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What if

Im made to be alone. All these effort and time and still you dont seem to appreciate. All i wanted was to be loved the way i love.

To get what i give. To be appreciated. To be loved. Atleast a little action or gesture to show that you love me. Simple things even the littlest things mean alot to me. But i always find myself asking for the bare minimum.

And Im starting to think , maybe, just maybe, you dont love me as much.

Am i rlly not worthy of that. Im not sure. But what i gave you all along was all i have in me to give. even the ones i dont think i could, i did. and if my best is still not enough im not sure what is..

Im so tired of feeling like this. like i mean nothing to you. Id bend over backwards, break my back for you and it seems like you wont even bare a papercut for me.

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What else is not enough, Am i not enough ?

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Intimacy is not just about sex. It's having heart-to-hearts, staying up all night talking, sharing childhood memories, thoughts, fears, dreams & hopes for the future. It's uncontrollable laughter, direct eye contact and feeling each other without touching - it's exchanging energy

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“The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing.”

— Walt Disney

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秋葉原, japan

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The purest form of love is consideration. When someone thinks about how things would make you feel. Pays attention to detail. Holds you in regard when making decisions that could affect you. In any bond, how much they care about you can be found in how much they consider you

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“Don’t wait for apologies from people who have walked all over you before you allow yourself to find time to heal. Don’t expect them to be sorry, and don’t live under the illusion that you can only move on once they’ve come crawling back to you, asking for forgiveness. They might not even realise they hurt you in the first place. They might not even care. You don’t need to wait for anyone to bandage your wounds for you, because honestly, there is no one else who does it better than you.”

— one reminder a day #5 / n.j.

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You can design and follow your own training plan or use one of the ready ones below.

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15oct19 @ 19.55pm .

To :self

Writing by April Green