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i haye when i get what i asked for (i went to the psychiatrist to get meds but now i have to take the meds)

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I went through so much. I graduated, studied, graduated, started working yet my heart hurts the same

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at what age you stop feeling like you don't belong amywhere?? just wondering

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i don't understand how time passes, march passed in a second but this whole week has been longer than that like what

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maybe this time picking at Textures on my skin will lead to being silky smooth

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Are fedoras really that bad?

YES YES THEY ARE

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sethoscara thought... sethos loves to find and try to flirt with wanderer when he is on the city, and every time he gets more shameless and he thinks wanderer is warming up to him! one day he has a meeting with nahida and he finds wanderer right outside the sanctuary of surasthana and does his thing until nahida aka the god of wisdom and archon comes outside and goes "wanderer, you forgot your lunch!!" and then gives it to him and pats his head, and then notices sethos "i see you've met my nephew, i hope he hasn't been mean, i swear he is really sweet!!!"

now he is just really questining everything because what do you meannn the lowkey mean but cute and misterious guy he's been flirting with is the arCHONS NEPHEW??? like how?? where does he come from?? who is his parent?? who even is he?????? is it ethical to try to date him??? like he is always very chill about anyone but feeling romantic things for the nephew of his god is sort of smth he never imagined

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"the world isn't kind" ok??? Much more importantly are you?????

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and with your help it can rack up 700k notes on tumblr in 2024

no tumblr this doesnt need tags im releasing it into the wild as god intended

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have you done your daily click

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I would really like to see disability pride posts that mention hemiplegia. The ones that mention paralysis at all always mention paraplegia and quadriplegia and stop there. Idk if people are just unaware that it exists or what.

Anyway happy disability pride month to people with hemiplegia, especially people with facial paralysis. You're cool and awesome and we deserve to be seen.

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Anyway this disability pride month I would like to shoutout disabled folks whose creativity has suffered because of their condition. I’m talking people with hand tremors and pain that stop them from drawing, knitting, and playing instruments. People whose thinking has become so disorganized that nothing they write makes sense to other people. People with chronic pain who can no longer dance. People so over medicated in a fruitless attempt to maintain stability that the wells of their imagination have run dry.

I see you and I love you. You are more than your creative output. You are not a shell of what you used to be. You are a whole, complete person, regardless of what your creativity has been, is now, or will be in the future.

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People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me