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totally-not-spani · 11 days ago

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#reblogs!#me

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totally-not-spani · 15 days ago

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picrew ass looking fella

happy gay month everyone

#» drawing stuff!#furry art #furry #artist on tumblr #nonbinary #hate the way it turned out but whatever #sfw furry

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totally-not-spani · 17 days ago

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Is that time of the month again

#reblogs!#hell yeah

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totally-not-spani · 22 days ago

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#reblogs!#I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS ONE FOR SO SO LONG #it has finally found me #i missed you pride skin removal post

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totally-not-spani · 23 days ago

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something something lazy from the end of 2023, didn't think i'd ever see this one again but here we are i guess (the floating head image of me as a rodent)

#» drawing stuff!#furry art #furry rat #rodent #rat art #spsketchin #scrolling through old texts as a wicked act of sh can actually be useful sometimes pog???#silly #i even have my glasses on on this one

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totally-not-spani · 24 days ago

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Gabriel angst yay!!!!

vv closeup + without text vv

#reblogs!#ultrakill #WOW

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totally-not-spani · 26 days ago

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pt 6 (fin)

(all art by @heavylasagna)

#non art #meee :3 #my rizz is so immense it's measured in megagigasuperlometers #frfrfrr #<3 #so poetic

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totally-not-spani · 28 days ago

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

#reblogs!#yes.#this is so

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totally-not-spani · 29 days ago

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overexaggerated but it always kinda goes like

task of being cold, adult and cool failed crucially, fell into the :3 pit once again

isn't it funny how sometimes the moment the texting style of a relatively non-close/new person in my life stops screaming "IM FRIEND I LIKE YOU I WANNA CHAT WITH YOU :DD" and I get a bit more emotional/expressive than them my old instincts of a people pleaser rise up and my brain goes into the panic mode of "we must change everything about us and the way we talk because they def think we're too childish and cringe, we got too open, GO BACK GO BACK GO BACK"

like jfc my man chill out, they're just not using text emojis, IT'S NOT THAT BIG

#(despite my brain being stupid about it sometimes i do not regret a single thing : D we stay silly)#the ideology of “fuck it we ball” really does help when it comes to this type of anxiety ig #still kinda hard to deal with the 'are they being dry or am i being too much and off-puting again' thoughts though #gotta constantly remind yourself that it is in fact okay to be different from the person you're chatting with #and they will not crucially hate you for that #and you dont have to copy all of their behaviours to not stand out...#hhjljkmklkm;;#furry #sp vent #rambles

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totally-not-spani · 1 month ago

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also drew a quickie for my birthday yesterday

stoopid trash mammal in stoopid high socks