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[trentskiiii]

Regrets

HEY GUYS IM BACK! I haven’t written in a longggggg time bcs i didnt have any motivation and inspiration. Sorry if this is bad, hope it doesn’t flop xx

“So we’re over? Just like that?” You manage to say as your voice cracks. Tears start forming in your eyes. If you had known this argument would lead to the end of your relationship, you would’ve just kept your mouth shut. “I’ve had enough of your bullshit, y/n.” He says. Before trent leaves, you remind him, “just remember that you chose to walk out. Not me.”

You immediately broke down the second the door shuts. You were left all alone in your shared house. 3 years with the person you thought was the love of your life went down the drain within the span of 20minutes. You knew you should have just kept quiet. So what if he has been distant? Now he’s gone. Forever. And it’s all because of you. You blamed yourself for it and no one else.

After weeks of sobbing, you decided to go out for a walk. You rang your best friend mason. He excitedly agreed to meeting you at your house for a long stroll. You put on your leggings and a top that was obviously too big for you now, seeing that you had lost so much weight in your depressive state. Soon, mason had arrived.

“You know he still loves you right? He’s just stupid. Only he would manage to screw something like this up” mason said. You two were quite far along on your walk. “Mhm.” You mumble, not believing a word he said. You stopped walking and so did mason, confused. He looked at you. You could no longer hide the tears in your eyes. “Ahh y/n. Im so sorry.” He pulled you in for a tight hug. “You are the most beautiful woman in the world and you deserve the world.” He spoke into your hair as he gave you a kiss on your forehead.

A few weeks had gone by. You would be lying if you said you had fully forgotten about trent. But the truth was that you were still hung up on him. He was the love of your life. Suddenly, you receive a text.

*Please can we talk? I miss you so much, baby.*

You knew it was stupid to say yes. But a part of you needed to see him. Needed to feel his warm skin on yours. You told him to go over to the house and he did.

“Y/n. Im so sorry. I regret ever walking out. Please y/n, give me another chance?” He pleaded. “I missed you so much. You’re all ive been thinking about. You’re my entire world. I need you.” He continued. You didn’t reply with words, instead you pulled him into a warm and tight embrace. You loved how your arms wrapped around his slender waist perfectly, and how his wrapped your neck. “I love you so so much, T.”

I know this was bad but im out of ideassss plsplsplspls request and istg I’ll do it.

[trentskiiii]

drunk and disorderly - mason mount.

im so sorry if there are any mistakes because i didnt proof read this. i hope you guys enjoy reading this, just as much as i did writing it!

in which you take care of your bestfriend mason when hes drunk.

“y/nnnn, where are you?” you heard your friend slurring on the other side of the call. you quickly picked up on the fact that he was absolutely wasted.

“mason, you’re drunk. where are you? send me your location and i’ll be there in a while.” you ordered, not wanting him to make any dumb decisions as you knew how much of a sloppy drunk he was. you quickly got into your car and drove over to the club he was at.

as he sat in the passenger seat of your car, he stared at you with a sheepish smile plastered on his face. you hit his arm, “what’s wrong with you weirdo?”. to which he grinned even harder and replied, “you look so pretty, y/n”. you furrowed your brows at his compliment, looking away to hide your blushing red cheeks. you rolled your eyes at him as you continued driving to his place.

“y/n, come inside? please?” he asked, he was still very clearly drunk. you didnt want him to fall asleep on the stairs like he had done before when you left him drunk alone. you sighed a “fine” as you got out of the car to help him get out too.

he sat on his bed as he waited for you to come up with a glass of water. he chugged it up quickly and wiped the dripping water on his chin with the back of his hand. he took off his tight black t shirt he had on, as well as his jeans. you watched he lay on his bed and pulled the covers up to his waist. “bye masey, goodnight.” you say as you walk closer to him to peck a kiss on his forehead. “no. can you please stay y/n?” he grabbed onto your wrist lightly. you knew you couldn’t say no to his gorgeous brown eyes and innocent face.

“fine, wheres the guest room?” you asked as you hadn’t slept over ever since he moved into his new house. “sleep in here y/n.” he replied, lifting up the duvet of the unoccupied half of the bed. you rolled your eyes yet again. he got out of his comfy position, and to his closet. his walking a little unsteady still. he handed you a white t shirt that you quickly put on after lifting up your hoodie, not caring that he was able to see everything. since the hem of the t shirt ended mid thigh, you decided to remove your jeans as well.

“are you sure mase? you know it’s called a guest room for a reason right?” he laughed as he confirmed he was a 100 percent sure. you got under the sheets, sinking into the comfort. afterall, you had been on your feet the whole day. “i love you y/n. i mean it.” he broke the silence. “you’re drunk, mase.” you responded. you would be lying if you said your heart didnt skip a beat at his words. “drunk words are sober thoughts. i mean everything im about to say. i have loved you since forever. i love your smile, your laugh, the way you take care of me when im drunk. i love everything about you.” he turned to look at you, the same smile from in the car plastered onto his face again. “i love you too mase. we’ll talk in the morning, when you’re sober. goodnight.” you kissed his nose that was dangerously close to yours. no matter how much you wanted to confess your undying love for him too, you wanted to do it when he wasn’t half drunk, but you still knew whatever he said was real. you fell asleep to his hands wrapped around your waist, and his words running through your mind.

[trentskiiii]

Hii how are you babes? Can I request a mason one where the reader and mason are dating and both pay on the same chelsea team and the fans love their relationship, but during the summer break he goes to Miami and there’s videos of him flirting with girls at the clubs & in one video he’s saying he’s “the best tour guide around” so the fans bash him online, maybe it becomes known to the public that PSG have bid for the reader to join them and then she’s photographed by the paps with neymar & kylian with friends in France and everyone thinks she’s left Chelsea or something? And she posts on Instagram loads of pictures and videos with the caption “ best tour guide around” . I feel like the reader would be a petty bad bitch in this situation 😂😂

getting back - mason mount

heyy, thank you sm for the request. im doing great how about you guys?? i hope this is what you were thinking but i did switch some things up, and lmk if you have more suggestions!❤️

you and mason had started dating a few years after you joined the chelsea. with him in the same club, you two met a few times and got close. after a while, he had finally asked you out on a date. the fans loved your relationship and was always supportive. and finally, it was summer break, the time you have been waiting for the most. you had played fairly well season in chelsea’s womens club.

“you’re a 100% sure you’re fine with me going to miami with the boys right??” he asked again as he looked at you. he was pacing around the room, while you were still laying in bed. you knew he needed some time alone after the season ended. the season he felt he did horrible in, even though everyone and yourself had assured him he did well. “yes, mase. i know how much you want this.” you got up, pressed a kiss to his cheek and left to make breakfast.

