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Paano ba maging girlfriend ng topnotcher?

Hindi ko alam. Siguro magku-quit na lang akong maging girlfriend nya. Topnotcher sya e, Maraming gustong makipagkitang babae sa kanya. Maraming babae na gustong magpalibre sa kanya. Maraming babaeng gusto syang pusuan at yakapin. Ang masakit dun, gusto nya rin. Tumatanggi ba sya? Hindi. At ikaw, walang kaalam-alam. Wow! Ang buhay ay sadyang kay saya.

Ganito pala ang pakiramdam nang babaeng hindi sapat.

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To the Nonchurchy Boy I Love

I would want to spend my Sundays with you

Listening to my favorite preacher’s podcast

Whenever you are too tired or too sick or just too lazy

To go to church with me

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Unsent

Dear Loves,

I was sad because I saw the girl with the bouquet from her lover. I cannot help but envy her. She’s not a cum laude but her lover gave her flowers as graduation gift. How about me? Don’t I deserve flowers, too?

But then, I have you. And I have the cum laude because I have you. Still, the flowers would make me happy. :(

Love,

Dear

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Dearest Loves,

Hello!

You know what? Sometimes, I really cannot stop myself from doubting your love. I wonder why you have not told your other friends about me. I wonder why you do not want to have #relationshipgoals with me. I wonder why you seem not that proud of me. I wonder why you stopped taking pictures of me or with me. You used to do that and now you stopped. You prefer to play games on our phone than take pictures of me and that makes me a little sad. I wonder why start saying curse words again when you know that it greatly hurts me when you do that. I was glad when we were just starting with this thing that we have because you told me that you have erased some album on your playlist due to the reason that they have curse words in their songs’ lyrics. I wonder why you once told me that you will start reading your Bible again but you did not do it anyway. I wonder why I remain lovng you despite all those things. I wonder if my queries are true or it’s just me being paranoid for no valid reason.

I wonder how long I can take this. I wonder if we can make it to forever. I wonder if you’re the right one. I wonder if you really love me. 

I wonder if I am being a bad influence to you. I wonder why the positive changes that I seem to have caused to you at the beginning of whatever we have are not slowly fading away.

I wonder why I still ask God to help us make it to forever. And I wonder when will I stop praying.

Love,

Dearest

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Dear self, do not fear the bubbles. :)

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To the Girl who thought that the Boy had not fallen in love

“You don’t understand; you have not fallen in love,” she said.

I have. It’s just that you did not catch me, he thought.

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The Ring: A short story

They were friends.

They went to a once walled city and stayed at one of its ancient walls., facing a vast golf course that was built just a few years before. They lie down beside each other a foot apart. The boy was wearing faded jeans and white shirt. The girl was wearing black skirt and white shirt.

The boy observed the girl while she was lying there with her eyes closed. She was wearing a lot of accessories. She had a vintage dangling earrings, a watch on her left wrist, three bead-made bracelets on her right wrist, a necklace with a green miniature guitar as pendant and an orange anklet. Her fingers were moving against the rough wall as if playing an invisible piano. She did not know how to play the piano but the boy knew that she was singing in her mind when she did that.

“You want me to buy you a ring?” the boy asked. He noticed that the only accessory that the girl did not have was a ring.

“No thanks,” the girl answered without opening her eyes.

“Why?” the boy asked again.

“I don’t wear any ring. I don’t want to wear one yet,” the girl answered.

“Why?” the boy asked for the third time.

“The only two rings that I want to wear are not yet given to me -- an engagement ring and a wedding ring,” the girl answered.

The boy looked up the sky. Someday, I’m gonna buy you rings.

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“Diction-fairy”

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Chelcey Tate

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How wide, How deep,

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Maybe the soul is tired because all it needs is more time with the Lord. Maybe the heart is tired because it has been fed with all the wrong things.

33/365 reasons to pray | Believers  (via worshipgifs)

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I have wanderlust for your soul.

six word story //

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GIVEAWAY TIME!

First giveaway of the year is here! 

The only rules are that you must be following me (study-blr). Because I want to give back to my followers, that’s the whole point of this. And reblog this post! You can reblog as many times as you like, but please don’t spam your dear followers! 

The giveaway is not strictly limited to the studyblr community! 

There will be 2 winners who will receive everything pictured above.

There will also be 6 other winners who will be my Blog of the Month for six months after that. (And also receive my eternal friendship.)

The giveaway is international

Giveaway ends 28 Jan 2016 11:59pm EST.

May the odds be ever in your favour!