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i'm speedrunning pieces for my portfolio for university application interview. i decided to go with redesigning characters from my old ass fantasy universe (around 2019, maybe 2018). as draining as drawing all of this gets, it also makes me feel 15 again lol

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new month, new discord pfp

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googling shit like "why do i feel bad after hanging out with my friends" and all of the answers are either "you need better friends" (i don't; my friends are wonderful) or "your social battery is drained, you need to rest and regain your energy levels" (i don't; i've got tons of energy, it's just manifesting as over-the-top neurotic mania). why is this even happening. it's like some stupid toll i have to pay as a punishment for enjoying myself too much

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my name is the fucking mimic.... ig

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you can go back to the past but nobody’s there

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Just realized that the reason I love making friends on tumblr is because it’s exactly how you make friends on the playground as a six year old. No, I don’t know their name but they love mermaids too and built this awesome sand castle. No, I don’t know their age but their imaginary cheetah is friends with mine. You like this show? You like this character?? You can sing the theme song really loud??? Here is a flower crown. Here is a juice box. You can share my time and I might never see you again but part of you stays in my soul forever. In my mind we’re still on the swing set and the sky is blue and nothing will ever be wrong again.

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yesterday my biggest fear came true as i almost drowned during a diving trip through the blue caves of greece.. anyways here are some sketches of fishes i saw there, before the sea tried to take me forever lol

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Is that time of the month again

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prawdziwe szczęście to kupienie gotyckiej spódnicy w lumpie i książki w antykwariacie która jest tańsza o 50 zł niż w zwykłej księgarni. kupowanie z drugiej ręki my beloved

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me: i wanna talk about my ocs

someone: ok tell me about your ocs

me, suddenly convinced that every single thing about my ocs is stupid and cringy and probably offensive: i. have them

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got this fucker yesterday and decided to go crazy with customization

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"i know hate exists because i exist and i am full of it"

a bit of a vent art, but hey, i touched alcohol markers again after years

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grabs your hand. you've had enough plot and exposition and character development lately im taking you to the beach episode