—-

“bye, baby. i’ll miss you.” you laughed as he practically clinged onto you at the airport. all his friends teasing him as he hugged you tightly, but you could feel his fingers on your back flipping the guys off. you mumbled an “i’ll miss u too” as he unhooked himself and they started walking. he turned back to wave at you every few steps. you laughed at how clingy he was.

—

“so yesterday we went fishing and then some other activities. i miss you so much.” he pouted on the call. not only a few days in and he had already facetimed you. in fact, the whole journey there he had been texting you. telling you about every single thing he had seen or done. you nodded and laughed away as he showed you a tour of his hotel room and forced his friends to say hello to you. although the time zones were a little different, you made sure you were available for him at any time at all, knowing he would be crazy worried if you didnt pick up.

—

as the days went by, you noticed that mason hadnt called you in a while. you knew he was having so much fun with his boys and couldn’t afford to call you every second. you would never admit it, but you were just as clingy as he was. you didn’t mind, as at least, now you had more time to spend with your girlfriends too. suddenly, while scrolling through twitter, you found pictures and videos of him at a club. you didn’t think much until you watched it and saw him flirting and dancing with all girls. a few of them even had their hands on him. he was obviously wasted and you heard it in his voice as he slurred “best tour guides around!” to the camera. you checked the comments and tags to find everyone bashing him. afterall, everyone knew and adored your relationship with him. you couldn’t help but feel a little disappointed. you trusted him fully and knew that it wouldn’t go further than that. so you brushed it off and sent him a text.

“saw the vids and pictures, have fun hanging with your new girlfriends x” you meant it as a joke but deep down, you felt hurt.

as the day went by, you started getting ready to leave for france. PSG had started to bid for you since your contract was ending. you decided to head over to france to check the place out. you brought your luggage down as you heard your uber outside.

—

after two days of jetlag in france, you were ready to start having fun. you were keeping in contact with neymar and kylian since you were all mutuals since before. neymar had arranged to go for dinner and clubbing with all his friends and you. he texted you as you left your hotel to meet up with him. he and kylian had offered to show you around paris before dinner, in case you were going to join psg.

your day was filled with laughter and fun as you headed to the bar. you had walked around the city, met a few fans and loads of paparazzis. you met up with more of neymars friends at the bar you were at. you drank and danced your night away.

—

the next day, you woke up to what felt like millions of notifications on your phone. you decided to see what it was about as you opened up twitter. you had followed some of your fan accounts to show support and gratitude.

“IS Y/N LEAVING CHELSEA???” many tweets were of the same idea. everyone thought that your transfer was confirmed. and they were all upset since their favourite couple in chelsea would be in different clubs. you also noticed many pictures that the paparazzi took of you hanging out with members of PSG. you decided you would use those images to get back at mason.

you picked out the loads of pictures with you, neymar and kylian and posted them on instagram. the caption wrote, “the best tour guides around🇫🇷❤️” and within seconds, the comments and likes flowed in. all your fans were laughing at the shade you threw on mason. some thought you were serious and most knew you were joking.

“BABYYYYY, theyre not my girlfriends. you are. i miss you, you know?” he knew you were joking as you never got jealous, hence the normal texting. not justifying his actions whatsoever. you decided to be petty about it, just for revenge. “i know. i miss you too. thank god i got to meet up with ney and kylian cs i missed them more.” he quickly replied,” 🤬🤬🤬” and another one “i just booked a flight to paris.” you laughed at his text and asked if he was serious, which he was. he sent a screenshot of his flight details. “mason mount, you are absolutely crazy.” you sent in disbelief. “only for you😘” you shaked your head and scoffed.

i wasnt sure if you meant this request as a fluff or an angst so i went with my gut feeling and did a fluff. i hope you like it!

[trentskiiii]

i chose you- mason mount

i know i’ve done a sort of similar story before but i’ve run out of ideas. pls pls dont be afraid to request. as of right now, id literally do any and all suggestions. my dms are always open! ps. i have read a fan fic that’s also similar to this and i got some ideas from it. i want to give credits but i cant seem to remember the authors tag :(((

gif by @youmustlovehim

“mason, you should just leave. i understand if you want to. you said shakily, wiping a falling tear. you were sat in the corner of your bed. mason looked at you and crossed his eyebrows.

“y/n. what are you talking about?? i would never leave you. not then, not now and not ever. you get it?” he reassured. he was slightly mad that you would even think that he would want to. lately, your depressive episodes had been getting worse. with you not wanting to do anything and always being lethargic, you knew mason hadnt been getting the attention he deserves. before, you would always be close to him. but nowadays, all you wanted to do was lay in bed all that. in fact, that was indeed all you did.

throughout all this, he was the one sending and fetching you to and fro your therapy sessions, since he didn’t trust you driving in the state you were in. he was the one that would pick your meds up and feed it to you whenever his little alarm that he set rang.

“mase, i love you. but you dont deserve this. you deserve someone who’ll always be by your side. i can barely do anything for you. i promise i won’t be mad if you leave.”

“stop. seriously stop y/n. i chose you. out of all the girls out there, you are the one i choose. and i hate whenever you think so low of yourself. i love you y/n. dont think you’re ever getting rid of me.” he cupped your face and stared into your eyes. firmly, yet comfortingly. you nodded as he pressed a long kiss on your temple.

im aware that this is really bad. im so so sorry😭

[trentskiiii]

secret heart - mason mount x reader

summary: in which you have just moved to london, now living together with your brother kai and his girlfriend sophia. as you try to make more friends and enjoy your new life, you also get closer to their friends, especially one of your brother’s teammates.

notes: the whole series will contain fluff, angst & smut

chapter one

chapter two coming out 29.06.2022

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[trentskiiii]

hotel - mason mount

mostly fluff and slight angst

im so so sorry for all the mason mount content. but it seems like that’s what you guys are enjoying and that matters the most. anyway enjoy mason falling for you ;) this is a lil different than what i usually do, and a lot longer but i hope you like it! sorry for the shit ton of dialogues!

“alright! here are the keycards for the three rooms. enjoy your stay!” the receptionist and the counter said as she handed sophia the three card folders.

“wait. three? soph we said to book 4. or did they make a mistake??” you asked her as you tried to take the cards to talk to the receptionist.

