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Until now I have written a description about the 2 main character in this stories and have a vague idea on what it will be about

So basically both of them are representations of the body and the mind of a third character that wouldn't be that important for now but it's basically the protag

Also I have an idea of an overexageration of everything but that would be another story

I kinda like the design but will probably change some things here and there while I also continue the story, mostly polishing my "haven't drawn in half a year" art style

For now the characters are a rat and a cat, Suki and Katie, I don't know if I'll change the names but for now those are there.

Suki (the rat) would be the representation of the mind, she is mute doubt to past experiences and won't trust a person right away, she has learned

Katie (the cat) is the representation of the body and what three person who they are wants to look/be like, she is very extroverted and helps Suki to communicate, she's also very likely to be much more welcoming than Suki because she hasn't really suffered what three mind has, right?

But that's just a basic description of birth of them, I'll like to show the designs I have soon, but I have to sleep

Cheers! -Umbra

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So, over the few past years there have been various things happening to me and that have marked me and changed how I am/act and therefore I have various things I have wanted to say to people and take off my chest but I don't have that type of trust with most of people and honestly I don't think the ones that I have trust in can do something about that

So what am I doing?

I'm gonna write and probably illustrate a story BASED on things that happened and probably dramatise them because I also want that story to be interesting at the same time that it would help me to cope (I think would be the word (I'm not really familiar with English that much)) with my situation

And yes I prefer posting things like that to strangers on internet than speaking with my known ones about it lol

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I was originally going to draw a little today but I didn't anticipate a puppy coming this week to my house and now I have to be a personal pillow for a less than 10 cm tall ball of fur or else she cries till I lay down and let her climb in my chest for her to sleep

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The people who go "well who's going to look after you when you're old?" when you say you're not having kids are breathtakingly naive. Our next-door neighbour, somewhere in her mid-80s, has a son, grandkids, and a grear-granddaughter, and who's the one she calls when she needs help, and checks that she's not spending christmas alone? Me and my boyfriend.

Having kids is irrelevant if the answer to that question is still going to be "the mentally ill faggots next door."

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I hate targeted ads but I also hate the untargeted gambling & ozempic ads (I dont like gambling and if I lost 10 pounds I'd die of malnutrition) maybe the truth lies somewhere inbetween... all ads are bad

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sick of normal girls appropriating weird girl culture. you had friends in school you don’t get to reblog these posts

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Sadly I have a "friend" that had 3 close friendships with red haired (Dyed) people who now are very far away in social terms from me and him because he is an asshole, but no "they are sick in the head" he says and doesn't thinks how I actually liked those 3 and many more he pushed away because of his own errors

I'm seriously thinking about pushing myself away from him if he doesn't try to change, then he would realise what he is doing

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my ecological romance

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[out of context and out of character post but...]

Wn porfavor causarle un rato 😭

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reblog if you think sign language should be taught as a language in schools.

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Hope

Two lovers are sitting nex to each other, looking a the sunrise, both in the pasture

One says to the other "you know, i never thought i´ll make it here"

"how´s that?, the park is very near from the house"

"i mean now, this age, this time. this company, your company, i don´t know if you renember but when we started knowing each other i was completely different, i was unhappy, i was destroyed, i wasn´t hoping to keep going on what i tought was a terrible life..."

a silence struck beetween both, but they continued

"but you changed that, i don´t think i was trying to live back there, kind of the opposite, but you, you made me want to live, i wanted to experience everything with you, and if that meant to be alive, i´ll do it for you

you made me want to stay here, you made me want to see the sunrise once more, and everytime we do, i renember that sad kid who didn´t knew you

that poor kid who almost doesn´t got to know you, but that did give themselves another day, that´s the only desicion i don´t regret from that time

i love you

and thanks to you

i loved me"

the sunset revealed the night and both went to their home, and talked about each other and the things they love

It was hope that i felt that day

And it was hope that i felt from that day on

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i swear i did a post about the Rosey Maple moth (photo) and as i didn't do it i'll do it now

so

The Rosey Maple Moth (Dryocampa rubicunda) is a moth form north America that was first DESCRIBED by Johan Christian Fabricius in 1793

i might say right now, this ain't an in depth post about this moth, it's just me ranting about how i love 'em and why, this will probably aplly to the rest of my posts so;

First of all, this moths have a PINK and YELLOW wich i LOVE, just look please and say me it isn't cute

SECOND; the rosey maple is one of the SMALLEST moths with a of 3.2 to 4.4 cm on males to a 3.8 to 5 cm on females, to put this in perspective it's as small as a standard bottle cap

THIRD; this is more of a thing with most of the silk moth family but THEY ARE FLUFFY, if you see them closely they look lik olushes and i love 'em (っ °Д °;)っ

i havn´t talked about what they eat, and it´s actually pretty important as it is one of the causes of it´s name;

They eat the leaves of the maple tree where they put eggs on

to clarify, after hatching every single caterpillar can eat a bunch of leaves from the maple tree, this can lead to the tree going out of leaves, this ain´t a bad thing to the tree because they just grow back a time after, but yes THEY CAN EAT ALL THE LEAVES FROM A TREE

in conclusion i love this critters and i don´t know if i´m missing something importan

See you soon!

-Umbra :3

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I talked to myself today

It was such an experience

I did a thing, I drew two characters: one was my brain, the other was my heart

I pictured them so different that they couldn't be the same, a chat between the same person was an idea I wanted to explore

And as I drew them they made their own conversation, I was but a mere viewer

We got to a conclusion, the moment that we'll have to be one again would be one of pure internal chaos, as they never got to be so close to each other

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How ironic, as I can't follow the same tips I give to those who I love, It's not that I don't trust my own teachings, but i can't trust myself

I've seen how the things I said that people helped them but I can't really follow what I say