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hello everyone!

i just wanna tell you that i won't be coming back to this blog ever. thank you all for the love on my fics, both here and on ao3 (where i won't be posting anymore either bc they support zionists). it truly means the world.

i have found so many friends here and i will miss everyone dearly, but i've grown out of kpop and found other interests. i will continue writing for other interests but i will not be disclosing my blog here. maybe you'll find me :-)

it's been wonderful, thank you for welcoming here such a long time ago. i love you all, stay safe.

lunes <3

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also while i’m discussing pride month i don’t wanna see any of those fuck ass calendars that have the month divided into a different orientation per day ok every day in June is for every LGBT person

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HHHHHHHHHHHHHtha nk you TT

➺ 100wtsily | #1 + #18 + #25

Pairing: Lee Jihoon x Reader

Genre: flUFF, roadtrip!au, best friends!au, best friends slightly crushing on each other!au

Warnings: slight language, softness

Word count: 1,745 words

Prompts: #1. “Pull over. Let me drive for awhile.” + #18. “Here, drink this. You’ll feel better.” + #25. “Look both ways.” | source

Note: I feel incredibly soft. I teared up while writing it because I really wanna have that but oh well. A MASSIVE thank you goes out to both @sonnenfuchs and @taehyung-the-baehyung for beta-ing and I’m tagging @lunarjihoon because…. I need someone to cry with me. Happy belated birthday to me and Jihoon. This was also supposed to be a drabble. And as always, feedback is appreciated and I hope you enjoy!

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“Jihoon?”

He gripped the steering wheel a little tighter. “Hm?”

“Your eyes are drooping. We can take a break, it’s been three hours already.”

The young man just shook his head, knuckles white on his hands around the steering wheel. He blinked a few times, pulling his lips into a tight line.

“It’s fine, I can do this. We’re almost there anyway.”

“Jihoon,” you interjected, head tilting and eyebrow raising, “we both know you’re not going to last for another hour. Stop being such an overachiever, this isn’t a competition.” You reached over to gently thread your fingers through his soft hair. “Pull over. Let me drive for a while.”

The boy just scoffed and pursed his lips, squinting as he tried to keep his eyes on the nightly road. The sky was decorated with millions of stars, the moon watching as the two of you made your way through the night. Jihoon was lucky that it was dark so that you couldn’t make out the blush that started rising from his chest, up to his neck and face. His brows furrowed in order to stay focused but it turned out to be set to fail as you started lightly caressing his scalp.

“Y/N, this is foul play. You know that it makes me sleepy,” Jihoon whined with a slight pout, and you giggled. After a while of trying to focus, he sighed and shook your hand off. “Okay, fine, I’ll pull over soon. But that’s because I’m hungry, okay?” He huffed and the way he tried to fight back a smile made a grin spread across your face.

“Sure, whatever you say.”

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navi. ficrecs masterlist. next weekly theme.

NOTE: due to the fact that there are over 100+ links on this post, please view this on your desktop dashboard or tumblr mobile ! tumblr has a limit for posts with over 100+ links on main blog pages, unfortunately, but we still want the authors to get their recognition nonetheless. :) sorry for the inconvenience!

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♡ ; fluff | ☾ ; angst | ♛ ; fantasy | ♢ ; suggestive | ♧ ; smut all mature rated works will include (m) after the title.

* please read at your own discretion. this fic may have sensitive topics that aren’t for everyone. **please read at your own discretion. author does not explicitly state any warnings.

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THAT'S SO SWEET THANK YOU SO MUCH

➺ feels like home

Pairing: Choi Seungcheol x Reader (feat. appearance of Jeonghan)

Genre: FLUFF, sprinkles of angst, (some kind of) slow burn; best friends to lovers!au, christmas market!au, college!au

Warnings: swearing, mentions of guns, mentions of alcohol, a shit ton of flashbacks, so much softness you will turn into a puddle of mush

Word count: 6,626 words

Synopsis: You spend the day at a Christmas market with your best friend slash crush whose feelings you’re somehow oblivious to and he’s getting tired of it.

Note: I’M FINALLY DONE!! This was such a pain in the ass to write and I can only say that I’m super relieved to have this done and out of my system. Basically, this is all of my soft Seungcheol dreams combined into one big mess. A big thank you to @thules and @taehyung-the-baehyung for being lovely betas and I dedicate this to all of you Seungcheol biased peeps out there. I hope you enjoy!! If you find the Hilary Duff reference, I will hug you

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You slowly opened your eyes, the noise of your vibrating phone pulling you out of your sleepy state. Taking a look at the clock, you groan. 6:24 am. Who would torture you by calling you this early for something that probably was not important anyway?

A look at the caller ID answered your question.

