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2017

As I get closer to the end of this horrific year, I need time to reflect on my pain, my heartache, my anger and frustration.

I can never go back in time and change things. I'm glad that they are the way they are. Life is there to present you with difficult challenges and to reward you accordingly. I spent the last 7 yrs of my life falling harder each day for a woman who threw me away like I was garbage, like a surface nuisance. I've been trying to win her back, but she's so far gone that I know it'll never be reconciled. It's hard to make a woman love you, when they love someone else.

The only thing I have going for me, is that I am going into 2018 with optimism for my future. I will be debt free by Feb, and I'll do my best to maximize my time with my daughter.

The only thing I had that was good this year was my little girl. She is the only thing I have in this world, that is pure, she is untainted by the world, and I will work tirelessly to give her the best life possible. When my days are bad, which they become more and more frequent, I turn to her innocence and her beautiful soul, and I find the best love, the only love worth living for.

Women in my life will always come and go, but her love is eternal, and I will never question it!!

Here's to 2018! 2017 and all the shit that came with it, can go fuck off to the deepest corners of the crustiest part of the earth

Peace bitches!!! ✌

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The long kiss goodbye

It’s time I open up to the world. I’m getting out of a 7 year relationship with my best friend. We tried everything we could, in the end, we realize that our paths in life are leading down different roads. We have a beautiful daughter whom we both love to the moon and back. She will never see the fights, the ugly side to mommy and daddy. We embark on this path as friends and co-parents. We will show her that mommy and daddy still love each other, and that her world will be more beneficial with her parents getting along.

I harbor no hate or bad feelings to you Catie. In our last conversation, it was the most honest and deep convo we ever had. I look forward to working with you to provide the best care for our child, while retaining our dignity and self respect. I couldn’t have chosen a better person to conceive this angel with, and I wouldn’t change it for the world.

I love you Catie Flaherty! With all my heart and soul. You still are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and now we start this wonderful journey of raising one the most beautiful badass kids this world will ever see! To the moon boo boo, to the moon!!

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BITCH YA HEAD

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Don't turn your back on the wolf pack

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Lessons

I learn valuable lessons everyday. I'm learning to not waste your time on things, or people that are not worth your time. If you're meant to be in love, you will be. If you're meant to be on your own, you will be. I cannot focus my time and energy on beating dead horses. Instead, I will get on my horse, and become a trail blazer, making my own paths as I go along. I've never been more empowered in my life! Watch out world

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Bet this won't get a single note

I've been battling severe depression for almost 3 months now. I live everyday in fear that my walls are going to come crashing down. I look at my child, and her smile and positive attitude are what's keeping me around, I have to be strong for her. I wouldn't wish this feeling on the worst of my enemies. I barely sleep at night, I don't enjoy the things I once used to. I smoke more pot than ever, I desperately want to quit cigs, but the stress is overwhelming. I can't turn to my S/O because most times I'm filled with anger and jealousy, that I can't even look at her most times. They say that some people just like to watch the world burn, I'm watching it burn, and not believing any second of it. I am a lost cause, do no shed tears for me, as I have already cried a river.

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Send her kik msgs. She needs the attention

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Excitable boy.

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treating myself on valentines day 

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i have bad new lol

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Spring is in the air.

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V Day 2017

Not sure what to think about this year, it wasn't what I expected.

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