unhingedgirlsdiary

[unhingedgirlsdiary]

entry n°2 - 03.03.25

god only knows how much i want him to go home, and what i would do for everyone to just forget about my existence. i don't want to exist, fuck it's too much responsibilities. i cannot take accountability for everything in everyone's life. am i responsible for your mother being a bad one ? girl mine is a tyrant, i can't handle annother one. your boyfriend is a shithead ? COOL, mine too, and i don't know what to do with him.

gosh...

maybe i should go out more. i haven't been clubbing since like... for two years ?! i'm way too cluttered in my own room. i'm like a turtle in it's shell and i can't get out. i mean, yes, it may be because of my autism, but nobody forced me to stay like this ? i could say fuck off and go do drxgs or smth... but i'm scared of the world.

[unhingedgirlsdiary]

entry n°1 - 03.02.25

have you ever looked at your boyfriend when he was kissing you and wondered : what the fuck am i doing with this...

i did. this afternoon. and i swear my periods are over so what the fuck ?

maybe i don't love him anymore, maybe i'm just not used to long-term relationships, but truly, i'm wondering what i'm doing right here with this loser with no money, who is so clingy that sometimes i just need to go to the bathroom and lock myself up.

am i the only one with balls in here ?