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Hell - The Dis continent plateau

(of course, this is an abstraction, the actual structure is so vast that the Dis Skyline wouldnt actually be so visible from this distance, nor would the skyscrapers reach over the cliff borders.)

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Hajime Hirano. Untitled. A street vendor selling electronic parts in Akihabara, Tokyo

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Contrary to popular belief the biggest beginner's roadblock to art isn't even technical skill it's frustration tolerance, especially in the age of social media. It hurts and the frustration is endless but you must build the frustration tolerance equivalent to a roach's capacity to survive a nuclear explosion. That's how you build on the technical skill. Throw that "won't even start because I'm afraid it won't be perfect" shit out the window. Just do it. Just start. Good luck.

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The "frustration tolerance" post has generated a lot of reactions and I wish I could keep up and read all of them, but it got me going into a lot of introspection and how I got over the "inaction due to perfectionism" issue.

IMPORTANT NOTE: I'm autistic but I don't have ADHD. It came as a surprise to me that several people were new to the phrase "frustration tolerance" and it is worth mentioning that this is a concept I learned during my time as a clinician in occupational therapy when working with kids on the spectrum, which yes, absolutely involves autism and ADHD, and you should know it's not your fault, but this should also give you a clue that this is something that can be worked on.

Tough self-talk (tough, not derogatory mind you) may not work for some of you, but it does for me, and the next lines might be unpleasant to hear. Also a disclaimer that this is all very specific to me and my experiences so take it with a grain of salt.

I found that the root cause of the "inaction due to perfectionism" is ego. I think about myself too fucking much. Drawing is just another problem that can be solved with a logical series of steps (practice, study, repetition). Deep down you know this. The problem is that this logic breaks down if you think of yourself as an exception to the rule for whatever reason, for instance if you were like me and was told at a young age that I was naturally gifted at drawing and didn't need further studies (I didn't start actually studying until I was 21-22). Well! Tough shit. But also I'm a grown-ass man who gives a fuck what my high school teachers said about me. The faster you get your head out of your ass about the gifted kid bullshit and just think of yourself as just another average schmuck the faster and more efficiently you can put in mileage and get things going.

An extension of point number 1: Did I really think I was the only person on earth who gives a shit about perfectionism? Of course not. Every other person who put out a creative piece of work is just as concerned as me and just as bummed out about the mediocrity of the results. The only difference is that they tried and they got something out of it. If the idea is really just that good just fucking go back to it later. Again and again, better this time. It's not a big deal.

I promise so much of this is just rooted to tempering down your ego and it genuinely is nuts how low self-esteem and being full of yourself are concepts that just feed into one another but I believe that once you're aware of this you can find some balance. Not everyday, some days are just bad. It happens. But just keep that in mind. OK!

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this could be the snart of something big

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if you can stack it lasagna is a sandwhich

my girlfriend just said that pizza is just lasagna with bread instead of noodles and i’ve never been more upset

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Once more the awful man comes and we must join in his japery lest he refuse to leave.

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the emotion i just experienced is kind of indescribable

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Your Seikret isn't just for travel, though...

*Animation. Not a game feature

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Journey to the men's washroom

English added by me :)

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So far I've assumed a bone chain could only have one IK modifier, but I realized I could use drivers and a control bone to set the influence of two different IK modifiers and interpolate between them! Practical use is I can now choose between animating with the heel or the toe!

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they should bring back the classic SEGA character Team Fortress 2 but make them race like this in every vehicle

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What if Sonic rolled like the Metroid Prime morphball?

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