tiredsora

[tiredsora]

im home ♡︎

i actually ended up only seeing my sister ! i was informed that my ”dad” would be joining us so i quickly left before he arrived. theres no way i will see that asshole..

but got these small things today ! im very happy with them ~ gonna put the key chain on my phone case ! ♡︎ ♡︎

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i had so much fun being with my bf ♡︎ ♡︎

he’s been distant but actually so am i. but this time we talked about it and actually did stuff together ! i got hugs and kisses ♡︎ ♡︎

i didnt actually lash out on him at all and didnt go to his room to be sad all alone

so thats fun ! i still feel weird being with him.. i hope its just a feeling that passes.. or maybe just something i feel because hes a man. dunno ! but i got attentiom from him so im happy happy

[tiredsora]

hihihi, I thought your blog was rlly cute and your art style is so yummy!!!

Hope u have a good day internet stranger ˃̶͈◡˂̶͈!!

helloo cutie ~

thank you thank youu ♡︎ ♡︎

why tf did tumblr censor that picture ?? ooooo bunny with pancake on their head is so scawyyyy lolol

have a good day love ~

[tiredsora]

i have black haircolor on my head ~ and will put in some extensions ! got myself a new dress and nails ♡︎ i go see my family tomorrow (im terrified) so might as well look nice ~

[tiredsora]

helloo guyss ♡︎ ♡︎

i apologize for my absence ive been really busy these past days.. trying to do some irl stuff and figure out some relationship stuff. ive been very tired and slept 15h hours a day so yea… havent had the time to post or the energy to do so ! but i am back !! how are youu guyssssss ~ and helloo new followers ♡︎ ♡︎

[tiredsora]

i want to cvt so so baddd but i cant… ive been doing it everyday and am addicted again but bf makes sure that i will not harm myself.. which is actually kinda good thing but i dont see it that way

[tiredsora]

i hate when people ghost u and never actully talks to you and when u contact them theyre like omg lovely to hear from you you’re so important ♡︎ ♡︎

like what the fuck if you care about me fucking talk to me and give me attention ! thats so annoying about to cut ties with 3 people right now

[tiredsora]

thank you guys ♡︎ i love him so so much but im not sure at all if he actually loves me back. he’s been kinda mean lately… but nooooo i dont wanna lose him ;;

bf saw me crying in his bedroom. and guess what he did.. went to play with his friends.. im so upset i could die

i should just go to sleep he thinks

[tiredsora]

hello !! i slept 15 hours ~~

im at my boyfriends house now. last time he was super super distant and now he wants be close to me all the time… that is strange. how do i know which sides of his are real ?

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laying in bed surrounded by my melodys i feel like no sleepies tonight ~

looking at the scars and wounds on my arms feels so nice ♡︎ im not sure if im weird buf i think they’re so pretty ~

[tiredsora]

omg yees ~ thank you cutie ♡︎

goood moorning !! i want to kill myself ♡︎ ♡︎ can someone just beat the shit out of me i think i need that right now ~

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going to boyfriends house tomorrows ! im not looking forward to the moment when he finds out that ive been cvtting everyday and destroyed my body. ♡︎ ♡︎

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WHY DOES ALL OF THE PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE WORLD HATE ME ?! love me love me love me love me dont hate me no no no no hate pls…..

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sorry for complaining a lot lately ! im really not doing well and everything feels so bad…. im trying to get better but do i really want to ? being depressed and sad feels so normal and safe for me so i fear what kind of person i am when im okay… anyway how are you guys doing ♡︎ ♡︎

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goood moorning !! i want to kill myself ♡︎ ♡︎ can someone just beat the shit out of me i think i need that right now ~

[tiredsora]

I'm gonna slurp up ur art like it's those jelly boba strips !! (blueberry flavour)

omg omg do it !! ~

blueberry flavor ;u; ♡︎ ♡︎

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im feeling very very sad, cvtting didnt really help and everything feels bad… i should probably sleep but theres no way i can… self hatred got worse im so exhausted.

but going to get kuromi plushie for myself tomorrow ♡︎