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coma sieun au?

tl got me thinking about the scenario where sieun would be the one in coma; the rage it would cause in suho, i honestly don’t think he would find the will to stop at any point.

i’m imagining sieun waking up, thinking only of suho - missing him, but finding out from his parents that someone like that never visited him. he’s alone once again, no call to suho gets an answer; he’s worried and tired, his dreams were so alone and terrifying.

meanwhile suho’s not even able to be aware if sieun woke up, as he’s spending his vacations in juvenile detention center after nearly killing everyone who dared to hurt sieun that day.

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shse fic posted!

if y’all want some hurt-comfort i’m more than happy to invite you to read!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/66739735

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Suho is a little pushy with Sieun, but if they start dating, I think he’d put a hand on the wall and kiss him carefully…

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what would y’all say for a shse fic that happens during AND after suho’s fight on the ring? what could happen if yeongi downloaded tracing map on his phone earlier for jokes, but now it would let both her and sieun get to suho… in time? who knows…

i’m almost at the finish with writing. i’m just curious if someone would be interested

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i love sieun so much as a main character because he tries so hard not to be one.

in the beginning of the season, all he wanted was to sit quietly in the background, exist in peace, and yearn for suho without the world clawing at him. but he’s a gravitational force. he doesn’t seek the world, the world seeks him. the good, the bad, all of it. and even though he never seeks human connection, insists that he doesn’t need friends, he loves having them. he loves loving them.

he’s not loud about it, he doesn’t know how to be, but his loyalty is violent, bone-deep, unwavering. he’ll fight for his friends, kill for them, stand up to their dads without blinking. he’ll set himself on fire to keep them warm.

and the most tragic part? he could’ve stayed invisible. he could've stayed out of it all. the bad guys didn’t even want him, they wanted baku. but sieun’s heart won't let him walk away. his instinct to protect always wins. always. something he learnt from suho.

he shows up (all four feet of him); no real fighting skills, no actual strength, just this terrifying cocktail of rage, stubbornness, desperation, and whatever object he can get his hands on to stab someone with.

but beneath all of that, he’s just a kid. a scared, tired, broken kid. he flinched when seongje first cornered him in the bathroom. he cried when his friends told him it wasn’t his fault. he carries the kind of guilt that rots you from the inside out, and he’s still trying to make sense of it. still trying to believe he deserves good things.

he’s just a teenage boy who’s been handed too much pain too early and still, still, he chooses to love.

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IM ALMOST DONE WITH MY 8 SHOW YAOI FANFICCCCC

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SEPppphtictanc yaoi

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everyone talking about how 8F didn’t face consequences but i think it’s a nice little metaphore of how those on the top of society are beyond the laws; the lower, middle, working classes will get their asses beaten, but the people above them, the one who makes them fight will always remain untouched, because they’re the ones who can afford this

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i’m writing a fanfiction about third floor and seventh floor (the 8 show) … would anyone be interested? i wanted to go into depth with their characters, relationship, but also wrap it up in a really raw scenario, like in the show. i’m working on it right now

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F7 was so gay for F3

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is it just me or there was something going off with them two??? like the vibe was kind of toxic doomed yaoi

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the lack of fan content of the 8 show is so surprising to me… it was so great why everyone’s so silent about it????

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This is kinda revolutionary? Just a few years ago destiel was queerbaiting fans to superhell but now? NOW? A show saw the fans HC a character as queer with valid evidence and instead went "you know what? You're right. We didn't originally plan this for them but we see you". Then four episodes into the season, canonized his queerness. Not the last second, Not the last Episode. the BEGINNING of the season, with time to expand AND we know we're getting another season after this. Just look how far we've come.

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Climate Guilt.

And more climate change.

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some RE4R Valentine's hearts for u 💝

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Dark Prince

— by Betty Jiang