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i'm so tired of not being taken seriously as a person and as a nurse.

is it my age, my height, my foreign name, the fact that i am fem presenting? i'm tired

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jae got into a scandal for being a grown adult that made a sex joke, what would YOU get cancelled for if u were an idol?

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GJEKTIDKGJEJGJDJTGRFT THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

➺ kiss it better, baby

Pairing: Min Yoongi x female Reader ft. Hoseok

Genre: FLÜFF, brother’s best friend!au

Warnings: rejection/getting stood up, mentions of marijuana consumption, mentions of alcohol consumption, some language, pillowy softness of my favorite birthday baby, protective Big Bros Sope

Word count: 4,023 words

Synopsis: Kisses make everything better, don’t they?

Note: IT’S MY FAVORITE BOY’S BIRTHDAY!! I actually did not plan or expect for this to be done for Yoongi’s birthday but I’m glad it is. I wrote most (read: all) of this in one sitting and I went through a very brief edit before posting it, so I apologize for any mistakes. This is dedicated to my favorite boy in the world who has my whole heart and soul and ass, and thanks to @snakescript and @kittae for helping me out!! Also, I’m tagging @prolixitae because she’s the love of my life. I hope you enjoy!!

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“How does this look, Yoongi?“

You stepped out of the dressing room, the dress you chose accentuating your waist with a flaring skirt. Doing a little twirl, you struck a pose in front of your best friend. Yoongi felt his heart drop to his knees when he turned to you. The dark blue dress you had picked out looked like it was tailored to fit you perfectly. He felt his jaw drop and his cheeks heat up looking at you. A few moments in awkward silence passed before you waved a hand in front of his face, laughing at his behavior.

“Yoongi? You alright?“

He snapped out of his daze and laughed it off. I mean, it was just his best friend’s sister picking out a dress for her date. No big deal. Totally fine. But his heart was racing. Oh, how he would love to be the guy who would be so lucky to sit across from you, hear about your day, see your blushy cheeks, and hear your laughter.

“Yeah, it looks great. You should get that one,” he said, looking away as not to stare and fall for you even more. You let out a content hum and disappeared into the changing room again. He heaved out a sigh and sat down on one of the chairs again.

Yoongi cannot remember a moment where he was not in love with you, even if he tried. Ever since you were kids, ever since Yoongi got to know Hoseok and through Hoseok, you, he has never not been in love.

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BET. hope u have fun with this one: #11 "no need to be quiet." + jihoon

you are a meanie for doing this to me, miss jo. but FINE.

pairing: jihoon x reader (tried to keep it gender neutral)

genre: smut, we're at a cluuuub

word count: 592

warnings: uhhh public indecency??, slight sub!jihoon moment, idk what else there could be. oh yea, shitty writing by someone who hasn't written in like, two years.

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The bass blasted in your ears as Jihoon's hands rested on your waist, his hot breath on your neck. You leaned back into his touch, letting him guide your movements while you closed your eyes. The song switched and you turned around in his arms, getting even closer to him (if that was even possible). You looked into each other's eyes, pupils blown out. You had been teasing each other all night with sneaky kisses and touches and it's been catching up on you.

Jihoon leaned towards you, letting your lips touch just slightly. You reached forward, kissing the smirk right off his face. His hands reached around your waist to your butt, squeezing it and pulling you closer. His hips ground against yours to the rhythm of the music that's drowning out your quiet sounds of lust. When you parted, a little smile on both of your faces, you licked your lips and pulled him away by his shirt.

Direction? Bathroom.

Since it was a tiny club you were in, there was only one and to your luck, it was unoccupied. You pulled him inside, locking the door behind him. His lips were on yours the second he got access to them, hands wandering all over your body. His lips found your neck, leaving a few light marks, making you sigh out his name. He wanted to mark up your body even more but you stopped him in his tracks by lightly palming him through his pants.

You made quick work of his button and zipper, sliding his pants down his legs, along with his underwear. The tip of his cock was already shiny, just begging to be touched. You smiled up at him before lightly gripping his cock, slowly moving up and down the length. Jihoon sighed in relief, his head rolling back and finding solace on the sticker-clad wall. Your hand felt so much better on him than his own, which gave him company most lonely nights. He let out a stifled moan when your tongue lapped at his tip and your lips wrapped around him. You let go of him just for a second to spit on his cock, lathering it up with your tongue and putting your lips around him again. Hollowing your cheeks, you looked up at him to see his eyes closed, brows furrowed as he tried to keep his lovely sounds to himself.

"No need to be quiet," you said before going back down on him.

Oh, your lips felt so good, he had been dreaming about it since you arrived. Knowing you would end up at his apartment later on to fuck anyway. But this was so much better, the risk of getting caught, the adrenaline heightened his arousal even further. He let out quiet moans whenever your lips would slide down the length of his cock. They only grew louder and louder as your pace picked up and he got closer and closer to his release. Your hand reached up to gently massage his balls, forcing him to let out a loud "Oh fuck!" that was definitely audible for anyone waiting in front of the bathroom.

