling each other and testing each other’s love. I don’t understand why it’s a constant battle of trying to prove how much I love you. The most honest mistake of words can send my love right out the window like I haven’t been standing by your side with my heart in my hand the whole time. How much more bleeding and drowning do I have to do.

I wished you well and hope that one day you can see just how much of myself I’ve given you.

I love you unconditionally.

Happy holidays 🙏🏽🎄❤️

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Eyeliner as black as my soul 🕷🖤

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Smile even when you’re broken

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While attending DFT I kept seeing this totem, when I finally found it nobody was around & I never saw them again :( Whoever you are... we’re soulmates... not kidding! *My favorite hoodie*

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Hi my name is Supertramp & I’ll be 4 in January 😻😻😻😻😻😻

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Hanging out with Momma My youngest baby Whiskey Walker 😻

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I love my yoga wheel 🙏🏽❤️

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For a month I had dreads. My journey didn’t last long but I will return to it one day.

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Forever in love with makeup

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Can we have summer back! Missing sunshine ☀️

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Take me back to Montana ❤️