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I'm deleting my Animal Crossing save today to start over. But before I do, I wanted to show off the P3 island I was working on last year but never finished.

(I also have a P5 island I finished 2 years ago. the dream address is down below^^)

So this is the entrance. It's nothing special because I think it was temporary? IDK but I know I had more plans for it for sure.

But for the part I'm really part of...The school!

I didn't get great screenshots. but the way it looks in-game is my favorite thing on this island. As you enter residence services aka the school, if you make a right there's a staircase that leads to the rooftop i love it!

Behind the school is of course Tartarus + the top of Tartarus

Lol I tried my best with the space i had. The top of tartarus looks even cooler at night.

Lastly we have Port Island Station. This was the last thing I worked on because it was originally going to be Paulownia mall, but I got super overwhelmed at the idea of building that and didn't. I did Port Island Station instead but idk i just dropped the game after that.

I like what I did so far though!

And yeah that's really it. I'm a little sad I never got to fully finish this island because I had a bunch of cool ideas for the dorm, and I think some of the game locations would be super cute when translated into Animal Crossing. But after many many different islands, I'm realizing big city islands are just not for me. No matter how many times I try, I get really burnt out or overwhelmed at planning everything, and they never turn out how I want. For my next island, I'm definitely trying something smaller.

I'm not uploading this island to the dream address since it's super unfinished (and also I'm not paying for Switch online rn since I haven't been playing)

buttttt here's my Persona 5 island that's about 90% done! Lmk if you visit!!: DA-2816-6846-1484

(it's called Atlantis because I forgot about Mementos and genuinely couldn't think of anything to name it LMAO)

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staring at her coochie and everything like get a room

ok damn...the fandom wasn't lying about how gay persona 4 is...I'm really invested now

I'm in my yuri era for once....the girls are stealing my heart 😩

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ok damn...the fandom wasn't lying about how gay persona 4 is...I'm really invested now

I'm in my yuri era for once....the girls are stealing my heart 😩

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I think my mom mistakes Tumblr for Grindr because every time I mention Tumblr she goes "isn't that a dating website"

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BPD is rough. I also have it and it can make life a nightmare.

So I remember you saying that you think Yukari and Akihiko are BPD coded, which is true. What P4 characters do you think have BPD? I've always thought Yosuke 100%. I had another one, but it's been so long since I played P4 that I can't remember if I thought Yukiko or Chie had BPD too.

Hi hi!! I still plan on writing a little post about borderline Akihiko & Yukari cuz i have so much I could say for them. I'm not diagnosed (working on it) so take everything i say with a grain of salt...but I relate so heavily to them (especially Yukari) ough

As for P4, I'm still at the start kinda, so im not sure. However, I did make a joke about BPD Yosuke when he was confronting his shadow

"You've gotta be surrounded by people to block out the pain of isolation"....#felt💔

I really like this headcanon! I've see a lot of people HC Yosuke as borderline. I haven't done his link or anything yet, so IDK much about him. Take what i say with a grain of salt once again LOL. But I think I do know Yosuke is quite insecure (also even jealous???) and struggles with his identity. I also know that he's got that fear of abandonment + a deeeep need for everyone to like him and keep him around. I think he gets pretty attached and dedicated to Yu?? idk if it's on an unhealthy & codependent "BPD favorite person" level, but im assuming it's at least a little intense lol. I could totally see Yu being Yosuke's FP and him needing a lot of validation and attention from Yu... Also the chronic boredom/emptiness and chasing excitement (even if it's dangerous) just to feel SOMETHING...very relatable ughh

Those are all the traits I'm aware of so far. Idk about the black and white thinking/splitting, rapid mood swings, paranoid ideation, unstable relationships etc etc but that means I'll have to keep playing!!! I can't wait to learn more about him and all the other characters! I always get so attached to best friend characters in every game I play, so I have a feeling Yosuke will mean a lot to me even if he's not my fave rn...

Feel free to talk to me more about this headcanon, I'd love to hear more hehehe

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P4 3DS doodles...