“ohh, i guess i forgot to tell you. they were fully booked so we only managed to get three rooms. i mean, im sure it’s fine right if you share one with mason?” she looked over at you and then to mason, who was already getting teased by declan and havertz. the 6 of you, you, mason, kai, sophia, declan and lauren were on a vacation. however it wasn’t awkward until that moment. there was always some sort of tension between you two. mainly caused by the friend group always making jokes about the two of you dating, hoping it would actually happen.

you never doubted your feelings for him. you’d known it since the day you met him, when soph introduced you two. you fell in love with his eyes and his personality. but what caught you the most was his smile. but you never admitted it because you knew your place. you two were just friends. and you knew you weren’t enough for him. afterall, you were just a normal girl with nothing extraordinary to give.

“yeah, i mean it’s fine with me. not sure about y/n though. y/n what do you say?” mason quickly responded, almost too quick.

“yeah sure. we’re friends anyway, it won’t be awkward at all.” the six of you then began heading up to your respective rooms in the luxurious hotel. it was already dark when you landed from the flight and there was nothing more

you quickly took back your words when you opened the hotel door. there were rose petals on the bed and on the floor. the room was in a dim light setting with romantic sounds playing through the tv speakers.

“they must’ve thought we were all couples.” you tried to break the awkward silence as you two laughed lightly. to be fair, it was only slightly awkward due to the fact that you two barely knew each other. you were only introduced to the group a few months ago. and you never really talked to mason one on one.

“soooo, you tired yet?” mason asked as the two of you sat on the edge of the bed.

“i mean, i guess. what about you?”

“kinda. you want any drinks?”

you politely declined and he helped himself to a beer.

“you can take the bed, ill sleep on the couch.” he said as he walked around the room.

“what? no, mase. this bed is huge. im sure we can both sleep like mature adults.” you joked and he laughed. he asked again if you were sure and you nodded.

as the two of you got ready for bed, he took off his jumper to show his toned abdomen and tattooed chest. it was fucking attractive to you. you went to the toilet to wipe off your makeup and complete your skincare routine. and you walked out of the room in just your bra and underwear. it being a lacy white piece.

“woah, y/n.” he gasped at the sight. not in a bad way. he was amused.

“oh fuck, im so sorry i forgot we were sharing a bed. i usually sleep like this, it gets warm at night and i need to be comfortable. i’ll wear a t shirt hold on” you quickly realised what you had done and went to your luggage to find a t shirt.

“no-no, it’s fine y/n. i was just shocked thats all. as long as you’re comfortable. and we have a long day tomorrow so you need a good nights sleep. come on.” he said as he pat the mattress. you smiled and climbed onto the bed. soon, the two of you were fast asleep.

“GOODMORNING LOVEBIRDS.” you woke up to a familiar voice. you rubbed your eyes and found sophia and kai staring at the two of you. kai was laughing his ass off looking at yours and masons confused looks.

“we agreed to meet at the lobby at 9am. look at the time now! i left the two of you in the same room and you immediately hook up!” sophia started laughing too. she never thought it would actually happen. it didn’t. it just looked like it. the two of you practically naked in the same bed. anyone would’ve thought the same.

“what? we didnt hook up!” mason quickly claimed. kai still cracking up and hitting mason’s knee as he laughed.

“whatever it is, just get up and get ready. dec and lauren have been waiting since just now. meet at the lobby in 30!” her voice trailing off as the two left the room. you and mason looked at each other.

“good morning, y/n. how do you manage to look this gorgeous when you just woke up.” he teased. you weren’t sure if he was being serious or not.

“good morning mase. same goes for you.” you smiled and he smiled too. you lifted up the duvet and walked over to the en suite bathroom to get ready. since you guys were going to the beach, all you had to do was brush your teeth, wash your face and put on a bikini. soon, the two of you made your way to the lobby.

“sorry for the wait, you guys. mason took a long time getting ready.” you jokingly put the blame on him knowing it wasn’t true at all. he laughed and pushed you playfully. on the way to the beach, you couldn’t help but notice him staring at you. he would always keep close to you and touched you whenever he could. he would squeeze your hands at times when you were nervous due to the paparazzi. or pull u in from the side to shield you from them. you were touched at his gesture but quickly remembered that he was just being a good friend.

“lauren! could you help me get this sunscreen on my back please?” you asked as she nodded and you waited patiently for her to be done applying it on declan first.

“i’ll help you, y/n. but only if you want.” he quickly added. you smiled and passed him the bottle. he rubbed it slowly on your back, his hands going underneath your top to get it everywhere.

“you seem like a you’ve done this a few time. so tell me, how many girls have you applied sunscreen on?” you teased him.

“jeez, y/n. didn’t know putting sunscreen on someone was something so intimate. but if im being honest, you’re my first.” he replied in the same tone that you were using to joke. you were surprised by his answer. you’d honestly thought it would be up to the twenties. he was an attractive guy and obviously pulled many women. you scoffed at his statement as he finished applying it.

“you’re good to go, but i wish you weren’t because i wanna continue putting my hands all over you.” he tickled your spine as you laughed. you knew he was joking. but you weren’t quite sure what was making him so confident. you rolled your eyes at him and leaned onto his chest. but quickly got up as soon as declan and kai came over and teased you two.

the two kept making kissing noises and their hands were acting like lips. and in the background, soph played the song careless whisper.they were literal kids.

“fuck off. all of you.” you said as you flipped them off and they broke character and laughed.

“but no joke, the two of you should just get together already. then we can have that triple wedding we talked about.” the group laughed as declan suggested. you shook your head and rolled your eyes.

when you got back from the day out, you were absolutely exhausted. you fell flat onto the bed. all you wanted to do was sleep. but you were uncomfortable from all the sweat from the day out. if only you could sleep while showering.

“get up, stinky. you need to shower. then we can sleep.” mason said as he lifted you off the bed. he had already showered while you napped on the bed. you sighed heavily as you slammed the bathroom door and started showering. soon, you walked out of the bathroom in your towel and into the room to change. you trusted that mason would keep his eyes on his phone as you changed into your comfy set. a blue silky loose singlet and a matching underwear. and he did.

“how do you look so good in pyjamas?” he asked when he finally looked up. you rolled you eyes yet again at his endless compliments. it was definitely a less awkward situation now compared to the night before.

“you never stop with the teases, do you?” you asked. his eyes still admiring you.

“im not teasing, y/n. you’re actually stunning.” he said. you scoffed it off, always remembering one thing. you will never be enough for him and he was just a friend.

the next day was a chiller day. hanging out in the hotel and only leaving for a fancy dinner. soph finally allowed everyone to sleep in. you woke up to mason’s face dangerously close to yours. and soon after he woke uk too.

“good morning, gorgeous.”

“morning, masey.”

he pressed a kiss onto your nose as he turned over to grab his phone on the night stand. you two had grown very close in a matter of a few hours the day before. you were now very comfortable with him and he was with you too.

