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it's actually impossible to function when I can feel the need to kill myself under my skin 👍
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#me unfortunately#dead roots#yeah#but I'm hyperaware of the cycle#so I'm like#“i feel great :D oh no... that means I'll feel ten times worse”#i am my own instigator
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Where do i go if nowhere and no-one feels like home anymore
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tumblr communities function working exactly as expected
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The shitty part of symptoms is that your brain can decide "oh, yeah you're having ✨ symptoms ✨ now" and sometimes you're like "man this is a familiar feeling. and then you realize it's the same feelings you've been having but someone like, idk man maxed out their stats but you're still lvl 10 and suddenly you gotta DEAL with this??? that's not fair bro.
lore drop/rant in the tags sorry chat
#my nuts#my rings#dead roots#bpd#actually bpd#borderline teehee#context: i started experiencing symptoms at the age of like 12ish but they were kindaish manageable#i dulled down a lot of myself for others just overall#uh but for some reason after graduating and doing nothing for almost a whole year#my symptoms decided to take the “disorder” part of the name SERIOUSLY#and so I've been dealing with more shit for the past like month or two#teejee
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occasionally I am struck dumb by the sublime beauty of the world in the small moments, you know?
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"everything will be alright" yeah maybe after I die
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