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This man is going to distract me whenever I open my notebook, no studying will happen

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I drew some doodles in my notebook today, approximately 15 minutes each. They're a bit wonky but also recognisable, and that's more than I hoped for after a few months of hiatus

Also, Riario

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I'm oh so bad at being back

At least now my side hobby is bookbinding Bridgman's Constructive Anatomy with no proper tools and prior bookbinding experience, so we're going in the right direction

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HI TONY OH MY GOSH Niku here!! It’s been a while since I last saw you pop up on my feeds so I’ve been wondering how you’re doing, I hope things are going well!! So glad to see you on here! 🧡

OH GOOD LORD hello Niku!! Your ask was the first thing that popped up in my notifications when I logged back on tumblr, and it was heartwarming to read it ❤️ Yeah, things are just fine, I hope you're doing well too?

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I posted it in January, it's almost August now, it seems that when you get art block and don't draw for half a year you totally forget how to because the thing I drew today is atrocious

My friends try to convince me I should use it to my advantage and record the process of getting better, and maybe I am considering it

Anyway, I'm back guys

Is it an artist's thing to look at your artwork after a week of break and decide you don't like your whole art style anymore

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You won't believe how massive art block that single sentence caused

Is it an artist's thing to look at your artwork after a week of break and decide you don't like your whole art style anymore

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Is it an artist's thing to look at your artwork after a week of break and decide you don't like your whole art style anymore

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I love your art! Do you write fanfictions too?

Yep, I do! Though I didn't post anything yet and I am on hiatus now (due to exams) but if I post anything, I will share info here

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your art is so so so so SO fucking sick holy shit i love it and mega good luck for your exams

You've made me all emotional, woah. Thank you, plenty. And yeah, luck is definitely what I need to deal with the exams

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hi just saying i love your art so much. your study pages are masterpieces on their own and you’re a inspiration to me <33

Aaah, I'm so glad to hear it! Once I have more time for consistent drawing, I sure will be posting more study pages (both digital and traditional) so stay tuned

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I combined two good omens study club themes, tartan and a movie still. I decided to choose one from Little Women, which I have yet to watch

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I am not a fan of the white border and clean lines, it feels too artificial. It was a fun experiment nonetheless

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This year's last drawing, did traditional to celebrate. It was fun to play with the light situation here.

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My beloved ugly demons in their ugly Christmas sweaters (but the thing is, neither are ugly)

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hello!!! wanted to pop in and say your art is lovely, and ty following my art acc. happy to be mutuals! ❤️

Your art is wonderful as well, it was a pleasure to scroll through it! And I'm happy to be mutuals too, I'll enjoy it so much to see your art pop up on my dashboard

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Here's some Crowley studies I did today to celebrate my first semi-free time in two months

Christmas break has officially begun, guys. Two weeks fully devoted to making uni notes, hand-sewing the skirt, completing my to-do list which is nearly as long as that scroll Bildad the Shuhite showed Aziraphale I am not kidding and draw.

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Greetings🤝

I saw your drawings for the first time half an hour ago and till now i was trying my best not to shout GOD THIS ONE IS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT every time i saw a new one

Specially that spine study of yours. Good god i can stare at it for 5 hours.

And well, to turn this massage to an ask, I'll just ask something randomly. You can just ingore it if you want. The question is: How do you define the real fear?

Thank you! It means a lot to me, truly. And if you liked the spine one, I dug up some other studies I did. I believe you may enjoy seeing them

edit: I rewrote the part below because even I couldn't understand what the hell I wanted to say back then

For me, real fear is something you still fear even though the thing you fear is not present anymore. I'll go with examples because I'm bad at definitions. I have claustrophobia. I'm scared when I enter a small space with no windows, and I'm perfectly fine as soon as I walk out. I don't think about it unprompted. On the other hand, I'm also scared of fire, I had an accident with it a few years ago. Now I'm fine with using candles and approaching bonfires etc, but I still struggle with getting panic attacks out of blue, even if there's no fire in the sight. So I think that's how I would define it