“you want breakfast? theres room service.” you agreed and the two of you went all out ordering almost everything on the breakfast menu. when the food came, you two chuckled looking at the large amount and began digging in. tasting everything and feeding each other playfully. by the time you realised it, you and mason had been acting like a real couple even though you guys weren’t.

by lunch time, you were still stuffed. you two decided to take a walk and you quickly got ready. you put on a pair of mom jeans and a tube top, while mason wore black pants and a white top.

you didn’t even realise when you two began holding hands. fingers interlocked and arms swinging lightly. both of you took this time to get to know each other better. by the time you knew it, two hours had passed and you knew everything about each other. you two quickly walked back to the hotel.

“mase, can i ask you something?”

“of course. shoot, princess.”

“what’s your type?”

he laughed at your question,”i like girls who are shy at first, but confident after. y/h/c coloured hair and y/e/c eyes. oh and i especially love girls who ask dumb questions. that’s about it.”

you nodded at his response. you knew it was completely a coincidence but it almost gave you hope. you shook the thought off and the two of you began getting ready for dinner. you put on a gorgeous royal blue satin long dress, with a slit going up mid thigh. you paired it with black high heels and a sliver purse, matching with all your silver jewellery.

“y/n, you look absolutely stunning. i’ve never met anyone as beautiful as you.” you saw his eyes sparkle as he admired you in that dress.

“mase, youre such a tease.” you just couldn’t believe his words. you were deeply insecure but never showed it. you knew you were lucky to look like you did but you were never satisfied.

“im not joking y/n. you’re the most gorgeous girl in the world. whoever gets you is probably the luckiest man in the world. come on, let’s go before sophi starts nagging again” he smiled as you grabbed his arm and the two of you made your way to the lobby to meet the others.

at the dinner, the six of you were sitted together fortunately, as you wouldn’t have felt comfortable sitting anywhere else.

“so, we take it as you and y/n are dating now.” Kai spoke and the others agreed.

“yeap. me and my gorgeous girlfriend are dating.” he grabbed your soft hand and squeezed it. you were genuinely confused and so were the rest. the girls quickly rushed with the questions asking if it was true to which you said yes. you weren’t really sure why you did but it seemed right to do at the time.

after dinner, you and mason were back in the room. you two had already changed into your pjs

“sooo, you wanna tell me what that was about, boyfriend?” you asked.

“they kept bothering us, so i silenced them. we’ll just tell them it was a prank or something tomorrow.” he replied.

“oh.” you were hurt. deeply. tears began welling up in your eyes. you hated yourself for thinking that way. you already knew and warned yourself about this. yet you were stupid. tears began falling as you quickly rushed to the bathroom. but mason saw it all.

“y/n are you alright? im so sorry. i didnt mean to hurt you. i thought you were okay with it. im so sorry baby.” he quickly followed you to try and comfort you.

“it’s fine mason. i was the stupid one. stupid to think that a guy like you would ever love me. it’s just that with all the compliments- i knew you were joking but i was too blind to see it. im sorry i should have known better.” you blurted out as you wiped your tears.

“y/n. how many times must i say, i wasnt joking when i complimented you. i mean it. you truly are the most gorgeous girl in the world. and like i said, whoever gets you will be the luckiest man to live.” he said as he tucked your hair behind your ear.

“why can’t it be you then?” you asked shakily.

“because a guy like me doesn’t deserve you. you’re way out of my league y/n.” he laughed as he pulled you in for a hug.

“mason, im in love with you. ive always been. from the night in the club, i fell in love with you. if anything, you’re the one out of my league. and im lucky to even have you as a friend.”

no words came out from his mouth. he just pulled you in for a passionate kiss. he pulled you out of the bathroom and onto the bed. he wrapped his arms around your waist as you two cuddled. he peppered kisses all over your face and head.

“you know i love you right?” he asked as he held your head up to his. you nodded and hugged him tightly and pulled yourself in again for a long kiss.

“goodnight, gorgeous. i love you.”

“night masey. love you.”

[trentskiiii]

by your side - mason mount

after your boyfriend cheated on you, you spiral into your old habits. your friends are worried and they can only call one person to help you.

TW: mentions of alc addiction, relapse and very slight mention of ed.

“y/n, this isn’t you. stop this, okay?” y/bsf/name pleaded. bottles and cans of alcohol scattered on your nightstand. you’d found yourself returning to your old habits. those in which you would live on just alcohol for days. no food and water. it was extremely unhealthy. and you hadnt been in this state for the longest of time. only when you found out about the affair your ex-boyfriend, Jayden, was having, you couldn’t help it.

after a few weeks of weeping and day drinking, your friends had had enough. seeing you, with bloodshot eyes, dark circles under your eyes showing you haven’t slept for days, and the fact that you had lost so much weight, they knew they had to do something. they were afraid of losing you. there was only one person they could call.

“hello?”

“hey. this is y/n’s friend, y/bsf/n. this it mason right?”

“yeah, how can i help you?”

“it’s about y/n. you have got to come over to her house. im- im afraid she’s relapsed.”

“what?!?! what do you mean by that? she’s drinking again? what happened?!?” mason’s tone quickly changed.

“please, just come here. see for yourself.”

“okay, im driving there now. take care of her.”

mason was another of your ex. you two barely kept in contact. only texting when completely necessary and when it was to wish each other happy birthday. it wasn’t a messy breakup, but he saved your life. you had been in many toxic relationships and he found you when you were in a state similar to the one you were in. only worse. your friends hoped he could save you once again.

As he entered your bedroom, his heart broke seeing the state you were in. tears started welling up in his brown orbs.

“oh, y/n. what happened baby?” he walked over to you and swiped a falling tear off your face. you smiled at him. obviously a fake one, and turned your head the other way. trying to avoid him.

“y/n. come on, talk to me. i hate seeing you like this.” he sat on the edge of the bed. his hands on your shoulder.

“it’s fine, mason. im fine.” you used all the energy you had in you to say that. your voice was strained.

“no you’re not y/n. you relapsed. dont try to lie to me.” he turned your whole body, that was facing one side, to face him. tears were now dripping down your pale cheeks. you quickly wiped it off with your hoodie sleeve.

mason tucked your hair behind your ear. he sat on the bed comfortably, his head now leaning against the headboard. he caressed your hair calmingly and smiled “it’s okay, y/n. i’ll always be by your side. you can talk when you’re ready.”

