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Hiii sooo some shabby news 🥲 um I’ve been thinking about maybe leaving tumblr for good.. but I don’t want my fics to go to waste and just never be seen again, yk? I was wondering if anybody would be down to make a tumblr of their own and just take my fics? I don’t care for credit, I just would like for them to still be up somewhere. You can literally say that you wrote them LMAO I’d like to remain anonymous if anything yk, I just don’t really want to have a platform on here anymore.

If anyone would be down to do this then please let me know 🥹

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And things with your boyfriend. How’s it going? ❣️

Ummmm well honestly it’s going good… sometimes 🫤 we argue a lot but hey the honeymoon phase is over so I should’ve expected it 😭 he’s great most of the time but the arguing sucks I’m ngl

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Updates! 🥹

HII! Hello. Hey. Hi. I have been very gone from tumblr for a good while. Eeerrmrmmmmm guysyysssss… I think you guys… may have predicted correctly that… my boyfriend does in fact also have a thing for… twording 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

I got SO. SOOOO lucky. Like. I can go into more detail later but now I’ll just leave it at… weelelelelll last night he held me down for 8 minutes straight and went AT IT on me. He did the same thing a week ago for 6 minutes. And he loves (though he won’t admit it) when I do it to him too. He says it’s “fun”. Mhm. Mhm. That is all for now. Sjdjfkendjaksdnanajs

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MY PRECIOUS

cute !!!!

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Okay but guys. Guys. Real talk. Help me formulate a response pls.

He’s probably going to sleep over again tonight and I’m then not gonna see him for a week (💔) BUT, if at some point during the night he grabs my wrists and holds my legs down like that again, what do I DOOO?! He’s 100% going to tease me and be like “you can tell me not to tickle you and I won’t. Just say no and I’ll let you go.” and then when I DONT say no he’s gonna be like “soooo you like being tickled?” AND THEN DHIWJDJSKNDNJSJJDI

LIKE I’m not gonna try to escape or get him to stop because I will happily go through that again but he’s gonna MESS WITH MEEEEEE 🙈🙈 like what do I SAYYYYYYYY… I can’t just say YES!!/?2?:!:?:??:?!!?

Should I just be like “I don’t mind it!” Orrrr I DONT KNOWWW

OH boy do I have a story for you guys hhehehehehehe

Boyfriend slept over in my dorm again and gaahhhhh okay I think he fully knows I love tickles but not in THAT way like I think he just thinks I think they’re fun, which that is the case.. but he doesn’t know I’m literally obsessed with it 💀💀 ANYWAYS

He’s started to do this thing where he’ll sing a song, either a Halloween one or a Christmas one, whenever he’s about to start tickling me. So I’m like NOOOOOO and he just keeps singing and starts doing the claw hands AAHHHHH

And he found out last night that my ribs like riiiight under my boobs (? if that makes sense LMAO) are SO sensitive, like insanely ticklish. But like, a good very ticklish… like I can take it and it won’t be toooooo too much for me. So, I had a bralette and an opened zip-up jacket on, and when he found this out, he KILLED MEEEEEEEEEEESBJENDJSKSN

He was laid down on the left and me on the right (the beds are lofted up but there’s a bar to keep you from falling so I was fine to squirm and thrash). He took his right arm and grabbed both my wrists in it (he is strong as hell), and then he WRAPPED his LEGS around MINE. SO at this point my entire torso (my zip up jacket was opened, so just wearing my bralette) was COMPLETELY exposed. Obviously not my chest but all else. So I was already giggling a ton like an idiot because I was nervous and he kept repeating “say just 5 more seconds and then I’ll stop. Or 10 more. Or, yknow, if you don’t want me to stop, don’t say anything.” And then any time that I’d try to say anything, he’d tickle me HARDER and FASTER hshdejenenjend

Genuinely couldn’t move my arms or legs at ALL and he kept intertwining from vibrating and wiggling his fingers between my upper ribcage to the center of my stomach to my sides to my lower ribs to all over my chest to my neck like oh my GOD I was so done for. But I mean hey I was having the damn time of my life I’m not complaining🙂‍↕️

So I was really just laughing my entire being out. Like, I think I laughed for maybe 2-3 minutes straight, which is a lot if you really think about it! Like mf wouldn’t stop! (In his defense I never once said stop between my laughs and screams, nor did I made it known in any way that I wanted him to stop… so… YIPPEE)

His TEASES too my God his teasinggggg “you can tell me to stop, yknow” “you love this don’t you?” “you’re so ticklish oh my God” “you’re so loud!!!”

