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i'm just thinking abt how many providers i've had who heard my story abt psychiatric abuse + immediately individualized it. "oh, you're so smart + kind+ obviously sane! you didn't deserve that! i can't believe they gave you that diagnosis when you're obviously not like that! they shouldn't have treated u like that when all you did was xyz! they shouldn't have assumed you were crazy like that!"

there is always a third person haunting this interaction- the patient who does deserve that, who is "actually" that evilscary diagnosis, who did Have To be treated like that. if i want to soak up the affirmations of these providers, i must be careful to never become this third person. i must affirm myself by setting myself apart from her- i did not deserve to be treated like that because i am not like that.

i reject this. not only was i like that, she + everyone else like that deserve everything i deserve. they are my siblings + my friends + my lovers. i do not need to cut them out of me to believe i deserved better. i refuse to comfort myself through the lens of someone else's dehumanization. the tragedy is not that psychiatric violence was applied to someone who not insane enough to warrant it. the tragedy is the violence.

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Other alters set up AAC app on iPad

Very very excited

Also very nervous

Going to try using AAC with caseworker who comes soon

But first is Mario Kart ^^

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Can we get emojis for “nonverbality is not temporary” if it’s not too long? Or something to similar effect?

Sure yeah! Made a version for semiverbality too

[ID: “nonverbal is not temporary,” first in light mode and then in dark mode. /End ID]

[ID: “semiverbal is not temporary,” first in light mode and then in dark mode. /End ID]

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Reminder not to change topic when you know AAC user is typing!!! Let us add to topic before continuing!

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nonverbal communication is valid communication

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You. Are. worthy.

Even if you never drive. Even if you need help with basic tasks. Even if you need help with hygiene. Even if you’ll never work. Even if you’ll need help for the rest of your life. You’re. Still. Worthy.

Don’t let anyone tell you that you’re useless, or that you don’t deserve certain things. You’re amazing, and I see you.

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//vent

Hate to have more needs than other alters

Want caregiver or just more care but don’t front enough maybe

Others are friendly and give me front time but makes me guilty for not talking to system’s friends

Too embarrassed to talk in broken words to them

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Vibrant

he/him/his or ghost/ghost/ghosts

Mid-late twenties bodily, DID alter and introject of Ranboo from the dream smp

Age regressor, though this is not an age regression blog

Mentally and physically disabled

Cane user but looking into getting a rollator maybe, the system is unable to work bc of autism

Personally am semiverbal but most of system is speaking

Learning to use AAC

Making my own blog here bc used to share with another alter, going to post about disability here probably

DNI if endo system, if support endo systems, if not accepting of complex lgbt+ identities, if ableist, or if support content creators who do bad things like Wilbur Soot and the Dream Team

Might add to DNI if I think I should later

Follows from @starfallsys