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gonna be honest. i just look at pictures of fat ppl eating and it makes me never want to eat ever ever ever.

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igh what is WRONG WITH ME i seriously can’t stop eating. at least ive been eating strawberries and watermelon. (watermelon is a crazy way to help you go to the bathroom btw and it helps you stay hydrated!!) truly my only safe foods rn.

i mentioned to my family that i wanted to lose weight and they see that im eating a metric shit load of watermelon. they think i’m on this new diet lol. “she’s doing the watermelon diet, she’s trying to lose 50lbs by july!!!” you know what at least they are supportive!! (they also have eds 😭😭)

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I want an 4n4 coach but like without the body checks and weird sexual stuff

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okay. eating once a day. and that meal is at lunch time. i’ve never had an easier time fasting. i’m not even hungry. i had 400cals today and im pretty much set for the day :)

might still have a few strawberries later. bc strawberries r my luvrs. strawberries, cucumbers and a little piece of chicken. forever my loves.

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spicy like chicken, my love. munch on one of these mf for dinner. going BACK to the store today for more strawberries and cucumbers 👏👏

i told my mom i’m only eating fruits, veg, and chicken. she’s here for it. but she’s also convinced i eat ice cream and sugar bomb iced coffees. even tho it’s been three weeks since ive injected those things. (i did infact eat girl scout cookies last night and i cried for an hour 🔥) a random lady also gave me candy at the grocery store, so now i have two giant candies in my fridge and idk im using them as motivation?? like lol no you fat cunt you can’t eat those

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I'm wasting my prime years on being fat

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I had some imitation crab, literally so good. 120 cals for one serving and 11g of protein. I ofc had to eat the whole thing so as of now i have had 240cals. -200 from my walk. I plan on eating a few strawberries when they are done soaking and then I’m going to do a workout in my living room. I’m going to try and convince someone to buy me just dance so i can burn calories and not think about it. Or I’ll watch the videos of it like how they did in the grade school classes i aided in. My house is still hot as shit. It’s getting colder outside and hotter inside??? That’s military housing for you lol.

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I’m nine hours into my fast and i went on a short mile and a half walk, burned 213 cals. Not bad. Need to drink more water but I’m terrified of water weight. Isn’t that so silly. I feel good mentally but physically i feel like a dumpster fire.

Our a/c went out last night and i woke up at 4am sweating my balls off. How was it 83º in this house. HELLO?? At least it’s a good excuse to sit in a cold bath. I have to go to the grocery store and get an oil change today. Maybe I’ll stop and get a little Diet Coke with a lime (truly a masterpiece of a beverage)

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i just want to loose 50lbs. that’s all. that’s all i want.

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I DONT GIVE A FUCK I WANT A DQ ICE CREAM CAKE FFUUUCCK

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༉‧₊˚List of Safe Foods˚₊‧༉

Rice cakes

Apples

Cucumbers

Grapes

Strawberries

Diet Coke

Green tea

Light yogurt (greek is even better for added protein)

Celery

Lettuce

Watermelon

Egg whites

Green beans

Shirataki/konjac noodles

Zero Sugar Gatorade

Cauliflower rice

Boneless skinless chicken breast

Mushrooms

Sugar free jello

Sugar free popsicles

Sugar free coffee creamer (in small amounts)

Light string cheese

Imitation crab

Cherry tomatoes

Meal replacement/protein bars

Protein shakes

Canned/pouch tuna

Skinny Girl syrups & dressings

Progresso light soups

PB2 (powdered peanut butter)

Quaker Rice Crisps

Air popped popcorn

Applesauce pouches

Fiber brownies

Sugar-free gum

Halo Top ice creams

Lowfat/Fat free sliced chicken or turkey deli meat

Dill pickles

Radishes

Blueberries

Joseph's lavash bread & pita bread

Broccoli

Brussels sprouts

Unsweetened almond milk

Zucchini

Cantaloupe

Bell peppers

Roma Tomatoes

Ultra thin pretzel sticks

Here are all of my favorites 💖 Anything I should add?

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The love I feel for watermelon… it’s all i want to eat.

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my sister told me she “used” to throw up after she ate. i want to rip my skin off. i’m so upset that she’s in this headspace.

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I want what these bitches have

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tw ed sheeran

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I hate living in Texas. How tf can I do my miles if there’s a FUCKING TORNADO⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

Anyways, easy day today. Gonna eat fruits all day bc I went shopping yesterday. My fridge is fruits, veggies, and Diet Coke