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Soft Tummy - Skin Detail [Get Early Access]

Tired of your muscular sims to all have sculpted abs? Prefer a fuller tummy look on any body type sim? This skin detail is what you've been looking for!

Comes in a variety of different intensities to fine-tune the stomach of any sim! Compatible with all body shapes and all skin tones.

Available as a Body Scar and as a Face Skin Detail.

Comes out for free on the 26th of January, enjoy and happy belated 2023!

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the sims 2 university was so woke… so ahead of her time… perhaps too out there for some people

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The sims community really is a toxic garbage pit a lot of the time isn’t it

Canceled

I was going to make a video. I tried at least three times. But I couldn't bring myself to record another cliché YouTuber goodbye. My teary-eyed apologies opening me up to even more scrutiny.

Some would say I only did it for attention, insincere. Others would give their undying support. Still others would hate me in silence.

It's a strange thing to be hated by hundreds of people who you will never know. It's a nightmare to face an angry mob of internet strangers ready to judge your deeds, dehumanize and ostracize you in the name of justice.

You may say this is melodramatic, that I'm certainly overreacting. But have you ever faced the trauma and humiliation of being canceled for a stupid mistake you made years ago?

Have you ever opened your browser to find thread after thread, comment after comment, post after post - condemning you? Have you ever had your entire essence summarized in 280 characters of pure, unrelenting hatred?

Casual condemners perform no self-reflection. They never consider they've done anything wrong by jumping to the worst possible conclusion. They feign outrage and disgust without waiting to hear from you. Minds are made up and punishment decided. You are stripped bare.

I will no longer support her.

I used to be such a fan.

I'm so disappointed in her.

Disgusting.

I always knew she was a bitch.

Be careful who you support. When someone's mask slips, they may not be who you thought they were.

She's so passive aggressive.

Absolutely vile.

Can you believe it? I always thought she was so nice. Shocked.

You should rename yourself to ToxicSimmer. Because that's what you are.

I always got bad vibes from her. Not surprised.

Bully.

Ableist.

I heard she abuses autistic children.

Opinions are formed by bad takes, screenshots, manipulated stories, rumors, tumblr reblogs. Truth has no place here, and neither does empathy. We will tear you apart because of situations we don't understand. We are fucking outraged.

We will accuse you of bullying others while remaining oblivious to the fact that we're doing that very thing to you - right now.

Friends will disappear, offline. Lurking in shadows to watch your fall. Secret attempts to show support - as long as no one sees and whatever you did wasn't too distasteful. If things look bad, jump ship. Quickly! Before you're mobbed too.

Three days ago, in an instant, my entire life was destroyed. Evidence of my disgusting, unforgiveable nature surfaced. Shared by people I considered friends. Absolute proof that your instincts about me were right all along.

There's no explanation that will satisfy the mob. No apology will suffice. There's no undoing, no understanding. When there are receipts, there's no defense.

A few stupid remarks, flippantly typed with the expectation of privacy - they will haunt me forever. There is no escape.

Anytime my name is searched, it's there. She bullies autistic children. She's a monster. How does she sleep at night?

She doesn't.

The pain gnaws like an ulcer. It consumes me.

When they look at me, they see something less than filth. I am given no room to be a human. No room to grow. No room to repent or move on.

Here is the screenshot that ruined my life and career:

I took down a minor's selfie from my Discord server because I was annoyed with her behavior. I LOL'd when my moderator jokingly said her face was "dumb."

I apologized then to the person involved. It was over, we healed, we moved on. But when you have a reputation, a career in the public, you can't really ever move on.

No, every stupid thing you've ever said or done can resurface at any time. When the mob comes for blood, they shall have it. You must suffer the consequences of your actions - over and over again for all eternity.

Imagine you woke up one morning feeling happy, refreshed, creative, productive.

You open your email to start work and you're met with messages urging you to kill yourself. Then you see them - the Tweets, entire subreddits and tumblr blogs dedicated to spamming some stupid thing you said in a private chat that was resolved years ago. The rumors. The lies. The assumptions.

Imagine that you are crushed under the weight.

