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So sad that you lost it BUT YEAH SHOW US 😭🙏 (to also "save" it in here in case something happens, I guess)

here some old art of rex + the first drawing I made of him below

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I don’t really care what specific pieces they are I just want more Claire. Give me a whole collection. You give wife, me happy. Me not bite you

fineeee, I will post pretty old art as well that is her older design

here some old art

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I sadly lost a lot of old art but tell me in the ask box if you want to see again an old piece of mine!

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I'm really tired but I need to full work since I need to give 4 exams 😭 I'm proud how a project I'm doing is coming so I can't wait to show it once it's done

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Hi, I was sort of a former fan (unfortunately that was because I was VERY into the other guy's stuff, which I should apologize for given what he has done currently, to you and the others. I remember one time asking you about HIS characters on AMINO inside of YOUR AMINO about YOUR CHARACTERS god that was so stupid-) I'm glad that you are doing safe and well, and I'm sorry for the constant harassment and abuse that you have experienced from that godawful guy and his fandom. You are so so strong. Like the mental fortitude to takes to even have the courage to build up a platform after having been exposed to such horrible people. I'm very proud of you. I hope you feel proud of yourself too, you deserve it.

Thank you for the kind words! <3

I honestly don't see myself strong neither I'm proud of myself, I'm really harsh towards myself so I never let good thoughts enter in my mind and I should fix this oops. It's still comforting to hear it, so thank you

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Not enough

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What do you think of this guy

I want to punch him

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Hey Sam, it's cool to see you around again!! Despite recent circumstances, you seem a lot happier and more confident than you were as a teen and it's awesome to see the mental health improvement!! Glad to have you back in the art community and I'm sorry you went through so much in the past

Thank you so much! Yes, I'm totally better. I really became a vegetable during our relationship. I was so scared to do anything since I was his "guardian angel, the only one who was stopping him from killing himself" so I just acted like a dog. I sadly still have A LOT of insecurities I also had back then and he was the reason, but slowly I'm healing and starting to be my own person, which he didn't like, so LOL. Probably, this was the reason he brainwashed me But aside from that, I do not feel scared to be myself anymore since he was jealous of my person and just, blocked me to not let me exist for jealousy. I still struggle with my art but I hope I can recover from it too soon Thank you for the kind words <3

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This is kinda rekated to twisted doctor, but i'm not his victim or ex friend, I just wanna point out something I dislike of bones respond video

I'll be honest, I thought grooming was just having a sexual goal with someone younger or a romantic/sexual attraction with someone younger. But after I talked whit someone whit grooming, I understand grooming more as manipulation with a vulnerable person. (This is how I found out I was being groom in 2024 my first grooming trauma was not really sexual but they normalize weird jokes and proshippers)

The fact that bones KNOWS what grooming actually is and made those decisions is still strange. He knows that it is not necessarily pedophilia, he knows that grooming is not always sexual or romantic, he knows that grooming is a manipulation but he doesn't care, he is a sicko.

It's totally fine to not know some stuff if you don't gave enough information about it - it's important if you listen who knows better. That said, his only way of escaping was, of course, letting people think he didn't know better, which I will NOT let this happen. I have in my heart all the victims and I will fight with everything I can to let them have justice. I know what they are feeling since I'm a victim of grooming as well and I do not want anyone to feel scared to talk about their experience, I don't want them to feel they overreacted or similiar. Their voices ARE important and I will not stop to speak about them until a little change happens

He escaped multiple times, he can't do it anymore. He had power abuse by his part by silencing them. Which is terrible. I hope he stays alone for the rest of his life

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I'm so sorry for what you went through. You deserved better. I've been aware of your work/online presence since 2017-ish, and now finding out what he put you through is really heartbreaking. Stay strong

Thank you so much ❤️ it means a lot to me

I just hope nobody gets hurt anymore

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will you ever expand on what happened to you with sleepykinq? not pressuring you on doing so, just wondering since it does seem like a lot.

It doesn't look like you are pressuring me, so don't worry!

As I said in my original video, I will not talk deeper about the private aspect, only on the surface, mostly because I can only tell and can't show so much proof since, regarding Italy's law, I can't show full conversations if I do not have the consent of the other one, which it would be a problem since I believe people would prefer to see proof - which is understandable. If people are fine listening to my words, I will gladly do that!

But I can talk about some stuff that was public / just wanting to show how awful he is. An example is his video on his channel where he gains money from my suicide, which I talked about in the post before. To give more context, he believed 100% that sooner or later, I would kill myself; in fact, he talked to me like I had already committed. I was suicidal, yes, I had attempts, yes, but he mostly putted it as a kind of guilt-tripping, saying "I will be haunted with your suicide till my death", since me being suicidal was not only related to personal problems but to also the harassment I went through from his fanbase for 6+ years. To this day, it still happens since I'm finally speaking up, but not like years ago, for luck. So, imagine being me, being harassed for years, wanting a bit of help but didn't receive it from the only person who could do something, and needing to hear that my destiny was 100% me killing myself. As you can imagine, it isn't the most healthy place to stay in!

