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im gna crash out

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the more i think about how she said they saw how much i hurt her and hate me for it, the more it kills me

an ache so deep that it is me, i fear

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an ache so deep that it is me, i fear

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i grieve and i grieve and i grieve and i grieve and

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screaming into the void;

there is nothing worse than abuse stealing parts of yourself away from you 👍👍👍 i would literally fucking give anything to get it back. screaming crying throwing up. i need to explode !!!!!!!

i need so badly to get selective amnesia n choose to forget who i was. right now.

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you are not unlovable just because you are depressed. you are worthy and deserving of love regardless of your mental state. we as humans contain a variety of different emotions and feelings, and people don’t get to be picky and choose only what they like. you deserve love, embrace and support when you’re smiling the brightest and sobbing the loudest. period.

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me: omg i feel. happy ?

the world: lmao fuck that. *hands over a big trigger*

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it’s so unfair my closest people can say they’re tired of having to be discrete and then they leave.

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mfs be crying over AMUSEMENT PARKS

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local enby sick and tired of trauma/bad relationships

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me when i feel so very isolated 👍👍👍👍👍

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me when i feel so very isolated 👍👍👍👍👍

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singing to mitski while crying is an experience i did not know i needed

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i hate not being listened to

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All my teenage years, I had bottled up anger and grief and promised myself I'd never cry but when I sat down with her hands in my hand and looked her in the eye, all the anger turned into tears. I sobbed for hours and she sat there, rubbing my back. That's when I saw. Growing up is also tearing down walls, it's also letting go of the anger.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

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deciding to make my friend’s git while also being so fucking tired was a mistake

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i be like ‘i’ll deal with these emotions at break’ and then be surprised that as Soon as break starts i feel like absolute shit 😃😃😃