[trentskiiii]

a glimpse of us - mason mount

honestly, songs are my biggest ideas right now because i physically am super unoriginal😭 this is fucking shit im so sorry this is the worst fan fic ive ever seen and i wrote it😭😭😭😭

one in which everything mason’s new girl does, reminds him of you

there it was again. the way she rolled her eyes while laughing or the way she fidgeted with her lips when she was nervous. every little thing only brought one thing to mason’s mind. you.

it had been a few months after your breakup. a mutual one. you felt it was for the better. with mason getting busier with building his career, and you having to work overseas, everything seemed distant. you just felt like it wouldn’t work out. for the first few weeks, you were a mess. although you both were on the same page, it was still hard. ending a 3 year relationship couldn’t have been easy. but slowly, you picked yourself up, piece by piece. mason however, chose to drink his problems away. clubbing every other night, and soon dating a new girl.

“maseeeee, come back to bedddd. i need you.” his new girlfriend, mia whined. he was up early, looking out of her apartment window. he had spent the night after their date. they seemed like the perfect couple to you. date nights now and then but at the same time keeping it lowkey. they never really announced their relationship to the public, but have been seen together a fair amount of times, for people to put two and two together.

but what you didn’t know was, mason never loved her. not like he loved you at least. he needed a distraction. although he knew it was an asshole move, he was too stupid to think. and he was in too deep.

“babe! look at my new earrings!” she said as she showed off her beautiful butterfly earrings. suddenly, his eyes widened. he was silent. the exact same earrings he had gotten you for your 21st birthday. she flaunted it, the same exact way that you did- shaking your head gently to show it dangle. he only managed to smile, “it’s gorgeous, mia.”

after giving her some crap excuse as to why she couldn’t stay over that night, he lie on his bed. his feet still on the ground, knees bent at the edge of the bed. he couldn’t stop thinking of you. he knew he wanted to call you. he needed to. but he was scared. then, he remembered what you always told him when he had trouble making decisions, “fuck it, yolo.”

he picked up his phone and clicked on your contact. once was saved as “baby🤍” and now “y/n”.

“hello?”

“y/n. hi.”

“hi, mason. erm can i help you??”

“y-y-yes. i wanted to say that i miss you.”

“mason, what are you saying? you have a girlfriend mate.” you tried your best not to let your sobs slip out.

“i dont love her, y/n. not like i love you. whenever i look into her eyes, all i see is a glimpse of us. and, and i try to fall her touch, but i just cant. i know it seems like i’ve moved on but i havent. i miss you so much, y/n.” he let out his heart. waiting patiently for your response.

you couldn’t hold it back anymore. your cries and whimpers, all clearly audible to him.

“y/n. please dont cry, baby.”

you laughed a little, embarrassed at the fact that he could hear you sobbing.

“i missed you too, mase.”

[trentskiiii]

Him & I - Chapter One

It had been a week a since you had agreed with your young premier league star of a brother to finally stay down at Cobham with him and his housemate. The only problem that was stopping you from agreeing with your brother any sooner was that you and his housemate did not get on. One bit. You see, when you first met him, he was one of the loveliest boys if not the loveliest boys you had ever met. But that all changed when the fame of ‘being one of the best-looking footballers’ got to his head. Mason Mount was the sort of person that looked like butter wouldn’t melt, literally everybody you knew loved him, starting with his friends and family, then his teammates, one of them unfortunately ending up being your older brother, most social media and his worldwide fans. Every single one of them treated him like was the king. But, having to fake to even be civil with him for your brother’s sake was even starting to become a right pain in the arse. From the first time you were around him without your brothers or family’s supervision, him and his so called ‘friend’ who is irrelevant, so we won’t mention his name, made a crude snarky comment about you. You didn’t quite catch on to what was said but you were pretty sure it was something along the lines of if he knew you better that he would fuck the shit out of you and that he wouldn’t care your one of his mates’ little sisters. Even though it wasn’t the nicest way to put it, you couldn’t lie when it said it made you feel pretty confident about you and your appearance but what did upset you about the comment that was made was that you heard mason sit there and agree alongside his friend. It wasn’t like it was the comment that made you upset because you’d be lying to yourself but by masons’ reaction, you’d thought he’d try and at least do or say something to defend you. But that was not the case. The arrogance and immaturity of the so called 23-year-old, turned you against him. Well, that’s what you thought…

You had a few of what you called ‘encounters’ at the bridge, since the comment was made but apart from that, that was it. It was coming up to your brother’s birthday, so you promised him you’ll come down from your hometown to spend a few weeks with him before him and his friends jetted off to Miami for his birthday vacation then you and your parents will then meet both ben, mason and his family out in Dubai for this year’s ‘family’ vacation. Which you were oh so thrilled about…

Your brother and Mason loved to go out, preferably to clubs, which of course you didn’t care about seeing as their both older than you and are supposedly to be ‘two mature men’ which in fact they weren’t but you wouldn’t dare say that to their faces. Not yet anyway. When your brother messaged and asked for you to stay over, you felt like you had to say yes, of course you wanted to but what you did not want to say yes to was to go and having to be in the same house as mason for two plus weeks then staying in a villa with him for another few weeks…how fun.

It was a cold Monday morning around the time of 11 am when you finally arrived at your brothers and_ his_ house, you got a phone call from your brother which you found odd, but you didn’t question it as you slid your thumb across the answer button and held the phone up to your ear, struggling to get your two suitcases out but you just about managed. “Hey Ben, what’s up?” you asked your brother as you locked up your car and made your way over to the front door when you only just realised that Mason’s car was parked on the drive, you raised your eyebrow but didn’t question it as ben started calling your name down the phone.  “Sorry ben, what’s up? Can’t you just tell me when you open the door?” ben goes silent. “Ben, don’t you dare say what I’m thinking you’re about to say.” you huff as you had a feeling this would happen. “I’m sorry sis, I really wanted to greet you at the door seeing as I was the one who forced you to come but I had to go out to try a suit on for James’ wedding”. After your huffing and puffing fit on the phone, you said your goodbyes as you became hesitant to knock on the front door but that was soon sorted out as the door swung open as you saw the one and only Mason Mount stood in a pair of grey joggers that would make any girl fall to their knees…in more ways than one.

Chapter Two - Tomorrow night, 8pm.

[trentskiiii]

wyd now? - trent alexander arnold

finally a trent one😭 i didnt proof read this so sorry if there are any mistakes!

you and trent broke up a few months ago. you never kept in contact but you never stopped loving him. only when you realise how much you needed him, you decide to call him.

gif by @football-and-fanfics

you sat in your room. 9 weeks after the messy breakup but you still never moved on. he was the love of your life. a 5 year relationship.but you needed to let go. after all the negative comments about your relationship with him, you needed to leave. no matter how bad it hurt, you were afraid you were going to lose yourself. you received death threats, people commenting about your looks, and even creating rumours of you cheating so you two would breakup. you were able to cope with it for a while, but as trent became more busy, you were all by yourself. it ate you alive.

