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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! QWQ

I hope you all had a Merry Christmas and will start into a new year with a lot of luck and fortune! ^^ Whatever bad things happened last year, hopefully won't happen to haunt you into the next year and whoever had a terrible 2024, will hopefully have a lucky and fruitful 2025!!! ^^

With all that said.... I WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

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Ello. ^^

I am very much still kicking, no worries everyone. I recently got caught up with loss of motivation. T-T

Recently have little motivation to even start my day. I dunno why, honestly. My writing is dragging on slowly, so at least SOMETHING, but it's not much.

I try to get back my motivation with stuff I used to love doing before, so far it barely works. TvT

But hey, small progress is progress, so I am not complaining. TVT

(Legit 5 minutes later I scream into my pillow again for my motiovation to finally get back already. Istg.)

Anyways! I hope you all had a fantastic Halloween(I know I am a month too late already but again my motivation is sh*t recently), so far had great months and will keep having good days. ^^

(I swear I am desperately trying to get my motivation back...)

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Chaper is out on SP blog! ^^

Actually I put it into the queue buuuut, I accidently clicked tomorrow, so I published it NOW. TvT

I am all over the place with my head, damn me... BUT I did it. ^^

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Heya.

So I may upload another SP x Coroner male Reader chapter either today or tomorrow. ^^ I thought I will let you know, so keep an eye out on @skulduggery-pleasant-bp9! ^^

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Will there ever be a part in the series when m/n goes to hell and reunites with alastor(after alastor dies)? I just curious cuz I'm so invested in this story and I keep theorizing what comes next!!

I love this story and I love your writing!!<3

Hmmm....wouldn't you like to know~ *Teases*

Real talk, I won't reveal much, buuut....it IS planned to happen. ^^ Though I am curious about your theories now.

Thank you!!! <3 This makes my evening! QWQ

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Oh...BOI

I have so much to still catch up on... My Father!Alastor x Son!Reader fic still needs more words.

I need to get my Ninjago fanfic back up to date.

I have a few SP x Reader ideas that will take time to write and finish for publishing...

So....much....WORK! to catch up on...

TvT

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Also!

If everything goes well I might update something on my main blog in a week, so be prepared, but don't get too excited as I have NO IDEA how wild next week might get for me. My life is unpredictable. TvT

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Hi, and I is still alive.

So I have a small update here for my readers...:

As you can see this is still in work. and a few other things too, but not too many spoilers. ^^ I am still on Father!Alastor x Son!Male!Reader too, no worries, I didn't give up on my series yet, it does so well. UwU HOWEVER!!! I have a lot of shoot happening here right now... LITERALLY! We had some scammers that tried to make us pay for our own parking lot that we owned for 14 years now and belong to our apartment we live in. We had an immense fight with it and my Mom was close to a heart attack from stress and anger, because some dumb F**ker was rude to Mama, behaved like he was King of the world, acted all mighty and high nosed and threatened to let someone towing our car if we don't park correctly on it and all that shit. I tell you this much, we have almost NO SPACE for shunting our car around, because behind us stands a car too, barly 3 feet away and our car is long so...yeah, and all, so you can imagine how stressful all that was and then Mama kept digging around and slapped it into the scammers faces that someone else owns the parking lot and that she wants our money back and stuff, we got that back, but this isn't off of the table yet, because they "bought" TWO lots and we doubt that they have even ONE of these. And the other lot is a damn JOKE next to our parking lot, like legit... -_-

Then we plan on moving still THIS year so I am barely online anywhere. Yes, yes, it was planned since prob last year by now, but this year we have almost everything together so we can finally move! Yay! ^^ Then it is FUCKING HOT over here and I am dying in my own room at daytime, because I have the sun boiling me through my window from late midday until sundown, which makes my room an oven at the moment and the air is hot as fuck too, so airing won't help me until late midnight and turning on the PC adds extra heat so no thank you. T^T

We have a lot more shoot to deal with, but that are some of the mild issues. ^^

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So like...

I got a question in Tumblr and it shows I have 7 asks instead of 6....but the ask is not shown. I am unsure if I got scammed or if it is a bug.... Anyways the question was how I feel about Stu/Sidney from Scream as a couple and I have to bluntly say...I never thought about it. I find it a bit weird, but I don't have a problem with it.

No, I am not writing fanfics about that ship, BUT I don't really MIND it.

Yes, yes, I am still alive too. I have immense struggles atm.

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The reason no updates are happening...

