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Every time I think about q!Fit and Ramon too much I start crying, mostly because neither of them deserved the ending they got. Fit doesn't get to see Ramon grow up, Ramon doesn't get to spend the rest of his childhood with his dad around, they never got to escape the island together like they promised :<

I really miss when I was just them. Fighting for each other and each other only. It felt so much more special, so much more heavy.

AEUEUEUEUEUEEUE SOMEONE HOLD ME BACK

Also the song Sandy by Alex G fits them perfectly (more specifically Ramon)

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basically what happened

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Bad placed a sign that says "Property of Fitmc" on one of the books surrounding the enchanting table because he thinks that could help in getting people to stop destroying the base

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Welcome back to Fitmc you WILL pay for my therapy because wdym "You were never going to have the life you sought out", wdym he never got to say goodbye to his family, wdym he will have to closet himself again for his own safety, wdym he will never live a domestic life, wdym he will likely never love again, wdym... WTF DO YOU MEAN ‼️‼️‼️

Anyways back into hibernation I go.

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Never thought I would hear Fit say gurrrl same.

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bald man sees an 'easy' parkour and the huevitos cry

the memories

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Trump won, Chuckles Sandwich is ending and now FitMC may not be streaming today. What a day to be alive... Am I right 🥲

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Want to share this really cool qsmp animation that (at time of posting) was released a few hours ago. It's really good, if you enjoyed Fit's story you'll love it.

(Just to be extra clear: I did not make this)

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Realising I can post about my ocs here and be less annoying is the best thing to happen to me this year

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Listening to "The Boxer" by The Editors and q!Fit comes to mind instantly. Obviously Fit used it in one of his lore streams but for some reason it has hit me like a truck right now.

"He isn't finished, he isn't ready to die" mentioning q!Fit's being a survivalist, how nothing will kill him as long as he is still surviving. Living even.

The line "Damn this place makes a boy out of me" gets me every time, it is so so good and so undeniably q!Fit. "This place" being Quesadilla Island, with his family. "Makes a boy out of me" brings him back before his days on 2b2t (if he can even remember them), fills him with love, childlike wonder and optimism... But also it makes him weak "you've lost your edge" as Madagio has said.

This song was also played on his stream "Attachments", during the stream he had been feeling dread for his mission and was on edge. I think that's where the line "the ring meets my face by the count of three". Referencing the anticipatory feeling he has.

"the ring meets my face, I'm a fallen oak tree" referencing again how he has lost his edge and is in the cave/put. "the ring" being Madagio.

I could analyse every song he has ever used because they all fit so so well with his character and lore development- BUT ARGHHH I will never get over him sigh

Hmu for more 😎 /hj

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Re-watched the lore streams BC I miss FitMC and oh my fucking god someone light me on fire and send me off a cliff because I forgot that this line was in there.

There is SO MUCH I could say right now but I'm too busy with my head in my hands CRYING right now

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Thinking about how q!Fit would have to closet himself again to stay safe back on 2b2t. SOBBING.

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Hey guys welcome to my massive rant about q!Fit and how cc!Fit is incredibly talented and underrated. Since y'all kinda blew up my twitter post LOL.

There are SO many things I could touch on so it's probably gonna be scattered around a lot.

1) Fit had a great character set up from the beginning. From the very start many people knew Fits reputation as a 2b2t veteran, a place with a toxic environment and brutal people. He was no exception, he was closed off to relationships and was very cautious/closed off to many things. Not only that but his past made people distrust him in the beginning. I loved the suspense it brought with his character and the question of why he WAS actually here. Since the whole "vacation" thing was never very convincing. My favourite part was a lot of this was IMPLIED! He built on the character he portrayed in his YT videos and it worked so well, adding small comments about his character here and there (like when he said q!Fits hearing was bad BC of all the explosions he's experienced).

2) His RP skills were another level, not only was he in character almost the WHOLE time when he was live (even donos) when he first did lore he would tease elements of it by writing cryptic messages when others were live. SUCH a good idea when you have a smaller audience and want to create suspense. Not only that, he would have set dates and times for BIG lore stuff, this honestly made it so much easier to keep track of and engage in, not only alone but with friends too! His actual lore was very different from many others, it was cinematic and well planned, yet it still left room for sudden changes. The final result was a cohesive story line that the audience could interpret. I just loved how I could understand what was happening but also have questions/cliffhangers!

3) the fucking MUSIC. Throughout his lore and start of his streams I adored his choice of music, "Stranger in Paradise" being a personal favourite that was not only reoccurring in more than one language but fit SO WELL. I also think it was very clever how a lot of his music choices for his character didn't make sense until you understand the full story e.g. "Can't say goodbye to yesterday". All of this really added a new perspective on his character, almost through cc!Fits own eyes. Along with his music choice just being absolute bops OFC.

4) THE SYMBOLISM. My absolute favourite lore moment of his was at the end of the "Attachments" lore stream. Where the sun is setting over the mountain, slowly covering a patch of roses in darkness. ALL WHILE an instrumental Italian version of "Stanger in paradise" played. Roses of course being a symbol of not only his and Pac's relationship but love in general. His love for Ramon and his friends. The love he had to grow, just like a rose. While the darkness symbolizes his past catching up to him, more specifically his deadline. His time with his family and friends ending, his loves disappearing. Chefs kiss because it makes me cry everytime fr.

5) q!Fit's sexuality (gay). There is something so poetic about a gay guy from an extremely homophobic wasteland learning to come to terms with his own sexuality and love in general. Him slowly building a loving relationship with Ramon, Growing feelings for Pac, Nervously coming out to his son and then finally indulging in the first relationship and FAMILY he had ever had. Finally learning to love and to be loved in return. Even if he is scared about his mission, or taking things too fast. Just learning to live a normal life.

6) Fitmc is criminally underrated and overlooked. I still remember when Fit got his first proper piece of fanart in the museum. It was like... JULY? or something. And I think that says enough. People had no idea he was even doing lore at some points. Averaging at about 1-2k viewers in the beginning, until hideduo came into the mix. A lot but still compared to others very low. I think because his viewers consisted of his YT audience it didn't translate well. But I'm so glad he was able to build a loving community on twitch <3

Anyways it's 3am for me, I probably have more to talk about but this is basically what I meant when I posted that tweet. Feel free to reblog and add your own favourite observations or moments. I wanna hear them! ❤️

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I had a vision

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Listening to this song and thinking about what q!Fit would do if he saw Pac and Ramon again. He never got to say goodbye to them and I just imagine him wishing he did. Silently begging to see his family one last time. SOBBING RN

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Pac finding a pair of goggles...

"Ramon...."

(If anyone wants to translate the first part please feel free!!)