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Infinite painter test

Feels like a sketchbook 👅👅

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Here is my contribution for @kaelumizine! This was a collab with Amuk who you can find on ao3!

I honestly didn't expect to make something so HUGE for the zine. It's my first time being part of such a project so I'm happy to finally share this :D

Commission status is in my pinned post!

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The problem with commercial F/M romance is that it's written by the most heterosexual women alive and reading it you feel yourself slowly suffocating from the Gender of it all like a fish in a eutrophying lake. And what we actually need as a culture is F/M written by insane bisexuals violently allergic to heteronormativity

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valentines day prep, have a smooch

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(sees no gnaeus artwork) guess I'll do it myself 😢

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Apothecary Diaries is pog as fuck bc serious political issues and dynamics from a woman's POV are rarely depicted in ANY form of media

It's always a man's world where women's issues surround him. Even if we get a female perspective once in awhile- it all comes back to how it facilitates his game in the end. She's a footnote in the overarching scheme of things. Misogyny exists. Back to the real plot.

Apothecary Diaries is strictly from a female perspective and how each class of woman has to act, what limits they have, what rights they have and don't have between each class, etc. These women have to behave a certain way under a patriarchy, which you would think makes it a man's story, but it never is. The women are THE focus of this show, their struggles are THE plot. The focus is about how the patriarch effects them.

Take the concubines for example. The show dives into how bearing a child affects their rank, how traumatizing it is to lose that child, the consequences of that, etc. We have barely seen the emperor who sired all these kids because this is not about him.

Jinshi's personal plot is secondary to Mao Mao's journey- he is mostly there to provide new cases for Mao Mao to solve and to learn more about the shortcomings of his class when taking care of citizens like Mao Mao.

Jinshi is not a bad person, but by virtue of his position in the higher classes, he cannot understand how harsh life as a poor WOMAN is specifically- he can only catch glimpses of it from what Mao Mao tells him and feel outrage but powerless in his wealth and luxury

Mao Mao is a fortunate commoner woman for what privileges someone in her class should and shouldn't have. She happened to be adopted by a knowledgeable man. She is allowed to read, write, learn, and has enough skill to be a poison tester and have a job EXTREMELY out of her class limit as an apothecary, also a job not traditionally meant for women

Mao Mao is not a "noT lIkE oThER gIrLs" protagonist, she is FOR THE GIRLIES. She only wants to help the women around her, and women are whom she has the closest relationships to. She sees a woman being harassed and can't let it stand. She sees a frail, traumatized woman dying from the recklessness of those who should be caring for her and spends day and night nursing her back to health, while also punishing the people who were so careless with her needs.

My girl has STUDIED UP on THE BODY to TEACH these upper class ladies on how to really HEAT things up in the BEDROOM

Sex depicted in Apothecary Diaries is both something women are not shamed to be enjoying, while at the same time being acknowledged as an unfortunately huge economic necessity to market themselves.

Like shit is just so real in this series???

Listen, I can go on and on about how GOATED the series and especially Mao Mao is but you get the picture

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A plea for help: RAISING FUNDS FOR MY SICK GRANDMA 🙏 🙏.

My family is still staying in half of the church that wasn’t affected by the bombing because there is nowhere else to stay other than tents. They are limited to one small meal a day and one shower a week. They are sleeping on the floors, but no one can sleep since there is bombing everywhere around them. Even when there is no bombing, they can still hear the loud buzzing sound of the military planes above them, which would keep anyone who hears it awake. Along with everything, My grandma has diabetes and osteoporosis, so she can’t walk. She has to take her insulin medication along with many others; however, she has run out of many of her medications.” Am on my knees requesting for donation. Target $450

DONATE HERE

alice.sima1477@gmail.com

SUPPORT ME GET HER THIS WEEK MEDICATION.

RECEIVED:$390/$450

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Can you please donate anything

I dont have any access to my bank account right now but I can share campaigns

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Please,😭🚨😭🚨😭🚨😭🚨🍉

next Tuesday I need 1000 thousand euros so that my father can leave Gaza to Egypt for surgery after he was shot by an Israeli sniper.

https://gofund.me/68daab3e

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Hi, I was born out of nowhere in Gaza and I'm trying to connect with people who will help me get my story out on Tumblr.🍉

I am engineer Walid Al-Qatrawi. I am 34 years old. Father to Adam, Hala, and Nay. I have lived in the Gaza Strip since I was born.

My wife and I are also eagerly awaiting the arrival of our daughter, but due to the harsh realities of war in our area, we are facing severe financial difficulties.

As the due date approaches, we find ourselves struggling to cover the costs of a cesarean section, as well as my wife’s basic medical and health needs. With no income and the enormous challenges we face daily, we are reaching out to our community for support. Any contribution, no matter how small, will make a huge difference in helping us welcome our daughter into the world safely.

you can donate through . 🆘

Go Fund Me here : https://gofund.me/f47810fa

PayPal here: https://www.PayPal.me/GoFundWaledPs

Verified by: @90-ghost ♥

Verified by: @el-shab-hussein ♥

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Hello, I’m sorry to bother you. My name is Lana, a former engineering student from Gaza💔💔🍉. My life has been shattered by war, destroying my dreams and my home. I narrowly escaped from the rubble, but I lost many loved ones. We are now living in a tent and have no winter clothes.

