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never really posted this i think? but i moved to @nakaharachuya which is why this blog is dead

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moved to @nakakarachuya! 

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Access denied.

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This powerful short by two Pixar animators is darker than Pixar has ever gone.

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Might remake my tumblr but we'll see.

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“when i left you back then“

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matching icons for u and ur smol husband 

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I’m still recovering from the heartbreak caused by Dazai Osamu and the Dark Era (again). The anime did a great job adapting the LN and being faithful and it was still amazing but I still have one problem…

Where the hell was Chuuya? I need to know.

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happy halloween!

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Floatation - Submitted by Zedetta

#9e6fd4 #2db4b4 #4adbc4 #8feebd #fb9db6

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Oh boy do I love drawing memes at ass o'clock in the morning

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wrong other day atsushi

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self care is [incredibly unhealthy behaviour] and [implausible feat]

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I have @/harukibando and @/shotokugawa (cheer danshi) + @/plisetskyyuuri (yuri on ice) on Twitter Also @tsukaleo on here Currently interested in EnStars, Aichuu/Ichu (Alchemist mostly) and servamp uns Please IM me if interested?

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all current overwatch animated shorts

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About Executive Dysfunction; for neurotypical people

Friends, family members and loved ones of learning disabled and mentally ill people need to have a working knowledge of what Executive Dysfunction is, and respect the fact that it is a prominent feature of that person’s psychology and life.

Executive Dysfunction is best known as a symptom of autism and ADHD, but it also features in depression, anxiety disorders schizophrenia, OCD (which by the way is also an anxiety disorder), personality disorders; etc, a whole myriad of mental illnesses and disabilities can result in executive dysfunction.

Years ago when I was like 14 and had recently learned of my autism diagnosis, I watched a youtube interview between autistic people, and an autistic woman said something along these lines:

“Sometimes, a lightbulb will burn out, but I cannot change it. I have the physical capability to change the lightbulb, and I want to change the lightbulb, and I know I need to do it, but because of my autism I just don’t do it. So the lightbulb remains unchanged for weeks. Sometimes people have to change the lightbulb for me.”

When she said that I related so much, because constantly throughout my whole life I have wanted and needed to do things with my wanting and needing being akin to my spurring an extremely stubborn horse who refuses to move. For the first time I learned that I wasn’t just “lazy”, I had a condition that prevented me from doing things as easily as other people can, but unfortunately it took me years since then to understand that.

Imagine that you are a horserider, but your horse is entirely unwilling to move even if you want to move. You dig in your heels, you raise the reins, but the horse refuses to respond. Your wants and needs are the rider, and your executive functions (the parts of your mind responsible for getting things done) are the horse.

I think it’s incredibly dangerous for neurotypical loved ones to not understand, or be aware of, or respect executive dysfunction. Neurotypical can assume that we are just being lazy, careless, selfish or difficult, when in reality we want to do the thing but our brains prevent us from consistently and reliably doing the thing. That misinterpretation can lead to toxic behavior and resentment on the part of the loved one, which will harm us emotionally and do us a lot of damage gradually over time. That damage can take the form of internal self-criticism, complicating executive dysfunction even further and making it worse.

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