OH and when he said “you’re so loud!!” he then grabbed his hoodie that he took off and put it over my face saying “there. Chomp down on that, okay?” and then continued even HARDER as I tried to bite down on his hoodie and not be as loud (epic fail) 😭 He was smiling the entire time as all this went on too which was so cute to me like he looked like he was enjoying himself too. He called it my “torture time” which just made it all the more EEEEEEEEEE

But. Guys. This is the. Ahhhh moment for me.

Then after a while once my hair was all over my face and I was heaving like a madwoman, he was like “are you okay?” (He always asks that after he tickles me really hard or for a long amount of time💘) and I was like “uh-huh, yehehes” still giggling with a big ass smile on my face as I looked at him, and he goes, “…do you like it?”

I knew EXACTLY what he meant but my nervous ass goes “huhh?” acting like I’m too drowsy and out of it to answer the question 😭😭 and he STRAIGHT UP ASKS, “do you like being tickled??” AND I GO “w- whaatt?” still acting like I’m sleepy or some shit and then I just make some random noise GAAAHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

The thing is he is the least judgmental person I know. He’s so open and vulnerable and would not give two shits if I said yes. In all honesty.. he probably would’ve giggled and said something along the lines of, “Awww, that’s what I thought. I wanted to make sure first though. Glad I know now, I will be using this against you” 🙈 I regret changing the topic after that bc I could’ve at least been like “I meannnn I don’t mind it, it’s a nice bonding thing and it makes me happy so” UGGHHH that would’ve been such a good response. But it’s definitely gonna happen again so I’ll say it if he asks again ☺️

Anyways. Yes. Yeah. Ah. Best moment ever. Best 3 minutes ever. I had so much fun. He’s so great. I luv him

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OH boy do I have a story for you guys hhehehehehehe

Boyfriend slept over in my dorm again and gaahhhhh okay I think he fully knows I love tickles but not in THAT way like I think he just thinks I think they’re fun, which that is the case.. but he doesn’t know I’m literally obsessed with it 💀💀 ANYWAYS

He’s started to do this thing where he’ll sing a song, either a Halloween one or a Christmas one, whenever he’s about to start tickling me. So I’m like NOOOOOO and he just keeps singing and starts doing the claw hands AAHHHHH

And he found out last night that my ribs like riiiight under my boobs (? if that makes sense LMAO) are SO sensitive, like insanely ticklish. But like, a good very ticklish… like I can take it and it won’t be toooooo too much for me. So, I had a bralette and an opened zip-up jacket on, and when he found this out, he KILLED MEEEEEEEEEEESBJENDJSKSN

He was laid down on the left and me on the right (the beds are lofted up but there’s a bar to keep you from falling so I was fine to squirm and thrash). He took his right arm and grabbed both my wrists in it (he is strong as hell), and then he WRAPPED his LEGS around MINE. SO at this point my entire torso (my zip up jacket was opened, so just wearing my bralette) was COMPLETELY exposed. Obviously not my chest but all else. So I was already giggling a ton like an idiot because I was nervous and he kept repeating “say just 5 more seconds and then I’ll stop. Or 10 more. Or, yknow, if you don’t want me to stop, don’t say anything.” And then any time that I’d try to say anything, he’d tickle me HARDER and FASTER hshdejenenjend

Genuinely couldn’t move my arms or legs at ALL and he kept intertwining from vibrating and wiggling his fingers between my upper ribcage to the center of my stomach to my sides to my lower ribs to all over my chest to my neck like oh my GOD I was so done for. But I mean hey I was having the damn time of my life I’m not complaining🙂‍↕️

So I was really just laughing my entire being out. Like, I think I laughed for maybe 2-3 minutes straight, which is a lot if you really think about it! Like mf wouldn’t stop! (In his defense I never once said stop between my laughs and screams, nor did I made it known in any way that I wanted him to stop… so… YIPPEE)

His TEASES too my God his teasinggggg “you can tell me to stop, yknow” “you love this don’t you?” “you’re so ticklish oh my God” “you’re so loud!!!”

OH and when he said “you’re so loud!!” he then grabbed his hoodie that he took off and put it over my face saying “there. Chomp down on that, okay?” and then continued even HARDER as I tried to bite down on his hoodie and not be as loud (epic fail) 😭 He was smiling the entire time as all this went on too which was so cute to me like he looked like he was enjoying himself too. He called it my “torture time” which just made it all the more EEEEEEEEEE

But. Guys. This is the. Ahhhh moment for me.

