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imagine hating on me when I'm just in my room like this?

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The big three…

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i relapsed someone actually kill me

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queen of the gas station⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

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nooo girl don’t cry ur so ultraviolence, french film, kate moss, zero sugar vanilla coke, nyc, christiane f, 90s, skins uk, blush pink, punk rock, 2008 lizzy grant, cigarettes, sylvia plath, girl interrupted, red nails, sofia coppola, black coffee, pinterest, russian poetry, amy winehouse, autumn & winter, lilya 4ever, in utero, silver sparkles, david sorrenti, blue hour, gia, angelcore, slavic doll coded

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ʚɞ

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I hate when media I love ties me into a certain quota, sure I love sofia coppola, lana del rey, bones and all, gitter, and cassie from skins but im not a female manipulator, a femcel, or have girl interrupted syndrome. im simply just a teenage girl who enjoys thoughtful media

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No I dont have an ed, yes i bodycheck all the time, yes i restrict, yes i fast, yes i hate the feeling of food in my stomach, yes i feel the fat, yes i check the bmi of my gws even tho i already know it, yes i check the calories of stuff that arent even food, yes i think that if i smell or touch food the cals will seep into my body, yes I used laxatives, yes i made myself throw up, yes i sometimes do 20k-30k steps a day on purpose, yes I am afraid yet impatient of weighing myself next day, yes my body disgust me and i blame hating myself on being fat, yes I think all my problems will be solved when ill lose the weight, yes I isolate to focus on wl, yes I cried bc I had to eat, yet I also ate the whole fucking house in one sitting, yes I fake dirty plate or throw food to make it seem like I ate, yes I am mad when my parents tell me i need to eat cus i didnt eat today, yes I despise the "what did u eat today" question, yes I say no to any snacks my friends offer me, yes I omad, yes I have had these behavior for a couple of years, yes my parents tell me "You're gonna get obese if you don't pay attention to your weight" or makes comments on my body, yes im on edtwt, yes im on edblr BUT I DONT HAVE AN ED because I must fake it cus idk it just doesnt feel like I have one

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i highkey need to self admit myself to the nearest psychiatric ward

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Inspired by @borntodieparadiseedition3

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i love them let my girls in peace

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my love for music runs so deep

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