So I know That I didn't update anything in almost a month now, if my memory serves right, here I have the explanation as to WHY. Recently my life has become really hectic yet again. It is a new month and my Family and I still didn't get money, so at the moment we are practically starving a bit. We barely managed to get some bread and water to live. This is already the THIRD month this is happening where we get money in the MIDDLE of the month and we almost con't manage to live.

On top of that you can imagine what debts will pile up on you, if you can't pay your bills and taxes. So have fun with all of that.

And we are still trying to move away. So we are quite literally fucked right now. My stress level is high, my anxiety and rage even higher and my motivation to do anything is at the bottom of the ocean. Life is literally hell right now.

Those are only a few issues we have, but if you hear that shit already, I think you all can imagine what a hellhole my Family and I are living in right now.

So yeah, rl life is hard right now andI need to work on this stuff first before I can update again. I might privately try to write fanfiction, but it's never much. Maybe one or two sentences, which annoys me I used to be able to write for HOURS, but I am fucked mentally, psychologically and emotionally right now.

I hope you all understand... I am NOT quitting, I don't WANT to quit...but I might be gone for a while...

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Be Honest with me...

So...I've been gone for like...5 days, not once checking Tumblr, nor did I have time to write anything...

Did I miss something?

Like...people contect me and ask me stuff, then their accounts are deactivated. Other people had a small issue with something and they are the next that got deactivated.

I just noticed that some writers that just recently started to write fanfics also got deactivated.

Did I miss something? Where is everyone going?

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Because y'all probably wanna know...

Father!Alastor x Son!Reader book (Wordcount): 41,806 (8 Chapters currently)

Father!Alastor x Daughter Reader (Wordcount): 24,442 (8 Chapters currently)

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Can anyone believe me when I admit I am STILL stuck on the smut Oneshot that was requested of my sorry ass? I have a writers block on it! *Whines* I planned to throw it out a WEEK ago! Holy shit I am in shambles!

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Gosh...QvQ

You know...I know all of you will hate me when I drop the biggest bomb any of you has ever had in the Father!Alastor x Son!Reader series.

If you think 15 Chapters are all, then you are dead wrong. But I don't know any titles yet for the other ones. I know that I will probably add like 3 or 4 more Chapters with Alive!Human!Reader and then we swap over to HELL.

So plan that this series will have at least 25 Chapters or so... Not sure how many it will be. TvT

All planned out, but no ideas how to name them and how many Chapters it will be. I plan them long mostly and with that I usually don't know how many it will be in the end. I am gambling with 25 Chapters in total, might be more or less though.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!! ^^

Btw: I am listening to fuckin' Jazz, while at the same time playing a relaxing outside night sound, with a crackling fireplace in a house sound and rain with soft thunder added. I never tried this sheesh before, but I feel a bit more collected and chill. The last few days my brain was all over the place and in no state to write anything... Has anyone ever tried this shoot before ? I recommend. ^^

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I am writing for any gender and their sexual attraction, but if I am the only one, it might get exhausting, it also doesn't help that I have barely time and end up often back in my depression and a lot of stress.

I am currently struggling to finish the last smut request too... TvT

And I thought there were probably more writers, but I guess I was wrong... Q-Q

What I am trying to say is...I might open requests again as soon as I finished a few chapters of my current passion project work, then I would accept some, BUT I need to be comfy with them too. So whoever is interested...you know where to find me (Main blog Blackypanther9) and note down your requests !

Side note: It will take me a while to get smut chapters out, but I am always trying to get them out when I have the motivation and time.

OH ! Also...maybe try to check out AO3. I think there are also some writers that are NOT on Tumblr. Just type into the search Dom!Wanda x Sub!Reader (for example) or Top!Wanda x Bottom!Reader. Usually s lot shows up by the second part.

You can also put that into the "Additional tags", because usually it is found there mostly. I can post a small instruction for people who wish for that.

Some writers there also accept requests, but I don't usually surf for them, so that will be your own job.

It's just an offer though guys !

I'm so sick of Tumblr, I've never sent a request that has actually been written EVER! There's barley anyone who writes Male Reader or ships (fem x male) all I wanna do is send a freaking request and be able to read it! 😭😭

Finally after searching for anyone to write a fic someone accepts my requests but after 7 months (LITERALLY) of them leading me on and telling me they were hard at work and getting me excited for my request they suddenly reach out and tell me they aren't gonna post it and have never planned to write or post it 😭 then out of nowhere after basically making fun of me they block me.

When will I actually be able to send someone a request without being played or declined simply because most people on Tumblr are fem readers...

Is there anyone out there who's interested in writing a smut fic for me please? 🥺😭😭 Must be over 18 years or older. Specifically looking for someone to write a fem x male ship smut request, for marvel characters (from the films not comics).

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