“babe, you have to call him. you need him. you’re even worse right now than in the relationship. just get the closure you need.” y/bsf/n said. she hugged you tightly before she left your apartment. her words lingered in your mind the whole day. was she right? what could go wrong? you wanted nothing more than trent in your arms again. you picked up your phone. his contact still pinned in your caller dial and still named “my love❤️”. tears began flowing out of your eyes as you reminisce all your memories. you wiped your tears with the sleeve of his faded t shirt. one that you’ve kept since forever. you clicked call as you heard it ring.

“y/n?”

his all too familiar voice heard. a million doubts ran through your mind. you realised you made a huge mistake.

“trent. im sorry, just forget i called. im so sorry” you said, sniffling. your voice strained, very obviously showing you had been crying.

“y/n, why are you crying? are you alright??” he asked worriedly.

“im fine, t. im really sorry. i didnt mean to disturb you.” you said shakily, about to end the call. but when you heard his voice again, you kept your phone held up to your ear.

“y/n, talk to me. you’re obviously not okay.”

“i miss you, trent. i miss all our memories. till this day, i remember, you said that by now we’d be painting the walls of our shared apartment. you’re still everything i want. a-a-and i hope we can work it out.” you blurted out. your voice still strained. tears falling down your cheeks as you spoke your mind.

“y/n, i miss you too. i miss your smile when i gave you all the roses. i loved every moment with you. i would change the world just for us to work out. but i just have to move on.” trent said, his voice breaking at the sound of your sobs.

“im sorry, y/n.” beep.

[trentskiiii]

blessing in disguise- mason mount

angst with HAPPY ENDING!!!

as mason gains more attention and popularity, he strays further apart from you. his bestfriend since forever. but you have always had a crush on him. ever since he treated you like a princess. you just didnt want to ruin anything by saying it.

it had been a whole month since you and mason spoke. after the argument, you didnt want to apologise to him. you had nothing to apologise for.

“what the fuck are you talking about, y/n?” “it’s true, mason. after you became “the mason mount” you’re not the same. what happened to movie nights? what happened to you? what happened to us?” you said as your finger poked at his chest. tears began falling out of your eyes 10 years of friendship soon going down the drain. “dont act like im the bad guy now, y/n! honestly, how selfish could you be? i have more mates now and you’re not all that matters right now. i have a career so i cant keep treating you like a princess.” he said. bluntly. you were taken aback. he’d never said anything like that to you. you wiped your tears with your hands. “good to know, mase.”

you weren’t sure what that argument meant. were you two just strangers? it didnt effect you THAT badly. but you were hurt. especially because that wasnt the mason you fell in love with. how could he say that to you? it all started when he missed your 21st birthday. he said he was busy, but you saw his mates post a picture of him, absolutely wasted in some club. you didn’t say anything to him about it. you knew he was partly right though. he now had a career. one he worked really hard for. you were supposed to be happy for him, not butthurt. only then did you realise your mistake. you whiped out your phone to send him a text.

*wanna talk?*

*come over?*

his response was quick. you got up and took a shower. you put on a pair or mom jeans and threw on a hoodie. ironically, it was his. you left your apartment and drove to his house.

“hey, y/n.” you were greeted. he looked absolutely ruined. bloodshot eyes, messy hair and it looked like he hadnt showered for days. you didnt know exactly what happened to him. “mase, what’s wrong with you?” you asked as your fingers ruffled his hair and tried sorting it out.

as you two set on his living room sofa, he opened his mouth to talk. “im sorry y/n. i was stupid. everything i said. it was all a mistake. please forgive me y/n. i need you. you’re why im here right now. i love you.” you smiled as you pulled his head to your chest. you hugged him tightly. “i love you masey. and not just as a friend. im in love with you.” then there was silence. you didnt think before you said it. it just slipped out.

“y/n/n, what are you talking about? are you winding me up?” he chucked as he sat up. “no mason, im not. but just ignore what i said. i wasnt thinking. i just dont wanna ruin our friendship.”you said, embarrassed. “no,y/n. what if i told you, ive always been in love with you. the way you spoke, the way you laugh, the way your hair just falls perfectly without you even trying. i never said anything because i was scared. i love you y/n. so fucking much.” he spoke up. without saying anything else, you two kissed. as you pulled away, his head fell back onto your lap. you messed with his hair.

“nice hoodie.” he joked.

“piss off, mase”

[trentskiiii]

always waiting - declan rice

PART 2 OF ENOUGH FOR YOU. sorry this took a while i had to think cs i was running out of ideasss

desc: after your messy break up with mason, the only person that comforted you was declan.

warnings : some curse words, mental health talk- depression, kissing

“y/n, promise me you’ll get better? i hate seeing you this way.” your childhood best friend asked you. his face and tone showed exactly how worried he was for you. a full month after your heartbreak and you were only getting worse. crying every second of everyday. you had lost so much weight and it was very visible. your eyes forever puffy and red and you never left dec’s house. and the worst part was that you never heard from mason again. not that you wanted him back, but seeing him living his life as per normal made you feel stupider for the way you were acting. only then did you realise how little you meant to him.

“y/n/n, eat up please. i bought your favourite. beef noodles from the shop down the road. please y/n.” he pleaded. you couldn’t say no to his sympathetic face. no matter how little energy you had in you, you plastered a fake smile and took a sip of the broth. it was indeed your favourite. and only declan knew that. all this time, mason had thought your favourite comfort food was pasta, but you didnt have the heart to tell him it wasnt. you didnt want him to feel dumb. if only he thought the same way about you. you took a few small bites of the noodles before you finally opened your mouth to talk, “thanks, dec. i love you.” your tone was low and soft. you didn’t have the energy to eat, drink and yet alone talk. if you had the choice, you would stay in the room the whole day. and never come out. as you were slowly walking up the stairs, you felt your limbs go weak and it felt like jelly. you collapsed onto the floor, fortunately you were only a few steps up. you didnt remember much, only hearing declans voice, “FUCK, Y/N.”

