uniquepumba189

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So like, what is the point of life?

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“The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion

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Do I just enjoy self sabotage?

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Ok so is it just me who kinda likes the few days after a binge? Like idk what it is but I just feel so disgusted that I’m so motivated to fast and barely consume anything nothing else gives me motivation like the guilt.yeah the first few hours are utter hell cus I just feel like lighting myself on fire, but after those few hours the motivation kicks in and I start to get better.

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Feeling the urge to tragically die and haunt the narrative like these bitches

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Ed’s are so crazy because I ate a cupcake and now the only thing I can do is commit su!c!de cus no amount of exercise or purging will make the guilt of doing it in the first place go away

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Wieiad - 16/04/25

10:30am - white coffee (40cals)

12:00pm - protein bar and Pepsi max (137cals)

14:00 - 2 lemon sherbets(50cals)

17:00pm - beef stew(300cals)

20:00pm - 2 chocolate rice cakes with a banana (257cals)

21:00pm - angel slice (136cals)

Total-919cals

More cals today as I’m trying not to trigger a binge!stay safe💗

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Wieiad

10:00am - white coffee (40 cals)

13:00 - Diet Coke and protein bar (146 cals)

18:00 - vegetable soup and slice of white bread (187 cals)

21:00 - angel slice (136 cals)

Total - 508 cals

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Guys I can’t fit my fingers around my wrist anymore I’m gonna crash out omds

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Potato, I’m going off the rails, put me back on them please x

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Why am I on a downward spiral at 15.

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Guys I said smth extremely out of pocket and now my friend keeps asking me if I’m actually @n0r€x!c IM GONNA DIEEEE NOOOOO

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Was it casual when you said you wished I was a big black guy so I could give you back shots??

Not my usual content but I just had to put this out there :)

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FAST IS DONEEEE THE CONTROL IS MINE I CANT WAIT TO WEIGH MYSELF

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Ugh parents made me eat tonight, I still fasted for over 24h tho so I’m just gonna start it again tonight and not eat tomorrow

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I just ate 900 cals worth of chicken the lack of self control is actually embarrassing someone kill me pleaseeeee

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If I don’t lose this weight soon I’ll lose my mind I swear.