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[tiredriotgrrl]

My hands are hot

A flux of weirdness goes up trough my arms

In a scream to touch you

Where does It come from,

This need to feel you?

I bet it's all written in my face

I wonder, do you feel the same?

[tiredriotgrrl]

A life of almosts

A feeling of seeing the trophy slipping my fingers

For a single moment, that feels like a lifetime,

I can tangencially touch the happiness

Just to see It fadding away

A life of regrets

Was It all the effort for nothing?

Was not it enough?

Will It some day be rewarded?

Do I need to fight for every little thing every day?

A life of fantasy

Wondering how it could be

How I wish I were

Who could I be?

Anyone but me

A life of agony.

[tiredriotgrrl]

Despite always dreaming about it

Deep down I didn't believe

That's why it is so weird

That I'm surprised

Things are working out

I'm used at this point

To failure

But I forgot

How to succed

And how to fight

Willing to win

I forgot how to live

I was left with survive

And my dreams

[tiredriotgrrl]

Fogginess

That's what I dreamt of

I'm exactly where I wanted to be

I'm running the path I've setted for myself

I'm living my dream

And yet

I feel numb

I feel lost of myself

I can't see the view in front of me

I can't breath

I'm so proud for building this dream

But I feel nowhere to be found

To live this lovely palace of determination and pain