But just as he was on the brink of orgasm, you let go of him, pulled up his pants and kissed him, muffling his whine. You both fixed yourselves before exiting the bathroom, a line already forming. You walked into the direction of the dance floor again, only to hear him whisper in your ear.

"You're gonna pay for this, just wait til we get home."

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sometimes I wanna reply “bitch me too” to my mutuals posts but I’ve never talked 2 them so they might not see it as friendly joking so i just dont

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thank you, dear writer.

this is a long time coming…

It’s been 2 or 3 years (give or take) since I broke my several-year-long rest from fanfics. Before BTS, i used to read many, many Naruto, Inu Yasha, and Harry Potter fanfics (who remembers the citrus scale?) as well as a few Big Bang fanfics. Then somewhere down the road, I stopped reading fan fiction and erased it entirely out of my life.

It is thanks to a wonderful lady (who’s name I will leave out for privacy reasons) who helped me to remember the beauty that is fan fiction. I eventually began to venture out and found wonderful creators here on Tumblr. Considering it’s been a few years now, I have read a multitude of fanfics. I’ve read well over 400 stories, all equating to nearly 5 million words. (probably way more than that since I only calculated the stories I’ve reblogged on my BTS fic recs sideblog. and yes… yes. i did actually count it all. well. almost. i got lazy with, like, the last 20 hahaha) That would equate to reading the entire Harry Potter series 5 times. It’s roughly a 20,000 page book.

You, dear writers, did that.

Too often fan fic writers are given a huge ass plate of “hurry up, when are you gonna update?” and a side dish of  “this isn’t going the way I (the reader) want it to go so i’m leaving” and an appetizer of “shame on you for writing fics of the boys!1!! they’re real people you know!!!!11” and a delicious drink of “[insert ungrateful anons/harassment here].” Writers are just given a lot of shit in general for something they enjoy doing and give away for other fans to consume FOR FREE. Too often fan fic writers are given the short end of the stick on the content creators spectrum. I assume it is because viewers don’t get an instant gratification from the art that writers present. It’s something people have to work a little bit extra for to find. Fic writers are sometimes dismissed as the “weird, perverted, delusional fans”…

But I know the truth. I know it all because I’ve witnessed the love you pour out into your writing, the love you have for the idols you write for, and the love you give to your readers. The beautiful worlds you paint as your fingers move around on the keyboard and weave intricate stories and complex characters and relationships. The numerous universes I’ve visited have been nothing short of wondrous, from the rip-my-heart-out-and-stomp-on-it-5-times-for-good-measure AUs to the so-fluffy-my-teeth-may-be-rotting-but-i-don’t-care-’cause-it’s-way-too-cute AUs to the please-gouge-my-eyes-out-but-also-don’t-cause-i-need-to-finish-this-sinful-beast AUs…. I have had so, so much fun venturing into all the different worlds you’ve created and shared that I often find myself poking my head back into those worlds and reminiscing~

I’m ballin’ in fan fic galore. and I have well over 1k fics on my to-read list that I cannot wait to dive into. and it’s all thanks to you. ❤ I’m writing all of this to let you know that you’re appreciated. even though it’s just from one person, i hope it’s enough. i don’t even know how to express how much your stories have touched me. thank you for the laughter, the feels, the tears, the anger, the ahem spice. from the 100 word drabbles to the 50k+ series on hiatus…. I have enjoyed them all.

So thank you, dear writer. for sharing with me and many, many other readers a part of yourself. I appreciate you and your works. even if you’re no longer writing for a certain fan base, even if you’re on an indefinite hiatus, even if you’ve stopped entirely.. it does not in any way undermine the amount of work you’ve put into your works and the many wips stored away. I still thank you. and i thank those of you who write outside of your main fandom. i know sometimes you get crap for that and i think it’s incredibly awesome of you that you don’t let that negativity thwart you from growth. Keep doing you! It’s because of you that I’ve come to learn that great storytelling doesn’t stem from the fandom someone writes for. It comes from the one who is making the story come to life. You. and I’m sending you lots and lots and lots of joy and inspiration and encouragement and money and love your way for 2019 and many years following.

Under the cut I will be tagging every fan fic writer (whom I am able to tag, at least) who has touched my heart in one way or another, whether I’ve read only one story of yours so far or if I’ve gone through your entire master list, I want to acknowledge you and thank you because you deserve it. This message is meant for you.

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27!! 🍵

27. your favourite flavour and brand of tea

- i don't really have a favorite brand, but i love green tea, ginger tea, any kind of herb blend, fruit blends. anything but black and chamomile tea tbh

ask me a q!

