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The One And Only Gregory
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uzueta28-blog · 8 years ago
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https://soundcloud.com/gregory-uzueta-flores/beautiful-ugly
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uzueta28-blog · 8 years ago
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https://soundcloud.com/gregory-uzueta-flores/losing-it-all
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uzueta28-blog · 9 years ago
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Sometimes you will not be strong enough to move on and keep pushing and those are the moments when you must fight and push the hardest. Life isn't easy and most of the time it doesn't happen the way you want it to but that's the beauty of it. Life is so crazy and unpredictable and sometimes we don't know what's going on but in the end of all the chaos is the beautiful silence of happiness knowing it will all be okay maybe not today or tomorrow but someday it will all be okay you just have to breathe and keep pushing. I have so much love for every single person out there in a hard time if you need me I'll be there ❤️ #strength #courage #push #move #forward #life #love #happiness
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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I want to die
I have no desire to continue my life. This was like the last straw of my life the final thread breaking to let it all fall apart. Things have never gone my way. I always come in 2nd. I always lose everything. My dad left. All my friends end up leaving. I watched some of my best friends pass. All the girls I give my heart end up finding somebody else. I'm told how special I am but I know it's all bull shit. I am literally nothing. I am worthless . I thought the bottom was low but I am literally lower than that right now. I don't believe in a God because he would not do this to me for my entire life. Sometimes I don't want to wake up. More like all the time. Here's a letter for anyone who would ever care to know what I felt like before I passed. I was lost. I was hurt. I felt pain. I felt depressed. I felt like I couldn't pick myself up. I want to die. And I know I have few who love me and to my family and those few friends I am sorry but sometimes goodbye is all I have left. If I disappear forever don't worry about me I am at peace. I've left behind all the pain all the burdens and all the struggles. I am happy where I am going. Because I no longer have to feel anything. And since I was alone anyway I can be alone forever. If I'm gone don't look for me. If I pass don't cry. Smile for me because I will finally be able to do that with happiness. I don't know if I will leave but I wanted to write this just in case even though no one will ever read it.
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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The official reveal the project with this alternate cover I worked on. This is the official cover and a sample of a track I hope everyone enjoys my hard work and dedication cause we have 9 more days til release 😁 #welcome #5side #love #peace #happiness #project #creativity #music
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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Go With The Flow
This was literally the hardest month of my entire life. I was on top of the world and I fell deeper than hell. I don’t know if I’ll ever be the same again. But that’s what life is right constant change and adapting to it no matter if you agree with the outcomes or not. How we adapt is how well we grow as people. I’ve grown so much and I can say I’m a better person. I also have gotten closer to where I wanna be in life and my goals are in my grasp. I’ve learned to let go of my past and my anger hurt and regret to make room for the bright future ahead of me. And I’m so terrified of the mystery that lies ahead of me. But that’s what makes life so beautiful, and that’s why we go with the flow. Full of love peace and happiness ❤️
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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I pray...
I pray to you lord every night, That it all works out, I know you have a plan, And I may not agree with it, But I give my life and soul to you lord, I pray you will guide me to my path, I pray you keep me safe, I pray you build me up, I pray you give me strength, I pray you protect me from my demons, I most importantly pray that you send my everlasting love and care to those who need it in their lives lord, Because I know how it feels to long for someone to care and how it feels when no one is there, So lord I pray they know they are not alone cause I too have been there and can show them the path out, Lord I send these prayers in your name, I pray Amen
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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Do I wanna know?
Im just wondering what I did like why I'm constantly not good enough for anyone people tell me I'm amazing and great but I certainly do not feel like that at all. Nobody would give up on someone who was amazing. Nobody would push away someone who was great. Nobody ignores someone they care about. And that is where I struggle to keep on going because when nobody cares for you it's hard to keep moving. Cause I thought she cared more than anybody else. When she gives me these looks I don't know what to think at all so confused so hurt so lost. I think maybe if I go the pain will disappear and it's not like anybody will notice...
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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41 days and counting down til I release what I believe will tell you a story about who I am and what I've been through in a creative display. I'm happy to share my words from rap to poetry and my emotions from depression to joy. I'm thinking of throwing a release party with a listening of the project and giving out free physical copies with a lot of other things I just need to know who would be with it so let me know #5side #rap #theproject #mixtape #music #creativity #life #happy #joy #proud #love #peace #happiness
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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How I Truly Feel
I am currently stuck in such a horrible place, Before I continue I must tell you that I did it to myself, But I still you did for me what I had done for you, That was simply not the case, But what did I expect, You weren't obligated to spare my feelings, You didn't have to do anything, I keep telling myself you had a part in this, Only because you didn't hold on the way I did, But you didn't need to, It's my own fault for thinking that you would, It's my fault for hoping that you would come back or just it's okay, It's my fault waiting for that ringtone to go off and just see a good morning or I love you, But I get it you gotta fly, It's all ruined now and I feel stupid now, Feeling like death will accompany me very soon, but for now I will try to be happy, Even though I am not, And I probably won't ever be 100% happy as we continue to be like this, But you go worry about yourself you deserve to, And as for me I deserve nothing because I am nothing, I'm just nothing...
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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https://soundcloud.com/gregory-uzueta-flores/5sideafter-the-calm
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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https://soundcloud.com/gregory-uzueta-flores/listen
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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https://soundcloud.com/gregory-uzueta-flores/life
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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https://soundcloud.com/gregory-uzueta-flores/nothing-was-the-same2228
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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Why?
Things are getting weird lately, Everything is so strange and I hate it, I feel like you're pushing me away, In person today I hated feeling awkward, You were doing your homework but it felt like you were ignoring me, I don't know, Why does this have to be so wishy washy, I'm trying to give me all but my my mind tells me the only way to be happy is letting go, But my heart is clutching onto you forever, For the slight chance that I get a fairytale ending, Even if I don't, my heart just doesn't want to lose the most amazing feeling I get from just seeing your smile, Whether I'm the cause of it or not, Just being apart of your life, I don't know why, Maybe we're better off as friends, But I don't want to find out, I'd rather ride the roller coaster to heartbreak then to end up watching from the sideline so bring your worst and I'll bring my best and we will find out what wins, I'm not gonna lose you and I'm not gonna lose God is giving me the strength to guide me through our relationship so here it goes it's all up to God now
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uzueta28-blog · 10 years ago
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Will you stay with me?
This feeling, I've felt ever since the warm sunset on a Friday night in AG, It's almost been a year, In November it will be, I still have this feeling, I feel it in my stomach, The fluttering of butterflies, And you're not even here, Just a simple hey, As I hear your ringtone, And see that name come across my screen, My little dove, It drives me crazy, When I see you in person, I can't even explain it, Forget about a wow feeling talk about a damn feeling, As in I'm so damn lucky this girl is choosing to talk to me, She wants to pick me up when I'm down, She wants to make me laugh, She wants to make me happy, She wants to spend time with me, The beauty in her eyes, Her soul gorgeous, Not to mention she looks perfect everytime I see her, I'll admit each time I see her it gets harder everytime, I'm trying so hard not to hug you too long, I have to convince myself not to grab your hand and hold it, I gotta stop myself from trying to kiss you, You're so young, You're so fun, You have a lot to experience, I imagined being with you 10000000000 times, But I'd only hold you back, From the amazing things you'll achieve, I'm scared, But I have to let you fly, Without me, I'll feel the pain for a while but then this feeling will come back, It will run back, And I'll sit here with my smile, For a while, Or for ever until we make it, Because this feeling, Tells me not to leave, It tells me we're meant to be, Will you stay with me?
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