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going insane thinking about sparrow and lark again. they are the same kid twice growing up. the same man twice as adults.

even identical twins usually end up looking quite different from one another as they age. differences in personality, hobbies, professions, etc all factor into who they are and how they look. yet sparrow and lark are still so similar that it's hard to tell them apart. even with as different as they are, they can still pass as one another well enough to fool normal.

i know in a lot of fan art, people give lark a bushy beard, or give sparrow long hair. even in the official art lark has a beard. but that cannot be right. these two take their identical-ness and make it a part of their identity. a single identity. if lark starts growing out a beard, sparrow is doing his best to do that too. if sparrow can't grow a beard, lark is shaving immediately. if sparrow wants to grow out his hair, that's a conversation with lark, because what if lark doesn't want long hair? they need to be identical, not close enough. if it wouldn't drive them both crazy, i'm sure they'd dress the same too.

if one of them thought he might be trans, that's an egg he would refuse to crack. if sparrow had even the smallest inkling in his head that he might actually want to be a woman, that would be shoved into the farthest corners of his mind, so far away that it's impossible to claw out again, because lark's not trans. sparrow would rather be uncomfortable in his own body than be different from his brother, because at the end of the day his brother is half of himself, and he cannot bear to let their shared identity slip away. this is another reason i'm mentally unwell about the oak family.

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Hi y'all, I'm trying something new so bear with me.

So, to make a long story short, I'm in this lovely campaign that takes place in the dndads universe where they never got home from faerun. Now, a group of four moms and their children have been sucked to faerun where they are now looking for their kids and why they are there. It's really awesome and cool and I'm so honored to be apart of this group of amazing people.

Why am I telling you all of this, you might be asking yourself. Well, due to my insane nature and need to go into more detail than necessary I have been writing what is turning out to be a book about my character.

I haven't written anything before but being apart of this whole process has inspired me and rather than keeping all of this to myself I thought I would post it, maybe someone else would end up liking Christine as well! This is also a chance to hopefully improve my writing skills lol

So! In the link below you'll find my wonderous fic of the Life and Diary of Christine Dotson. I do hope you'll give it a peek!

TL;DR

I wrote a fic about my dndads based campaign character and it's my first time writing, I accidentally threw my whole ass into it and I'd love for people to see it

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60604318/chapters/154737262

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" You like playing soccer, we can just not care about playing soccer and we can just like, play soccer and just not care about stuff together. That'd be cool." - Lincoln in season 2 episode 31

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He’s a perky peppy chipper cheery school mascot kid, (most of the time)

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get yourself a main character whos two primary emotions are "little cunt" and "catatonic with grief"

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Relatable 🥰 -⛈️

you all just hate me because i make bad posts and my personality is deeply aggravating

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Who else is being brave?

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lets hear it for dndads introjects!!

hey you! are you a fictive or factive from dungeons and daddies? if so, you rock!! this has been a pretty stressful 24 hours for us but we all made it!! beth apologized and things are probably fine now! even if they arent i guess the spotlight is probably off of us again which for me at least was stressful

shoutout to all fictives of beth may characters!! you guys probably had it the hardest (besides maybe any beth may factives if youre out there)

shoutout to dndads fictives who dont forgive beth! thats completely valid and youre entitled to your feelings!

shoutout to dndads fictives who were upset or angry or who didn't care!

shoutout to systems without dndads fictives who are still in the fandom!! its been just as rough for you and you also rock!

shoutout to singlets (nonsystems) who helped advocate for systems and who made us feel welcome in the fanbase regardless of beths views!

shoutout to me for writing this post!

shoutout to anyone who doesnt fit into any of the categories above because you rock too!! lets go teens!!!!

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Summer vacation, 4am.

Tons of easter eggs in this one! Click the image to find them (and for better quality ofc) Close ups and process shots under the cut

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NORMAL OAK I MISS YOU

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Normal and Scary honestly have one of my favorite dynamics in the entire series - be it romantic, platonic, querplatonic whatever!! They just can't escape my little head they're permanently trapped in there and I desperately need to yap about them more AUGH... Yes, all Normal ever sought was feelings pride from his family; but in a way what he really wanted was unconditional love. People who would love him and applaud him for simply being himself, doing his best and not needing to "mask" or hide his interests to receive approval. And Scary was one of the only people who ever did that. Who actually unconditionally loved him. Didn't use or manipulate him, or lie about true feelings to comfort him. Yes she occasionally teased him or made meaner remarks (especially early in the season) but by the end of the story the feelings of pride she feels towards Normal and his achievements were SO REAL AND PIERCING. SHE'S ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO WAS GENUINELY WITH HER WHOLE HEART PROUD OF HIM. PROUD OF THE REAL NORMAL. PROUD OF THE STICKY, MESSY GLUE THAT HE IS. BECAUSE SHE KNOWS "HE'S ENOUGH JUST AS HE IS". AND THAT IN AND OF ITSELF MAKES ME SO ILL. COME ON.

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I still think about them daily btw. Just so you guys know

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i miss him so much

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I made another !! #2 dndads characters + reductress headlines

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Ron stampler core

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a real life conversation i had today with my father