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21 and 21? I missed you!!

i'm assuming the second 21 is a 22 ;; i miss you too!!!

21. a youtube video you find useful, entertaining or relaxing:

- the entirety of markiplier's fnaf playlist, it's my comfort playlist

22. if you were going to dye your hair any colour of the rainbow, what would you choose?

- probably blue, even if it'd be hell to get out

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a soft, stay at home ask game

send me some numbers and i’ll share my answers to the below! 💐🌻

your favourite playlist (made by yourself or someone else)

how many houseplants in your room, and what kinds are they?

your favourite “grounding” activity (anything that involves using the hands/doesn’t involve “spacing out” or escapism - something like gardening, knitting, dancing, cooking)

an account on social media whose posts make you smile

5 tv shows that cheer you up

how you get relaxed when you’re struggling to sleep

your favourite board game

if you were going to write a non-fiction book on any topic, what would it be?

a quote that you would consider getting tattooed or putting in a frame

something you’ve created in the last year that you’re proud of (a playlist, a piece of art, some writing, a craft hobby, a social media account, etc)

a tip or hack you’ve learned that makes cleaning or tidying easier

if you could make a candle that smelt like anything, what would you pick?

the last so-bad-it’s-good joke you heard

an artist (of any kind) whose work you look forward to seeing

the last tv episode that made you laugh out loud

how you wake your body up when it’s feeling tired, achy or needs a stretch

a bath, shower, beauty or toiletry product that makes you feel revived, or that you always re-order when it’s running out

a book series you can always escape in

the sport or exercise you enjoy the most, and what’s helped you get better at it

a skill you’ve picked up in the past few years

a youtube video you find useful, entertaining or relaxing

if you were going to dye your hair any colour of the rainbow, what would you choose?

the book you just finished and what you thought (no spoilers!)

describe the most wacky, weird and wonderful at-home outfit you’ve put together

a game you’re playing that takes your mind off things

the film you watched most recently that you could watch again and again

your favourite flavour and brand of tea

a good-will story you’ve heard on the news that’s made you feel hopeful

a favourite easy recipe: 5 ingredients or less, or takes less than 30 min to make

a song that makes you want to have a boogie round your bedroom

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i’m so angry that i lost every ounce of creativity i ever had due to work. i’m sorry to everyone who’s waiting for me to post, maybe i’ll get back to it. i don’t have the energy to write or paint or..... whatever it is i could do. i come home and barely have the energy to eat and drink enough. 

i love my job, i truly do but it sucks all life and energy out of me. i’m sorry. 

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BTS Fic Rec M.list

(M) = Mature (A) = Angst

(F) = Fluff 💙 = favorites

📚 = college 💃🏻 = dancer

🦉 = hogwarts 🐾 = hybrid/ shifter

👑 = royal 🍊 = soulmate

🩸 = vampire 🐺 = werewolf

🔮 = witch

Updated: June 26th, 2021

A Court of Curses (M/F/A) 🩸🔮

A Faciful Affair (M/F/A)

A Universe to You (M/F/A) 🍊

Catch your death (M) 🐾👑

Dinner & Desert (M)

Dirty Dancing (M) 💙💙💃🏻

Drinks (M/F)

Glistening Night (M)

Heart-on (M)

Hold me by the Heart (M/F/A)

It’s You (M/F)

Jealous (M)

Lap dance (M/F) 💙💙💙💃🏻

Lay Down Your Weakness (M/A)

Luminescence (F)

Me and You (M/F/A)

Mine (M/F/A) 💙💙💙

Nothing Like Us (M/F/A)

Orectic (M/A/F) 🐾

Polaris (M/F)

Saudade (F) 💙🦉

Silver Bells and Cockle Shells (M/F/A) 👨‍👧‍👧

Snapshot (M/F)

Sonic Rain (M/F/A) 💙💙📚💃🏻

Starfruit (M)

Studio (M/F)

Suncity (M/F/A)

Take it Like a Puppy (M/F) 💙🐾📚

Taste (M)

The Dragon Princess (M/F/A) 👑

The Night Shift (M)

Waste it on me (M/F/A) 🐺

Welcome home (M/F) 🐾

Wonderland (M/F)

You’re my Kryptonite (M)

Authors

@94hixtape @btsinned @ditzymax @dovechim @gimmesumsuga @gukyi @icyhobi @inkedtae @inkjam-moon @jamaisjoons @joonbird @jungblue @junghelioseok @kookiesspacebuns @kpopfanfictrash @luffles424 @parkmuse @pasteljeon @prolixitae @readyplayerhobi @sangsanghaebwa @tayegi @trbld-writer @ve1vetyoongi @xjoonchildx

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i find it very surprising that ppl still read my stuff. i haven’t been writing in over a year and yet i still get sporadical notifs that someone liked my post