Pleasant Sims is canceled.

When you are tried and sentenced in the court of public opinion, there is no defense.

No matter that I did a very human thing, venting about an annoyance in private. I hurt someone. I must deserve this. Actions have consequences after all. It was only a matter of time before people uncovered how vile a person I am.

Because I create content online, I'm expected to be something above human, something beyond moral. I should be a role model, perfect in every way, always nice.

Only I'm not. I'm just a flawed person who can never live up to the rigid expectations of being a "creator."

We are all one mistake away from absolute ruin.

I suppose you have never said anything rude about someone who annoyed you in private to your friends. If you haven't, you are a better person than me.

It was inevitable that I would leave YouTube. I've been tired of the spotlight and pressure for a long time. I made plans. I had an exit strategy.

But I waited too long. I was not allowed to leave on my own terms.

Now my legacy is that I bully autistic minors. It doesn't matter that this isn't true. This is what people will say about me. For years on end, the hate will fester there. When anyone comes looking for me, they will be met with my disgrace.

I'm deeply sorry to the person I hurt with my words. What I said was not okay. It was not excused by my frustration or the circumstances of the situation. But my intent was never to harm.

After a 17-year old girl spammed me incessantly, sending me constant messages on every platform, spamming my discord and DMs, even after being asked to stop, I was fed up. But still, I did not attack her. I did not harass her. I did not even ban her.

I made a comment to my mods that was stupid and mean, but it was not meant for her to see. I never wanted to hurt her, only to get her to stop spamming.

We found out she had autism, and decided to give her more leniency, to work with her on understanding boundaries and the rules. We didn't have to do this, but we felt we should since she was a sweet girl who obviously had trouble understanding the expectations of being part of an online community.

But the damage was done. Someone leaked those screenshots of our earlier chat and showed them to her. They told her we were bullying her and talking about her behind her back. They hurt her to hurt me.

She left our community. I just let her go. What could I do? I didn't want to cause her any more pain. I was ashamed of myself for saying those things in the first place.

Later, she reached out to me. My heart was broken that for all that time she thought I disliked her. I welcomed her back, apologizing for the hurt, but standing my ground that the spamming could not continue.

When she returned, we had a good relationship. She participated in the community. She stopped spamming, and we enjoyed having her there.

We healed. We moved on.

Or so I thought. You see, there's a person out there who despises me so much that they will go to any lengths to discredit me. You may have seen their multiple Twitter and Tumblr accounts dedicated to hating me, spreading lies, half-truths, and rumors about any little thing I do.

This person has tried for years to cancel me, but they've had no dirt to spread. When they got their hands on these screenshots, it gave them all the ammunition they needed.

They dredged this up from the past - a matter that was resolved and atoned for long ago - to prove to the world they could take me down. And it worked. I'm canceled.

I have been accused of terrible things. I have been accused of bullying an autistic child. I would never do that. But some people will believe that I have. And I cannot live with knowing that opinion of me exists.

Thank you to those of you who supported me and believed in me. I appreciate you so much. (ETA: I know that my supporters FAR outweigh the people spreading hate. I love you all and your support has not gone unrecognized. You are amazing, and I'm so grateful for your understanding. It's just that the hate became too much for me to handle.)

I am leaving the Sims community and YouTube for good. You cannot imagine the pain this causes me. My reputation cannot recover. I've been so traumatized and humiliated that I will never feel safe in this space again. I will cherish all the memories I made here, and I will miss those of you I called friends.

Goodbye.

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Nothing too crazy today – I just think you can always use more speedos! 😜Here’s a versatile set that you’ll (hopefully) want to use over and over again.

  • BGC

  • 30 Swatches w/Custom Thumbs

  • Slight Booty Enhancement

  • Extra Shiny ✨

DL | Patreon | SFS  

Enjoy, y’all 🍆

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A Growing List of Banned Tags

This is my second go at making this blog. The first time, I got shadowbanned immediately for writing a post with these words on it, so I’m going to have to link to a google doc instead.

You can find my current list HERE

If something is not on the list that does NOT mean it isn’t blocked. It just means I haven’t checked/added it if it is.

