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I am officially leaving ed tumblr for the pancake forum. I had lots of fun here, but seeing so many of my moots get t-worded just sucks. Farewell!

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“omg you’ve lost so much weight! what do you eat?”

the ed community:

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She's amazing & I love her to death, but MAN, did she stress me out as a kid with all the doctors visits and paranoia.

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Getting my own place that I can decorate just the way I want to

If you’ve survived a suicide attempt or have experienced suicidal thoughts, what’s something you’re glad you stayed alive for?

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I need to shut up and starve cause what the actual fuck are my legs.

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HOW CAN 4 SLICES OF BREAD BE 300 CALORIES?? IM NEVER BUYING THAT STUFF AGAIN.

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I'm on there now, and I can attest. It's so cute! <3

HEY ED TUMBLR: READ THIS!

I realize ED centric blogs aren’t treated with much respect on this site/app & edtwt is mostly just mean girls with a superiority complex. Most platforms don’t welcome ED related content whether it be PrøAnä or a simple vent.

If you’re struggling with the loneliness that comes with an ED, or you just generally long for a community that understands you, make an account on this site:

https://mypancakeaddiction.com

It’s a safe place for anyone 13 or older with disordered eating. They’ll never judge you for not having an official diagnosis. They’ll never judge you for any of your ED posts. And the site has a lot of fun features. It reminds me of MySpace.

You’ll find discussions on literally anything, you can customize your entire profile (and even the font/text color of your posts), there’s lots of th1nspø, diets, recover advice, and completely off topic things.

It’s worth it. Trust.

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Starving Slut September starting now!

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Day 5:

First it was to save money. My weekly allowance used to be just around 30€ but I was simultaneously a shopping addict so I'd constantly have to take money from my savings account. No money for both food *and* makeup? Just skip the former one! (Don't. This is not advice.)

Another thing is that I'm kind of obsessed with the idea of change. I kinda sorta suck right now and want to be completely different. CBT is expensive, and I don't really know what to do about my personality by myself. So the only option I have is to change the way I look. I want to change so bad, so maybe if I look perfect, that will affect my personality too?

Now I just want to be skinny, and food makes me feel guilty.

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Why can‘t I just starve and loose fat while I still stay healthy???

It‘s so unfair omg

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Day 4:

That I'll be 40 years old and still sick and stupid. I want to do so many things. I literally have a dream career. I just also want to be very skinny. Hopefully, I can find a way to juggle both of these conflicting desires and really have it all.

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the world isnt spinning when i stand up so i feel like i’m not restricting enough

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sometimes you ARE changed by the most utterly chaotic psychosexually codependent "i can absolutely make them worse it is my DUTY" couple to exist in english literature and it IS a good thing !

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I worked so hard to get to a place that I didn't fear my thoughts

I didn't fear other people, didn't fear strangers

I didn't fear my anxiety attacks

I didn't fear what I said and I didn't fear my reactions

And slowly you took me back in a matter of months to that place that took me years to work through.

Now I'm back to this person I don't know.

I let you do that to me.

I let you take away all my hard work

A.Val

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if you do it for a guy, quit.