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fem drarry 🤤🤤🤤

Yeah I sort love them

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I´ve listening a lot to this song lately and I can´t help but think of Severus and Harry damn....

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Severitus from The Moirai and the Lair of Death and Vipers by FightFireWithFire because I feel like jumping out of the window 😜

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i was bored and made them fight again

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Finally finished my Wireless fic and have some free time! Send sketch prompts? 🥰

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY FAAAVV RAATTT

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jealous, malfoy?

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playing with ae muejeje

sharing this gift for @faiell :3

some angsty forced bond 8th year muejeje

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Sirius: "Snape knew more curses when he arrived at school than half the kids in seventh year."

11 year old Severus: "You motherfucking, shit-stained, cunt-mouthed little prick. Your chin looks like a ballsack and your droopy eye looks like the hood of a clit."

11 year old Sirius (crying): "I'm rubber, you're glue--"

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Peak drarry

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Sometimes I randomly think about how much Harry’s childhood probably affected his personalities and relationships.

We know Harry was abused as a kid—it glaringly obvious in the books—, but my question is what exactly did this abuse do to him in the long run?

I think for Harry it wasn’t as obvious as it could have been, but to me he seems like a wonderful example of an abuse victim in a way. When he gets angry it’s usually cold and calculated, Harry usually not being too loud as not to draw attention but to let his anger be known. He doesn’t like attention, usually avoiding it if he can and getting uncomfortable from it, I think it could be traced back to attention usually having negative consequences.

While he may go to an adult first when a problem arises (McGonagall and the Philosophers Stone) if the adult proves incompetent he will take matters into his own hands and not bother getting their help again. He also doesn’t respect them like he could and treats those who treat him badly the same, Snape a wonderful example of this. To him he is on the same level as them and thinks lowly of them at the same time.

When Ron and Hermione are bickering it annoys him and often causes him to blow if it goes on too long or he’s pulled into it. I think raised voices or arguing are a type of trigger, not one that’s very strong but can makes him feel more on edge and slightly more antsy. I also think him being treated as “less than”—or like a child—is also a slight trigger because that’s how the Dursleys would treat him.

He also usually is very unaware of the people around him that don’t make a difference in his life, failing to know the names of kids he’s gone to school with for years. To me it seems like someone that’s always only relied on themselves is too busy caring for themselves that they don’t have time to care about people that don’t matter. These people also fade to the back because they don’t pose a risk in any way nor do they bring him any joy. At the Dursleys he wouldn’t have had time to care about kids at school because he’s too busy thinking about how to escape Dudley and his gang and not get on his aunt and uncles bad side.

The sorting hat also mentioned how Harry had a thirst to prove himself, something that’s common among abused kids because they want to be treated better. His risk taking behavior could have been mixed with this because a subconscious part of his mind thought it the only way to be liked due to him being a celebrity.

I also noticed how he doesn’t really branch out when it comes to meeting people, simply going with the flow. It could be because as a kid if he went up to Petunia, Vernon or Dudley for attention it never ended well and the kids at his primary school probably shied away because he was a target for bullying. The logical decision is to let people come to him and prove they want to be around, so he let Ron and Hermione come around without really reaching out.

Emotions also make him uncomfortable, seen with Cho crying around him. He doesn’t understand them likely because he was forced to push his away because he wasn’t allowed to ever be upset or too happy. Something that’s common in emotionally neglected children, it also points to his lack of empathy. While Harry may seem to care he does not come across as very empathetic for the average person unless it’s people he’s close with.

Harry is a wonderful example of an abuse victim in a way, but only if you look really closely.

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sharing this gift for @faiell :3

some angsty forced bond 8th year muejeje

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sectumsempra

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VALUSHKAAA, siempre me he preguntado pq te llamas Valushka, pq me recuerda mucho a Babushka (de Kate bush). No se si ya has respondido esa pregunta pero me picaba la duda.

Buen diaa ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

HOLAAAA ! Ah pues la verdad desde peque mi papá siempre me ha llamado por ese nombre y cuando le pregunté el origen me dijo que no se acordaba lol. Y desde que ya me acostumbré siempre lo he usado como seudónimo y también para mi grupo de amigos cercanos que me dicen así o "Valu" :b

Y siii también cuando se volvió trend la canción de Kate Bush había personas que me decían que les recordaba a la canción SKDJSHFJSDFH (buena canción la vd no me quejo)

Ten un buen día igual!!

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Tucked away in a cozy alcove ♡