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“I don’t want to be a p!g anymore” I say as I’m stuffing my face with f00d

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yeah the ed is gonna work this time. no i don't have any proof but just trust me bro.

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i really tried to recover this time, I did but I'm back again I feel so disappointed with myself for gaining weight and for failing recovery omfg I don't know how much I can take before I finally break

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literally almost 10kg from my LW back in January (24th to be exact) I want to rip the fat off my bones

OKAY IM BACK I WEIGHED IN AT 58.3KG IM ACTUALLY GOING TO KMS IM AT 20.9BMI I HATE MY LIFE AND BINGING

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literally almost 10kg from my LW back in January (24th to be exact) I want to rip the fat off my bones

OKAY IM BACK I WEIGHED IN AT 58.3KG IM ACTUALLY GOING TO KMS IM AT 20.9BMI I HATE MY LIFE AND BINGING

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OKAY IM BACK I WEIGHED IN AT 58.3KG IM ACTUALLY GOING TO KMS IM AT 20.9BMI I HATE MY LIFE AND BINGING

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fr my favorite flavor

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this is what happens when I try to recover, back to starving 🐈

binged almost 3k kcals today but at least I got my protein in 😭👨🏻‍🦲

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binged almost 3k kcals today but at least I got my protein in 😭👨🏻‍🦲

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I JUST SAW HOW MUCH OIL MY MOM IS PUTTING ON THE MEAT IM ACTUALLY GONNA KMS 💀😭

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there's a part of me that wants to starve and be skinny and love myself but there's another part of me that chases the happiness of forgetting about my eating issues and just simply enjoying life without worrying.

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I fear this might be me, oops...

you don’t want to recover, you just want an excuse to binge

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forget what I said I'm a fat ass I don't deserve to recover wtf

I think i might actually have a chance of successfully recovering from my ed but I'm scared to gain weight cuz every time I do I relapse but I really want to recover

what should I do? I feel like you guys of all people will get it xD

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I think i might actually have a chance of successfully recovering from my ed but I'm scared to gain weight cuz every time I do I relapse but I really want to recover

what should I do? I feel like you guys of all people will get it xD

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Me stepping on the sc4le, fully aware I had a massive b1ng3 yestrday, thinking there would be no repercussions and then acting surprised when I've gainəd w8

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WIEIAD 26/03/2025

INTAKE:

breakfast

chocolate müsli (75g) with milk (250ml) + 475kcal

lunch

chicken (80g) with rice (150g) + 392kcal

ACTIVITY:

13.8k steps - 718kcal

TOTAL = + 62kcal

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OMFG IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF MYSELF, ESPECIALLY CUZ IVE BEEN STUCK IN A BINGE - RESTRICT CYCLE FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS xD