Another thing I can say/said already on Youtube, mostly recently: he broke up with me after ghosting me for hours, since, again, I brought up the topic related to him being more interested in the attention he was gaining from his fanbase than me, which, little parenthesis, during the last 2/3 years we were together he slowly didn't even talk to me, it happened barely, he preferred to talk to his fans. So, continuing, he broke up with me with a Google document of 3/4 pages, guilt-tripping me, saying that he still "loved me". He didn't even want to talk about it IN VOICE. I needed to stay on my knees and IMPLORE him to talk about it... It was a constant guilt-tripping of me being "rude" to him, just because I admitted I wasn't a big fan of his art, for my tastes, to say that he still loved me and I was his guardian angel. This shit continued with him blocking and unblocking me saying these stuff, over and over again.

At that time, I wanted to speak up about the situation I lived in, but he threatened me to not talk, he threatened my family as well. I was harassed by him and his family for 1 and a half years with SMS and constant calls from every family number they had. I blocked? Then they will ask their uncle to use their phone number, and so on. I needed to change my phone number to stay in peace.

His threats were, literally, "If you speak up, I will make a public statement and at this point, I will not care if people will harass you, you want this."

I didn't want even MORE threats, risking to be doxxed AGAIN, because yes, his fans doxxed me and he didn't do anything and even more terrible stuff, so I stayed silent. There is a lot more, but I think this is enough, for now. Thank you for asking and taking your time to hear what I lived, it means a lot to me

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I mostly talked on Twitter and Youtube but I will do it here as well:

I'm not saying all the abuse I went through with Sleepykinq/Twisted-Doctor, since I want the current attention to stay focused on the victims of grooming. If you don't know, I was known as PrinceChain. I was his partner for 6 years. During these years, I lived in full abuse by silent treatment, manipulation, brainwashing, and more. What he did with these kids happened during our relationship, and I didn't know anything - some screens of the documents are on the same days where I vented to him about my grooming / sexual abuse, which, to this day, sickens me.

In the first document, I provided proof of asking if Bones cut contact with the victim, which he lied about, saying he did, but it wasn't true. In his recent response, he uses, as always, the word "ignorant", which is false too - I provided proof of me explaining to him what grooming was. He believes that p-do and grooming is the same, but I explained to him that it wasn't the case. So this is false as well. Proof in question with translation:

This was his response to my explanation of what grooming is in 2021. He isn't ignorant; he doesn't want to listen. I say this because he was also letting a groomer in his fanbase back in 2020. After all, for him, "it wasn't a big deal" and it wasn't grooming, since, again, he has his own "grasp" related to the term.

Relating to me, I was harassed by his fanbase for 6+ years, and he never did anything, even if he says he did. I talk more about the situation in this video. A little TL;DR, he didn't want to lose his platform, and for him I was just exaggerating what I was living. I provided, in the video, some stuff I received daily. I want to add, since it's public, to this day, he gains money from a video where he represents my suicide. The video is the estranger meme, where in 0:37 you can see his sona at a funeral. That funeral is mine. Once we broke up, he admitted to me that it was my funeral after I had committed suicide. He totally believed that, sooner or later, I would kill myself since I was really suicidal for the harassment I had endured during the years, always treating me like I was a dead body. There is a lot that happened in private, but I think this is enough to let people know he was toxic even to the people he was really close to. He doesn't care about the people around him, only about himself and his fanbase. He always preferred his fanbase then me and it was shown multiple times. I hope all the victims can heal and thank you for let me speak, a bit, about my experience.

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Please know that you aren't alone and if you need someone to speak up, I'm here. I will listen.

I lived 6 years of abuse from him and seeing what he was doing behind my back makes me sick. I was gr00med when I was a kid and I'm a SA survivor, I talked to him about my experience multiple times and some days where I vent about it are the same days he was literally gr00ming other kids, in the same way I was gr00med.

Even if you had just one bad intercation with him it's enough, do NOT think you are crazy for what you lived. We hear you and support you, especially me, with all of my heart, really

SPREAD THIS AROUND + READ THIS!

CW: GROOMING / NSFW / R#PE MENTIONS / INC#ST MENTIONS Hi Hello; This is Jakua. Wanting to come forward + Spread this Doc around, as a means to spread awareness. (The doc was Originally posted by @/iS9myie9Ji14085 On Twitter.) https://x.com/iS9myie9Ji14085/status/1918367090794209429 docs.google.com/document/d/1_wrtmZbicvBoLy1XoGtU7Ys_yt2XZ3wLGqAjNydd50o/edit?usp=sharing

Please Spread this around as much as possible. What he has done, is nothing but completely deplorable. I wish everyone that was ever involved w/ such things the best of recovery. Please know you have every amount of my support.

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Is there any way I can read about your ocs? Maybe master doc or toyhouse

Hello! I have a toyhouse! I don't touch it from years now so some stuff can be outdated, but you can still look!

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I know I’ve joked about this in server but I’m gonna ask this as like a genuine question lol

If I like genuinely make some silly kinda ship art with like. A fursona or an oc with Claire would you get upset and like. Find my address to hit me with a rock or something

Hahas aside I just wanna know ur boundaries dude lol . I know you used to have a good few of them that you’ve said are silly now but still!!! Mostly asking because I saw an artist a few days ago get upset over someone self shipping with their oc … idk man

Hey!! No problems at all!! You can totally do it! I have 0 problems with it, as long you have fun it's totally fine!!! Thank you for asking boundaries tho, I really appreciate it!

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Hello Rex, will there be a new design :)?

Hi!! My name isn't Rex, Rex is only my Oc's name!!

Yes, he will have a new design! I still need to work on it since I'm pretty busy with art academy, but it will come out!

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I have tumblrr its truee if you want send some asks idk