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It's my 6 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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It's my 6 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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The version of me that you created in your mind is not my responsibility.

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It’s not that you may have abandonment issues, it’s that women have been conditioned to role-play being a mother to their partner; all children eventually leave their parents.

You can’t raise what you didn’t create and you can’t fix what you didn’t break.

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I release myself from versions of me that I had to create to survive.

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I will no longer be the one watering the garden; I will be the garden for once.

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You CHOOSE.

Choose to be Happy.

Choose to be spiritually intuitive.

Choose to be at Peace.

Choose to be Healthy.

Choose to be Financially stable.

Choose to Love.

Choose to be Loved.

Choose to be Grateful.

Another Page turned in my Book. I’m choosing Devine femininity, I will choose to be soft and gentle. I will choose to love different. I choose, always.

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I love you for no reason

You do not have to like me.

You do not have to look like me.

You do not have to think like me.

You do not have to share my beliefs.

You do not even have to love me.

I love you for no reason

Love is who I am.

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You read the text, but you didn’t get the message...

- Not Communication but Comprehension.

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Once more, I’ve walked beneath a man even though the space beside him wore empty. Once again, I, sacrificed and gave him life, without the title Wife. He took my crown, melted it down and turned it into gold teeth. Misunderstood? Knock on Wood.

#IwillRISE.

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PUT MY LIFE ON DO NOT DISTURB.

I’m no longer settling for less than I deserve. My mindset has changed. I don’t wanna be scared, fearful or completely deranged. God please make me sane.

I don’t have the energy to do certain things, I don’t even pick up the phone when it rings.

God, I don’t even want to be around people anymore. Even the ones that I insanely adore. I just want to jump from the highest floor and soar.

I’m at the point of feeling like it’s draining me, fighting my peace, I’m demanding to be released. I need my life, my peace of mind and happiness ..

I’m not dealing with it, at all. Yet, I turn around every time and let it knock me down; I fall.

I’ve worked too hard to get here, even when I feel that I’ve done so much, it’s mere. I will be free, I will be released from anxiety.

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Love Black Women

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For every time I say please and thank you.

“darling, you’ve bruised your knees too many times begging them not to leave, while your inner child pleads for you to come back home. let goodbyes serve as the catalyst you need to reintroduce you, back to yourself.”

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I don’t think I have ever, heard someone call me by my name..

When they call me beautiful, they really mean “you’re vulnerable.”

When they call me Short, they really mean “you’re not capable.”

When they compliment my attire, they really mean, “you wear misery well.”

I am a thesaurus of all nothings but truthful meaning.

I’ve become unethical paintings in an abandoned museum of pure confusion.

Yet, somehow, tourists are still attracted to.

I guess in my parallel universe, Rome, was in fact.. built in a day.

A Journey to the ForeverNeverLands

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“Do not be afraid to be weak. Do not be ashamed to be tired. You look good when you’re tired. You look like you could go on forever.”

— Leonard Cohen, “How to Speak Poetry” (via skeletonize)

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The only thing that brings comfort these days is knowing that suicide is always an option.