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i find that i struggle to start and end projects. i really enjoy the process, but i can't imagine how things should look like in the end.

when i need to submit for a deadline, i often submit something i'm unsatisfied with. if i think too much about it afterwards, despite a good response, i feel deeply uncomfortable with myself.

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I'm so used to the distant blur of unreadable text and faces that seeing too much makes me a little nervous. The silhouettes and forms; the voices and the sound of routine is enough to reassure me that I am not alone and that I still exist.

But once I put on my glasses, I see too much and feel too much. Not only about of what they think of me, but of what I think of them. And this isn't just about other people, it's everything. Everything feels noisy once I can see.

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i really like drawing. i really like drawing. i really like drawing. i really like drawing. i really really like drawing. i really like drawing.

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This was my favourite pasta place, but I find that their prices to be too expensive now that I'm learning how to be independent. Kinda wished I finished this 3D project. But it's been a whole year and now I don't know where the project file is. Well, even if I did, I wouldn't have bothered.

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Saw someone compare these two and here's my take. They are rhyming men.

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A Comprehensive Taxonomy of Tumblr Sexyman, presented with the help of the esteemed Doctor Simon Petrikov

Type 1: Wholesome Nerd

Type 2A: Sweet Middle-Aged Dad

Type 2B: Deeply Fucked Up and Traumatized Middle-Aged Dad

Type 3: Silly Little Weirdo Who is Only Appealing Because He's Deeply Miserable in an Extremely Relatable Way

Type 4: Dramatic Evil Bastard in a Fancy Suit

Type 5: Awful Fucked Up Creature

Type 6: Skeleton

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They just had to fit in one last ass shot didn’t they

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god forbid women do anything

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I miss this soft thing :C

moully has my heartttt💕😭

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mkay... idk wth happened

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More bored doodlessss... and paints..?

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Practicing with acrylic paints! I should have chosen a different photo to paint as I clearly don't know how to paint glass or have a smooth transition between colours. But overall, I'm quite proud of this one... for now

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This the only page that's actually filled with something, instead of just lazy sketches. I personally like the clouds, but that's about it.

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idk what i did...

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I tried to do something here. It would be a lie to say that I have no idea what went wrong... oh. And don't mind the terrible quality of this post

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