I miss drawing on my 3ds. I miss drawing in general. Feel free to send 3DS doodle ideas

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Sorry for not posting as much chat. I've been dealing with a lot and it's been so rough, so I've been taking a break from..everything for the most part. I'm just too unstable. Me AND my therapist suspect I have BPD, and yea i've thought so for the past 3 years lol. I've been tryna work on getting better and managing my symptoms because I keep destroying amazing friendships and isolating and spiraling and relapsing and sabotaging my life all due to not knowing how to cope and it's awful. I feel like nobody understands me and just thinks I'm crazy for no reason. And I keep pushing away people I deeply love and it hurts... I wouldn't wish this horrific disorder on anyone (cuz even if I dont have it. Just dealing with all the traits my whole life has been quite traumatic). I also just kinda lost the will to much of anything. So i haven't drawn or written much at all.

Other than... that though..I've been playing Persona 4. It's finally hooking me in after trying to get into it multiple times. I hope to post art for it soon since the spark is there. all 5 seconds of the P4R teaser has me really excited LMAO. P3/Akijun are still floating around in my head, but P4 is starting to win me over. Before, I couldn't get into P4 no matter how much I tried, and I didn't like the characters at all. But now I'm really invested, and already attached to the characters 😭💖 If I start Yukikoposting soon you know why <3

I've also been playing Pokemon and consuming a lot of Pokemon content. I love Pokemon. please talk to me about Pokemon.

But yea..just a life update. I really do miss posting here, and the love ya'll give for my headcanons hehehe. It's just been hard to brainrot for Persona with all this other crap going on. But also Persona is always my saving point when things get rough. It always inspires me to be better. This whole year has been garbage but i'll keep going ig.

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my brainrot knows no bounds.....

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can ya'll send more akijun HCs 🥹 I really love hearing everyone's ideas!

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YESSS YOU GET ITTTT. I don't think i've seen anyone talk about BPD!Akihiko but the ingredients are there and are kinda are what his arc is about. there's no way that man doesn't, at least, have insane abandonment issues after everything he's lost. It drives me insane.

send me your headcanons btw i will eat them up thanks :3

would it be a stretch to say Akihiko & Yukari are lowkey BPD-coded? cuz this realization is driving me insane

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would it be a stretch to say Akihiko & Yukari are lowkey BPD-coded? cuz this realization is driving me insane

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PLEASE LOOK AT WHAT I SOMEHOW MANAGED TO DO METIS CLOSE YOUR EYES AND GET OUT OF THERE

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im realizing i MIGHT have a thing for red and blue ships

like once you start shipping characters NAMED red & blue you've hit the deep end

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i finally finished persona 3 (minus ep aigis) and had to go in for school 3 hrs later i did NOT sleep LMAO BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT😭

I think its amazing such an amazing game, the message really resonated with me when I needed it the most. I truly love my friends and I dont know where id be without them. Like makoto, theyre my motivation too

I mainly cant stop thinking about shinjiro. I miss him so bad, and everytime he was brought up I was in tears. Especially during the fight with nyx, i had to take a few seconds hearing his voice again, we really stuck with us till the end. I was scared for a second that they really would forget and maybe? connect back to eachother in a new way but the ending surprised me and made me really fall in love with the game more than ever. Back to shinjiro though, throughout everything the one thing on my mind was im doing this for shinji. The option to forget or to fight was immediately a clear choice for me because I could not let his death be in vain, EVERYONE worked so hard to get to where they were, itd be devastating for them to forget their personal development and memories theyve made with everyone. I was so so incredibly happy when they remembered.

Im still at school rn and my eyes are so tired from no sleep + crying for hours but i need to shout abt this game so bad even if its a little repetative

(few random reactions I had hehe)

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First kiss

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Not Persona but... I made The Lamb from Cult of the Lamb in the Sims 🐏

Full body

I'm so happy they turned out so good. I didn't think they would😭 I definitely wanna make The Goat next! And maybe Nari we'll see....

me when i eat poop <3

i've been wanting to cosplay the lamb for a while. when i do, i will dress exactly like this :>

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see ya'll ain't real yappers like me. I just found out tumblr has a damn reply character limit 💀