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[viianara]

I'm so sad. I wanna do better but I don't even know how. baby steps are too slow and I have no support system. I've always been of the belief that some are meant to succeed in life and find happiness and some are fated to live mediocre lives and just exist. I just never thought I would be part of the second group. not a single friend to share my interests with and just enough money to get by.

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lmao took the raads and got a 180. I've always known I had some of the tism but convincing my traditional "mental health is actually demons" family of it is impossible. just gonna have to live the best I can

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I finally have enough internet to use tumblr but I really just want friends. I'm so lonely and online interactins just aren't enough. a like or repost from a stranger just feels eve longer. idk how explain it. how do yall make friends on here or Twitter.

:(

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Witchcraft smp Cleo would be wizard class in d&d. It's all very technical and academic research and experimentation. Shelby feels like an alchemist (not sure how to explain) and of course Scott is necromancer. Tiff feels like a nature domain cleric. I haven't watched Eloise or Lauren.

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Idk how it happened but while waiting for episodes from hermitcraft and empires, I've ended up in vtuber hell. Theres a pipeline somewhere I'm sure

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Holy shit I just spent the last 2 hours cooking next to my mom just as the fucking edibles kicked in. Holy shit I must have put up a hell of a performance while trying to act NOT high my mother and I just had our first true chat ever. With like gossip and shit. And our first interaction in 5 years that didn't end in a fight. I'm still high and i put eyedrops stealthy twice.

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How the hell do you filter all the bots in a tag jeez anytime I search a tag its just post after post of bots with picture link of some girl in a bikini

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Wow twitter is the worst place to go when you're already feeling like shit. Gotdamn. That's on me tho I should know better

[viianara]

I need like a group therapy where we all talk about our shitty our lives and cry about it together or some gay shit like that.

[viianara]

would anyone wanna be real mutuals on here? I like things! like hermitcraft dimension 20 rwby (even tho I love to shit on it I love it) and other sruff..

I am 25 so please no minors unless its in an advice way, tho idk why anyone would ask ME for advice. but hi please be my friend

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would be nice if these bots with half naked ladies stopped adding me! my dad saw one and said whay do you think ur doing

[viianara]

PEARL FOR MCYTBLR SEXYMAN WINNER OR WE RIDE AT DAWN!!

[viianara]

sometimes I'm not sure I'm real. yall get that?

like you'll be so into a daydream and then life interrupts it and you realize your not actually a character in a fantasy or sci-fi story.

please make friends ppl. don't be like me

[viianara]

need an extroverted tumblr user to come into my life and drag my introverted ass thru the dredges of this hellsite til we become maybe friends

[viianara]

trying to go back to school again but the whole process is overwhelming but I really don't want to miss this opportunity. I don't even have experience in the field I want to go it!!

[viianara]

told one of my siblings my new preferred name.

he changed the subject and it was never brought up again :(

[viianara]

*nervously sweats as I awkwardly lean against the wall*

sooo.... you dou like ARGs?