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Berserk by Kentaro Miura (wallpapers)

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u survive literally every single event in your life & still every time a new event happens you feel like this is the event that will kill you and that you will never move on from but actually you will continue to survive like you always have bc u have a 100% win rate of surviving events. btw

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male nude - gustav klimt (1880) // 9x01 // the dying gladiator - pierre julian (1799) // patroclus - jacques-louis david (1780) // 9x03 // male back with flag - michelangelo (1504)

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— beau taplin

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SEVERANCE / Ada Limón (via @helly-ena)

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i have a disturbing fondness for that crazy motherfucker joseph kavinsky

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I want to unlock and recover my memories from when I was a child. I only remember major highlights from that time period, and they aren't reflective of my personality. I merely know who and what I was as a child, and this retroactive oblivion—which now serves as a catalyst to the loss of my self-identity—gnaws at me day-by-day.

In contrast to this, I am now distastefully aware of this forlorn shell of a self that I embody. Constant introspection has become a default setting that's embedded in my functioning. The scrutinisation of every little habit and thought has become something that goes beyond the realm of conscious control. Yet, all this hyper self-awareness has only left me in a state of emotional disconnect and subliminal tumult—this paradox is suffocating; it's become intolerable.

How wretched is it to be so expertly aware of one's decline? Without being equipped to prevent it? I guess I now understand why ignorance is said to be bliss.

Perhaps, this effortless—albeit painful—awareness is a cumulative manifestation of the guilt that I feel for not remembering my childhood? I want it back, oh god, I want those memories back. I want to KNOW who I was. I wish nothing more than to somehow miraculously see my little self from an external, observational lens.

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Henry Daubrez (Belgo-Spanish, based Belgium) - Untitled, 2024, Paintings: Digital Art

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Franz Kafka, 1912

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"Growing up, my father prepared absolutely all food. Mom wasn't even allowed in the kitchen. He said my mother's cooking could kill a dragon — which was interesting, because he was one."

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I’ll embrace all your versions.

Details by Roberto Ferri.

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TRITONE E NEREIDE - Roberto Ferri - Oil on canvas, 2024.

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don’t!!! fake!!!! your!!!! interests!!!! to!!!! make!!!! someone!!!! like!!!!! you!!!!

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Soft-Feeling Latin Words & Phrases

Another list of Latin phrases, this time with soft/warm meanings. It is 2:39am as I make this list.

a te pro te: from thee for thee

ab imo pectore: from the bottom of the heart

volat hora per orbem: time files through the world

coelum versus: heavenward

concubia nocte: at dead of night

crepusculum: twilight or dusk

crescens luna: a cresent moon

cum corde: with the heart

labores solis: an eclipse of the sun

in horam viviere: to live for the moment

in rerum natura: in the nature of things

in tuto esse: in a safe place

ingens aequor: the vast ocean

inter vivos: among the living

januae mentis: inlets of knowledge

jenuis clausis: in secret, with closed doors

littera scripta manet: the written letter remains

lux mundi: light of the world

lux vitae: light of life

meo voto: by my wish

mox nox: soon night

multis cum lacrimis: with many tears

ningit: it is snowing

occidui temporis umbra: a shadow at sunset

opinio vana: an illusion

osculum pacis: kiss of peace

papilio: butterfly

par pari refero: tit for tat

per vian dolorosam: the way of sorrows

philtrum: a love potion

pluvia: rain

res rustica: a rural affair

ros marinus: rosemary

semel et semper: once and always

silva: wood or forest

sinus urbis: heart of the city

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Reference: Latin for the Illiterati: a modern guide to an ancient language by Jon R. Stone, second edition 2009.

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Soft heart but even softer breasts

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Did you ever think about how easy and convenient it would be for a vampire to live as a rockstar?

Can't be in the sun?

Easy, he's just hungover all the time

Gorgeously timeless and doesn't age?

It's Hollywood, baby

Doesn't eat?

It's probably the drugs or he's on ozempic

Dark and mysterious?

C'mon he's a rockstar. He has to be a little goth

And when he's had his fun and it's beginning to raise some questions he just fakes an OD and goes on a nice long vaycay and lives off the royalties of his music.

Simple as that. Makes more sense to me than going through the agony of highschool over and over again !

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i can't keep living like this!!! [does not change a single aspect of my life]