Then after a while once my hair was all over my face and I was heaving like a madwoman, he was like “are you okay?” (He always asks that after he tickles me really hard or for a long amount of time💘) and I was like “uh-huh, yehehes” still giggling with a big ass smile on my face as I looked at him, and he goes, “…do you like it?”

I knew EXACTLY what he meant but my nervous ass goes “huhh?” acting like I’m too drowsy and out of it to answer the question 😭😭 and he STRAIGHT UP ASKS, “do you like being tickled??” AND I GO “w- whaatt?” still acting like I’m sleepy or some shit and then I just make some random noise GAAAHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

The thing is he is the least judgmental person I know. He’s so open and vulnerable and would not give two shits if I said yes. In all honesty.. he probably would’ve giggled and said something along the lines of, “Awww, that’s what I thought. I wanted to make sure first though. Glad I know now, I will be using this against you” 🙈 I regret changing the topic after that bc I could’ve at least been like “I meannnn I don’t mind it, it’s a nice bonding thing and it makes me happy so” UGGHHH that would’ve been such a good response. But it’s definitely gonna happen again so I’ll say it if he asks again ☺️

Anyways. Yes. Yeah. Ah. Best moment ever. Best 3 minutes ever. I had so much fun. He’s so great. I luv him

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Sssoooo another update 🙂‍↕️ I gave my bf a hickey for the first time last night and it was my first time doing it and his first time receiving one (he’s never done it either) so we were both laughing not knowing how or what to do 😭 soooo that was already so eueueueueue sweet and so I did it on his chest because I didn’t want it visible and tell me why once I work up the courage to actually do it he’s kicking his feet and giggling quietly and then whispers in my ear “it tickles so bad” LIKE WHAAATTT he knows how to drive me insane I know he didn’t do it with that intention but like my heart MELTEDDDDD like awwwwwweeeee ☺️

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Update usss 🥹🥹🥹 It is been so long

HIIII APOLOGIES college is kicking my ass but ITS BEEN GOING GREATTTT!!

I forgot if I already said this but he’s my BOYFRIEND NOWWW 🥰🥰 he asked me abouttt 3 weeks ago!! He’s the sweetest literally not a day goes by where he does not tword me whether it be rapid jabs or holding me in a very tight hug (standing AND laying down) and just digging into my ribs like I dreamt of this for years guys BDJDNNSJDNJSKDNDJK

Today he was doing that as I screamed (naturally) and when he stopped I was like you’re insane and he said noooo I’m nottttt I just like listening to your cute laugh

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AAHHEELLOOOOOO crazy crazy work my goodness. Insane. Love. Wow. Gaaaaaahhhhhdhdbbejjsndiie

Good times good times very grateful fhdjbfbdbdbbshd hope you’re slaying TOOOOOO

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Update on you and your man?!??

So insanely much has happened that I literally have not been able to keep track

For example yesterday we went to eat at like midnight together (there’s a dining hall that closes very late) and we watched an anime and then we went back to our dorm (we live in the same one just different floors) and we have a basement that you can study in and there’s private study rooms and we stayed in one till… 3am… and we talked a ton and watched videos and he tckled the shit out of me LIKEEEE because first I did to him because he’s so cute his smile is so cute and his laugh is so cute and his eyes get all crinkly and ehehehhe ANYWAYS then he was like “your turn” and mf grabs my wrists with one hand (he is very strong and my wrists for some reason are very thin) and holds them up to the left while his other hand just GOES AT MEEE and I’m sitting in this couch-like chair thing directly in front of him (he’s sitting in a rolling chair in front of me) so I’m like flailing and all while he’s just BDBSBBFHSNBDHSJDBAJDJFJSIIA yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Very happy 🥰

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Guys leeeeet me just say that neck kisses are like. Top tier. The best ever

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Update number like 4 on MY MAAAYAAANNNNN hopefully soon to be man actually anyways omg so

I went to his room and we played dti together as one does and he was sitting on his couch normally as I laid horizontally with my head on his thigh. So, when he teased me (I think he called me a big back or something) I naturally take my right hand and grab at his lower ribs behind my head and he has NEVERRRR flinched this hard like there was a very audible “Ah!” that came outta him and he lightly tossed his head back as he gently swatted at my hand and said “stop stohop” this mf was trying his BEST to be nonchalant but at this point I was like AAAWWWW (I literally said that out loud) and naturally did not stop!! So he kept smiling and trying to look away as he swatted at me greajahjsjdnndjsksjja so then we kept playing and I kept going at his ribs randomly and kinda ambushing him LMAO and tbh guys this is making me think I am maybe potentially maybe more Ler lenient….

