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little life update, if any mutuals are still around and wondering what happened to me

haven't touched this blog in almost a year. so. hi! I'm alive. mostly, anyway.

a few things happened since I've been active for the last time. I had a weird/bad breakup, was sexually assaulted by my ex (probably mentioned him a few times in this blog as my then bf, idk I don't remember), and I'm now on contact with my bio mom (not related to the other two things, but it's nice).

I'm also on therapy and recovery. I'm on a few meds and on E, so my libido is pretty low (which is one of the reasons I haven't touched this heavily NSFW blog in a while, lol). and while I can't say I'm "healed" from my paraphilias or hypersexuality, all that happened and I no longer think I'm interested in the stuff I originally made this blog for.

still support the rq community. still support anti-c paraphiles, both those who want to recover and those who don't. but I'm working towards improving my mental health and surrounding myself with positive things. I made this blog during a pretty dark period of my life, and I don't think hanging out in the communities I used to is going to do me any good.

this blog no longer makes sense to me, but I'll keep it up for archival purposes (I coined something and some people identified with it. I made someone feel good about themselves. no complaints about that). if we are mutuals or interacted you can try to message this blog, but idk if I'll ever login again.

peace and love on planet earth,

Sybil.

edit: probably a good idea to keep this pinned. here is my og pinned post, for archival purposes.

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ELDRIAGEIC

An identity under the transage umbrella in which someone identifies as being older than time or creation itself, too old for it to be comprehensible to human minds, similar to but not necessarily a deity or eldritch being.

No DNI, just be nice. If already coined, consider this a recoin/alt flag.

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irl conabuse >>>>>

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lying across the autopsy table all by yourself, gorgeous?

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have you registered to vote?

sat in my inbox for a while lol but no. i'm european.

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tdick in my mouth. drooling around it and lapping up any mess there is. my tongue plunging in their hole. just thinking real hard about that tbh

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Handcuffing a cute boy's hands above his head and fingering him until his muscles are aching from multiple ab-clenching orgasms. Then i finally uncuff him so he can lay down, only for me to pull his hips to my face and overstimulate his throbbing tdick with my tongue

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cannibalizer / mutual / cannibalized

[pt: cannibalizer / mutual / cannibalized /end pt]

Modifiers for labels under the cannibalistic attraction umbrella(link) specifying if you want to be the one to cannibalize, have mutual cannibalism, or to be the one cannibalized respectively. These can also be used as their own label if one wishes.

These can be applied either to the front or to the end and can be shortened. Examples: mutual cannilial, cannamor cannibalizer, cannheshin-ized, mu-cannixual. The shortened version of each are zer-/izer- or -zer/-izer, mu-/mut- or -mu/-mut, and zed-/ized or -zed/-ized. The dashes aren't necessary but may help with readability.

You can also create combo flags if you wish.

simplified/accessible

[pt: simplified/accessible /end pt]

I'm insane I'm crazy insane nsane. I realized that some folks might wanna clarify their stance on things so I made these I hope they help :3

Based on the gendercannibal(link) flag

Special thanks to the folks on my discord helping me with the colors.

to cut down on the length of this post, after the first description of the stripes I'll remove the it for the rest of the flags with the same pattern.

[cannibalizer flag id: a rectangular flag with 13 horizontal lines. the 1st, 2nd, 12th, and 13th line are triangular. the 4th and 10th line are wavy, and the rest are straight. line sizes in this order from top to bottom: 2 thick, 9 medium, 2 thick. the 4th line has been made to look like it is dripping from multiple spots. colors in this order starting from the top and reflected after the last listed color: black, dark red, red, reddish orange, orange, golden yellow and yellow. in the center of the flag is a heart shaped piece of meat with yellow and orange flesh, and around the symbol are sharp white teeth. /end id]

[mutual flag id: colors in this order starting from the top down are: dark blue, blue, bluish grey, grey, off white, reddish pink, the center stripe is cut in the middle being dark red on one side and light yellow on the other, yellow, light orange, reddish orange, red, dark red and black. the symbol has red flesh. /end id]

[cannibalized flag id: colors in this order starting from the top and reflected after the last listed color: dark blue, blue, bluish grey, grey, white reddish pink and dark red. the symbol blue and red flesh. /end id]

[divider id: a transparent divider with cartoon drawings of a heart, an eye, and lungs in that order. it repeats 5 or so times /end id]

[simplified cannibalizer flag id: a rectangular flag with 13 horizontal lines. the 1st, 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th, 9th, and 13th line are medium thickness, the 2nd and 12th lines are thicker, 3rd and 11th are thinnest, and the 4th and 10th are thickest. colors in this order starting from the top and reflected after the last listed color: black, dark red, red, reddish orange, orange, golden yellow and yellow. in the center of the flag is a heart shaped piece of meat with yellow and orange flesh, and around the symbol are sharp white teeth. /end id]

[simplified mutual flag id: colors in this order starting from the top down are: dark blue, blue, bluish grey, grey, off white, reddish pink, the center stripe is cut in the middle being dark red on one side and light yellow on the other, yellow, light orange, reddish orange, red, dark red and black. the symbol has red flesh. /end id]

[simplified cannibalized flag id: colors in this order starting from the top and reflected after the last listed color: dark blue, blue, bluish grey, grey, white reddish pink and dark red. the symbol has blue and red flesh /end id]

[divider id: a transparent divider with cartoon images of a brain, a tooth, and intestines in that order. it's repeated 5 or so times /end id]

[banner id: a black banner with a white outline and white outlined text with a drawing to the left on a transparent background. the text reads "READ MY IWC" in big text and underneath it reads "anyone can use my terms but I will block you" in smaller text. to the left is a drawing of Higan drawn by John/TOOBOE squatting with her knees together. /end id]

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computer show me men furiously jerking off and desperately rutting their hips into their own hand. puter let me see men mindlessly grinding into whatever they can get their hands on until they finish in their boxers. computer i wanna see men throwing their heads back in pleasure as they gasp and pant and whimper. puter give me eager men just trying so desperately to get themselves off. puter can you hear me

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sickfuck

One who identifies as being a “sick fuck”

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Transcontrolling

A transharmful/transabuse/transabusive/transabuser subterm for one who identifies as controlling [their partner/friend/etc.]

This term is not exclusive to romantic relationship abuse, this term is explicitly inclusive of different types of abusive interpersonal relationships.

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Transfallenangel

🇺🇲:someone who feels like they should be a fallen angel

🇧🇷:alguém que sente que deveria ser um anjo caído

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Waiting until their bladder is full before you start fucking them with the sole intention of making them piss themselves and then pushing their head down into the puddle they made, telling them what a bad dog they are for making a mess, all the while never relenting on the brutal pace you’re pounding them at.