If you’d like to contribute tags you’ve found, please send it via an ask or submission so I can double check and add it to the list.

EDIT: Right now many of these are only banned on IOS, but that really doesn’t make it better

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Have you ever looked at your hunky gym bunny sims with their maxed-out muscle sliders and wished they could look even more chiseled, like you could almost lose a TV remote between their ab cracks? Worry no more! These new skin overlays will make sure their bods are popping 100% of the time. 💪

DEFINED Muscle Definition Overlays

Found under ‘face details’

Custom thumbs

Nips & adonis belt detail

Four intensities

Works on all skin tones

Compatible with custom body meshes

BGC

Download | Patreon (Free) | SFS

Other CC Used in Post: • Body Mesh – @luumia • Underwear – @simdulgence @bank42n (and mine!)

Enjoy, gays and girls 😉 (and everyone else!!)

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Asked @pasosgrandes to create some poses based on a photo session I shot with a couple earlier this year and he 👏 did 👏 not 👏 disappoint. 👏 It’s honestly pretty surreal to see my work in Sims form 😅 

If y’all are looking for amazing gay/mlm/masculine erotic poses, he’s definitely your guy! Go check him and his Patreon out 😁

What Lovers do!

Hello everyone! so maybe 2 weeks ago I asked to my patreons if they want some poses or sims… and Moony21 told me about this incredible set of poses that you are going to enjoy… the amazing fact about this set are the references… This set is inspired by Moony21 photography, I was cheking his photos and let me tell you! they are AMAZING! and in fact this are my favorite poses that I made so far! so Enjoy them!  Thank you Luke! 

What do you need for these poses:

BathTub

Shirt

WineGlass

download (Patreon)/ Public 08/19/2021

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mlm/wlw solidarity hostility

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Now presenting Miscellaneous Teen Decor Co’s newest poster series – Your Sexual Awakening! Featuring everything from boy bands you’re just a little too obsessed with, athletes whose “physique you admire,” and actors you find yourself drooling over, this poster set will have you taking a sexual orientation quiz on SimFeed ASAP.

• $50

• BGC

• 12 Swatches

• Left & right-tilting variants

Download over on my patreon! Thanks to all cc creators 🖤

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Sims 4 page on Steam. Not to be controversial but I think the CEO of EA should be beheaded for this

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Gay Minimalistic Art Vol. 3 (Reupload)

Welp, it looks like the tumblr police took this down 🙃 Here’s this set again in its full glory! Enjoy, y’all 🏳️‍🌈😜

12 Designs | 48 Swatches | $290 | BG-Compatible

Preview of All Designs 

Download (SFS)

Volume 1 | Volume 2

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This is a re-upload of G4TW’S The Sims 2 Origin Ultimate Collection, but not as a torrent, so that people who may not like to torrent or don’t know how can download to their hearts content! This rar is unchanged from when I downloaded it so instructions should be inside. Please read it fully before you ask me any questions if you have any, I am not EA’S technical help department.

DOWNLOAD

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Sexy in Bed Sims 4 Posepack

This pack contains 37 poses 

Is an all in one posepack

This model use THIS underwear some poses highlight it! 

This set is compatible with any kind of bed but it use a base game bed…

So hope you like it! 

Early Access (Patreon) /  Public Release (03/08/21)

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I love Bonehilda, but I need to know… What’s giving her tits? Does she have tits made of bone? Is she stuffing her dress? Is it tit magic? When people die, do tits become a special kind of ghost?

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And now for something totally different! It's not the male-centric CC I'm usually into, but as a certified Disney Gay™️, I felt obliged to share some content inspired by my favorite attraction at Walt Disney World for the release of the new Paranormal Stuff Pack today. 

Includes:

    • Stretching Room paintings (gold, dark brown, black, gray)

         • 16 Swatches Total

    • The creepy grandfather clock with a forked tail and growling face

         • 2 Swatches

    • The famous purple wallpaper, ideal for bedrooms of small children 😈

    • All items BGC

Download on my Patreon

Aaaand that's it! Stay spooky, y'all. 👻