Like OKAY it definitely depends the person but at least with him… seeing him flinch and smile like it was so silly it was so fun and lighthearted and he looked happy and I was so happy that he was happy and and and SIGHHHHHH I need to find more of his spots. Now.

ANYWAYS YEAH THAT thank u for coming to my ted talk

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He definitely did not just text me with the words, and I quote, “It was a great night, tickling you was fun”

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What

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I can’t

I’m going to lose my mind

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Update 3. Stayed in his room overnight. I will elaborate on the events later hejehehennendbebhejejbe nothing freaky but many laughs

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GWORL WHY IS CHANGBIN’S EYES BLACKED OUT IN THE SKZ HC PHOTO 😭

OH I HAVE NO IDEA LMAOOO I just noticed that 😭😭

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OH MY GOD GIRLLLL YOU HAVE TO TELL US MOREEE DONT LEAVE US HANGING

OMG PANSGWOPW WUEO U WONNN

TRUST I WILL IM GOING TO HIS ROOM AGAIN IN LIKE 2 HOURS LMAOOO it always happens with him he’s so playful and sweet like agehehehsjbehwhdn

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LIFE IS NOT REEAAALLLLLLL AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH update on my guy update update holy SHIT in my ass oh my GAAAHHH

Allow me to set the scene. We are in my dorm room. There are two beds (roomie was asleep on hers). These two beds are lofted and against the wall longways, and there is a mini fridge separating them. I have this fold-out couch thing, and he folded it out and put it in the crevice between my roomie and I’s beds. So we were laid on the couch thingy which was between our beds and, to get an idea, is about the width of a mini fridge, and the head of the couch thing was up against the door of the fridge. Okay. So.

So we were watching a horror movie right okay it was great and since we were in such a small space we were cuddling close okay. He either had his hand on my waist or straight up on my stomach the whole time. Well. He fell asleep at some point and then I had to wake him when the movie ended so we could both sleep (it was 1:45am). So he wakes up but stays hugging me down bc he’s like noooo I don’t wanna let you goooo (I melted) and then I’m like but you have tooooo so I sit up. Bruh.

When I sit up. This boy. Sits up too and grabs my waist and just hold me down on top of him basically. And then he starts going AT IT at my waist and my ribs. I have to cover my mouth with my hand because my roomie is asleep, so I look at him with wide eyes and point up at her, and he simply DOES NOT STOP. He just smiles very mischievously and keeps going as I flop down onto the folded out couch and have my mouth covered. He’s laid down beside me with his hands still latched onto my sides just going to town as I TRY to stay quiet.

Then he eventually stops and I start trying to go for his ribs/sides. He says something along the lines of “naahhh I’m too tired that won’t work” but he’s not trying to stop me or get me back… so THEN (I have acrylic nails on btw!) I start opening and closing my fingers onto his stomach rather than squeezing at his sides. He yelps and I can FEEL his stomach spasming like FEEL it contort n shit as my nails tickle at his abs and I just melt once again because he’s clearly struggling to not make any noise yet he’s letting me do it. WOW. Wowowowowowoowo. I am so lucky. Thank you God.

This is so. I am so. Bro. Hello. What just. I’m

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There has been so mcuch happening lately guys. But let me just say. Boy involved now. We were in my dorm room. I was laying on the floor trapped between my fold out little couch thing that he was laid on, and my desk that was on the other side of me. Very small space. His arm is around my back with his hand on my side. He starts digging his fingers into my ribs. I yell and start turning side to side (all I could really do!) and start just laughing and yelling but never really saying stop, just a lot of “nooo!”’s and saying his name over and over. And okay I was tipsy so I don’t fully remember but I’m pretty sure he asked “do you not like it” or something midway but I wasn’t able to respond bc I was LAUGHING duh. And then he stopped and I hugged him and he did it again a few minutes later. I’m tweaking so bad

Idk it’s been SOOOO so so busy the past few weeks so him doing that was like a lil stress reliever guys I’m so dndndnskakoaosodklqodjxmaodod