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Guys.

Hes back.

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Hi, what the fuck.

Here is r/systemscringe admitting that if you have a disorder and aren't miserable 24/7, you're faking. That your entire life must be unhappy. You can never laugh, smile, have fun. Every second of your life must be awful, and if you show any bit of joy, you're faking.

I can't imagine being this miserable with my life that I have to claim that disordered people can never be happy.

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this isnt system related but relevant to that "you have to suffer!!1!1" on sc — it's the same with autism too?? why cant i be whimsical because im autistic bro,, literally saw someone on fdc get fakeclaimed because they're a kemonomimi and said it ties into their autism??? autism makes separating parts of your identity hard + makes the person with feel inhuman,,, I HATE THOSE SUBREDDITS!!!

Wouldn't surprise me. I would not be surprised if not a single person on FDC or SC was neurodivergent, or at the very least had extremely internalized ableism. Cause its not even the "self-dx" people they go after, they go after those who are professionally diagnosed simply because they aren't "normal."

I bet they could look at my bio on my main blog and fakeclaim me for questioning if I have autism, BPD and AvPD, which several of my friends (who do have autism/bpd) agree I could have. Even tho I've never claimed to have any of them, and its just speculation.

Also I know nobody asked about it, but I do wanna mention that I am not part of those subreddits, I just look sometimes to see whag the ableists say next. The only subreddits I'm part of are about YanSim (which I don't support), Among Us, plushies/dolls, and random subs like r/mildlyinteresting

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just a friendly reminder, encouraging someone to commit is not a joke, and claiming it's satire is not a defense. this goes for both sides.

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Here is r/systemscringe admitting that if you have a disorder and aren't miserable 24/7, you're faking. That your entire life must be unhappy. You can never laugh, smile, have fun. Every second of your life must be awful, and if you show any bit of joy, you're faking.

I can't imagine being this miserable with my life that I have to claim that disordered people can never be happy.

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I'm still alive btw. Just haven't had much to talk about.

Anyway, pro-endo anti-radqueers are real and they exist. Don't let anti-endos bully you into believing that you cannot be anti-radqueer and pro-endo.

Saying all endos are radqueers is like saying all furries are zoophiles. Its completely false. I don't care what anyone says, I will always be pro-endo anti-radqueer. And no amount of telling me that "all endos are radqueers" will change that.

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So sorry i haven't posted lately. My birthday is this week, and I've been preoccupied with personal stuff, so I haven't been checking Tumblr very much

I do promise after my birthday (the 14th), I'll try to post more often

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back before i became aware of plurality and was still learning about alterhumanity, i used to think my fictionkins living in a place inside my head. something like where the emotions from Inside Out stayed, but more apartment like. and since i only had three fictionkins at the time, there was plenty of space for them all. but as everything started changing and i started getting more and more kins, that apartment i had imagined wasnt big enough for everyone. i think somewhere between me becoming pro-endo and me questioning my own plurality, the apartment disappeared and was replaced with a mix of the Dark Brotherhood sanctuary from Oblivion, the Falkreath sanctuary from Skyrim, and Blackreach. this might be because the elder scrolls is a permafixation, but im not too sure on that department. and with how often i tend to latch onto things and adopt them as my identity and the like, I think its perfect. its extremely large, and that means everyone will have enough space for themself, and wont be packed like sardines.

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i'm in shock that there's still system discourse happening while the us government is demolishing mental health programs and cutting medicaid and section 504. like they are LITERALLY taking away our rights and we're still wasting our time on this???

you are wasting your energy. you are not going to change any minds. i have watched this community fight about this for a fucking decade. if you are under 18, i forgive you, this might even be a new topic for you. but seriously, there are better ways to spend your time.

get a hobby. i like to crochet, because i get a physical item at the end of my effort. when you discourse online you get nothing except stress and strife. do some arts and crafts. if you like to draw, go practice anatomy or do some studies from life. life drawing is one of the best ways to improve basic art skills like proportion, composition, and value.

put your energy towards meaningful activism instead. join a real life community. get involved in a book club, or a community garden, or see what's up at your local library. with summer starting, many libraries will have more activities, especially for those of you who are minors.

stay safe online. don't give out your personal information. i think you really shouldn't be sharing every label you identify with / every member of your system / etc with the whole internet, especially if you have trauma or are a minor. people online can and will try to hurt you, and it's up to you to keep yourself safe. do not keep a list of your triggers public and easily accessible.

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You know how some communities use emojis as codes to show their stances and all that? Well, I was just thinking. Endos dont have codes for that, do they? (If they do, my bad.) Well I made some. This is all I have so far, but maybe I'll add more later. And if anyone has some ideas, lmk. 🐏🪢 (AntiEndo) 🐑🪡 (ProEndo) 🐐🧵 (NeuEndo)

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You know how some communities use emojis as codes to show their stances and all that? Well, I was just thinking. Endos dont have codes for that, do they? (If they do, my bad.) Well I made some. This is all I have so far, but maybe I'll add more later. And if anyone has some ideas, lmk. 🐏🪢 (AntiEndo) 🐑🪡 (ProEndo) 🐐🧵 (NeuEndo)

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Afaik, mixed origins is having multiple system origins. Like being both traumagenic and endogenic

I do know there is information on all this stuff on pluralpedia, so if theres anything you are curious about, you can probably find it there

I hope i was able to help you /gen

Hey, what exactly IS an endo? I’ve seen plenty of post about them but none that actually tell me what it is…

endo is just a system that didnt form from trauma. sorrt if this isnt a good answer, i myself am still learning about some stuff

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I think the term you're thinking of is mixed origins /nm

Hey, what exactly IS an endo? I’ve seen plenty of post about them but none that actually tell me what it is…

endo is just a system that didnt form from trauma. sorrt if this isnt a good answer, i myself am still learning about some stuff

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if there were a normal person competition I would win

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Shout-out to the plurals who went through the "I am, like, genderfluid, but only between a few very specific genders" phase.

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i think im gonna go back to using this account for what i made it for originally: pro-endo reblogs (and post remakes)

syscourse is taking a lot out of me, and no doubt taking a lot out of the people who follow me.

maybe at some point ill make a discourse acct to keep everything seperated, but at the moment, i dont wanna upset myself more then i already am. so im just going to stick with positivity and all that.

thank you.

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Hey, what exactly IS an endo? I’ve seen plenty of post about them but none that actually tell me what it is…

endo is just a system that didnt form from trauma. sorrt if this isnt a good answer, i myself am still learning about some stuff