“baby, you fainted. thats what happens when you dont wanna eat.” declan said as he stroked your chin. you smiled softly. he gave you a quick kiss before calling his personal doctor over. you tried pulling his arm to stop him but it didn’t work. and soon enough you were being checked up by a doctor.

you overheard the doctor speaking to declan outside of the room. they were clearly trying to hide it from you but you listened closely. “im afraid shes growing weaker by the day. if she doesnt start eating more and drinking, we have to put her on an iv and feeding tube. seeing that she has prior health problems, this could be very serious. and i recommend for her to take anti depressants if it hasn’t already been prescribed.” it has been. you were diagnosed with depression a week before, after declan brought you to a therapist. as the door opened, you pretended to be asleep, not wanting dec to know that you heard the conversation. you felt his hands caressing your face before tucking your hair behind you ear. he then whispered a few words, thinking you were actually asleep.

“y/n, if only you could see how perfect you are. you’re the most beautiful person in this whole world. only mason was too stupid to see. if only you knew how much i love you.” he muttered, before pressing a kiss onto your forehead. the second you heard the door close, you opened your eyes. tears began flowing out of your eyes again. you always got the hint that declan was in love with you. in fact, you were in love with him too, until you met mason and believed that you loved him and not dec. you began thinking about how different everything could’ve been. if you just weren’t so stupid.

many days passed since his “secret” confession. with declans help, and only his, you began getting better. you would eat a full meal a day, rather than none at all. you weren’t crying as often. and soon enough, mason was completely out of your mind. although it hurt you that you forgot his scent, you knew you had to move on. for your own good. and at each step of the way, declan was there for you. telling you how proud he was. “y/n, you dont know how happy i am for you. look at you now, gorgeous. i missed you.” he stared at you as you got ready for your first day back to work. although it was just a zoom meeting, he was happy that you even had the motivation to do it.

as you sat silently in your bed at night. you thought to yourself. a few months has gone by. your feelings for declan clearly reappearing. especially seeing how he took care of you while at your lowest. his words from that one night still replayed in your head. you knew you loved him. but was he just a rebound? were you just desperate? you quickly shut down those ideas. he was the light of your life, when everything was dark. he saved your life. he saved you. suddenly the door opened.

“hey, dec.” you smiled as you signalled him towards you. he sat beside you, by the edge of the bed. “came to say goodnight. im so proud of you, princess. look how far you’ve come. but, please dont move out soon. i’ll miss your company.” he said with a frown on his face. you laughed as you booped his nose with your index finger. “declan, i have to be honest.” you sat up. his eyes widened, nervous. “i wasn’t really asleep. i heard everything you said, after the talk with the doctor. and i have to be honest again. i wasnt getting better because of me. it was for you. i didnt care that i was dying. i just wanted to be with you. i hope i didnt read too much into your words.” you said, tears welling up in your eyes. it was all true. you got better for him. that was your only drive.

“y/n. what are you talking about? please dont feel forced into saying all this. and no, you didnt read too much. i meant everything i said. youre the most perfect person in this entire world. and ive always waited for you. only after you and mason got together, i had to stop. but now, ill wait again. until youre ready. im always waiting, y/n.”

you smiled as you pulled him closer by his collar. your lips met as you took in that passionate kiss. his hands moved to your head. grabbing your hair lightly as the kiss grew stronger. he had held back his love for so long and finally he could show it. as you pulled away, breathless, he whispered, “ i love you, y/n.” you smiled and said it back.

@raremasey thanks for the request!

[trentskiiii]

enough for you - mason mount ft. dec

: this was inspired by enough for you by olivia rodrigo (angst- NOT HAPPY ENDING (unless i do a part 2) , only read if u wanna be heartbroken) this is my first fic :((( you wld think my first wld be about trent but ive been thinking about this idea for forever and thought mason would be a better fit :) i didnt do a proofread bcs this took me so long😭

desc: you and mason mount have been in a relationship for around 2 years. you realised that the way he treats u n how u feel everyday in the relationship quickly changes. what will happen when u talk to him about it? WARNINGS: some curse words and then just PAIN PAIN AND PAIN AGAIN.

SHOULD I DO A PART 2 WITH DECLAN RICE?!?!?!?!

you woke up of your sleep. light peeping through the blinds of yours and masons bedroom. you’d move into his house after a month into the relationship. the relationship that you noticed was beginning to deplete, but you never knew why. and you were sure he didnt too. everything changed after the prior 3 years of friendship, when you two met at a coffee shop. cliché right? you two always joked about it, saying it was meant to be. or at least used to. for the past 2 months, he was getting distant. after his away game against real madrid. you turned to his side of the bed, as usual, he was not there. in fact you barely saw him nowadays. only an hour or two before he left the house in the morning, and another few hours when he came home to sleep. you couldn’t help it as a tear streamed down your cheek as you thought about the state of your rs. you took a long, deep breath before wiping the tear and getting up. you made the bed and headed downstairs.

“Morning, babe!” you exclaimed. A bright smile plastered onto your face, as if you hadnt been crying a second ago. You were greeted with barely a smile as he nodded, looking down at his phone. “So whats the agenda for today? Date night’s tonight right? Make sure youre back by 10!” you reminded, praying he hadn’t forgotten about it. You saw his brows furrow as he looked up at you slowly. You knew you weren’t going to like his response. “Shoot, i’m so sorry babe. I made plans with the boys and i dont think theyd like it if i cancelled.” he said blankly. Not a single hint of sorry for you. even though he said it, you knew he didnt mean it. You could feel your heart crack. A straight line down the middle. This was the 5th time he’d cancel consecutively. It’s like you didnt matter to him anymore. You had to say something.

“Cant cancel on the boys. But of course you can cancel on me. Do i even matter to you, Mase?” you asked, genuinely but with a laugh. You didnt want to show how much it hurt you. “Dont start y/n-“ you quickly interrupted him, “Dont, start what Mason? Now i cant even talk to you without it turning into an argument? Answer me, Mase? Do i matter to you?”

“What dumb question is that, y/n/n? You’re my girlfriend, of course you matter? And you’re the one screaming! All i wanted to say was that i’d rather be with the boys-“ Silence. Both of you now staring into each other’s eyes. He knew he fucked up. “Y/n. I didnt mean it that way. Im sorry okay?” he quickly broke the silence as he saw you try to hold back your tears. But failed and it felt as if the whole ocean was pouring out of your eyes as you wiped them away. “You walked up the stairs quickly, hoping he’d follow you, but he didnt. instead, he just picked up his phone and acted as if nothing had happened.

As you sat on the edge of the bed in your shared bedroom, his words kept replaying in your mind. What changed? He was head over heels for you in the beginning of the relationship. Treating you like a princess. Never hurting you and always making sure you were happy. Was he cheating on you? You hated yourself for thinking that of him but what else could you do? You took the hint that he didn’t want to be with you at that moment and quickly packed your essentials into your handbag and grabbed your keys. There was only one person that could help you. Declan. He was both yours and masons bestfriend. But, you knew for a fact that he wouldn’t be with Mason that night because Mason was supposedly hanging out with his other gang. Outside football. You’ve never even met them. For all you knew, “the boys” could have been code for some chick he was shagging behind your back.