My father, my greatest supporter, was severely injured and is now fighting for his life. I am desperately trying to secure the critical medical treatment he needs.

I never imagined I would have to ask for help, but time is running out, and his condition is deteriorating. I cannot afford the medical care he urgently requires, and our expenses don’t even cover food due to the blockade and rising prices. I urge you to act quickly; your donation could be the difference between life and death. Even a small amount, like $20, can make a significant difference in our situation. Please don’t underestimate the power of your support; every contribution matters in these dire times.

Life is unpredictable—what you give today may return to you tomorrow. Please don’t wait. Help us now.

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Hello 😇👋,

My family and I are facing incredibly difficult times due to the ongoing war in Gaza 💔. Our dreams and future have been shattered, leaving us feeling lost and without purpose. My brother Ahmad and I have launched a GoFundMe campaign to help us escape Gaza, continue our education, and support our family.

Making a small donation or sharing the campaign — would mean the world to us.

Link: https://gofund.me/ace8d602

Thank you so much for your kindness and support 💖

With gratitude,

Anas Basil

Vetted by @90-ghost & by association

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Hi, I hope you're doing well. I'm writing to you with a heavy heart and an urgent request for help. My family is in a very danger situation due to the ongoing war, and I've launched a GoFundMe campaign to save them. Could you please reblog my campaign post from my profile? Each share could be a lifeline for my family. 🙏 Feel free to share it in any other social media platform if you would like. Our campaign has been verified ⭐️ by operation olive branch, and is entry number 26 on their spreadsheet. Also with ⭐️ Project watermelon,line 249/(212) on their spreadsheet. From the bottom of my heart I want to thank you in advance for all of your support and kindness.

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Hello, I am Deyaa from Gaza. I know that asking for a donation is not an easy matter. I am now supporting an entire family. Please do not hesitate to donate to me and my family. A small donation from you makes a big difference.

Donate even 20€ 🙏💔

Thank you for standing by us in this difficult time🇵🇸🙏.

https://gofund.me/b60fb34d

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https://gofund.me/f1e8964d

My name is Abdallah Hassan🍉🇵🇸. I’m 26 years old, abdullah hassan needs your support for Helping my family.🍉🙏🏻

We started this GoFundMe to ask for help❤️. We need funds for basic necessities like food, water, and medicine, and if possible, a way to escape Gaza and find safety for our family🍉🇵🇸. Your donations can make a huge difference in our lives, especially for our newborn and young child🙏🏻🍉. Any support you can give would mean the world to us. Thank you for helping us during this incredibly difficult time.❤️❤️

https://gofund.me/f1e8964d

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Hello,I'm reaching out t you in desperate need of help. it's difficult for me to do this, but circumstances have forced me to ask for assistance. I hope you see my message and can help me. Here is my family's story: We are a family of 8 living in Gaza. We were once living a beautiful life filled with contentment. Suddenly, on October 7th, we woke up to terrifying bombing sounds and were shocked to find ourselves in an ongoing genocide that has lasted for almost ten months. We were displaced from our home on the third day of the war, with nowhere to go😔😔😔💔💔💔💔. This was the beginning of our misfortune; we lost our warm, beautiful home and have been displaced approximately 11 times. We have lost many family members, and the losses continue to this day. We have lost our source of income, and essential goods are extremely expensive and scarce. We can barely afford the minimum necessities. Even cleaning supplies are completely out of stock, and those available in the market are of such poor quality that they have caused skin allergies and other conditions. I'm m Mena, 19 years old, and was a first-year medical student. Now, what? All my dreams have been shattered; there are no dreams here. We want to continue living normally and fulfill our dreams, but we urgently need your help. Please, assist us by sharing this message and donating if you can. Thank you in advance to everyone.😔😔🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🍉🍉

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-get-my-family-escape-gaza-to-safety

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Hello,I'm reaching out t you in desperate need of help. it's difficult for me to do this, but circumstances have forced me to ask for assistance. I hope you see my message and can help me. Here is my family's story: We are a family of 8 living in Gaza. We were once living a beautiful life filled with contentment. Suddenly, on October 7th, we woke up to terrifying bombing sounds and were shocked to find ourselves in an ongoing genocide that has lasted for almost ten months. We were displaced from our home on the third day of the war, with nowhere to go😔😔😔💔💔💔💔. This was the beginning of our misfortune; we lost our warm, beautiful home and have been displaced approximately 11 times. We have lost many family members, and the losses continue to this day. We have lost our source of income, and essential goods are extremely expensive and scarce. We can barely afford the minimum necessities. Even cleaning supplies are completely out of stock, and those available in the market are of such poor quality that they have caused skin allergies and other conditions. I'm m Mena, 19 years old, and was a first-year medical student. Now, what? All my dreams have been shattered; there are no dreams here. We want to continue living normally and fulfill our dreams, but we urgently need your help. Please, assist us by sharing this message and donating if you can. Thank you in advance to everyone.😔😔🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🍉🍉

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-get-my-family-escape-gaza-to-safety

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