vampyhoney

[vampyhoney]

Every time I start writing it's the same cycle again and again..

Gets a tiny idea > starts writing > gets carried away in the drafts > "Wow this might be my best work yet" > more writing > self-doubt sets in > "This is crap I should scrap this one now" > more writing > finish it > post it > continues to doubt it till the end of time

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Update.. so far 9 pages on my notes app.. I've been writing for nearly 9 hours straight

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Guys I'm writing again! I'm actually writing something!! Omg this is like a rarity for folks around here these days

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Okay okay... Bo4 model Primis Dempsey.. you're really growing on me..

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This can be counting all factors. General map layout. Easter eggs. Dialogue. Anything.

I've seen mixed opinions on this map over the years, many of which are negative even about simple matters like the layout of the map as it's cramped. I personally love the map and play it often, even if it's just to only kill zombies and pack-a-punch my weapons. Not to complete any other objectives, like the Easter egg (which I have done only once)

Feel free to reblog and post your thoughts in tags or whatever :)

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Alright then!

🍰 and 💌 ?

.♡gun-slinging sweethearts♡.

🍰 when is your birthday? when is your f/o's birthday?

My birthday is October 8th. Dempsey's is August 16th.

💌 when is you and your f/o's anniversary?

Our initial getting together was May 15th 2022, and we got married on January 9th 2025 🩷

[vampyhoney]

🩷 Simple Selfship Ask Box Game!!

let others get to know you and your f/o! <3

how to play: reblog this post and have others send an emoji to your ask box from the list! then answer the question for you & your f/o! or if you see this post from someone, send an emoji to their ask box for them to answer! :D

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🌈 what’s your favorite color? what’s your f/o’s favorite?

🌸 what’s your favorite plant or flower? what’s your f/o’s favorite?

🍓 what’s your favorite food or drink? what’s your f/o’s favorite?

#️⃣ what’s your favorite number? what’s your f/o’s favorite?

📏 who’s taller, you or your f/o? how tall are you both?

🎀 who’s older, you or your f/o? how old are you both or what’s your age difference?

🍰 when is your birthday? when is your f/o’s birthday?

💌 when is you and your f/o’s anniversary?

💿 what’s your favorite music genre or band? what’s your f/o’s favorite?

🧸 do you collect anything? does your f/o?

🎨 what are your hobbies? what about your f/o? do you share any?

📖 what’s one word you would use to describe each other?

[vampyhoney]

Wishing you the best and for your recovery pal ♡ everything you've written is incredible along with your hcs and what you share, and I really hope you can get at least somewhat better one way or another.

Thank you so much. That really means a lot 🩷

[vampyhoney]

I want to take a heaping batch of #primis dempsey and spread it all over me like I’m that peanut butter baby. You know the one.

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I had my results back for my bloods... and apparently everything's normal... even though a range of my symptoms persist.

I was on course of meds for 3 months but towards the end, it almost seemed to wear off. Now I'm completely off them, I'm the same way I was before. I tried pursuing doctors again because I know something isn't right and I shouldn't feel unwell day in and day out, but they've scheduled me for a month from now... I only know things will be much worse come then.

6 months of my year have passed me by and I've spent all of it by being ill and in bed. So ridiculously depressed, spaced out and dizzy. I can't think straight. I can hardly eat. Being an emotional mess... As well as so much other crap... It's eating me alive.

I'm not sure if this is something I have to just succumb to. Live with it now. It's frankly tearing me apart and ruining my way of life. Coming between me and my family because I've become such a "miserable bitch" apparently... But what do you do when the health care system in your country is fucked?

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i think that's it. i've updated all of the links in my masterlists.

if any of the links aren't working do let me know so that i can correct them!

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Thinking of changing my username here as angelwheat isn't so suiting anymore

All of my masterlists will need to be updated so links will be broken until I've sorted it

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I kicked myself into playing CoD Zombies again, telling myself "Go and see your husband, you need to make yourself feel better"

I'm glad I did.

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Thanks for the tag 💜✨️

Last song I listened to: Window - Casket Cassette

Current favourite song: Owl of the Black Forest - Imperium Dekadenz

Song of my choice: Strangers - Then Comes Silence

Tagging... anyone who wants to do this!!! (I don't follow many people, and those I do follow have already been tagged :/)

MUSIC LOVERS ASSEMBLE!!

i feel like starting a tag chain so i hope this works out :)

reblog this with 3 songs:

the song your listening to right now (or last one you listened to)

your current favourite song

a song of your choice

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mine:

its now or never - elvis presley/love in the dark - adele

trastevere - måneskin

nevermore - queen

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Hi.. been a bit distant for a lil while...

Basically, things have been going on behind the scenes for a few months now. Long story short, I've finished a 3 month intense course of meds a few days ago (after being incredibly ill since Christmas year). It's nothing major at the moment, but as of now, I have to wait a few weeks before I can have bloods done until the legitimate result of a diagnosis can be determined.

It's been told to me by my doctor that I could potentially have an autoimmune disease, one that I will need to majorly supplement with injections every 3 months for the rest of my life...

I had to run a strict course of intensive injections for 2 weeks to boost levels (back in March, every other day) and then additionally supplement with tablets for this for 3 months after, that of which I have now finished. I was already feeling symptoms return while on the medication, which is not a good sign.... but like I said, I can't determine anything until I have bloods done.

I don't want to indulge heavily in detail, but I can legitimately say I'm very run down and have been for weeks. Right now, I'm just trying to rest as much as possible. I'm actually rewatching Supernatural as I've nothing better to do heh...

I want to close requests for the time being as I'm focusing on myself at the moment. I'm still around and active here every day, mind you. So please don't be shy if you'd like to ever pop up. I just won't accept writing requests at this time.

Just a life update I guess... 🩷

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Tank Dempsey (Primis) - Call of Duty: Zombies

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Hey!! For some reason, people on this site can't seem to quit harrassing others on anon over whether or not a god damn png would love them! I've had to mention this so many times, which is really sad to have to do when talking about characters that aren't even real people.

Have you tried perhaps keeping your thoughts to yourself because you don't know who a person is inside and out based off of Internet shit posting??? It's text. You can't grasp what the volume or emotion even is to its fullest degree. Get a grip and stop projecting about how much you hate yourself, because clearly you do if you take such deep offense to self shippers and artists of the sort enjoying their time curating art and stories made from their heart and love. Stop trying to hyper analyze strangers on the internet and pick them apart to make yourself feel good, and maybe seek therapy about what brings you joy. You must be pretty fuckin miserable to pick apart a person and go at why a character wouldn't love them, when it's not your blog, nor is it your mind space. Try minding your own fuckin' space.

None of you have any right to tell anyone that they are unlovable to any degree. It is fantasy.

And I hope yours crumbles if this is what you do.