You finished packing, sneaking in one of Masons tshirts, not knowing how long youd be away from him. Obviously you would miss him. You pace down the stairs and head towards the front door. “Where you headed, Pie?” he asked innocently. You cringed at his use of your nickname- Pie. He called you that because on your first date, you shared a slice of pumpkin pie at the cafe you two met. “Out.” you replied bluntly, grabbing your car keys. The door slammed behind you as you got into your car, and drived quickly towards dec’s.

“Y/n! I missed you!” you were greeted by a certain someone, with a pair of green eyes and a smile as bright as the sun. You two began catching up with each other on his living room couch.

“How’s Mason? Havent seen him in ages!” suddenly your smile disappeared. Every week without fail, mason claimed to be meeting up with declan. So who was he meeting instead? Why did he lie? Your train of thought was quickly stopped when dec tapped your shoulder lightly. You asked him about it. Confused.

“You sure he said he was meeting me? Havent spoke to him around 2 months? Yeah i think so” you began putting the pieces together. tears started dripping down your beautiful y/e/c eyes. “Hey, hey. What’s wrong, y/n/n?” declan asked as his thumb swiped your falling tear. “i-i-is he cheating on me, Dec? Am i not enough?” you asked, your voice trembling. “What? Of course you’re enough, y/n. You’re more than enough. Don’t ever doubt that.” he pulled you closer as you rest your head on his chest. One of his hands across you chest and another supporting your neck. He chose not to say anything involving Mason because he himself didnt know anything about his situation.

The two of you eventually fell asleep on the couch. You were the first to go after crying everything out. And declan, afraid to move, he also dozed off. you reach for your phone and opened it. Hundreds of messages and notifications. From your friends, instagram, twitter and what interested you most, from mason. One voicemail and 5 missed calls. You clicked open the voicemail and listened.

“Look y/n. Im sure you’ve seen the articles. Where are you? I’ll meet you there and we can talk about it.” you furrowed your brows, confused. So you clicked on y/bsf/n’s message, with a link attached to it. The text below it read, “Im so sorry babe. Call me soon. Im here for you.” Your heart beat growing faster and faster and eventually felt like it was beating at a pace of 1000miles an hour.

“FOOTBALL STAR, MASON MOUNT SEEN WITH ANOTHER GIRL AFTER BREAKUP WITH FORMER LOVER, Y/N” the headline read. what. the. actual. fuck. You sobbed silently for the 4th time that day. and the day was not even half over. But declan quickly woke up to the feeling of tears wetting his tight fit grey t shirt. “Y/n, what’s wrong? Im sure he’s not cheating. We dont even know the fully stor-“ he stopped as he saw the article through your phone screen. “Oh, y/n. Im sorry.” he could only say so much. he knew you were feeling completely shit. If only he could, he wouldve punched the shit out off mason. but he knew it would only make things worse.

———————

A few days passed since then. You were still staying at declans. Every few hours, he would knock on the door offering a glass of water, food or a talk. To which you would decline until he had enough of your stubbornness. “y/n, youre drinking this, then eating this. and im not taking no for an answer.” he said putting a glass of warm water and a bowl of takeout from when he went out earlier on the bedside table. You wiped your remainder tears off your pale cheeks with your hoodie sleeve. and taking a sip of the water before putting it down. “He was my everything, Dec. Why wasn’t i, his? w-wh-what was lacking? am i not pretty enough o-o-or was i not sexy enough? was i not good enough?” you stuttered. you were genuinely confused. all those things he said about you. were they lies? did he mean it? “i wore my makeup the way he liked it. i did everything to make him love me. ever since the day we met, i remember the exact way he liked his coffee. but it wasn’t good enough. the second he found someone more interesting, he left me. did he even love me, dec?” “y/n, of course he did. i still remember the day he met you, he was telling me about your gorgeous eyes, perfect smile, soft hair and the way you laughed. he was in love with you. im sure he still is. Get some rest, y/n. I dont like seeing you like this. and eat up.” he pecked a kiss on ur forehead before leaving the room. declan always understood you. but no matter how much comforting anyone was able to give, you were still hurt. you still cried every minute of the day. only pretending to stop whenever declan checked in on you. the cycle continued. —————-

you heard a knock on the bedroom door.

“im alright declan, it’s okay.” you said, sniffling. it was obvious by the strain of your voice that you weren’t in fact alright. suddenly the door opened. “y/n.” you heard a familiar voice. it wasn’t dec’s.

“what are you doing here? get the fuck out mason. i dont need your explanation. i don’t wanna see you.” you mustered up whatever energy you had in you to say that as you used your hoodie sleeves to wipe your tears again. “my t shirt in your hands says otherwise.” fuck. you were clutching onto the t shirt u snuck into your bag. not anymore as you threw it towards him and it landed on the floor in front of him. “now get out” you ordered again. “i just wanna talk y/n-“ “about what exactly mason? about how you’ve been shagging some blonde chick behind my back. 5 years of my loyalty, my love, ME and so much more wasnt enough for you to stay? you just meet some random slut and leave?” “dont call her a slut y/n. she has a name.” he said sternly. you rolled your eyes and let out a laugh. you were hurt. deeply. “get out mase. i cant be assed talking to you” listen y/n. can we just talk it out like mature adults.” he negotiated. you hated how he was playing the good guy at that moment. and your heart hurt more and more at each of his words. you realised he wasnt there to fix your relationship. he wanted to clear his name. “yeah. because mature adults cheat on the people whos madly in love with them. mature adults lie. i assume you’re only here so you’d stop getting backlash right? because people are hating on you for being a cheater?” you asked rhetorically. you didnt want him to see the other side of you. the one declan had to live with for the week. “you’re one to talk, y/n” mason spoke again. “what are you doing in declans bedroom anyway? seems like you’re comfortable. it’s obviously not your first time here” how dare he. how dare he assume that of you. “what the fuck is wrong with you mason. just fuck off. declans my friend and he was there all the times you weren’t. all the times you were busy in some hotel fucking how many other girls. what exactly do you want from me. i meant nothing to you. everything you said were just lies.” you couldn’t help your tears now. you were basically sobbing. mason just stood there. watching. “Pie, dont cry love. Please dont.” he started walking towards you. “dont call me that mason. you dont mean it. im not your love and neither do i go by pie. please mason.” your tone was lower now. you were basically whispering, your voice breaking. he swiped your tears. “im sorry y/n. you don’t deserve this.”